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The Vast Pleiadian Cluster
Within the star codes of humanity, the light of the Pleiadian cluster shines like a multicolored gem. Little is recalled of the trajectory of the Cosmic human within the large cluster, but plenty are the expressions on Earth of what once was built in such corner of Cosmos. Alcyonians still exist within the holographic bands of life in the non-physical realms. After transition from physical life to the afterlife, those who once came from Alcyone can go back to this Galactic station.
The most visible stars within the Pleiades cluster are the Seven Sisters
You have been told that the Pleiades consists mainly of 7 stars. This notion is incomplete. The Pleiades in itself is a very vast cumulus of stars, more than one hundred of which only a few have been studied by astronomers. Take then the fact that each of the most visible stars, the ones known as the seven sisters, are not all single stars but star systems.
Examples of star systems include Alcyone, Taygeta, Pleione and Atlas. Alcyone in particular is conformed by five different stars labelled as Alcyone A (binary), B, C and D. Originally, the Alcyonian system was the station were an additional giant faint star existed. This enigmatic star was destroyed during a major Galactic conflict, at a time the Pleiadian cluster experienced a major fall in consciousness.
The splendor of the Alcyonian Star System
This system was explored and inhabited shortly after the falls experienced within the Lyran, Draco and Orion systems. Other systems like Canis Major were involved, creating of this station a poly chromed melting pot.
Unfiltered channeled portrait of Alcyonian family of hybrid citizens.*
*In an unfiltered channel portrait, done through automatic drawing while receiving a transmission from the beings being channeled, all the details of the true physical appearance are revealed. Most often, the conscious human mind cannot grasp all the details of the true form, giving the impression in most cases that beings look for the most part like an Earth human.
Several hundreds of years after the first immigrants and colonizers stepped into the Pleiadian cluster, within the Alcyonian system, many races gathered to bring about the integration of several polarized paradigms.
Contrasts in cultural, social, economical and technological expressions were blended in one smaller cluster of stars. Rebellions from several groups, consisting not only of reptilian factions, but also of Elven people, insectoids and many others, were unavoidable during certain stages of Alcyionian expansion.
However, great gains were palpable and unforgettable lessons became embedded in the DNA of Alcyonian inhabitants. A new age in intergalactic negotiations and pathways emerged, bringing forth some of the best Galactic creations.
The brightest Alcyonian star emits a bright white golden light.
Only a few planets and moons orbiting the Alcyonian stars fulfilled the basic requirements for life to flourish within them. Experts from several fields brought forth technological tools enabling a fast environmental conditioning based on terraforming and other techniques.
People from the Sirian stars, Orion, Draco, Arcturus, Alpha Centauri, Hydra, Opiuchius, Cetus, Spica, Lyra, Reticulum, Cassiopeia, and many others participated in the Alcyonian blending. An extensive process of hybridization of process took place during the centuries of development of Pleiadian civilizations, which was evident at the time major Galactic capitals were established within the Alcyonian home worlds.
As the Alcyonians expanded and culminated in a collective balancing of the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine, an elegant blend of high tech, preservation of ecosystems and splendorous cities attracted species from nearby and distant corners of the galaxy and other far away home worlds outside of the Milky Way.
Alcyonians on Earth
Within the Cosmic Earth human, starseed codes of Alcyonian origin are being rediscovered in the application of sciences, culture, economic systems and geopolitical relationships. Awakening masses concerned with the balancing of the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine bring forth the effort to create more sustainable paradigms for future generations.
While there is a contrast in the ways in which individuals work within regional and international institutions, some of the best expressions of these efforts come from the Alcyonians who learned to coexist with a vast Cosmic population.
As the Earth human awakens further to the Pleiadian heart within, more energy from Alcyone will be assimilated and used in the creative processes in all areas of life.
As a child, perhaps you tried to create a drawing to impress your parents. Then, you faced a certain form of neglectfulness. You saw your parents being distracted enough with all kinds of responsibilities you would not understand as to pay attention to your newly created masterpiece.
A little older you became, and tried to earn the respect of your favorite teacher, only to find out that perhaps you did not excel in math class. Or your classmates not always felt sympathy for you. You began learning your first steps on how to cope with a world that is not always loving, or understanding of the needs of a child. Very likely you grew up telling to yourself that none of those things mattered that much, that you had to be strong and competitive.
As an adult, you stumbled upon the difficult boss who always complains about “something”. That “something” pertained your performance. You knew somehow you were doing your best effort, and it might not have been acknowledged.
So has been life on Earth for too long. Deep within your subconsciousness you were taught that, in one way or another, you were not good enough for those who surrounded you, and eventually not even for yourself.
Finally, you reached the point in which you embraced the new age spiritual doctrines. What you found in them was that such part of your programming, the part in which you are told that you are not good enough, was reinforced. You were told that your ego is your worst enemy, your bad company, like your guardian devil.
Oh, that damn ego, that gets in your way, that tries to express something that feels negative. So you must encase it, tell it to shut up, to stop getting in the way of your ambitions. You must, at all costs, tell it to stop complaining when you feel discomfort, if someone acts in some way around you, or other situations.
The Road Less Taken
If you shrink your ego, you will reach enlightenment. For enlightenment leads to the feeling of ultimate Oneness. With Oneness, you will never ever feel alone again and you will feel like you found Home in a wave of vast bliss. You will no longer have to deal with a difficult ego, that demands something. Ego is a very bad thing, it is a very evil kid inside of you, or a monster. Or so you were told.
However, if you go very deep within you, and spend time with your ego, you might find that there is a gift that you have not heard too often about in your current spiritual doctrines. The gift is a new understanding of being authentic, of becoming whole within yourself and mostly, something that is rarely taught in the current spiritual movements: self compassion.
Without self compassion, no compassion for others can be born.
We tend to confuse lower levels of empathy for compassion. Refer to the article “Hypersensitivity confused for higher levels of empathy”.
Self compassion is a higher expression of self love. Self love is a journey, a long one that requires the values that we all would love to strive for in our lives to be applied to ourselves with gentleness. Patience is one of them. Think about, for a moment, how many times others were not patient towards you. How many times your own relatives have not been patient towards you.
It is in that lack of patience that the feeling of not being worthy is born. Lack of patience might be seen in the parent, partner, friend or colleague who is always upset or busy, who spends too much time using a technological gadget, or the one who is tired and swamped with homely responsibilities. Other times lack of patience is expressed as aggression.
Egohood as Human Individuality and Oneness as Temporary Relief
It is fundamental to understand that egohood, in a more formal definition, is not the exclusive traits of the individual personality that are perceived as negative, in one way or another. Egohood can be defined to incorporate the capacities and traits that make up the individual personality as a whole, including the ones perceived as positive. You can read wider definitions in the articles: The Concepts and Functions of Egohood and The Consensus Between the Higher Self and the Shadow Self.
First, take the notion on how a soul is born, described briefly in the article Misconceptions of Soulmate/Twin Flame Concepts in the New Age Movements:
“The soul is made up of a mix of often unseen particles. These particles include antimatter and dark matter, which can be dissected to see emanations of photons, electrons and protons and other subatomic particles. Dark matter is the gel-like substance that has not yet been imprinted with soul memories because there have been no physical experiences. Antimatter, on the other hand, is the soul substance that has already been imprinted with experiences in physical. When you are born, you carry a piece of soul of previous incarnations and as you experience life in physical, your soul substance grows with imprinted information. Your aura expands. You can even bring from other lifetimes more soul substance already imprinted.
Your creators in physical are your parents or in bizarre cases those who have played with your DNA through genetic manipulation, while you are the creator of your own soul through your own experiences. As such, you are not only your own creator but also you are a whole individual.”
You can see then why, not only is egohood of utmost importance to the growth of the human being in the material world, but also for the imprinting of the soul as an individual entity or being without a physical body.
As we grow up, we are taught to fill our minds and our hearts with self judgement. Self judgement comes as the expression of internal negative self talk and feelings of guilt, shame, being inadequate and not being acknowledged for our uniqueness.
The fractured parts of our soul that have left our energetic field during traumatic life situations, and negative imprinting since childhood, create a sense of lack of inner wholeness. Specifically, lack of feeling of being at home, of being alienated from the rest of society, and not fitting anywhere are the consequences of soul fragmentation.
These traumatic situations are then replicated indefinitely over countless incarnations. At the moment of our passing from this material world to the non-material realities, the larger portion of our souls travel through multiple densities. Finally, a large portion of it reaches the highest lightest density in which the totality of the energy of the collective of Earth (and the collective of other spaces in Cosmos) resides in a completely enmeshed form.
In this enmeshed form there is absolutely no sense of individual identity. All the soul particles vibrate at a very high frequency were only states of bliss or peace are perceived. In the highest state of peace there is a complete sense of nothingness.
Meanwhile, in the lower realms or lower octaves of non-phisical densities, the soul fragments of each individual soul reside. These are the layers that people perceive as the levels of hell or suffering.
These parts of the individual soul remain stuck indefinitely in these realms of trauma, unless these parts manage to ascend to the protective higher realms. In these states of consciousness the imprints of trauma become inactive and only feelings of wellness in any form are perceived. Then, if these same fragmented parts, for any reason, lower their frequency, the imprints of trauma reactivate.
During our interaction with physical reality, we can tap into the knowledge and state of consciousness of our non-incarnated aspects and fragments. In meditation, we become aware of the highest most merged levels of consciousness that people have often described as “enlightenment”. We retrieve some of that energy and the memory of the experience stays with us. We remove from the massive cloud of enmeshment that part that belongs to us and we become more whole, with a new understanding of existence.
In order to achieve wholeness and the feeling of having found Home, the individual must retrieve all the soul energy from all dimensions, densities and octaves.
However, in many of the current spiritual teachings, along with our programming, we tend to avoid the pain of the parts of us that reside in the lower realms of trauma. We’d rather stick to those experiences that feel good, even blissful. We do not allow full mergings with as many parts of our soul as possible to integrate and heal within us in our current incarnation. As these parts continue staying in lower realms, then they continue bringing our attention in uncomfortable ways in each incarnation and we are unable to release fully our karmic ties to difficult situations. As consequence, we cannot free ourselves and others from the karmic wheel and we are not able to achieve wholeness and self acceptance of our humanity and our soul.
Sometimes, tapping into higher levels of consciousness not only brings the altered states that are often described by many as “enlightening”. Also, parts of us stuck in lower realms are forced to become integrated. This is not always the case, but at least partially, it is a natural process. Hence, the typical “ascension symptoms” and continuous mental, emotional and physical roller- coasters.
Over time, the more we accept all parts of ourselves, including the ones that make up what people call “ego”, we allow ourselves to experience a smoother transition to a more dignifying life in physical. Our home becomes our inner sanctuary and we attract more loving situations.
The more we retrieve our energies from the massive collective consciousness in higher realms and the more we embrace the difficult parts of us that suffer and need our love and acceptance, the more we can feel and express inner bliss in physical. There is less need to tap into temporary enlightening experiences. Tapping into such temporary bliss in which we feed ourselves with the energies of the collective at that level, only leave us wondering why, after feeling the Oneness, we end up feeling again incomplete, alone and alienated.
It is not always the massive enmeshment with the collective what we seek, even less to subjugate our individuality and personal will to become “egoless”. Instead, our soul as a whole craves our self acceptance as loving authentic balanced individuals. Once we achieve that inner wholeness with all parts of ourselves, in all timelines and spacelines, in all incarnations in the now moment, we become love and bliss itself in a physical body that radiates light by itself. Far from becoming egoless, we evolve into a state of healthy individual egohood, connected by loving threads of light to the hearts of other individuals and Earth itself. We know that we belong everywhere, any time and we feel it from inside.
Conscious remembrance of what once was an ancient myth
If you have payed close attention to the ancient myths and the illustrations that have accompanied such stories, you might have noticed the presence of beings that have shaped our collective path. Our understanding of such beings has shifted dramatically during the last decades. This is especially true for the generations of awakened souls who hold consciously the remembrance of long forgotten librettos.
As pieces of a Cosmic puzzle have arrived in the form of photonic emissions and other higher vibrational waves of awareness, we understand that there is truth in what once was seen as mythological folklore. Even in Sci-Fi there are hidden pieces of subconscious evolution of yet to be recalled species and spaces in vastness.
Within the awakened generations lies the pieces of extensive history that has, in one way or another, being brought to life through uncountable expressions on Earth. It is through your cultural expressions, institutions, technological advancements, ideologies and tastes that you have brought what you once had above and around, in other sectors of the Universe. This fact is still awaiting for the awakened ones to be understood even further as their veil of forgetfulness lifts.
You have forgotten how familiar you are with that which you once had outside of the physical limits of Earth. Yet, you remember when you are conscious in your dream states, or even in waking life as you open your inner senses to see what surrounds you. Then, you find once again the memories of those spaces, or the shapes and traits of those beings that you were part of, as a member of such species or that you knew as family and friends, or even as foes.
Your own stories follow you everywhere you go, whether you are aware of it or not. It is then in these early stages of awakening that, through your mental processes, your feelings, and even your beliefs, you slowly or abruptly remembered what took place a long time ago. How it affected you, determined your initial reactions to this major shift taking place.
The initial stages of the grand awakening
For the collective, in general terms, it was the nonconformity about how institutions have operated for so long. At individual level, dynamics around family, partnerships, jobs, friendships and other social structures have proven to be often dysfunctional. For such reason, solutions have been brought in fields like social sciences, environmental sciences and spirituality. Most important, the awareness of the depths of suffering have enabled the collective to reach higher levels of empathy.
As the forerunners woke up to the levels of existence beyond the material realms, awareness of the soul took shape in many forms. Through spiritual movements and social activism, ethical practices left as legacy by our ancestors and previous incarnations have been downloaded in physical. However, they still await to flourish completely once the collective is fully in shape to embrace them at their splendor. It will be a splendor never seen before in other spaces of Cosmos that have been inhabited by humanity in whichever form individuals incarnated previously.
The minorities, who are no longer minorities as before, woke up to their Cosmic journey so far and the deep levels of interconnectedness that exists between all individuals and All that Is beyond physical life. What once was seen as myth, as invisible, as unreachable, is now part of the lives of these groups. The beauty of the Light has incorporated in the minds of the awakened ones the remembrance and knowing of uncountable Cosmic species and worlds. The process of remembrance has happened consciously or subconsciously but it has condensed in one way or another in physical.
In the minds of most Earth humans, not too long ago, the beings of our collective stories where either unreachable, simply a bedtime story for a child, or a mere superstition. In the worst cases, through the stories told by others, certain beings were to be feared. These perceptions have changed dramatically as old dogmas and rigid fearful beliefs have been replaced by a new understanding of life in Cosmos in the minds of many.
Replacing survival, fear and domination for reverence for life and spirit
There is still much work to be done though. This work is part of the great shift that is taking place and will continue to reshape life on Earth and other sectors of Cosmos. As much darkness, not only from the trajectory of humanity on Earth, but also from our Cosmic history, has been uncovered and transmuted new codes are being manifested.
As the poison of survival and fear, from natural evolutionary processes and from fabricated atavism leave the energetic and physical arenas, values reshape the way we live and the way we interact with Earth and each other.
You might have asked yourself at some point why certain energies, beings, collectives, events and spaces where being brought to the forefront through key channelers and personal communications. Apparently, broken promises of prosperity, change, and merging of positive timelines and dimensions created the sense of suspicion and disappointment, especially around the date 21-12-12 and beyond.
Everything happened as it had to, in one way or another. These factors mentioned above were of utmost importance to be addressed and to be present these years for the simple reason of giving closure to ancestral Cosmic conflicts. By allowing the discomforts of the past to be felt, mostly at the emotional level, both off-world and Earth conflicts of the vault of experience could be released in ways you could not consciously understand. Remembrance is far from over. A large portion of these conflicts has already been healed through this collective effort. Another part is yet to be understood and recalled with greater depth.
Ancestral Cosmic wars, conflicts arising naturally from the differences among species and structural flaws becoming evident could be healed. The healing process has enabled the prevention of further negative outcomes to manifest. Things could have been much worse on Earth by now had it not been for the conscious and subconscious process of release.
Echoes of the past still plague our awareness, especially at the energetic level where people can see these energies as current conflicts. In reality, much of what is perceived as conflict in spiritual realms are the residual energies of what took place in physical. These energies are still waiting for humanity to embrace them with acceptance and forgiveness. Only then will they disappear and bring forth further levels of beauty and harmony in physical.
Life on Earth, as imbalanced and chaotic as it still seems to be, is much more balanced and diverse than what was experienced in the past in other sectors of Cosmos. Part of the discomforts experienced these decades has arisen through the awareness of conflicts provoked by once incompatible species and lack of firm values.
Ancient conflicts that took place eons ago in heavenly and hellish physical and non-physical realms, between angelic and demonic races, mammalian, bird, marine and reptilian societies, human and non-human species, organic and artificial intelligence, the ones who governed and the ones governed, and spiritual and material societies has reached an unprecedented level of healing not experienced before. The best and the worst of our Universal past has been brought forth to one single sphere of life: Earth.
The future of Earth and sectors of Cosmos
The extremes have been conciliated like never before on Earth, even if this does not seem to be the case. What was once fully idyllic or fully dreadful outside, has been replayed for final resolution and brought to a new balance, especially within ourselves. Blood shedding has turned to concern and proactive attitude for millions. Meanwhile, others who still reside in these lower levels of consciousness will follow over time. Millions will complete these harsh lessons and reincarnate to become part of the new consciousness. Others who are already awakened, will leave as many have already done so, and come back for something even better. Or they can choose to stay longer in holographic realities that emulate their old home worlds in physical.
Much will change over time as Science provides new answers for what was not understood or seen merely as incomplete assumptions and superstition. Technology will change the way humanity lives, bringing forth some of the best expressions from other Cosmic sectors and Earth civilizations like Atlantis.
Spirituality will take a new form that incorporates the knowledge on how matter affects the spiritual, in contrast with what your current spiritual movements tell you about the spiritual affecting matter, which is incomplete. Rigid dogmas will be replaced by higher spiritual knowledge and a different understanding of what the ancient masters brought to Earth. Less conflicts based on religious beliefs will manifest and new forms of cooperation will emerge among countries and races. Honesty will become the norm at some point.
Galactic and Universal conflicts will no longer affect the collective of Earth. Instead new paradigms in your institutions and other social structures will manifest as a result of the conscious or subconscious acceptance of long forgotten Cosmic paradigms that existed in physical in other star systems.
Rigid beliefs among the awakened communities will be uplifted even further removing the current struggles in relationships, including the relationship with those who held positions of power in other worlds and your current world in ancient civilizations, accelerating the healing process of the current ones in power.
Colonies within the solar system will be built and further space exploration will happen after the major changes take place on Earth. However, humanity must integrate first their own extraterrestrial past and become enlightened Cosmic humans before these long term plans for space exploration manifest without major conflicts.
The current people who have been spreading lies and distortions in relationship to humanity and alien life, including false new age teachings will be replaced. The notion that the current ET beings contacting humanity are mostly their own aspects coming from other timelines will be acknowledged. At this time, these false teachers are opening a portal in the consciousness of humanity to create false ET scenarios that enable people to open up to ancestral Galactic and Universal wounds and release them. You could say that there is a higher purpose in these lies being spread in order to replay many of these old wounds. Such distortions include the idea that reptilians walk among people in physical, unless in very rare cases a human can use consciously or unconsciously an ancestral reptilian aspect to shape-shift or a being without a physical body can materialize very briefly.
True ET contact taking place at this time is based mostly on the conscious contact with interdimensional beings that come from other timelines to become integrated into their current incarnated forms as Earth humans. Other forms of contact are replications of ancient events taking place on Earth between human beings, for several reasons. Cosmos is a vast playground, but humanity is not ready to reach other sectors of the Universal tapestry if a degree of collective healing is not reached. First, life on Earth must change and true values must be applied in order to become a global community based on unity and respect for diversity.
There is still much to behold, much inner work to be done and conscious effort to create the major shift. A global change cannot happen without conscious effort from many. Cosmic waves of energy are transforming humanity, but a lengthy process of assimilation must take place. Conscious integration of these energies is preferable over waiting for something to change in the outer. As many work on transmuting the old timelines, life on Earth and Cosmos heals. Perseverance leads to great rewards.
Usually the term “soulmate” has been used and expanded as to call any soul with whom we have an affinity or a certain soul lesson to learn with. The term “twin flame” is something rather more complex and there is always a question in the minds of those who have explored it of whether such concept is real or not and in which way it is valid.
As the Cosmic influxes of energies have infused our souls with codes that over lifetimes on Earth and off worlds had been lost, the spiritual quality and intensity of some soul connections has intensified. These soul connections have awakened dormant sides of our soul and even potentials long forgotten.
An almost instant recognition and “aha” moments have filled our awareness as we meet our beloved soul connections in human form.
However, such recognition does not take away the fact that unfortunately many misconceptions have created confusion and lack of focus on what is fundamental for our soul growth in the most harmonious way. Repeating patterns and heartbreaking, if not devastating, experiences have left us filled once again with an ancient collection of wounds to be permanently released, if we manage to figure it all out, somehow.
If we succeed in our endeavor to bring balance and harmony to our relationships, or in the very worst cases, if we manage to finally break free from them when they have only brought suffering, then we are on the right path to karmic resolution.
What did we find out through these alchemical connections?
When they have gone awry, or we have found too many obstacles in our mutual path as to come together and commune in joy and bliss, then such blocks and challenges have forced us to look deeper within our souls and human selves.
First of all, one of the biggest new age misconceptions that we are being fed with is the notion that “Everything is Love”. False.
The more suffering and polarization a soul connection brings to us, the more we might realize that one or both parties, usually the latter being the case, lack a true love foundation since the day they are born. In the best of cases, we might have realized that if love could not survive and create a new template in physical for both parties to co-create something lasting and blissful, then we explored the reasons why such love could not prevail or was never existent in first place.
Passion is not necessarily a synonym for true unconditional love. Passion can exist with love and it also can exist with the absence of it. Something that is not always mentioned by new age love counselors is that a deep spiritual and physical connection that triggers temporary bliss accompanied by negativity might stem initially from a process of “love-bombing”.
Love-bombing happens when someone pays deep attention to you and literally starts to send bombs of love your way claiming that they have known you since ever and that they have finally met their love of their lives or that they have found their true friends and soul family. The process continues for a while, until these people lose interest and either start bombarding you with all kinds of negative expressions or they simply ignore you. It is then, in the moments when you wonder where your true friends and your true love is when you need them the most, that they are absent, or adding more negativity to your current challenges in other areas of life. They shatter you and leave you wondering what happened.
You discover a very hurtful facet, of what love is not.
Then, as your soul grows and you mature, you realize that these incidents had to take place in order for you to redefine your values in life and to understand that as a collective, love based on true values has been lacking for eons in which men and women have been at conflict with each other. Both grew up in painfully abusive environments. Their own parents were not taught genuine love either, and values were also lacking, and such lack was transmitted over and over again to the next generations.
In a society full of distractions, not everyone is ready to go deep within and face the solitude of deep disconnection, not only from the loved ones but also from oneself. Instead, entertainment online and offline abounds. There is always the opportunity to meet new connections but you can decide to take a break and review your already lived experiences without adding new wounds to the already existent ones.
Unless you clear all your karmic records, new connections will not bring promises of new genuine love. Perhaps old connections will resurface at some point to let you know in which ways we all failed to achieve that promise of true love that we agreed to at some point. Perhaps you do meet new connections that help you heal. However, no one can solve the lack of love that might exist within each person. Only oneself can find the answers deep within.
Are we born separated from another soul that we were merged to?
False. No one is really born having split from another bigger soul forming then a pair or something as large as a soul group being split into individual souls. This is the biggest twin flame and soulmate misconception being spread. The whole idea that two or more souls were merged as one and that they incarnate as two or more has a certain logic if understood from what some people perceive in higher realms.
After eons of experiences with certain souls, at the time you are born, in some cases you bring with your individual soul the piece of the soul of another person or of several persons. Before exploring in depth the reasons for this phenomenon first it is important to understand how a soul is born and how it is created.
The soul is made up of a mix of often unseen particles. These particles include antimatter and dark matter, which can be dissected to see emanations of photons, electrons and protons and other subatomic particles. Dark matter is the gel-like substance that has not yet been imprinted with soul memories because there have been no physical experiences. Antimatter, on the other hand, is the soul substance that has already been imprinted with experiences in physical. When you are born, you carry a piece of soul of previous incarnations and as you experience life in physical, your soul substance grows with imprinted information. Your aura expands. You can even bring from other lifetimes more soul substance already imprinted.
Your creators in physical are your parents or in bizarre cases those who have played with your DNA through genetic manipulation, while you are the creator of your own soul through your own experiences. As such, you are not only your own creator but also you are a whole individual.
Dark matter in itself is the true Source of everything in Cosmos.
So then, where does the idea and false notion that we are split from a larger soul comes from? From the perspective of higher realms where parts of our souls are fully enmeshed with the parts of the souls of other individuals.
Parts of our souls merge during sexual intercourse, intense joyful experiences or during intense traumatic experiences lived with other individuals. In our current incarnation, we might bring attached to our soul an aspect or aspects of these people to accompany us in our path and even to provide some form of guidance as a way to work out ancient karma and contracts. If too much polarization has taken place in other lifetimes and the current lifetime, then, what is sometimes heard and felt as a positive form of spiritual guidance from these aspects can turn into a very negative experience. Old memories and attitudes from both parties are reactivated through these soul aspects or fragments that we carry from each other.
When a new physical or long distance interaction in physical takes place, a new process of integration starts to take place in order to clear lifetimes or karmic wounds and experiences. The real purpose of these interactions is to become whole within ourselves and to achieve zero point with all our aspects coming from different timelines or past lives.
If healing is achieved correctly, then all the soul energy from your soul connections is removed from your soul, allowing you to fully embody all of who you are as a soul, including all your aspects from different timelines or past lives. This process can last a whole lifetime or even lifetimes.
Does that mean that twin flames do not exist and that higher level soulmates do not exist?
Not at all. It depends on your mutual choices in physical and at soul level and how you want to interact with them and they with you. You can label anyone as a soulmate or a twin flame, but if you made a conscious choice with another soul to live at some point a higher expression of love, then you both can live as whole individuals but also intermingle your energies and build a very strong love bond based on true values.
In fact, everyone has a true twin flame. It is simply the balance of the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine within themselves. There are many ways in which such energies are expressed in balance and harmony.
First of all, by redefining values, by clearing all negative karmic records or at least most of them and achieve inner wholeness and balance. Only once you have achieved that balance within, you can attract better experiences with other souls that will mirror back your higher values.
Celia Fenn, who channels the entity known as Michael states in her latest report (June 2018) that:
“You are now ready, Beloved Ones, to participate in this deep and shining communion of “Sacred Marriage”. Within you, the Twin Flame energies of the Divine Masculine and Feminine are coming into alignment and Harmony and Empowerment! At this moment, the New can be born as a Sacred Testament to Divine Love and Harmony on Earth.
So, within each one of you, the inner Twin Flame union gives rise to empowerment, magic and the experience of the beautiful New Earth.”
Janine Ma-Ree defines the twin flame concept as:
“One way of viewing the heart is there is an upper heart and a lower heart. The lower heart is the personal heart. This is where love, sadness, grief are felt in personal relating and connections. It is where we experience the vulnerability of our humanness. The upper heart is the universal heart. This is where unconditional love, joy bliss as a state of being is felt, not attached to any particular person. This is where we experience soul love, love for god/goddess.”
Not only can the heart be seen as a twin flame concept in itself, from the standpoint of the human experience and the soul experience, but also as the experience of balancing our intuitive nature with our logical nature.
The heart and the mind are the means to express the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine. The two lobes of the brain and even the two lungs where we breathe and move the energies of life force can be added to our dual individual system.
In ancient Cosmic history, dragons were said to have two hearts and their challenge was to balance both hearts and become enlightened as souls and as physical creatures.
As humans, we need to strive for unconditional love and the highest values like loyalty, forgiveness, humbleness, mutual sharing, living with dignity and mostly balancing self love with love for others. Only then, we can achieve highest love with a particular soulmate, having made the mutual choice and agreement, and finding along the way our true friends. Accepting the flaws of our birth families as souls who experienced eons of survival and fear and detaching from that paradigm can help us shift individually and collectively into something based on love and not the opposite. We do not have to repeat the same mistakes of our ancestors and our own mistakes in past lives.
Celia Fenn, Solstice June 2018 and the Lion’s Gate: https://spiritlibrary.com/celia-fenn/solstice-june-2018-and-the-lions-gate-88-2018
Janine Ma-Ree, Betrayal as an initiatory experience: https://redearthtemple.com/betrayal-as-an-initiatory-experience/
The need for a global shift in consciousness
Around the time the harmonic convergence in 1987 took place, the seeds for an internal revolution where planted within the consciousness of thousands in nearly every country. An increasing interest in the adoption of spiritual practices, belief systems and concerns regarding the elements that defined the status quo are part of the essentials of this global movement.
A series of psychological, spiritual and practical traits have been used to define adults and children as indigos, crystals, millennials and to a lesser extent other similar categories. However, many of these traits can vary, turning these labels into positive and negative stigmas that might be coating a series of problems. These problems are not always addressed properly. As such, they are not treated with the adequate tools for the achievement of a fulfilling balanced life that can contribute to the greater good of society.
As a consequence of a global shift in consciousness, individuals in increasing numbers have been rethinking the values and belief systems that have shaped our civilization so far. Since the beginning of the Industrial Revolution, followed by the Green Revolution and the current Technological and Spiritual Revolutions, we have been facing a series of environmental, political, economical and social problems. There is a collective effort to bring forth the necessary tools to counteract them (without coming yet to permanent solutions).
The general definitions of indigos and crystals share in common the notion that these people are, to some extent, gifted and revolutionary. They question norms and the ways our global institutions function, bringing changes by providing alternatives to those practices that are harmful for the environment, and for society as a whole. They lean towards the adoption of spiritual values and practices like meditation, the awareness of energetic interconnectedness between all, alternative healing methods that replace the use of pharmaceutics, the emphasis on our relationship to nature and the importance of sharing knowledge using technological means. Bringing practical solutions is another common trait, if they manage to overcome many of their personal challenges.
Underlying problems of the revolutionary generations
The shadow side of these labels or categorizations is that certain conditions or traits, like being overly sensitive to the presence of other individuals or being an introvert might stem from certain imbalances that can be overcome if certain measures are applied.
If certain patterns are imprinted in a child by their parents and other relatives, then as the child grows up and develops as an adult, these patterns can create a negative impact throughout life. Additionally, children often face challenges in school, like bullying or having unique needs during their learning processes that are not always met. Factors like physical, emotional and even sexual abuse can create traumas that result in mild or severe form of detachment and lack of confidence.
The patterns that we carry from our ancestors as imprints in our DNA and the energies in the environment that we absorb from individual and collective traumas can create blocks in our electromagnetic field and energetic bodies. As we become more conscious of these patterns of fear and survival, we become more intolerant to any form of abuse. The abuse can be present at home or in the way our regional and global institutions operate.
As a consequence of this form of increasing awareness, more people become identified with terms such as indigos, crystals, millennials, rainbows, starseeds, lightworkers and blue rays as how they are defined by many. Our challenge is to find daily practices that can assist us in balancing our personal needs with the needs of society. We cannot be of assistance to this world if we cannot cope with our internal imbalances and healing needs.
Being talented in several disciplines, holding on to a spectrum of psychic abilities or being sensitive to our environmental conditions does not make us special, even less victimized by our surroundings. We are all unique as individuals and what really matters is to understand that we all have more in common than we might think or feel. Our uniqueness is something that we must value and acknowledge first. Once we find self love then we can be authentic in showing what we have to offer to our world.
Certain colors like soft blue and indigo represent specific vibrations in the spectrum of visible light. They are associated with the awareness of our spirituality and the expansion of our higher mind. If we operate from a space of imbalance, then our human and soul traumas interfere and we become ungrounded, unhappy in the world we live, feeling like we do not belong here or that we cannot cope with our physical reality. We need to ground ourselves and deal with all our suppressed emotions. It is as if literally we were lacking the presence of the other colors.
Striving for inner and outer balance
By finding genuine time for ourselves each day, through a meditation or healing practice, we can get in touch with our deepest emotions. Going outside and feeling our feet connected to this Earth and opening up to an inner dialogue without distraction can facilitate this process. Disconnecting ourselves during the day from the excessive use of technology can assist us even further as we discover more what our inner world is made up of.
Holding our inner child in a space of love and safety and understanding with compassion what we perceive as flaws in us can help increase our perception of self value and self love. Instead of judging ourselves, or what others call the ego, we can embrace and comprehend these aspects of our psyche and start to perceive the world differently.
We become less reactive and more proactive. The energies and material reality that we deal with each day no longer affect us or overwhelm us and a higher form of empathy based on compassion and mutual understanding is born within us. We achieve the much needed balance within us and live in harmony as unique individuals in a world of diversity where we all share much in common, and from that common ground we can share authentic love.
Around the year 2012 you became hopeful about finding your soul group after reading some articles that provided some definitions and descriptions of the concept. It was a time of a huge transition for humanity. Having separated by circumstances from some old connections that you loved very deeply but who no longer resonated with your newly found soul interests, your search thus began. You knew there was something much greater, a deeper expression of love, both in the form of physical communication, soul merging, and other forms of sharing. You started feeling that loneliness and the inner labyrinth of not knowing how to move forward in a place where you felt alienated and secluded from that greatness that you seek.
Then, as time passed, you began connecting with other akin souls sharing same goals, ideals and spiritual or otherworldly interests. The differences of opinions or temperaments, and changing interests became evident and thus once again you separated from these newly found higher connections. The experience left you wondering where you are heading now. You figured out that many of your soul or higher dimensional relatives were nothing more than aspects of your already known connections, aspects of yourself or aspects of others you have not known, for some reason.
Now you find yourself in the here, in the now, grounded, more anchored to this Earth than you felt before. You no longer have a shoe out there, in that vastness that you dearly missed, for you have integrated it and brought it here as an expression of home. For home is within, in each part of your soul codes.
You no longer seek out there as much as you seek here, for you know that maybe, just maybe, one day you will fit better. Somewhere, you might establish a new home, or new connections will help you build a brighter future. You are setting the foundations more than before, and you feel better about your role or your mission here. Yet, there is always the question if you will find someone else, another tribe that you missed. For you see conflict wherever you stand, wherever you go. Others left your path, those who once you thought would stay by your side to build a new home here on Earth.
You felt disappointed, but now your hope is returning and you prepare, like a traveler that packs his little possessions, to find a better place. You still miss a tribe, and you ask yourself now if there is something like a soul group?
I tell you they exist, for they are real but not what you thought they were. Soul groups form for special tasks in a given moment in time. But then they become dismantled, for such is life. Life is ever changing and so you are. Your interests change, your values change, and it was not different in other places of the vastness of Cosmos. You think that one day you will stay there with a new tribe that feels familiar, for recognition of love is always there.
Yet, you are thirsty for love, to establish a home, or you think that maybe once you leave your heavy suit, you will be released to join your tribe. For some, this is the reality that they seek, to complete certain goals, and to go back home to another less dense realm. For others, it is in this place called Earth were they will find another soul group to work through some karmic issues or simply to build something better.
As values and dreams are reconsidered and made new, so are soul groups. Soul groups change like the river that flows. Their founders might still be there, awaiting for the arrival of new souls to join their ideals and goals. But you are no longer there for your place there has come to pass and you seek something new for yourself.
Wanderer you are and sometimes it is not part of your soul journey to stay in one place for an eternity, not even for a lifetime. You must move forward and achieve different dreams and learn from what each soul group has to offer. Keep them in your heart always and cherish that love that is no more. Remember the love that exists at a level between the hearts of all human beings and prepare for a new adventure.
For what you seek is always there with you, in your heart, in yourself and not in any particular soul group, yet you can belong to one. You will always belong everywhere as a citizen of Cosmos. You have a soul group in humanity, your family is everywhere but you just have to be ready to go for it. Seek to reaffirm your love in yourself and share it with others that cross your path for you leave a seed of love and others leave their seed in you.
*Note, I found this article about the significance of groups, hopes and dreams in the 11th house of the natal chart, which can give insights to each individual as to how to relate to soul groups:
Highest levels of physical and spiritual authority are not necessarily a synonym of the highest levels of wisdom and compassion that can be manifested and expressed by the means of guidance.
It is precisely in the lack of the highest values expressed physically that throughout history we as a collective have witnessed disastrous results in the hands of those who guide and govern. It is a normal part of life and evolution to expect lack of perfection. Simply, no one is perfect and everyone learns by experience. Even those who have taken in their hands the selfless mission of guiding humanity have sometimes failed to express the highest will for themselves and the collective. By highest will in this case I refer to the most harmonious application of values in the form of guidance and governance.
When it comes to spirituality, politics and education, humanity has relied on public figures and those who they are directly connected to in the form of relatives, friends colleagues, and other contacts. The public nature of the leaders comes from a predetermined chosen role by the means of spiritual contracts prior to incarnation in many cases. In physical, this is manifested as a sometimes vague or illusory form of democracy, by nepotism, or in the best of cases by the means of climbing the ladders of power in any area through much hard work, creativity and a great deal of help from others.
If we rely on spiritual forces to guide us, it is not uncommon to come across certain beings that over eons have gained a considerable reputation. They do happen to bring guidance of the highest levels and genuine suggestions. However, not even these teachers can be perfect in their individual personas, because just like everyone else, it is through their own soul journey and life experiences in physical that they have amassed a great amount of knowledge.
The whole point is that if everything had been perfect, people would not have the need to constantly repeat certain lessons throughout their personal reincarnation cycles. As such, not necessarily all the beings that provide spiritual guidance in other realms have the most perfect suggestions for us in the given moment, even if they are well known for their knowledge and selfless work. Part of their role includes to test our ability to discern, and to make the best choices for ourselves. The way beings speak to us also depends on the need to heal previous interactions in physical, their own level of fragmentation (soul fragments as opposed to their more integrated forms residing in different densities).
If relationships with other people in physical and the circumstances we face can be difficult, sometimes the biases we come across in relationship to other people who hold or have hold key positions in society can cloud our capacity to discern what we see and what we receive. If relationships can bring heart wrenching experiences that make us learn invaluable lessons, it might be more complicated to learn a deep personal lesson with an elder of sorts in physical. Especially if you hold a certain remembrance of this connection that has left you wondering what your self value is, if this figure carries the stigma of being known to carry wisdom of ages.
While dealing with a confusing personal situation with an elder with whom I signed some personal karmic contracts, I was given some clarity as to how to heal the karmic imprints and understand the lessons.
A beautiful old sweet man came to me in spirit form during meditation. I was sequestered in my vision into a breathtaking forest where this old man with ragged grey clothes inhabited. With such a tender tone he gave to me one of the most beautiful pieces of guidance and recommendations that I have heard from a spirit being. He showed to me a vision of a mortar where he crushed leaves, roots and spices for different purposes. He was so humble but wise. He said to me that when the presence of a known elder comes in order to heal a karmic contract, to put myself fully through the perspective of the emotional body without filters of my past incarnation in relationship to this being.
After doing this, the feelings guided me to understand the lesson, but it is not always easy to unlock the wounds. One tip to do this is to ask the past life about the feelings behind this karmic contract and imprint. The rest will come naturally.
The elder shared the importance to connect to the wisdom of nature, especially trees and to understand plants, in order to ground all the confusion and bring to the now a moment of peace for the past lives that feel overwhelmed with confusion.
The elder shared that sometimes we might think to ourselves too much about the relevance of other guides that show up in our lives and our relationship to them but what really matters during a moment of deep healing is our relationship to ourselves. Our relationship to our own past and the feelings that come with the integration or merging of timelines. Sometimes we might see some forms of guidance as the best because of the beings who offer the assistance. However, the old sage had such a brilliant mind and heart and said that no one would recognize him as such, but his job was to offer something very simple to anyone he contacted and then with joy he would let go the travelers that he ran into.
The nature of this old sage was purely selfless and never expected any form of recognition or for his name to be known. What was most impressive was the feeling of peace that I felt emanating from him.
How many people in this world identify themselves as empaths? In one way or another every single individual holds the capacity to be an empath, independently of their set of beliefs, soul age, the way in which they exert their spirituality, or in which way they are connected to the material reality.
Throughout the course of our life and from the perspective of soul growth (lifetimes), it is unavoidable to go through the process of soul fragmentation as a result of traumatic experiences. As children, we are energetically, mentally and emotionally like a sponge that absorbs knowledge in the form of experiences. Our early experiences determine in much how we assimilate our lessons as adults. A child that develops within the womb of the mother already begins to absorb the vibrations of the immediate environment in which the mother lives.
From the day we are born, we start receiving input and developing imprints in all the layers of our being, including the subtly traumatic ones and the life crushing ones. Depending on our capacity as human beings and souls to understand our environment and the experiences that enfold in our lives, is our capacity to heal and apply values and knowledge to the rest of our journey in physical.
Like a chain reaction, what we carry within our DNA as imprints of trauma and the health of our electromagnetic field or aura affects our lives. The DNA imprints come from our ancestry, from the early stages of evolution as any form of consciousness to the currently evolved human being. Our ancestry not only includes what our forefathers learned but also what we as individuals learned from lifetime to lifetime.
Imagine then for a moment, the nature of our aura and the structure, not only of our DNA in itself but our brain and capacity to react to our environmental conditions, which not only includes our relationship to nature in the form of ecosystems but also to every human being with interact with.
Our capacity to absorb information in the form of experiences and the energy from our surroundings is not fully blocked. Just like how when we were children, open to everything around us, as adults we still hold that capacity, to a level. However, when we become traumatized, our own fragmented energy or soul shards that have left our energetic bodies act like shields when we come across any form of input that is perceived as threatening. We learn not to trust in everything we see or hear or touch or in anyone who we interact with, thus blocking ourselves from the possibility of reliving a traumatic experience. We learn to defend ourselves. This process of learning from experiences is innate of every conscious being.
When we have suffered a great deal of traumatic experiences our auric system and energetic body looks fragmented and stained by the energetic soul fragments of other human beings and other life forms. Hence the horror stories about people carrying negative entities, demons and non-human life forms.
Through the gaps of our energetic bodies, other energetic forms that do not belong to our soul easily become attached to our being, bringing a wide range of discomforts, from physical diseases, to emotional and mental ailments. You are literally not whole within yourself and the energetic DNA imprints of other lifeforms create defective patches in your DNA sequence in physical. Those DNA imprints are literally made up of photons and other minute particles that carry the information of those lifeforms to which they belong.
As a traumatized human being and soul you become hypersensitive to your environmental conditions, sometimes to the point of incapacitating you to feel your own energy. You cannot feel as a realized human being with a well defined sense of identity. You merge too much with your surroundings and literally feel everything that attaches to your being and you are unable to protect yourself from all that energetic mess. Interacting with others can be so painful because you feel the emotions of others exponentially and sometimes you do not even know why you are feeling what you feel.
This is not the highest level of empathy that a human being can attain but instead a confusing form of empathy that stems from your own soul fragmentation and the gaps in your energetic system that has lost its capacity to protect itself. Protection is something that comes more naturally when you know how to establish healthy boundaries and create a self feeding energetic system based on your own wholeness and capacity to nurture yourself. You learn how to expel that which does not belong to you. As a whole being you do not need as much energy from other sources outside of yourself and you know well when to give your energy to others.
I have read many accounts from people in which they say they feel the pain of others without knowing the exact reasons. When the reasons are not understood, we must take into account that, under the premise of a fragmented energetic body and aura, these factors are important to understand:
- The person who does not feel whole might consciously or unconsciously absorb the energies of other people through direct or indirect contact.
- The energies become automatically attached when there is lack of self love (self feeding energetic system and healthy aura).
- Through lifetimes of conflicting interactions the person has absorbed the energy of the other (karmic experiences), especially when the one experiencing the pain of another was the one to inflict the pain but does not understand in the present moment the reasons.
- Attracting physical and non-physical (conscious beings or fragmented energies) relationships that reflect the repeating patterns based on trauma until the person has healed and no longer attracts such relationships that trigger the reliving or the original trauma.
In these cases a very limited form of empathy exists that is mostly based on being sensitive to the energies of others.
When our levels of awareness increase and we start healing traumas and gaining knowledge, more refined forms of empathy begin to enfold. We start understanding in a more genuine way the feelings of others, their suffering and the end result is mutual understanding.
We understand why we can relate to the feelings of others, why others feel the way they feel and in which ways we attract the situations, people and energies that become attached to us. We understand fully our own pain and our reactions to our environmental circumstances and we start understanding the equal reactions and situations of others. We start to relate in a conscious way to others.
Before attaining mutual understanding and genuine empathy first we must seek self love and self compassion. Without the emergence of self compassion, genuine compassion for others cannot exist.
When we are blinded by our own pain and we absorb the pain of other conscious beings, there is no place for logic and intuition and no capacity to create healthy boundaries based on self respect and the innate ability to nurture ourselves without being selfish. Selfishness arises when we are unable to meet the fundamental needs of our inner child and adult persona.
Once we achieve a high level of integrity and dignity in our lives it becomes easier to develop the highest levels of empathy based on the understanding of the needs of individuals and society as a whole. We become less attached to the negative outcomes that we witness. We can relate to the suffering of others, having learned from our own suffering and having healed our own soul record of traumas. We no longer need to absorb the suffering of others or suffer excessively when we witness the brokenness of human life. We become less reactive and more proactive and act out of love. We are motivated to help selflessly but we respect the path of those who are still learning. We learn to balance wisdom with compassion and know when to act and when not to act. We know what to accept in our lives and what not to accept. We know how to protect ourselves and become our own source of light and nourishment.
For many years I interacted in several social networks in which thousands identified themselves as starseeds, lightworkers, indigos, crystals, otherkin etc. The end result for me was devastating more than once, and one that left me with the desire to reprogram my mind and my heart to come out of these misunderstood labels. I also got to know a warmth of heart and love in many of the people that I met along the way. What I felt was not any of these labels or mutual interests, but the truth of the human heart. Everyone is beautiful in their unique way.
Where there is lack of love at home, feelings of loneliness and being misunderstood or not accepted pave the ground for greater problems in life. Mentall illness is diagnosed and not treated properly with compassion and empathy, especially self compassion and self love because such notions are missing. Only we as individuals can seek them within ourselves and never outside of ourselves. However, we all can reflect back to each other that love which, in essence, we are. The love is there, no matter how much we all agree or disagree about reality as it presents itself to us.
Diagnoses of our inner problems are coated with the labels mentioned above, often leading to other series of problems like a different type of violence that often arises in social networks and leaves sometimes deeper scars. On top of that, victimhood creeps in where people feel they are being chased by all sorts of monsters like evil governments or reptiles and demons. Not that these creeps do not exist, for many of us have our own understanding of them as essentially polarized forces of nature. They are elements that show to us where we all as a collective have failed to provide self love where it is lacking. Where there is lack of self love and understanding of ourselves at the deepest level, we attract that which we fear or do not understand, or that which wants to teach us something about existence.
Newly met connections labeling each other as soulmates, twin flames, past life connections, etc. and love bombing each other only to realize that many times such connections, independently of being past life connections or not, can lead to more repeating patterns of mutual abuse and indifference. What sometimes starts as a loving bubble of apparent spiritual mutual interests, turns into a facade of lack of self love and a real nightmare of narcissistic connections that can turn awry sooner than the ideal desire for long lasting loving friendships and romantic partnership. Again, such patterns should be addressed with self compassion and inner self discovery. Naturally not all connections fail to meet the needs of our human heart and soul, some are fulfilling, but others bring the opposite.
To make things more complicated, the one who seeks loving connection from people who share apparently similar spiritual interests ends up in a spiral of problems and when seeking for professional counseling, they meet with a series of conditions and distortions. Some of them include the typical argument like: “This is not your soulmate or your twin flame or you have demons and reptiles attached to you” in the inability of those professionals to address the real causes of deep rooted patterns and energies attached. Such energies present a greater picture of nothing more than a reincarnational cycle of lack of love at home. It starts from the behavior of parents and siblings towards children who grow up as adults diagnosed with problems like bipolar disorder, compulsions, Asperger, etc. The rest is just history of a continuum of evolution of species, from survival to often failed attempts to come out fully of survival mode and fear that starts with domestic violence.
In some cases, many of these individuals seek inner guidance and are able to work successfully on their patterns, but most often it is a very lengthy process that takes a lifetime to complete or even more.It is not easy to break free from the unloving environments explored through the soul journey, if a certain maturity and lack of distraction is achieved. In a world of social media and entertainment, perhaps most people are unable to fully disconnect from such distractions that prevent a deep review and the acceptance of inner loneliness and the transformation of such feelings into self love and self respect.
Spiritual people that we might come across in life, directly as acquaintances or friends, or indirectly as teachers or counselors, might not be what they present themselves to be. There are important lessons to learn from everyone and the recognition of our humanity. Many of these people carry just the same issues that, in one way or another, we all carry. Some cases in which lack of values become evident, stem from domestic and collective violence lived since childhood, where there was never a solid basis of love. Such values include honesty, mostly self honesty, self respect, respect for the feelings of others, flexibility, humbleness and loyalty. If parents and other older figures fail to teach to us such values, then we are presented with the opportunity to learn them through the development of empathy and self love.
Would you dare to reflect upon the above notions with enough self honesty to break free from the Neptunian illusions of the New Age of Aquarius?
You dig deeper and feel deeper your pain, your emotions feel more authentic and you feel that you liberate yourself from the chains of the past, the more you feel the hole in your heart and the more you shed heavy tears of loss and despair of a Cosmic journey.
Lifetimes of pain can be healed with a perfect symmetry and efficiency not known in the past when you are able to understand that what truly bothers you is not the chaos that you see in your outer world but the chaos of the seed of despair, betrayal and abandonment that was planted since the moment your own parents and other relatives could not be the perfect parents for you at all times. Maybe they even left you in one way or another since you were a very young innocent child.
The coldness grew in your soul and so you took off with your wings, and flew to unimaginable places seeking a place where you could establish your home. It might have happened that sometimes you found a soulmate, or many soulmates, who offered you a promise of love and a place that you could call Home.
It never happened that you could stay there, either they left you or you had to leave or you simply left the physical, because for one reason or the other you were not meant to stay. You faced battles, because you were offered such promise but the ones who taught you carried the same patterns of conflict within their very own DNA. The conflict of the parents who never loved enough, the brothers or sisters who were never fully there, the friends who left your side when you needed them the most, and the lover who turned a blind eye to you or who you lost to other forces.
You sought prosperity and a dignifying position in society only to find out that your masters and gods and politicians and institutions and bosses betrayed you because they did not reward you with the love that you felt that you deserved and there was no real recognition. You saw them fighting against each other and you learned their ways which mirrored the ways of the conflicts of each single family. Such is the chaos inherent to nature itself for nature is both orderly and chaotic. It changes, it learns and we all change and we all learn but we are all still confused because we forgot what we are looking for.
The fundamental problem for everyone was always the same: what we learn from nature itself, such as the lessons of survival of our ancestors and the fear of uncertainty or that we will never find what we are looking for. What we are lead to believe since we are children and the way we were treated since birth.
One day you feel vast like Cosmos itself, and that you can conquer the world with your love and your talents. You feel that you can change everything and do miracles and the most important quality is your feeling of adequacy and authenticity. Yet other times part of you feel like a Mr. Nobody or a Mrs. Nobody like everyone else, as if you were alienated from this world and not special at all for anyone. Maybe the feeling is not that dramatic but you have your worldly burdens and you feel so lost in the middle of the sea of struggling people who try so hard to find a loving position in such a large home.
So is your journey, as painful as it is for others, go back to the roots of all problems: your birth family, your parents, and then the rest follows. Take back your inner child and your wiser side that you call your Higher Self or your Greater Self and merge them in one heart for this is the true marriage, the true friendship, the true guidance that you most seek.
In meditation and devotion to your cause, seek that inner child that was misunderstood and neglected by the birth families in all timelines and let the Greater You hold that child and merge with your current you. One by own shed the layers of the past and understand why you attract the situations that you attract and the people and beings that you attract in physical and non-physical and connect the root patterns to all your stories.
Along the way you may recite to the world a corollary as such:
Forgive me for I knew not what I was looking for and you could not provide it for me, dear love. It was not your fault, and it was not my fault either, but it is up to me to find the flaw in my perception and my actions, and the rest is up to you.
Forgive me dear ancients for having joined you in your ideals and your promises of finding Home, when it was not you the ones who could provide it for me, and I left your side. It is up to me to recognize that you hold no such power over my destiny but I was not loyal to your beliefs and methods. It is up to you to fix your mistakes and recognize what you yourselves could not find in us and yourselves.
Forgive me Cosmos for despising you when I felt that you did not answer my call and my pledge to be rescued from my pain and my confusion. Please liberate me from your own indifference and spitefulness towards my being.
Forgive me dear Cosmos for not seeing that you provided solutions and your own loving ways and I could not take it with gratitude and a different attitude. It is up to you to see what I had to offer to you and all that love that I provided and that I felt was not taken or valued.
The light of my own soul has taught me so much about existence, about life, metaphysics, history of Cosmos, along with the beautiful guidance of mostly the souls of two beloved soul connections and occasional sharing from other souls.
Lately, with the tremendous influxes of energy coming from the Galactic Center, the Great Attractor and beyond, I had been trying to place in my awareness the true origins and meaning of the concept of the One Infinite Creator.
As a collective, we might realize that humanity still has a long way before the religious distortion steps out of the natural individual brilliance of each individual living a human life.
Our current new age movements are still stained with eons of distortions coming from some very ancient historical events in which evolved group of souls would be in charge of the needs of citizens. These souls were known as “gods and goddesses” whose roles were in much similar to the roles of modern politicians. The quality of governance varied from truly loving, compassionate figures to the most obnoxious toxic forms of governance leading to suffering.
After years of doing intensive research to uncover the truth of our Cosmic origins as souls, what I have been shown is quite simple yet complex:
The everlasting spirits of the ancients is still vibrant here on Earth and elsewhere, and from these sources we can receive ancient wisdom. However, the collective ancient wounds are still present, of the times when ancients made mistakes with those they governed, and people would not develop all their potential to become creators and masters of their own destiny in their own right.
The imbalances are still prevalent and is clearly seen in the cycles of victimhood and oppression at home and in all political, economical and social institutions. In the future though, when the spirits of those who currently govern are free and connected to their everlasting source of light, they will follow the path of the ancients and become teachers and guides, as much as evolved citizens will become like the ancient masters.
If the ancients were not and are still not the creators of our souls, including several beings known as God who was not always the same male figure (seek information about Yahweh, Jehováh, Anu, and all other ancient male figures and understand in depth who these male individuals were) whose spirit or spirits still exist, then what created us?
Ourselves. From a physical context you can say that our creators are nothing more than our parents. Our soul spark develops and grows with each moment of lived experiences in physical. When we die, our soul leaves and all the information stored remains eternally and part of our soul comes back in the form of another soul spark and once again this aspect of ourselves grows with each experience.
What I was shown by my beloved soul companions in meditation is that the One Infinite Creator is not a singular being, other than the totality of our lives experiences through our soul journey in physical and non physical, all the souls that we developed as consequence of all our past lives and the totality of that energy is what becomes our Individual Universal Creator or Creatress.
ALL THAT IS or Cosmos is a different concept which can be defined as the totality of all Creators, meaning each one of us beyond what we are as human beings, but all that we have been as elementals, beings of other species, animals on Earth and other creators that we were in order to experience as much as possible everywhere.
As such, we need to remove from our subconscious the idea that there is a male god being deciding what our fate is, what our individual and collective destiny is, for the real Source of creation of souls is dark energy, dark matter, antimatter, photons and experiences. Dark energy and dark matter exists as a blank slate while matter, antimatter and photons are imprinted with information from the experiences of Cosmos as the totality of physical and spiritual phenomena in a continuum of time and space.
At the time of birth, you already carry a package of information from your past lives in the form of invisible particles. As you live your life, your soul mass expands and when you die you are a small realized soul that can merge with the rest of your energy from your past lives in whichever form they exist.
At this time, when we receive packages of energy in the form of particles from the Galactic Core and beyond, we literally are receiving the rest of our Greater Individual Universal Soul or our own Infinite Creator. We are literally transforming in Infinite Creators of our own destiny. We are awakening to our full potential as Infinite Creators and Creatresses.
When individuals communicate with a specific entity that speaks, for example, of a Cosmic closure coming from their Infinite Creator, they are literally addressing the totality of THEIR own Cosmic Infinite Soul which is not applicable to the rest of the individuals for each individual has their own Cosmic Infinite Soul.
What in the decades to come humanity will learn is that every individual is a Cosmic Infinite Creator or their own Source of existence in a vastness of available energy to mold and expand.
When we think to ourselves that we have done enough healing work over the years, we find ourselves wrestling in a dose of discomfort once a trigger presents itself to us. We might have recovered certain troubling memories of our past that we had long forgotten and we know we did our job precisely because we remember now.
However, we notice that the more we remember that scene, the more we feel it as we progress in our journey towards wholeness. If we vaguely remember those disturbing moments, of our childhood, of our youth, and we haven’t had access to the feelings, then we might have missed something.
During a healing session, or a moment of meditation, pondering about those painful lapses in our life, we might be able to incorporate them where once there was a hole in our soul. We know that something happened back then, yet we forgot. We retrieve the soul fragment, place it there, where it should be, and now we have access to the memory.
What we might have missed all this time is the fact that once we retrieve a shattered piece of our soul, we need to bring down the energy to all the layers of our multidimensional self and multidensity self until it reaches the physical level within our DNA. What often happens during a soul retrieval session is that, in order to protect our mental, emotional and physical integrity, a traumatic experience might be retrieved and stored only on certain layers of our being. There is a sense of more wholeness, but there is still something missing, because we know the trauma is still there. The trauma becomes activated once something triggers it and it might even bring sickness at many levels.
It is not until we manage to complete the healing process of the traumatic events that we no longer feel triggered during certain situations or by certain individuals in a negative way that brings back to our awareness that same feeling that we felt during the traumatic event.
Usually, a trauma that is retrieved must be healed in stages, in such a way that we can handle the pain at all levels. This is especially true when we are talking about the most traumatic events during our earlier stages of human development that shape our beliefs, our attitudes and the ways in which we relate to others and to our environment.
Scars of abandonment, rejection, neglectfulness are not easy to heal when we gather a record of repeating situations that mirror the original wounds that have long been forgotten and hidden within a deep corner of our subconsciousness, outside of our auric range. It touches us, subtly, yet painfully, in the form of some monstrous dark entity that chases us, and reminds us how much this part of us needs our love and our welcoming embrace.
It is this energy, that once it is retrieved, might not be reflected in the deep healing that we long to feel, that can take us away from the cycle of suffering. We might have asked a skilled healer to help us with a touch of magic and expertise, only to find out that the problem persists.
It is then when you must ask yourself how much have you worked on this wound, how many angles and perspectives you tried, in order to bring it to full closure. Perhaps as much effort as you placed on healing this apparently eternal wound, you just have not been able to bring it down, to the level of your physical DNA, after moving down through the gates of the mental and emotional realms. Otherwise, you keep it there, stirred just above you, at a level you thought would bring wholeness to you, but it is still not placed where it should.
With some special exercises you can finish the work that you or someone else started for you during your retrieval process. Some visualizations and conscious work with a tool like a crystal can assist you. Mostly, your persistence, your patience and determination will be your greatest tools to help you close those painful gaps within your etheric and physical template, activating all your potential for wholeness and joy.
Once you manage to come out of an oppressive situation, work on your patterns consciously to release their blueprints from all your layers.
If you are able to see the different layers of your etheric and auric system, then you might be able to see that there are small and large parts of your greater Cosmic soul stuck like shards outside and inside your system.
Imagine that each soul piece or shard carries pieces of traumatic moments that are being played over and over again as you walk through the labyrinths of life. You might have brought through a healing session or as a natural occurrence of transformation these soul pieces from some other space and time outside of your reach.
Visualize these soul pieces above your physical body and feel how they come back to you, down through all your layers and down to your physical body at DNA level. Do this for every part of your body, especially where disease or discomfort is present.
You can intend to do a clearing of all your layers by visualizing the seven main basic layers of your etheric system connected to each chakra, along with the layers above these seven basic layers. Scan each layer and bring down the energies of traumas through each layer until you reach your physical layer.
Intend to do this form of soul retrieval each day for at least 15 minutes and you will notice that you might start processing more repressed emotions and feeling clear from feelings of heaviness and blocks.
It is of utmost importance to do healing work with your inner child by allowing him/her to come back to your arms and your heart by giving to this part of yourself space, time and your protection. Play with him/her, let him/her know how much you care about him/her even if others close to you were not able to give to you all the love that you needed and that you deserved as a child. Work with your inner child and bring this part of you deeper into your soul and your heart with love and dedication.
By doing these daily exercises you will blend your currently incarnated aspect with your integrated aspects from other timelines and activate your capacities to heal yourself, feel your wholeness and to remove yourself from difficult situations with more ease, as new opportunities open up and you close the door to the pains of the past.
A very long time ago, before we reached the point in the collective evolution of Cosmos where we stand, we were born of the basic elements, both in physical form and in spiritual form. For each experience, exploring the most basic levels of awareness in physical form, a new record in the realms of dark matter (ethers) was imprinted and permanently stored.
Over time, as the basic elements reached the complexity that gave birth to the first conscious beings, the first elemental beings emerged in spiritual form. Many of these elementals stayed in the spiritual realms, assisting in the creation of new worlds and shaping the already existing ones in harmonious and disharmonious ways.
Civilizations flourished and beings reached the capacity to understand their connection to each other, to nature itself in physical and to their elemental ancestors. Many of these elemental beings were soul aspects of each individual that lived within these complex communities.
During times when the levels of consciousness of people fell and imbalanced dependence on technological advancement became the norm, the conscious connection to nature and the elements was forgotten.
To make things more complicated, people forgot to spend time in solitude with their inner universe, their aspects, nature, their inner child, their own heart. Social and cultural standards, the pursuit of hedonistic values, along with all kinds of technological distractions, contributed to the suppression of a conscious connection to the emotional bodies of the currently incarnated aspect and the needs of other aspects that require integration and healing, coming from other timelines and realms.
We all stand now, collectively, at this point of colossal global change, in front of a polarized world that needs to shift in harmony. Groups of awakening souls pledged allegiance to a sacred vow to shift together. What sometimes many of these awakening seeds forget is that shift needs to come individually first.
There is a natural order in Creation, and part of that order is the fractalized reality that exists both physically and spiritually. In order to exert an influence in the collective, there is a need to create an inner shift, individually.
When enough attention is placed on personal healing and integration, the changes in the auric field of each being contributes to the harmonization of the immediate surroundings and the global energetic grids and physical electromagnetic fields of Earth. The reason why inner change has great impact over the collective is because the polarity of each being is reduced, stabilized and harmonized and the discordant energies of each being that float in the collective fields disappear.
People of Earth forgot that we all are born of the elements, and as such, we carry in our personal universe or individual soul matrix of aspects, many of these elements. Even physically we are made up of water, minerals, metals and fire. Our emotions flow naturally like the water, the winds, and can be explosive like fire itself. When we suppress our deepest emotions and we do not face the need of expression of our discordant aspects, otherwise known as negative entities, demons, archons, dark beings, etc, these emotions block our natural flow of energy like rocks would block the path of the water that flows in the form of a river. Sometimes these aspects coming from other timelines might seem to act as our enemies.
A shadow collective projection involves the perception of several groups of people in which something or someone is seen and experienced as negative and disempowering. These forces can include groups of individuals that work against the harmonious interests of the collective, or destructive forces like discordant weather patterns and other phenomena.
Now imagine, with the current global polarization of ideas, goals, belief systems, and practices, how our fragmented aspects float within the layers of the densities of the Earth and create an influence in the global environment that can be reflected in discordant weather patterns, decisions of global leaders that carry the weight of the collective shadow, and turmoil within each household.
At some point, many awakening seeds forgot that the highest path is the one of seeking inner harmony in order to contribute to harmonious change and growth of Earth. As these basic notions were forgotten, disharmony is mirrored through all the things that now are perceived as threatening and power is constantly given away to the polarized forces that would seem to act against the collective.
The human being has the capacity to heal and integrate their currently incarnated soul aspect and their other aspects that reside in other realms, who at some point existed in physical realms. By doing so, the global polarization is reduced and the auric field of the awakening seed is empowered, harmonized and it radiates love and light that can help harmonize other discordant energies.
By integrating and healing individual energies or aspects, the collective tension is dispersed and reduced, creating personal empowerment for those who internalize and harmonize conflict.
At this time, we face many challenges like difficult weather phenomena, political, economical and social conflicts, conflicts with close soulmate connections and the impression of negative astral forces as the consequence of lack of proper integration and healing.
In order to bring back a long lost peaceful paradigm of people of different races with spiritual aspects from different species, elements and civilizations coexisting in harmony with each other, first we need to create inner harmony. By disconnecting as much as possible from the dramas beheld outside, and spending time in solitude we can embrace all our suppressed emotions, the mind can find rest from the constant chatter, the body can regain its physical strength and health and our aspects can find a home within our hearts.
Many souls who find greater inner strength, harmony and peace of mind can overcome even the most challenging technological advancements, apparently unreachable global conflicts, and other situations that reflect the global polarization. By opening up to our inner disharmony and healing it, the ones who are connected to us are then forced to face their own disharmony even further, creating a ripple effect.
When we place our attention to specific goals that can further perpetuate the illusions of separation and conflict, we feed the global polarization. When we believe that those who reflect back to us darkness are truly our enemies, we miss the opportunity to detach from them, and instead attend to the needs of our own feelings and our own heart. When we support certain movements, we might actually contribute to the polarization of our world even further.
When we are intellectually convinced that certain groups in physical, beings in spiritual form, or even parts of our own soul need to be eradicated, suppressed, destroyed, dissolved or ignored, then, as a Cosmic attempt to reach a balance, these aspects of Creation will only knock on our doors more loudly and the polarization within and outside increases. Think of this process as an equation.
If instead, we go back to our inner space, without outer distraction, and we ask ourselves honestly why these factors are affecting our lives and the lives of other loved ones we care about, and the collective, then we might be able to open up to new perspectives. We can acknowledge all our feelings and bring them from the lost mental planes above us, down to the emotional planes and down to the physical. The spiritual, mental, emotional and physical bodies are washed with the light of lost aspects and lost fragments of our individual universal soul matrix. The lost aspects and fragments that reside in the collective planetary layers that create disharmony come back to us and we assist ourselves and the planet as a whole.
Seek a meditation practice in which you can sit and spend time with your inner universe, bringing back all discordant energies that affect you and the collective of Earth. When certain situations in your own life and the planet as a whole bring distress to you, ask your Higher Self, your shadow self, your aspects, your team of guides, to help you bring these energies from the spiritual realms, down to the mental, emotional and physical planes, especially intend to open up to all emotions. The ones that do not belong to you will leave your energetic space.
While you meditate on these beliefs, thought patterns and emotions, breathe constantly, ground yourself and open up to the experience. Place yourself in a space of neutrality, not favoring anything that might be part of the collective polarization. For example, do not intend to fight against any particular being, group of beings, paradigm, etc, but acknowledge your feelings towards anything that bring discomfort in any way.
Remember how you are part of everything, yet you are unique, and as such you are part of a world that seeks harmony, balance, and respect for anything that represents forms of individual expression, group expressions and global expressions. If there are expressions of this world that you support, know that by holding the rest in a space of neutrality, instead of working against them, you do not renounce to that which you feel defines you as an individual. Contrary to that, you empower yourself, embrace the rest with love and become more proactive in positive creative ways.
You see the sun rising and wonder what new piece of the puzzle can be found behind your computer monitor, or the screen or your phone. Soon you discover one of your most cherished authors has released a new book, a new channeling, a new video. You add credit to your Amazon account for the next piece of your magnificent vault, or decide to purchase tickets for the new upcoming conference about the wonders of the past, or the promise of a new exciting future.
You look around and marvel at the sight of you collection of spiritual jewels, in your precious library, and feel a sense of accomplishment. Then, as you sit and take a sip of coffee and listen to the whispers of your beloved team of guides, if you opened up to a telepathic connection, or feel the message transpiring through your thought processes. You ask for several suggestions, that point to the next steps in your path.
Without hesitation you check for the latest news through your friends’ profiles and favorite pages. You wonder with a sense of distaste in which way will the decisions of certain groups in power affect your destiny. Perhaps they are developing a new weapon of fearful tools to control you, and such bad feeling is confirmed through the work of the conspiracy theorists you frequently follow.
Within the middle of these routines, little by little you feel that another voice wants to speak to you, in the most delicate and beautiful tone. You cannot hear exactly what this voice has to tell, what new story wishes to enfold in your path. The noises of your routine are so loud, so entertaining, and you just cannot miss what the famous speakers have to say about your collective path during the course of the coming days.
The almost unnoticeable voice comes from a corner, where you cannot see with your eyes any hint of a presence, yet unknown to you. The only resource that you could use to understand such significant presence is nothing more than your mirror. You gaze into your own eyes and if you allow yourself to see long enough, you might notice that your eyes are a portal to this powerful but gentle presence.
It is a part of yourself that for too long you have forgotten. A part of you that in silence has observed and wondered when you will allow it to make itself known to you. What this part of you really wants is a moment of true intimacy with you, in silence. Outside of your routines, and outside of what you cherish and consider valuable, more valuable than your own instinct, your gut feeling, your own opinion, your own sense of worth as a soul, beyond the perceived constraints of your human life.
The looks do not matter that much, unless you know how to interpret through your inner senses in which way this wise part of your soul wishes you to see it. It can take any form, one that you would appreciate for the rest of your existence, one that you do not comprehend, or one that you reject. It might look just like you, or maybe like a version of yourself when you were a child, or an incredibly amazing and powerful future version of yourself. Maybe it wants to let you know that there is a side of you that a long time ago was not human, but something else, and now you look for that form in the outer world of entertainment and distraction.
You cannot hear or see this part of you, because you got too used to listening to the opinion of other spiritual experts, and that might even include your own team of guides, who are not aspects of your soul but you know who, maybe some ascended master, or maybe some elegantly dressed and glowing ET, or maybe just an aspect of a beloved soulmate.
You forget then, that the opinion of your Higher Mind counts, at any given moment, for any circumstance. You hesitate to listen enough though. You forgot that you carry within you an entire Universe of personal experiences, incarnations, lessons, talents, etc. You forgot that you also have a heart, large enough to show to you the way back to itself, to the greatest love that you will find: self-love.
Perhaps, in early stages of your life you were taught that the opinions and feelings of others were more valuable than yours, than your own needs. On top of that, you wonder if home was ever really home, or that if there is a place in this world that you can actually call home. So you seek for answers, and you find many, but you are still unsure if all that has been said so far is what you need. You do not know what is the fate of the collective, and you wait.
You might not even know that some beings need to be released from their roles as teachers and counselors, in order for your own soul embodiment to take place fully. You cannot access all your talents and your wisdom, when you are always listening to others. You think that to listen to your own thoughts, to your own feelings, to feel your own heart, is not enough. Maybe you do not feel that are good enough to become your own guide or your own master, because at some point you were taught such fallacy.
You think that you would need to be a good writer, or a good channeller, or an expert in other areas concerning ESP in order to connect to this part of your soul that awaits in a dark corner, somewhere within you and around you. You might stick to that routine that you are already familiar with, even if your limitations still bring a sense of incompleteness and lack of satisfaction. You say that you need new input, something to take you out of that state, of feeling like not always what you read or hear feels completely right for you. You hear the same stories over and over again, but you do not give yourself the opportunity to feed yourself with a new story, told by your own heart, your own I AM Presence.
There is always this question as to how you can do this for yourself and perhaps for others. Technology has its own ways to hold your hand and to keep your eyes on the screen for long periods of time. You know though, that there is something that feels right about disconnection and communion with yourself. You wonder then, if you will take the next step, and dismiss some old energies for release, so that they can guide others, or become an embodiment of sorts in physical, while you embody your own heart and soul substance, and allow that other group of well-known people to continue telling their ol’same ol stories.
Have you ever had a dream in which you felt like you were the same person as you are in waking life, but with a different personality? Perhaps darker? Perhaps lighter? More carefree? Just different, yet you, somehow?
The world of the subconscious says much about all the roads we have taken over lifetimes. At the core, there is always something that connects all those experiences and aspects of the soul.
Sometimes when people realize they want to start a new path, incorporating certain spiritual notions in their path, they might ask themselves many questions. “Who am I as a soul? What has my journey brought to me so far? Was I something bigger than my current self at some other point in time? Where am I heading to? Why do I feel so uneasy, like I do not fit into the standards of society? Was another place in my journey more significant to me than the current place where I stand?”
Too many questions to ask in such little time and too much confusion. As the Schuman resonance of Earth increases, such inner confusion increases but also a certain clarity about our path. Clarity comes from knowing that we are more than human beings: vast souls that incorporate consciously or subconsciously many aspects. Then, as this process enfolds, we incorporate our experiences and soul mass into our daily lives.
At some point, we think that the whole world is wrong, that we are different from the rest of the people, that we are misunderstood, and that only because others speak about labels, species, realms, other worlds, missions, dark cabals, that then those people understand us.
In my journey, I realized that none of these things were really part of what I was looking for. It was like a maze of scattered pieces that apparently built something greater within the souls of each individual who felt alienated. There was much more than bringing forth apparently unrelated and different aspects coming from a bunch of scattered timelines. There was a set of experiences in my current life that brought forth many aspects of my soul to my consciousness.
Otherkin emblem created by Kaltezar
You are a precious human being with capacities and talents that are not always valued enough. Since we are born, we grow up in environments in which our relatives and other acquaintances teach us about conditions. Conditions that are placed in our psyche, and conditions that then we learn to place within ourselves. Conditions on how we think that we should be, and what kind of society we wish we could build and ultimately conditions on how we should relate to others.
If the core of our discomforts is not understood, then we see the turmoil increasing around us, in our lives, and ultimately within us.
Timelines collapse in the now moment, and with our illusions we accelerate time. It is not time what accelerates but it is our rhythm, our inner imbalances and our daily routines what feeds such illusion. Collectively we are accelerating the notion of time because we try to function in a world that is vibrating at a higher rate, but our modus operandi is dysfunctional.
Integrated aspects within the energetic system and the current incarnated human aspect as the driver of the soul group
As the inner polarization increases, then the polarization of the soul in all timelines become evident, and other broken aspects of our soul come forth faster to demand our attention, and a space in our etheric vessel.
We might perceive these aspects of our soul as a source of positive guidance, of more wholeness when in our current incarnation, we are not capable of conciliating our painful experiences. Other times we might perceive these aspects as being of demonic threat to our existence. Then we think that we are being deceived.
In the end, no matter how these aspects come to us for integration and healing, they are part of ourselves as a whole and some are parts of other people that in the past we interacted with. You might reject your current experiences and say to yourself that you want to become that aspect which now merges in your consciousness and energetic field. You might say that the home of such aspect was your real home. You might even want to physically look like how such aspect looked like when that aspect lived in a physical construct, perhaps eons ago.
St. Christopher – The Chariot
Such is then the current reality lived by thousands of people who became aware of the non-physical presence of aspects of their own soul and of the soul of others. An attempt to explain the world of starseeds, lightworkers, otherkin, therian and spiritually evolved people was described in thousands of sites, books, conferences. However, many of these sources still hold a polarized vision of existence as consequence of the inner polarization of the ones who teach and bring knowledge.
In the best cases, the importance of the material world is addressed and the incorporation of the spiritual nature of the soul is then merged with the material experiences.
It is through the best tools of healing, meditation, psychotherapy, inner guidance, contemplation, that such balance can be achieved and timelines can be closed down for good.
Integration of human and non-human aspects within the auric or energetic system of the currently incarnated human aspect.
One day you might recover a certain memory of a time in which you existed in a place, far away and too different from your current homeland, in a flesh suit too different from what you have known so far. Maybe there is no memory yet to retrieve, but with your extrasensory perception you sense in your etheric or non-physical mass aspects that feel different to the human being you are. The more your extrasensory perception is developed, the more you can see and feel yourself as a different aspect or aspects compared to your physical human self.
On top of that, in increasing numbers, more and more young people claim to be of a different gender in contrast with their biological gender with which they were born, and the polarity that their physical bodies express.
The shadow side of awakening to the soul potential
We live in a society were distractions abound, and most people are not really prepared to guide the younger generations in their awakening to the collapse of their soul in the now moment into multiple aspects coming in for descension. Unlike the concept of ascension handled in new age spiritual literature, the goal of such aspects coming for integration and healing is to achieve soul wholeness through their descension from multiple non-physical planes. If such process is handled properly by the individual, then the entire consciousness can ascend to higher levels without leaving the physical body.
Unfortunately at this time, soul integration is too overwhelming, after the individual has experienced a set of traumatic experiences in their current incarnation since childhood. Then the individual is unable to bring balance and healing to these incoming aspects as the timelines collapse. The incoming aspects are traumatized to a degree, some more than others.
The end result is a collective confusion of personal identity, unable to cope with the daily difficulties in the physical reality. The walk-in phenomenon becomes prominent in those whose current human consciousness is replaced by the consciousness of other aspects.
In the worst cases, the fractured consciousness of the young or older human individual is replaced by a new personality, that is part of an aspect or aspects coming from different lapses existing in time/space (non-physical). When there is little spiritual awareness of why this phenomenon happens, examples like the ones presented in the following article become more evident in our current global society:
On top of that, people who suffer all sorts of conditions that range from OCD, bipolar disorder, and many others, do not receive the proper guidance they need to navigate their healing process and instead come across a hostile world online of people who try to share their common experiences. In their failed attempts they create further lack of trust and deeper wounding. Such difficulties accentuate the incoming aspects that need healing and balance and the confusion of identity.
An individual can lose himself or herself completely to other aspects, with other personalities, with other etherical appearances. True inner balance is not achieved. In the search for an incomplete form of spirituality, which distracts them from learning how to incorporate past lessons from their current incarnation, they seek outside of their inner radar and gut. Then you have wonderful unrealistic stories of what is to come, of who will come, of what will come knocking on their doors. Others tell them they are threatened by dark forces that come to deceive them, without a proper understanding on why these forces present themselves.
Conspiracy theories have brought much understanding of the global problems that we face, but a true spiritual teacher does not instill fear and disempower groups of individuals who seek inner freedom, balance, and the true knowledge of manifestation and empowerment in one’s life.
On top of that, media offers materials such as cartoons, comics and other entertainment sources that are mixed up with the knowledge and discovery of such etheric aspects. These sources of entertainment are particularly harmful for the confused younger generations. The younger confused ones are special targets for these industries.
The importance of inner child work and shadow work
The only way in which the problem of timelines collapsing within the soul can be solved is through proper healing and harmonious growth in life. Without healing, this collapse brings disharmony and confusion. It is necessary to avoid distraction that can misguide us further from grounding and living a dignified life as much as possible and start a deep healing process on a regular basis.
A constant practice like meditation for healing purposes, conscious soul retrieval, hypnosis, professional psychotheraphy in physical or with the help of more evolved aspects or spiritual guides, and other forms of conscious healing can bring balance to all aspects of the soul.
All aspects share in common certain wounds. Most often these wounds involve abandonment, rejection, loneliness and social fears stemming from severe traumas experienced during childhood and other early stages in life. It does not matter in which way they present themselves. The wounds are hidden, but can be brought to the surface. Then, harmonious achievement of unity consciousness of the soul or soul group consciousness is achieved while the currently incarnated aspect closes the gap of unlearned lessons from other lifetimes and permanent healing to ancient wounds.
A lack of a solid love basis within a family can bring tremendous problems throughout life. Such wounds bring forth mental and emotional instability and recurrent physical diseases. Aspects become active within the psyche and can bring further problems in life.
Within each soul exists the potential to express the most fundamental spiritual qualities of the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine, Motherhood and Fatherhood and the true Inner Child. With discipline and proper guidance, such qualities can be developed and expressed and used for the highest good to bring permanent healing to deep scars.
Shadow work involves establishing a deep dialogue with those parts of ourselves that we deny or that we do not understand and see as a threat. We might perceive these aspects as a fierce animal, a shadow person, a dragon, a reptilian, a difficult version of ourselves, a demon, a loving angel, a Pleiadian, an elf, etc.
Over time DNA activation occurs with the positive and balanced integration of aspects of our soul
Over time we can regain our mental, emotional and physical balance and health. The parts of our DNA that have been damaged through our traumatic experiences can become activated and we can reach our highest potential.
By understanding over time why these aspects affect our consciousness and we perceive them in visions, nightmares, and other experiences, we are able to heal them and reincorporate them into our current human lives. We become the drivers of our entire energetic system and we establish a friendly connection with each part of our souls. We do not lose in any way these aspects. On the contrary, they become one with us bringing wholeness and a deeper understanding of existence in physical.
If in physical we are unable to find the help that we truly need, then what we are left with is with our own ability to establish such deep inner and honest dialogue and understand the needs of our soul.
As a world collective, we witness more and more polarization and very few people are truly able to understand how the integration and healing process can be properly done to bring closure to ancient timelines. The younger generations suffer greatly, but hopefully many will be able to overcome their internal chaos and identity confusion.
As more people figure their way out of soul fragmentation and collective distraction and chaos, the more the possibility for balance in the areas mentioned in Part 1 of this article will be brought forward in physical.
In increasing numbers, awakened people in our world work consciously with aspects of themselves residing in other realms. The goal of such interaction is to bring about a new personal reality of wholeness and multidimensional awareness.
Part of the challenge of the human collective is to create a new balance that has not been seen before in the Cosmic play of duality. Historically, we have plenty of testimonials from young and elder people who remember or work with aspects of themselves coming from ancient timelines in worlds that exist or existed within and outside of Earth.
As the frequency of Earth and the Cosmos increases, linear time as we know it bends and everything that we have lived for eons converges in the current physical and non-physical reality lived on this planet. For such reason, we hear or read more often that people blend their human consciousness with the consciousness of their past-life aspects. These aspects lived on this same planet in other civilizations or in other planets outside of Earth.
This blending process is something that seems to have happened only partially in ancient civilizations in which some groups of individuals could go through a similar ascension process. Previous ascensions were limited compared to this humongous event, never experienced before as is now experienced on Earth.
Earth is the planet of Cosmic polarity integration. Humanity as a whole has a lengthy road to travel before full awareness of the multitude of human and non-human aspects of a personal Universe can be acknowledged and understood. It is natural to think that full recovery of ancestral memories cannot happen over night. For most individuals, it might not be in the best interest to recover such memories because of the painful trajectory that was frequently followed in such ancient times. However, people live their destinies through the brilliance of their current soul path on Earth. Through such life path, each individual expresses the gifts of each aspect in refined ways.
Fortunately, there are many people who facilitate the healing and the integration of such ancestral aspects that reside in other non-physical realms. In some ways, they replicate lived experiences from earlier developing civilizations both here on Earth and outside. Additionally, we have the constant inflow of high-vibrational Cosmic energies enable those aspects of our souls still residing in conflicting timelines to come back to us through their integration in our etheric bodies and auric system.
What is still missing in this process is the awareness not only of positive aspects but also of negative aspects of our souls. Such aspects need to be understood, not through the lenses of judgement and fear, but instead through the knowledge of the origins of negativity.
All forms of destructive darkness are mainly born for two reasons. One reason is a natural evolutionary process in the physical realms in which, for eons, a Cosmic diversity of species developed from very primitive, impulsive states to more evolved forms. That evolution involved the physical development of their bodies into more or less complex organisms, as well as their emotional and mental capacities. This process enfolds before a conscious spiritual awareness, even in other realms.
One of the biggest accomplishments in each species is the awareness of inter-connectedness and the ability to understand causes and consequences of lived experiences, and personal responsibility in such lived experiences. After eons, humanity as a whole still needs to further develop this quality, as to understand in depth their power to fully adopt the capacity to exert an empowered free will outside of the cycles of suffering.
The other reason for such darkness to exist is the suffering in itself caused by such natural evolutionary process from survival to empowerment and harmony. Painful experiences lead to disconnection and unconsciousness of one’s actions. A being who exerts their will to inflict any form of suffering upon another has their motivations deep rooted in their own suffering. The unconsciousness of ancestors disabling them from the capacity to live an existence based on kindness, empathy, selflessness, and ultimately love has been replicated for too long. Yet the game of blame keeps us stuck even further in such cycle. Within the cycles, our breathe of loving remembrance comes from the temporary station of the higher realms, where we get to celebrate another accomplishment of sorts within the greater scheme of Cosmic evolution.
If we can understand the many angles of suffering, and embrace that child in each being that represents the purest essence of the soul, then we can open our hearts widely. We can bring forth to our existence aspects that might just observe us, and who are in need of our love and understanding. They might come in the most unexpected forms.
We can continue blaming each other for our own mistakes and our mutual unawareness, or we can reach a higher path. A path higher than what you have been told so far, in which you embrace yourself fully in all timelines, in all realms, even those you do not want to become aware of.
In the end, our soul is our soul, our aspects belong to us, and to no one else. We can embrace all parts of our existence with an open heart like how a lover waits for their beloved or how a mother or father embraces their loving child.
Only then could we know what true forgiveness is, and what unconditional acceptance means.
Theory about the multidimensional nature of aspects
Your soul as a personal Universe of aspects can be divided into aspects and subaspects in each incarnation.
In a more formal definition, an aspect is a complete individual personality or set of physical, emotional, mental and spiritual attributes that make up an incarnation.
A subaspect is a set of physical, emotional, mental and spiritual attributes that make up a specific stage in the development of an aspect during an incarnation. In this case take as an example a stage in your life like childhood or teenager or young adult.
During a lifetime, our personality and physical configuration changes in accordance to our lived experiences. The personality is made up of ideas, beliefs and experiences and metaphysically a defined set of frequencies or energy signature.
The soul vibration or energy signature is shared by all aspects in all incarnations within a spectrum of frequencies. The frequencies change during the different stages of each lifetime ranging from very light to very dark.
The definitions of light and dark provided in this article are acknowledged to be limited and paradoxical, as all notions of duality converge in wholeness, thus shedding off the illusion of such apparent differences. Concepts and archetypes defined as light or dark vary from individual perception and from traditions culturally, socially, economically and historically born outside of Earth and within the experiences characteristically of Earth.
Take a look at the following diagram:
Within the spectrum of your soul vibration, each incarnation experiences some shifts that can range from an extremely light consciousness of pure baby innocence to the extreme cases of purely destructive consciousness in the extremely dark negative consciousness.
A being cannot remain purely in the state of baby innocence and cannot remain either in a purely destructive consciousness because in either cases the consequence would be death. Only through our experiences we can reach balance and polarity integration throughout a lifetime.
In the above diagram, you can also see two specific examples of positive applications of both light and dark consciousness within the spectrum. These examples are provided in accordance to the limited dualistic definitions of light and dark explained in this article. Take within the spectrum a positive light-oriented consciousness. You seek unity within the collective, to serve to the collective whole, to empathize and blend to a degree your consciousness with the collective. You have a more vulnerable intuitive temper, sometimes childish but in a light-hearted positive way.
In contrast, on a specific point of the scale that could be perceived as opposite, is a more independent, loner temperament whose goals are oriented towards building personal strength and discipline. Boundaries are clearly established, there is less focus on collective goals and service, but the development of personal talents and qualities in an individual set are cultivated. In such sense, such frequency and goals are not necessarily perceived as negative or harmful.
On the other hand, from the harmful sides of experience, whether the harm is self-inflicted or inflicted upon others, an imbalanced state of lighter consciousness would be the typical easily victimized naïve personality that does not know how to set healthy boundaries. This personality feels disempowered by circumstances and sees the other darker extreme as a threat. There is little discernment and the collective mindset easily influences the individual decisions and thought patterns.
The darker negative extreme is the personality that is destructive and, rather than being hurt, decides to hurt others by pure impulsive thought forms and actions. The once innocent state of consciousness has been victimized in such extreme forms as to live in a purely survival state of consciousness that determines its path on the desire to destroy. Such sides are all born from suffering.
When a being experiences severe traumas during the course of their physical incarnation an accumulated amount of shattered energy affects the consciousness of the individual. Consequently, the developing subaspects fluctuate between the initial state of baby innocence and much darker destructive levels of consciousness. Suffering has turned into rage and the desire to hurt oneself or others in either subtle ways or in more explicit ways through attitudes and actions.
Over time, the individual develops a personality which includes a set of attitudes, beliefs and ideas that seem to contradict each other. This is what psychologists label as a range of disorders such as bipolarity and many others. If the individual does not seek consciously to balance and conciliate the lived experiences, then a chaotic state is born within the psyche as shown above in the middle, below the line where imbalance exists and contradiction arises.
To make things more complicated, we develop over lifetimes aspects, that after dying, reside in the etheric/astral realms. The aspects in these realms carry in their etheric template the record of lived experiences in physical and who continue to inhabit a non-physical reality that is either of positive nature or of negative nature.
These physical and non-physical realities are often known as timelines. Timelines are perceived differently in non-physical realms in contrast to the physical realm. In the latter, reality is perceived as linear when the frequency of such reality is constant and low compared to the higher frequency at which a physical reality vibrates during an ascension process. During integration, perception of time becomes distorted and less linear.
The perception of linearity is like a continuum that stretches itself indefinitely, where as in non-physical realms, timelines are usually experienced as fractured realities that collapse simultaneously in the Now moment or in spirals. Think about OBEs, dreams and astral projection, in which you can shape-shift and travel fast between these timelines, giving the impression that the scenes are constantly changing and you displace yourself with ease.
There is a feedback between the physical and non-physical. Physical influences the non-physical and vice versa, creating karmic cycles. Decisions and actions that are taken in physical affect the non-physical and what takes place in non-physical affects the physical.
Our previously incarnated aspects in a physical reality affect our current physical reality in different ways. If such aspects lived similar experiences to our own experiences then the impact is felt more prominently. Otherwise, some aspects might remain disconnected from each other in diverse timelines or realms.
Based on the experiences of these aspects that still exist in non-physical realities and who impact our consciousness as currently incarnated aspects, such aspects can be classified within a spectrum of light and darkness. The classification is set according to the ways in which personally and/or collectively we define such two terms, in the dualistic set.
There is a certain special mobility between dimensions and densities in lower and higher realms. For such reason, if we had previous incarnations as service to self oriented individuals whose actions where mostly negative, after death, at least part of this aspect can ascend to a higher comfortable realm where the soul experiences peace and joy. The scars remain etherically imprinted in the soul, and as such, can be triggered if the soul was to travel to lower realms and ultimately through reincarnation and integration. Hence, mental, emotional and physical ascension symptoms.
If it is decided that the previously service to self oriented soul remains in higher realms, then this aspect can serve as a positive guide for the next incarnated aspect. Another option involves a partial or complete integration or merging with the currently incarnated aspect.
In the next part of this long essay, the balancing process between aspects is described and the concepts of individual integration of aspects are linked to the collective process of planetary healing, balancing and ascension.
Sometimes it is hard to see or to even imagine how globally the human collective will reach a peaceful balance in which everyone can live harmoniously with their needs perfectly met. Theoretically, at soul level, everyone has their needs already met in their own individual scheme of desired experiences and explored lessons to approach the eternal knowing of love.
More than a year ago I was shown in a vision something that I felt could be reached on the long term at a global scale, with a dose of doubt as to what I was shown. I rather not soak my mind in the sea of possibilities that provide the necessary fuel in the creation of specific predictions. However, I think this vision is worth mentioning for several reasons.
The vision in itself is something that already exists in our physical reality but the only difference between the vision and the current manifestation of such vision is the imbalance of the present paradigm.
The shadow of Oneness vs the shadow of individual expression
In the first part of this vision, I was shown how there is this dark spot within the human collective where the power is or was concentrated as a consequence of a subconscious desire of the collective for Oneness in a state of entropy. In this chaotic state, deep wounds determine the movement of such dark spot. The dark spot is not necessarily fixed but is expressed as the collective thought form that only a small single group of individuals retain the power of manifestation of the collective in physical. In this way, the illusion that only this single group owns the power of the collective exists and is perpetuated.
Not long ago it would seem as if, as part of the balancing process, the collective of people who desired Oneness was in some way subconsciously feeding the idea of a New World Order in which, in one way or another, dominant belief systems would be established and this single dark spot would make the decisions. Even if consciously people did not intend for such outcome to be manifested, it was the collection of individual subconscious wounds what was feeding this outcome.
Currently this tide has been reversed in such a way that now we see how in many regions of the planet certain nationalist movements in the political arena are expanding, which are less supportive of the original idea of a unique culture, a unique system without boundaries where only the single spot would govern this uniform society. The current focus is more on placing barriers to prevent an imbalanced Oneness to take over.
What this all means is that collectively we are fluctuating between old timelines and paradigms in which we are basically trying to find a new balance between Oneness and individual expression.Such process brings forth the subsequent set of problems related to the still prevailing lack of mutual understanding between the needs of groups who desire to preserve certain cultural, social, religious and economic paradigms, the fight for resources and defining territory as the needed homeland. The root of such problems extend back in time to societies outside of Earth.
Before a new balance can be reached, a certain degree of collective and individual healing is still required to reach a consensus between how much people desire to:
-Share physical resources through different economic, social, religious and cultural means.
-Share ideals, beliefs, doctrines both in their individual lives and collectively.
-Allow for small regions, countries and continents to continue cultivating hybrid systems and reach more uniformity or instead to preserve the uniqueness that defines such regions, countries and continents.
-End conflicts by reaching a higher understanding of the mutual needs of apparently different groups and step out of blaming games.
-Redefine consumer patterns and production means through individual and collective balance.
I personally see a great potential that goes beyond the unique desires of each individual to focus or to stick to certain life styles, ideas, belief systems and even physical and non-physical manifestation potentials.
There is instead the potential to acknowledge Oneness while at the same time being respectful of differences in life styles, economic wants and needs, culture, philosophies, belief systems and acceptance among groups with unique DNA configuration. We often fear what we do not understand or what we think might threaten our existence.
When we think that something has to be eradicated instead of being brought to balance and to acknowledge any positive aspect of it, then we contribute further to the chaos and imbalance that exists in our world.
Going back to the vision, in the second part I was shown how reality is fractalized in such a way that taking as an example food markets, a possible scenario of peaceful balance could be manifested:
Major retail stores as we already know them selling and promoting more natural products coming from diverse regions of the world, expanding the supply. Fair prices and fair conditions for sellers and employees. Beautiful modern designs in such major stores with elegant natural concepts making the buying experience a very pleasant one like visiting a museum. Some places already exist but there would be more expansion of such food markets to other regions where they are non existent and where people have less access to such products and less income.
Beautiful balance in small food stores fortifying local markets and good logistics, not in conflict with the major retail stores.
No more problems with harmful chemicals in agricultural products or unfair treatment towards animals, no unfair commerce and more cleanliness.
Major companies can then coexist with smaller business with the goal of becoming the larger cultural, social and economic expressions for the collective while respecting the smaller regions and producers and creating balance between products of diverse countries.
Currently it is difficult to approach such vision when there is so much work to do to bring peace and balance to this world. More and more this vision is manifesting in several places though, at least in steps.
Hybrid systems are being created that allow for people to use more diversified digital/virtual forms of money, but in a world where the needs of people are very diverse then physical mediums of exchange are not sacrificed to bring forth fully such systems that are not applicable to certain places, especially very poor regions. Others find new solutions in fair barter. More balance in the economy and in the lives of people.
The splendor of Earth is the possibility for different physical manifestation potentials to coexist peacefully without the eradication of any aspect or paradigm that can contribute in positive ways to the collective.
What prevents us as a collective society to reach such balance in which Oneness is not in conflict with individual expression?
Our feelings of inadequacy, of not being valuable enough, of not being understood or feeling like our voice is not powerful enough. That others have more power over us or that our decisions do not affect the collective. That we are not loved enough, or accepted for who we are. That we are always different from the rest of the world in such a way that we cannot fit. That we wish sometimes that we were not different or that we wish that we could be the best of ourselves with our unique differences.
Elevate these feelings to the collective level and see then why there is not always a consensus or harmony between families, regions, countries and ultimately as a planet. Even those people that you label as dark ones carry such feelings within and are not acknowledged to be human beings with the potential for change within their hearts.
Now let me tell you something else. Go back to the notion of a dark spot or a global group of control and think how everyday people project their feelings of disempowerment towards this group of groups and how the individual shadows of people feed this dark spot further and further. People do not even know exactly how many individuals make up this dark spot or if the people from ancient times who were labelled as the dark ones still have an influence. It is in my understanding that many of these ancient people are not even holding any power positions and some are even going through healing and fulfilling positive roles but the ancient wounds remain.
Redistribute this power in such a way that each individual becomes fully responsible for their own creations, their own feelings, their own thoughts and in some way or another can open up new paths for better individual expression. A burden would then be lifted from the dark spot, shrinking it and allowing for more balance to happen.
In the next part of this essay, the current healing, integration and merging of aspects of each individual is explored in the context of ascension.
This article is an extension or a complement for the long essay “Divine Dreams of the Timeless Mind” which contains additional notes from a simple astrological/archetypal perspective (See post Divine Dreams in featured content).
The three celestial bodies and basic archetypes
There are three planets in our solar system that have some very unique electromagnetic and etheric properties which mirror well the dance of our polarized soul at subconscious level. Such planets are the three outer planets Neptune, Saturn and Pluto. The other planets also mirror well our conscious and unconscious dynamics in the multiple realms of matter and spirit that we inhabit.
First of all you might ask, what is the relationship between the movements of the spheres that make up the solar system and ourselves as individuals? Every planet has a set of physical and energetic qualities that together make up a system in which each part influences the other parts.
Compared to the proportion of the planets, physically and energetically, we are very tiny. We are bound to Earth by her gravity, her own electromagnetic and etheric fields and her ecosystems. The other bodies that surround her also have their own qualities, and their masses and etheric dynamics are large enough to influence each other. On top of that, the rotation and passage movements of each body create special flows of energy, affecting each other throughout time. Planetary movements and the celestial movements of larger or smaller bodies and the characteristics of these can be used as a reference to understand our own dynamics. Reality is like a fractal.
Physically speaking and in terms of archetypes, let us take a look at some basic information about the three large bodies that mirror the way our thought processes are generated:
Neptune is one of the large outer planets of the solar system with an aqueous surface and gaseous atmosphere. The chemical composition of the gaseous-aqueous substances gives to it its characteristic light blue color. Blue is often associated to the spiritual, that which cannot be seen, the sky, high above the ground. The archetypal role of this planet in astrology is to represent the spiritual nature of the individual soul and the collective, the dream world, the lack of boundaries, the illusions, delusions and addictions and spiritual unity.
Saturn on the other hand is a dense aqueous-gaseous planet with a different chemical composition made of a hard metallic core, a liquid surface and yellowish atmosphere. It is well known for its rings which is a result of the destruction of one or more of its moons. The yellowish color can be compared to the material world and power, in all its forms. Its archetype is one of much discipline, sometimes harsh, austere, hard work and the concept of time.
Pluto is the last official large body orbiting the Sun, which has been debated over time to be a planet or simply a dwarf object. It is rocky in composition and its archetype is one of death, transformation and the subconscious.
Based on these essentials, you can start getting an idea on how these three bodies mirror well our conscious and subconscious nature.
Dreams, desires and hopes and the three celestial bodies in a chart
In the middle of my personal evaluation and re-evalulation of dream generating process, I realize that I am ready to let go more than before so many of my old ideas, dreams, desires and hopes, based on timelines playing within my subconsciousness. I was able to remove some etheric attachments and start seeing more clearly how some old dreams were indeed based on unfulfilled desires of the past. Some were simply based on conflicting situations that had left the desire to manifest the same dream all over again and see if this time it would work out well. We know somehow that this is not how it works. If the same wounds are carried and are being played out over and over again then it is more than obvious that the dream will collapse and taste sour.
On top of that, sometimes our dreams might carry a whole burden of ancient promises that were never fulfilled and of either imposed social pressures or self imposed pressures of all kinds. Take as an example the idea that, if you do not excel in your activities maybe you are being stripped away from your dignity. If you do not have the partner of your dreams or other relationships of your dreams, you are not a dignified human being. If the ones who you want to be with are not there with you, then you are unfulfilled. If things look chaotic outside then there is no peace within your mind and your heart. If you do not look the way you want to look then you are not worthy of yourself or of others. If you do not have enough money then you cannot have joy at least for a moment during the day.
Notice then how we are the first ones to impose limitations on ourselves when subconsciously we feel forced to have certain things in our lives or to live under certain circumstances. Otherwise, we are not valuable enough, not worthy enough, not integral enough, and ultimately not whole enough.
So go ahead and go back to your dreams, to your hopes, to your desires, and make a list of how much are these dreams colored by the above limitations and pressures within your own soul.
-Are you sure you desperately need what you crave for?
-Are your dreams realistic and compatible with your current reality?
-Can you create a bridge to take you from your current reality to the reality that you crave for?
-Are your desires taking away your peace of mind and heart in the now moment?
-Do your hopes and desires for the future prevent you from enjoying the potential of oy in your present life?
This is the turning point where you start seeing how you move down from the purely Neptunian mindset of dreams, higher realms and illusions, into the Plutonic realms of death of old limiting ideas, old programs, limitations, loss, and despair through the gates of Saturnian discipline and hard realistic work of what you must do to manifest better dreams. Or you are guided to let go old dreams that now you know are no longer in your higher interest to achieve.
You do not have to be an astrologer to get the basic notions of this article and its previous parts, but I do find astrology to be an excellent complementary tool to understand our soul path, our subconsciousness, our deep wounds, the possibilities for future manifestation of dreams and the way in which we can bring forth our talents to manifest in the physical.
You can ask for guidance from an astrologer to help you see in which areas Neptune, Pluto and Saturn are present in your chart and work more consciously with these influences in your life path.
What is important is to allow the current energies to transform you and reach a new balance in your life. A merely Neptunian mindset without going deep enough into your subconscious, will only cause trouble, disappointment and confusion. A purely Saturnian existence would be a life full of sober routine, an austere one without joy and playful manifestation.
Within the now moment is the potential for radical transformation, empowerment and new tools for a more fulfilling existence, unlike one of constant longing, never fulfilled dreams and eternal expectations of something that might or might not happen the way we wish it happened in our lives and outer circumstances.
The fundamental Cosmic sequence and vibration of four
More than one year ago I was shown by three main soul connections in spirit form and my own soul that there is a specific sequence in Cosmic creative processes that can lead to a deeper understanding of both the spirit realms and the material realms. It is in the world of dark matter where a huge secret was revealed that lead to a deep research on the meaning of the infamous Swastika symbol.
First of all let us consider the following sequence and some fundamentals that serve as basis for the analysis of the Swastika. Think about this: 1, 2, 4, 8, 16…n.
There are many sequences but the above sequence is of fundamental meaning in the Cosmic creative processes and frequently you will see a mention of this sequence in future posts.
As mythological or idyllic as it might sound, I was given two specific examples to start understanding this sequence: the well known and widely understood or misunderstood concept of twin flames and an unknown concept: twin brothers and twin sisters. Before you cringe and run away with these words, I invite you to stay a little further as there is absolutely no flowery romance in this story. Far from romantic, there is something a little metaphysical, a little psychological, a little spiritual, a little dramatic, and a little historical in this notion, and further more, a little more subconscious.
People live their lives, there is conflict and harmony everywhere, for you see, Cosmos is a playground of tug of war dynamics, but also of chaos, equilibrium and static relationships between the components of an vast unit of visible and invisible particles.
Vibration of One
One single unit, one single individual, is capable of wonders, creative potential, and miracles. But no point would there be if everything had remained in the silence of the One, where nothing was yet manifest, except the One in itself. One though, is what makes us whole in our marvelous individual expression as Cosmic humans. But even if One can exist without disturbance, boring existence thus becomes and there is a lack of sense of identity or self perceived value.
Vibration of Two
Then comes the idea of the first mirror reflection which in our Multiversal creation is commonly said to be a polarization of such nature that one would perceive as backwards to the other, and thus you get the erroneous yet paradoxical true idea that a masculine and feminine relationship is often times too opposite, yet complimentary.
Forget about romantic movies or dramas and let us go to the most basic notions of particles made up of electromagnetic charges. Electricity feels like a very dynamic and chaotic force that is destructive while magnetism acts more like a disperse stable force that unifies. There you go, electricity is by nature the twin flame of magnetism. It is something that every being carries within, so there is the first dual nature of every individual.
Every individual balances the mind with the heart, being the mind usually associated as the astute masculine unit while the heart would reflect the intuitive feminine nature within. So when you choose a mate both in physical and at soul level, and you decide to learn and experience the maximum possibilities, this individual can be labelled as your twin flame, and you can define them further at your convenience and you decide for yourself if such concept applies or not to your understanding of experience and how many conditions you can apply to another of opposite gender you choose as your closest mate. You can live happily or miserable with that person either way, or even in a state of boredom. In terms of physics these are just states such as “chaos, equilibrium and/or static”.
I could go further and further sharing examples that you already know about the known vibration of two. Too many examples to name. So let us go directly to the vibration of four.
Vibration of Four and the Swastika
Here is the point where existence became very interesting and very joyful and very painful in equal measure.
The polarity of two decided to see itself in another type of mirror reflection and from there build up new complementary forces. Before exploring some concepts and dynamics that have complex awareness and personality traits, let us think first about the vibration of four in nature.
In the most basic forms of material manifestation the four elements were created: air, water, fire and earth. Such four elements are complementary to each other and worlds are born from them in all their possible combinations and measurements. If the four become imbalanced you can see truly disastrous results in nature, like how currently in our times of transition we can see extreme weather patterns and other disasters that involve the four elements. The four create a cross. So see in here, the first example of what the Swastika can represent then. Not one element is better than the other, but without one, the others cannot create something as magnificent as if the four are present.
Another relationship of four is the four seasons experienced on Earth. Summer, Autumn, Winter and Spring are sequential stages of the natural processes of birth, death and rebirth and each one has its unique beauty and importance. A season alone has no meaning without the other three. Imbalances in the four elements create imbalances in the way the four seasons manifest.
Such relationships evolved over time to be given new meaning and complexity. Going back to human relationships and relationships in other beings, consider that after the recognition and accomplishment of polarization of Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine aspects, then comes the learning process of the Divine Feminine divided into two complementary aspects of itself while the Divine Masculine sees itself in the mirror reflection of another aspect of itself, equally complementary. Such is the case when a being that carries a predominant feminine expression can see her reflection in the eyes of another female being and such is also true for a male being seeing his own reflection in another male being.
Two twin couples taken from: http://guff.com/15-hilarious-identical-twin-couples
Consider as examples certain polarized concepts of the Feminine such as a Light Goddess and a Dark Goddess, a loyal female whose complement is the female who seeks freedom. Masculine concepts can include equally a Light God and a Dark God, a male who has discipline and is complemented by the temper of a male who is nurturing. If the last two become imbalanced and extreme, the first archetype can become a dark archetype of control while the other one could be seen as too permissive. When Feminine and Masculine principles can see themselves reflected in the eyes of the same gender or polarity, positive relationships can add more meaning to the creative processes, or it can bring the greatest levels of conflict and destruction.
It is common in our current society to find such combinations when a relationship of four is found. For example, different levels of competition in certain disciplines take place between two individuals of the same gender, or the greatest bonds are born that reflect complementary qualities or attributes. To add to the complexity of such relationships it is not uncommon either that when the goal of unity is broken among the principle of four, conflicts such as two couples fighting against each other when specific situations like a divorce happens and one or both decide to marry another, and the tension is evident, especially if children are involved.
Historically speaking, there are plenty of examples of such levels of conflict among godly figures that, according to their own views of existence and organization of creative processes, the counterpart of each other is the evil one, both in the case of male figures and in the case of female figures. In other cases, archetypal figures are seen as embodying complementary functions, attributes or personality traits.
Tattoo designs of Mary and Lilith created by CloudySmith at http://www.imgrum.net/media/1216031393170544633_14582516
When such original intention to create harmony and balance among polar opposite or complementary archetypes is not accomplished, such levels of conflict are easily propagated like waves that can echo for millions of years. Patterns are repeated. Either small groups of individuals create further levels of conflict and they create an influence over other groups, or such groups can create ripples of harmony and healing among other groups of individuals.
The conflict between brothers Set and Osiris in Egypt lead to a disastrous outcome.
Ideologies born within a broken vibration of four lead to polarized beliefs, structures and systems. Parties are then divided and armies of supporters in the forms of civil groups, organizations and others alike propagate the disharmony and lack of mutual understanding.
Even in astrology we can find some very interesting relationships. Each Sun sign has a polar opposite that can be expressed within the embodied feminine and masculine polarities:
The two signs that hold the first attributes of Motherly-Fatherly-Alpha-Omega dynamics are Cancer and Capricorn, and from there, the other signs express combined qualities and challenging traits.
It is well documented that there is plenty of evidence and a magnificent legacy of architecture, statues and objects that are carved with the symbol of the Swastika:
Many sources of information mention that in some cultures the Swastika was used as a symbol of good luck, life and peace. In contrast, nowadays a collective wound arising from the events that took place during World War II give a somber meaning to this symbol: destruction, loss, racism, dark occult practices, etc.
You can do research on this topic and there is already a wide variety of materials available that give specific examples and knowledge of the Swastika in each ancient civilization.
It can be concluded then that any symbol, and any vibration in Cosmos can represent the original order of unity and balance in the dance of individual expression and energetic exchange among units that at any point can be lost and seen in the eyes of devastating conflicts. The understanding of how such balanced relationships in nature and the complex conscious awareness of beings can become imbalanced gives a new meaning to these often times partially understood or misunderstood symbols.
A starseed network
Cosmic energies bathing Earth and the entire solar system allows for the integration of our soul experiences to be felt more intensely each day. The way we assimilate such constant photonic emissions vary greatly from individual to individual. Wonders never cease and if we take a look very deeply into our soul journey, we can sense, feel, see, hear, and ultimately remember what we are as powerful beings and Cosmic Earth humans that created over lifetimes a personal universe of individual aspects through experiences.
Many years ago I joined a beautiful network, starseeds.net, that left a seed of love within my heart thanks to her designer and creator Yshatar. By the time I joined this network I was looking to make new friends and the love that was added to this place was one that now I currently recognize as the seed of remembrance of our Cosmic journey beyond the concepts of good and evil.
Yshatar welcomed with an open heart all doctrines, all races, all paradigms, all memories, all beliefs, everything in one single project. Thousands joined and shared their feelings, ideas, desires, disappointments, memories, etc. I was back then completely shut in my ability to understand, remember, feel and connect to the whole potential, gifts and memories of my entire personal universe of aspects. It was difficult for me, to feel that I shared a connection to everything that was stored in this virtual place, but at the same time, every conversation, article, discussion, piece of art, and other materials shared in this Cosmic space brought such a difficult depth of integration that was confusing to grasp and understand.
Many years later, the network still exists, but not many people engage and share compared to the years between the time this network was created in 2008, the splendor of what was offered and the time when many of us left in order to assimilate the lessons shared between us as members, to heal further, to understand any confusion that was perceived and to live life as we chose to live it. There were other networks with similar splendor, but never with the splendor of this one in which absolutely everything was discussed.
Yshatar welcomed the presence of people who felt connected and drawn to concepts like being a Lightworker, a Darkworker, a Magician, A Healer, an Astrologer, an Atheist, a Scientist, an Angel, a Vampire, a Blue Ray, a Luciferian, a Christian, a Muslim, a Satanist, a Reptilian, a Feline, a Pagan, a Wiccan, an Arcturian, a Pleiadian, anyone from any country and any profession, and all deities were equally loved and respected. The seed of unconditional love and unconditional acceptance was planted back then.
Expanding the concept of being a starseed through personal experiences
I left all things spiritual for a while to explore my inner world, to start a deep healing journey and to move ahead in my career plans and hobbies. Over time it became clear how, when I was a child and later throughout life, I was mostly a skeptical person in many areas. I believed in Cosmos as a greater force beyond individuality and what I could see but until now I realize that for 31 years of my life I was almost like an atheist. I would not believe in just so many things, beings, or experiences described by others, until my heart began opening up to so much of our Cosmic past.
There is an advantage in being skeptical, because you are never fully convinced about what you are being told, until you see it and feel it with your own eyes and discernment. You can then acknowledge that it is real, that there is always truth in what we seek and feel connected to collectively. We understand that what we are provided with is something that does not necessarily apply to the individual reality that we experience and that as individuals we all have unique needs.
The more I am able to face that which I fear, do not understand, and do not accept, my consciousness expands, and my heart grows, leaving behind blocks and limitations. I can then tell you that a starseed is not necessarily someone who has a home “out there” but perhaps someone who just seeks to have a real friend, to feel connected to his or her family in physical, to seek a deeper understanding of love through a partner, or perhaps a starseed is bound to a specific religion and needs to connect to new ideas.
Perhaps a starseed just wants to develop a career that makes him or her feel connected to an ancient civilization or an extraterrestrial race. Maybe a starseed is someone who could not cope with a Pleiadian philosophy and now embraces Luciferianism. Or maybe a starseed enjoys sci-fi a lot because there is so much truth about our Cosmic past in futuristic paradigms not told in spiritual literature, or maybe elemental beings make the individual feel connected to Wiccan practices. The starseed concept is something that goes way beyond a spiritual belief system or the application of a certain magic in physical. It goes way beyond the concept of goodness or badness.
Some people might think that to be a starseed means to feel disconnected from society, to be shy or to embrace only a perceived spiritual practice that embraces only beings like angels or Pleiadians or higher realms. Perhaps that individual only needs a set of healing counseling tools to feel connected. Some people might think that to be a starseed is to connect to a Reptilian philosophy and way of being, to certain technological advancements or to seek a Coven were a past as being a Vampire would fit much more the nature of such individual or the practice of some sort of magic.
As I tap into the memories of our collective past, as I interact with a wide variety of beings in other realms and the realms of my own soul, I see that the only problem that we face as a global society is the polarized nature of our experiences and belief systems and nothing more.
Integrating the polarity in belief systems and paradigms and their representative beings
The most humbling experience has been to talk to all sorts of beings from my own soul and from the collective soul of Earth and of the Cosmic trajectory that we have explored, and to understand their views, their conflicts, to embrace each one with an open heart, to embrace myself with an open heart, and to apply all this wisdom to our current physical world to understand our structures, our systems, our collective joys and fears, our collective defeats and victories and to understand our limitations.
Embracing the basics of religions and belief systems like Christianity in forms like Evangelists and Catholics, then more Oriental views like Buddhism, Hinduism, Taoism, and then Left Hand doctrines like Luciferianism and Satanism, and finally what we call Pagan views like Wicca, Egyptian and Sumerian, traditions and similar ones have been the basis for something even more amazing.
To connect in meditation with the very same archetypes or deities from which conflicts and paradigms arose a very long time ago to understand the common ground and potential for peace within and outside has been a profound life changing experience. Beings that often times we see as separated or as in conflict with each other hold each one the key to unconditional love, forgiveness and acceptance.
Such role figures include the angels who bring forth deep spiritual values applied to a physical reality, the demons who teach lessons about material needs and areas in which we are imbalanced, jinns, fairies, witches, warlocks who teach about magic and nature. Beings like Yahweh or Jehová, Asherah, Anu, Antu, Thoth, Anubis, Anput, Sehkmet, Bastet, Ra, Hathor, Kali, Shiva, Krishna, Jesus, Buddha, Lucifer, Satan, the Devil, Lucifera Lilith, Michael, Metatron, Mother Mary, Joseph, Tonatzin, Pan, Cernunos, etc.
To feel the love of each being and the lessons they teach is something many already understand, and to conciliate the conflicts that they experienced or experience at a level and to see these conflicts mirrored in the way we interact with others is a rich source of wisdom.
Extraterrestrial legacy and project Earth for polarity integration
To connect to beings like Arcturians, Reptilians, Dragons, Amphibians, Goat people, Octopi people, Pleiadians, Vampires, Lycans, Sirians, Turtle people, Monkey people, Greys of all kinds, Insect people, Bird people, Ashtar, Mira, the strangest creatures ever, and so many uncountable species and the hybrids between major species has given to me a clue as to how we all evolved Cosmically speaking, either through the means of natural selection and evolution or through genetic engineering.
Would you have ever thought that the Devil and Demon people resided or reside in specific locations of Cosmos and that biologically speaking their DNA is composed of Goat people, of Snake people, and other elements and who can teach lessons about balancing our material needs, far from being a threat, and if they are perceived as a threat, understanding their role and significance can bring deep healing?
Has anyone mentioned that some of the most ancestral creatures that existed before the dragons we know did not have scales but instead developed first a hard skin? That many Elemental beings are natural mutations between small mammals and insects and that reside or resided in other star systems? That Octopi humanoid people developed strong minds and that their evolution come from simpler octopi forms very similar to the ones on Earth? That Vampires evolved from simpler bat forms and that some Dracos have Vampire DNA? That some Angelic species have Bird DNA? That much of our economic and political systems was already experienced on other star systems? That they brought forth through us the sciences? That our DNA holds all those species even the ones we do not want to acknowledge or accept?
These memories from the Akashic records and through personal contact gave to me the clue as to how Cosmos has evolved as a series of combinations and permutations and that races have combined their unique qualities and traits to create hybrids and that their paradigms are now seen here on Earth as a single Cosmic project.
Not only that, but also through personal communication with these beings in meditation or just through simple telepathy have shared their knowledge on their evolution and polarized nature.
There is such an important influence of such races and beliefs in our Earth that we see in our institutions and structures that hold such elements like technologies, economic systems, laws, religions, even fashion, music, furniture, sciences, healing practices, and how at this time all is being brought to further balance and splendor, in spite of our negative experiences, judgements and views on what we perceive as right or as wrong.
There is then a huge potential for Earth to reach at some point unprecedented levels of inner peace and harmony, but it all depends on how we continue embracing our experiences, how we value them, what we value in society, in our lives, in our relationships, how we expand our consciousness towards more acceptance, less judgement, more love, more compassion and mostly more mutual understanding.
Often times when we face that which we fear, we come to embrace the notion that we simply fear what we cannot understand and that love embraces everything without perceived personal conflict.
Usually when we think about the end result of this Universal polarity game we wonder if something ever went wrong or if all is always well and everything that we see around us was fully expected to be the outcome of this game.
Is everything that we see something that God/Goddess itself envisioned a very long time ago?
Are some beings so corrupted beyond repair as some people say?
The answer to the first question is yes and no.
Here is a story I was given by the Alpha and the Omega beings of our Universe.
At some point, after many angles of love were explored by all beings and Source, completion came and harmony was brought back, Source had the idea of exploring love based on contrast. So the request was given by him to the first group who provide the first codes that can then be replicated by the rest of Creation once these codes are run by the team and expanded.
There are beings in the Universe who have the function of starting games and who then expand the game based on such codes.
It is then well known that Lucifer and Lucifera (Lilith) are the first ones to start certain games while their brothers and sisters expand such codes, and finally among the brothers and sisters there are beings who give closure to such codes and based on termination codes other beings expand them at the end of long cycles. Among the beings who bring closure to this game are Emeyraldia (Mary) and Emeyalriz (Raphael). Then, through another series of codes we have the ones who combine all codes of virtues such as Jesus and Mary Magdalene, and all beings in general who over time have been able to learn such codes and can now apply them in bigger numbers by the end of the long cycle. Every being carries very specific codes.
When God/Goddess asked for the first request to be put into play of a game of contrasts, not even it knew exactly how the game would play out, even less the individual beings. However, it was known that in this game of trial and errors, by the end of it, things would go well because the ending codes would be applied, along with a wave of energetic infusions that cycles itself magically. The end codes are like a form of Universal insurance.
The magical wave that comes back to us all in the form of photonic/dark matter/dark energy of high vibrational nature comes through Universal gates like our Sun. So we are constantly infused now by higher emotions of Cosmic rays which we can see as solar storms and other waves. Translation of these movements can also be seen in the behavior of planetary and star configurations such as astrological placements that specify in which ways the collective and individual consciousness moves to give closure to this long game.
As the game expanded, no one really had any idea of how things would be, how negative or how beautiful this game would be. There is always conflict when we refer to the term of free will. There are three levels of free will and paradoxically, depending on the dimension or level of consciousness, we can tune in, into these concepts:
-Free will of the fragmented mind: all decisions and actions that stem from the consciousness of the fragmented individual self in each incarnation.
-Free will of the soul: the highest possible decisions and actions taken from the integrated soul based on its core codes which are the chosen and assigned codes for the individuated higher mind and higher heart of the soul at the highest dimensional level in tune with God/Goddess.
-Will of God/Goddess: the highest level of surrender in which we can be fully guided and moved by this pure and perfect loving Divine Cosmic Will and by which everything moves in perfect harmony. We are apparently disconnected by this Will through the perception of the fragmented self and we move freely without awareness of the Divine Will of Cosmos during the long cycles of disconnection.
By the end of the long cycles of suffering, then it is known and perceived by Creation in itself that it does not matter how things played out even based on trial and error because the end codes are applied in such a way that absolutely everything at some point is brought back to wholeness and harmony and individuals can regain fully their awareness of connection between each other and love.
The end codes always involve the assimilation of the large energetic flows of highest vibrational energy through the portals or gates like the Sun which triggers reintegration of the soul through our physical and etheric vessels and the application of the highest virtues learned over the course of experiences, such as compassion, understanding, true empathy, forgiveness and acceptance. The end codes are basically what we would call the healing methods.
At soul level yes, we all applied for this game and accepted, but we did not know how things would play out over time. But we knew that by the end of this game we would celebrate and forget all the pain once we are brought back to wholeness and love. The problem comes then when we believe that at all times we accept the results of this game between the time it all started and by the time it ends. So here is mostly where the conflict in our perception comes from. In between, especially at the time we are incarnated, we think to ourselves that we never chose any of this or that we should blame others for enslaving us. But we get the glimpse of the love of our soul and the love of Creation in between incarnations, yet not even at this point do we know the very end result.
So no matter how uncertain things were in the beginning, and how dark things seem at times, everything has a beginning and an ending. There is no such thing as permanent loss or beyond repair. Our limited perception makes us believe something cannot be repaired because we do not have the whole picture and during previous experiences we faced tremendous loss that would seem non redeemable.
The clue as to how everything is healed and bring back to wholeness is to understand the causes of conflict and not to direct the focus on the consequences (example: violence). It is in the application of end codes over the causes that all is repaired. Unfortunately for our human perception, when we focus on the consequences, we would think that all is lost.
May you remember your core codes dear one, have sweet Universal dreams.
Our existence is often times very ironical. Perhaps among the most ironical discoveries during meditation and while reading a book on the origins of the Virgin of Guadalupe (a representation of Mother Mary in ancient Mexican culture) is her relationship to Aztec Mother Goddess Tonatzin Cihuacóatl.
In summary, some sources of information mention that the image of Virgin of Guadalupe was originally taken from a Muslim image of a woman wearing a sky blue mantle and a pink dress, while later on, the Spanish people who found the image modified it to have the current representation with many golden elements.
Just like how for the Muslim people the image of a crescent moon is very relevant in their culture, the crescent moon is an essential element in the famous image of Virgin of Guadalupe.
When the Spaniards conquered the Aztecs in Mexican lands, they substituted the ancient Aztec Goddess Tonatzin Cihuacóatl for the image of Virgin of Guadalupe who is up to this day venerated. Tonatzin Cihuacóatl was considered to be the Great Mother that nurtured the other gods and the aztecs and she was also a physician with knowledge on medicine. For the Spaniards, all gods were a form of paganism that had to be substituted for catholicism and for the aztecs who loved Tonatzin Cihuacóatl, the image of Virgin of Guadalupe (Mother Mary in a form that was similar to how the aztecs looked physically) was imposed.
Here is the mega irony in this story. In two different meditations I was lead to understand that Tonatzin Cihuacóatl was no other being than Mother Mary herself, in her aztec incarnation. Hence, the positive role of a motherly figure who took care of people. Also, to add up to the whole irony, I saw her as a tan lady wearing an aztec blue mantle with aztec garment. So, the Spaniards wanted to get rid of the Aztec Mother, only to substitute her for another aspect of the same soul with Motherly energy. How is that?
Next time I will elaborate further on the image of Virgin of Guadalupe, its connection to a Muslim mother figure and other similar motherly figures in ancient civilizations in which Mother Mary was incarnated to fulfill such roles.
Have sweet dreams in the womb of Creation.
I very much love analogies about how we all carry the heavy burden of a cross on our back. The reason is because life is a bittersweet experience that demands from us to understand love in limitless forms and angles, and sometimes it comes in the form of self sacrifice. There are three analogies that always come to my mind and very likely you will identify yourself with them, even more at this time of intense healing and transformation.
One time a friend told me that she imagines how we all walk a path in a straight line carrying a cross on our back.
Another friend told me that we only have to stretch our arms and see our shadow to see how crucified we look.
Finally, an aunt shared a short story with me that goes as follows:
A man was carrying a cross and told Jesus that he could not carry his burdens anymore, that if he could lift his cross.
Jesus said: Of course my dear child, please come with me and look at this field full of crosses and choose one that you might feel more comfortable with.
The man tried carrying several crosses, thinking that maybe one of them could fit his path but the end result was always the same. He did not feel better with any of them, until he stumbled across one in particular.
Man: Oh dear Jesus, this cross in particular seems to fit my shoulders and my back, it feels just a little better compared to the other ones I tried.
Jesus: Very well my dear child but take into account that the cross that you have just picked is the very same cross you came here with, asking to exchange for another one.
Leviathan by Zeeksie at deviantart.com
Some time ago I had a dream that carries a very simple message and wisdom of nature. We as humans, tend to learn at times the hard way, to the point of risking our own lives in unnecessary ways and at its worse, the lives of children. To our fortune, in our current times of harmonization in relationships, including the animal kingdoms, as we become less threatening and stubborn, nature reacts the same way. But a degree of respect is always necessary.
This dream enfolds in the scenario of a large swimming pool. A large group of people of all ages, including elderly ones and children were joyfully enjoying of a casual moment in the waters of this large pool. However, at a distance, I observed and saw that a very large Leviathan-like being was lurking beneath the waters. The large being was dark, perhaps black, with smooth skin, a long neck, and large body with a tail. The being had some large thin limbs, with what looked like hands without fingers.
I had this very uneasy feeling that it was very unwise for people to swim in this pool without any respect for this large animal who was in fact, owner of this pool. Just as I thought, the animal did display movements of uneasiness, showing discomfort, to the point in which he clapped two of its long limbs and extremities with such strength, and at the moment the hands touched each other with such fury. What came next was a dreadful electric discharge that spread in such a way that the fate of the people swimming was of fatal proportions.
What a sad dream, but one that in many ways confirms that nature will harm when it feels that there has been an invasion and a lack of respect.
Behold with reverence and respect all expressions of Nature my beloveds.
In the previous post, an experience of how it is like to live in the next level of physical existence, closer to an energetic state that feels like a new kind of freedom, with more responsibility in the use of energy and the soul potential to create, was shared.
At that point, there is a tone of science, of what matter and spirit are made of, but, why is it hard to reach such state of ascension? Why is it scary to know that one can bend matter and spirit in more effortless ways? Because there is still a long road towards responsibility and feeling the calling of the heart to serve Creation in a more expansive fashion, to be love and to give love in more authentic ways. This one, is a peaceful reminder for myself and perhaps it will uplift your spirit a bit.
In the wrapping up of our lessons chosen by our soul throughout our journey, before anchoring fully into this new paradigm, we need to become the living wisdom of a purest form of love. It takes a long time to achieve. After going through the flames of purification, a true calling to service begins. A service in which the most beautiful values of our human existence are felt in the heart, the heart of selflessness. A heart that no longer knows about control, about the desire to change what feels wrong, but instead, a heart that is filled with wholeness and full acceptance of what is perceived. There is no longer a desire to fight for a cause, but instead, the only cause is to share the talents, learnt over lifetimes of experiences.
This is then, what grants us that true power to be a soul god/goddess. Not like the ones that our history tells us about. A soul with pure knowledge is no real god/goddess, when such knowledge has not reminded us what this true freedom is about.
For the soul, there is no waiting, no desire to change anything, only to add up to what exists, a drop of true love. Letting go is then the key. When we are called to let go everything that we were holding on to, we realize that there is nothing to lose anymore, and that nothing was ever lost, no lost battles, no lost time. We go back to the heart and when we least expect it, we have changed in unimaginable ways, even if not much has changed on the outside in the way we used to want for ourselves and for others. Sometimes, the changes that we want for others might not be what they need, and only in the depths of our heart and our soul, can we really know what Creation needs from us.
Al credit goes to the artist. (No reference found)
Some time ago I had the strangest experience ever, that even though I am hesitant to fully call an ascension in my physical vessel, all points out to that condition as being a real physical ascension which is actually our next level of experience. It is something that happened while I was waiting on a line to pay bills. My crown was much more open than usual, and I just decided to do this exercise of imagining people being connected through their crowns to God/Source/OM/Flow, being God the invisible energy that surrounds us. For hours I was finally feeling clearly what a Oneness in a state of individual balance is about without losing oneself in it. It feels like you are literally surrounded by a stable “gel-like substance” and you are moving through it all the time. It is fluid very fluid but at the same time it can feel much more solid than water!!! Like gel!!! But also not so heavy as gel. Then when you ask God/Goddess for love, the gel compresses on your aura and permeates your whole being and then God/Goddess can speak to you if you open yourself telepathically, to this macro-level.
The scary part comes from knowing that with one thought you can do a lot, transcend the laws of space and time and also the cycle of reincarnation, as crazy as it sounds. So at this level, in our current condition, one must still surrender a lot and find the balance by healing so much in many timelines, but you can really see that you have your own will to move through this gel substance of God/Goddess and do miracles like the real individuated little god/goddess that you are, but at the same time if you ask God/Goddess to guide you to His/Her Will, you will be guided and somehow even moved by the substance.
The substance has a name in the world of science: it is called dark energy and dark energy is connected to matter by dark matter, while anti matter is like a “gate” to bring matter back to a spiritual state. I had this realization in such altered state between pure physicality and pure spiritual/energetic state. Recently, it was discovered that dark matter is made up of very heavy particles that cannot be seen, when you feel the gel substance you will see that this is true, it does feel very heavy but also very light for the body to move through it. Water in a sense is much more dense but it is a different kind of density. I could see more clearly what is being said about densities, when you feel the gel, you can move at will through it, but going higher would lead to physical change in such a way that the physical body literally ascends and merges in this gel, de-materializing but not precisely like the death we know about. You can see what really the Matrix is made up of, which is nothing more than God/Goddess itself in a state of chaos.
This experience is not to be confused with an astral projection or OBE, because this is really an experience that I had for hours in my physical vessel, consciously. I could sense so much more clearly all the energies floating in this gel like substance which is so stable, while the energies are a bit denser, like fish swimming in the ocean. In this sense, it shall not be confused either with the experience of merging with the Light, without an awareness of the difference of vibration between beings. In this state, dark and light are perfectly balanced so you are not merged with everything else in a single state of blissful vibration. It is very different.
In my inability to hold on to this power of the soul, to anchor myself permanently in this state of reconnection with my body to what people call the Higher Self, out of fear of using the true power of the mind, I had to bring myself back to this density of physical experience. But I just love that feeling, of being more merged with God/Goddess, without having to merge with the energies of other people, or if such thing happens, it is done at will with full control, always staying in your pure soul vibration and clearly feeling the soul vibration of another.
Not all is what it seems in the realms of dark matter and dark energy (aka ether). Perhaps you are among the so many thousands of people who have encountered some pretty large specimens in the ethers, that look creepy or horrible in the worst cases. Very likely you felt threatened or at least confused by their presence. Maybe you saw them in nightmares. What I will share with you will blow your mind, because not all is what it seems.
One night, I had this horrible nightmare in which my mom and me saw these huge silvery threads with darker lines that looked liked the perfect thread to knit a nice party dress for grandma. It was just unbelievable and creepy to see the furniture partly covered with such cobwebs and not been able to walk without coming across some.
Then, I became aware of the presence of a very large spider that was the size of a cat, with huge head and grey white patterns on its large body. I felt so disgusted and afraid and my mom was also disturbed, so I began planning fast how to get rid of the menace. I grabbed a broom and attacked the spider with fury, only to realize the spider was too intelligent and somehow managed to escape the attacks, and approach me quite fast. The next moment, I just know the spider bit my feet, and the bites were so painful that I was perhaps death the next moment, I just woke up feeling the dread.
I asked spirit, why did I have this dream. All of a sudden, I received this transmission:
“I attacked you because you attacked me. We could have reached some sort of agreement in such a way that things would not have ended so bad. I was not a menace to you and your mother, I was just living in your house, not knowing that I was bothering you both.”
Ok, at this point maybe you think, but it was too large and scary and intruding, so maybe in that lifetime who knows where (because it was actually a memory and the spider was not from Earth), there was no better outcome, or like she said, I could have managed to take her out without all that drama and attacks leading to death.
What came next was even more mind blowing. The female spider told me that she would integrate into the vessel of my cat. Yes, you read right, my cat. It turns out, the creepy spider was an aspect or past life of my beloved little beautiful girl in cat form.
So you see then, not all is what it seems. Next time you come across a horror in astral/ether, ask your heart and the being or beings, why they show up and what is their message. Sometimes, our most beloved companions are the ones who teach us the toughest lessons.
Have sweet insectoid dreams.
Image taken from: planetsforkids.org
During a short transmission, while doing research on asteroids as relevant indicators in a natal chart, I was lead to understand how the asteroid belt, along with other larger bodies like centaurs, reflect in much our fragmented soul as a global collective. Not only can we say that each asteroid reflects a theme in our soul journey, collectively speaking, but also as individuals, each asteroid mirrors a specific experience or set of experiences throughout our history on Earth.
A very long time ago, when large groups of people came to explore the solar system, among the first planets to be colonized was the large body known as Maldek. Some history has already been written about this planet and a large scale that took place, shattering this body into small pieces. Since this war took place, the causes of large scale conflicts echo in our consciousness. A war is made up of many elements. It is not just a mere power play in which resources are involved, but each participant in a war has a story to tell.
We also have other large asteroids near Mars, as well as the Kuiper’s belt outside of the range of the outer planets. Trojans are the ones moving near Jupiter.
We can examine the topics through the calculation of a natal chart of the asteroids that mirror part of our consciousness and soul journey.
Asteroids like ISIS might tell us that before group conflicts take place in a family or institution, there is the need to reintegrate many of the lessons from such experience with a community, like for example the Isis paradigm of mystery schools in Egypt, before brutal conflict took place among its rulers.
Asteroids like Valentine, Amor might tell us the kind of love that we must master in all kinds of complicated situations, like the kind of true love that was not accepted, and that can be in some way the origin of a war in a community.
Asteroids like Tyche, Fortuna and Part of Fortune, can tell us in which ways we can do positive contributions that might seem to bring good luck in our lives and the lives of others, when possibly in ancient times there might have been a selfish purpose in the way we did things.
By understanding the conflict behind each asteroid, we can bring forth a better future, healing thus the set of conflicts that lead to war and destruction of worlds like Maldek.
Have Maldekian dreams.
Uranus and its system of Moons. Credit: NASA/JPL
Not long ago I was reading a note on the mysteries of Uranus, the large celestial body. Among its unique characteristics is its spinning movement which is caused by the axis of rotation being tilted sideways.
This odd phenomenon is described as:
“Uranus’s highly tilted axis makes it something of an oddball in our Solar System. The accepted wisdom is that Uranus was knocked on its side by a single large impact, but new research revises our theories of how Uranus became so tilted and also solves fresh mysteries about the position and orbits of its moons.
By using simulations of planetary formation and collisions, it appears that early in its life Uranus experienced a succession of small punches instead of a single knock-out blow. This research has important ramifications on our theories of giant planet formation.
So I got this sudden download of information:
Uranus being the planet of revolutions and the unconventional (think about this body also in astrological terms) is the planet whose electromagnetic charge and movement reverses the duality processes maintained by the other celestial bodies along with the decisions of a collective. You see, all planets have this rotation, even Pluto the planet of Death, but without Uranus, we would not step out of dualistic paradigms, and there would be no body to mirror the revolutions that take place on Earth, any kind of revolution.
Can you imagine the wave of energy that flows within the solar system? Think about this flow, this river of energy, moving from spinning planet to spinning planet, and then when it reaches Uranus, the whole movement changes, and many of the previous processes are reversed. The magnificent reversal of previous decisions in dual realities is happening fast at this time in which Uranus plays a big part in this game.
In astrology, Uranus is described as:
“Uranus brings with it a new way of looking at things, and its approach is best met with an expanded consciousness. Originality, inventions, computers, cutting-edge technologies and future events are all ruled by this planet. Uranus sees no need for the status quo, preferring instead to break with tradition and create a new mold. While the building blocks (science, electricity) are safe here, this planet would rather focus its gaze on a new world order. To that end, rebellion, revolution, dictators, an autonomous state and free will all fall under the aegis of this planet.
No one will ever characterize Uranus as subtle. This is the planet that coaxes erratic and bizarre behavior and byzantine schemes. A bohemian, utopian society is more in keeping with Uranus’s bent, as are humanitarian ideals. Freedom and creativity are important to this planet; Astrology is also within its realm. Lastly, in keeping with its sudden, sometimes violent and often unexpected manner, Uranus rules earthquakes and other natural disasters.”2
“In the chart, the position of Uranus by sign will be shared with other people in the same generation due to the comparatively slow movement of Uranus in the heavens. By house, the position of Uranus shows where individuals look to stir things up, put a new spin on situations, and go against established thought or order. Uranus aspecting other planets in the chart color those energies with some willfulness, quirkiness, and originality. Where we find Uranus in the chart is where we see some refusal to blend in with others (and situations), and some erratic life patterns.”3
If you could choose to be a planet which one would you choose? For sure I would choose Uranus. So that an old game can be lifted. Have sweet Uranian dreams.
Last Supper by Leonardo Da Vinci
Maybe their lives were not that expensive during their timeline, but if you happen to come across Essene products like food, (look for Ezequiel bread or Essene bread) these products can be very expensive. Even more in certain regions.
If you like TV shows like Master Chef, you know what is good in life in the culinary world right? Well, recently, the Last Supper and other meals were reproduced, and the end result is a list of ingredients that in some places are expensive.
Their clothes were also made of silk with golden threads.
Those guys, knew how to live eh?
Here is the short article:
I have this nagging feeling, that something went a little wrong in the beginning of time. Because before time, all was peaceful? Were galaxies empty? Maybe. But you know…something happened in the mind of Creation that there was this fantastic idea of creating some sort of Cabinet of Ministers with wings. Wings, considering that when the lifeforms evolved to move just a little bit beyond biting each other with fangs, certain beings who could fly, invented armors. So, somehow, all was organized to play the first Administration. Creation was excited, yeiii resources will be handled differently, finally.
But guess what? As in all families, a couple had a misunderstanding, and the invention of jealousy was born, and then, a brother took the wife of that guy and the older guy was seen like a bad parent. There is rumors that, that is how it all started. The thing is, we are all a little bit in trouble because we feel that our politics suck, and we are civilized, but what about those pioneers in politics?
Somehow, it would seem like people still want things to be fixed, because those winged masters in politics really got it wrong…since the beginning, and that my friends, is the problem. Think about this, I had this idea that maybe two concepts came from the minds of the human who wants Aquarian change. I really got that wrong. So, Wikipedia gives us the clue as to why our politics have always sucked:
HIGHER POWERS (Notice the big S at the end)
Higher Power is a term coined in the 1930s in Alcoholics Anonymous (AA) and is used in other twelve-step programs. It is also sometimes referred to as a power greater than ourselves and is frequently abbreviated to HP. The term sometimes refers to a supreme being or deity, or some conception of God.
Celebrate Recovery was founded by a group of Christians who criticized the higher power concept as being too vague. In the twelve-step derived group, Jesus is the only higher power allowed.
The concept of a higher power represents a masculine perception of spiritual recovery, such as the hero’s journeys of Moses, Gautama Buddha, Jesus, Odysseus, Icarus and Percival. The archetypal feminine heroic journey is a chthonic underworld journey, lower and deeper; like those of Persephone, Psyche, Eurydice and Inanna. The higher power spirituality may not necessarily be relevant to women in recovery.
Now let us examine this more specific concept, that erroneously I thought only came from the spiritual aspirant to political change of sorts:
POWERS THAT BE(WERE):
In idiomatic English, “the powers that be” (sometimes initialized as TPTB) is a phrase used to refer to those individuals or groups who collectively hold authority over a particular domain. It is a plurale tantum where “be” is the archaic alternative form of “are”; the singular equivalent, “the power that is,” is less commonly used. “The powers that were” (TPTW) is also another derivation that is used.
The phrase first appeared in the Tyndale Bible, William Tyndale’s 1526 translation of the New Testament, as: “Let every soul submit himself unto the authority of the higher powers. There is no power but of God. The powers that be, are ordained of God”. This means that God is the most powerful being, above human governments. In the 1611 King James Version it became, “Let every soul be subject unto the higher powers. For there is no power but of God: The powers that be are ordained of God.” (Romans 13:1), whence it eventually passed into popular language.
See?? See that last one????? Do you see why since the beginning of time religions and politics have always been mirrors to each other somehow?
Just think about ancient civilizations, the gods, the Nibiruans, the Egyptians, Greeks, Norse, Sumerian, Aztec, all those deity-politicians and their eternal wars and family struggles. Yet we think we are now worse than before?
Desolée pour nous. Je suis très desolée.
Occasionally I have been able to feel this energy, so ancient, as ancient as it can be, ancient like the Universe itself. She makes me cry as her healing energy embraces me, then, I feel how she feels. She is the Dark Mother, made of pure dark energy, not evil, but made of pure ether substance waiting to take shape. A very long time ago she was forgotten, somehow. The thing about Dark Mother is that she is shapeless and too vast, not comparable at all to the image of an ancient goddess, but something of Cosmic nature. She is more than just a phenomenon unexplained by physics. She is the dark energy beyond the magnetism that we know about, but she is magnetic because she embraces all in a way that love becomes so tangible in the heart of beings. It is a darkness that embraces your light body. However, she feels stranded from herself, because she was forgotten and trapped in the realms of dark energy, separated by layers of dark matter, unable to connect to the physical. It is then when she is perceived as evil…because in reality, she cannot come back. But she is coming back to this world:
“My children, my children…I miss my children, I need my children, I want to reunite with all my children.
I was never meant to be perceived only as a controlling force of nature, violent or arrogant. You can feel me now…you can still see me trapped in my cage, when you see your female dark ones. They want to be free as I am here, yet I feel trapped because I am separated from this part of me, through you. When you feel me, I feel you.
Embrace them, my dark ones, for they are also my children, my little mothers, but my children nevertheless. Embrace my dark sons as I embrace them.
Please help me reunite with my beloved children of Light, by opening your hearts to me, your beloved Mother, your Cosmic Mother.
My love for you is beyond measure for I have no measure and my measure is beyond the confinements of time and space and dark matter and matter itself.
I never meant to abandon you and I never wanted to make you feel like I abandoned you my children, my beloved children.
Come to me now, feel my essence and feel that you are always safe in my arms, my arms of love, of Eternal Love.
Feel me everywhere for I am One with your heart.
Call me forth whenever you need me, whenever you need to feel safe and at Home, for I am your Home, always.
With Love from your Dark Mother.”
If you noticed, I have as an image a very nice edited picture of a sky with a Cthulhu.
What is a Cthulhu?
The first references to Cthulhu come from Lovecraftian literature, being Howard Phillips Lovecraft the one who “invented” the creature through his stories.
“Lovecraft was an American author who achieved posthumous fame through his influential works of horror fiction. Virtually unknown and published only in pulp magazines before he died in poverty, he is now regarded as one of the most significant 20th-century authors in his genre. Lovecraft was born in Providence, Rhode Island, where he spent most of his life. Among his most celebrated tales are “The Call of Cthulhu” and “The Shadow over Innsmouth“, both canonical to the Cthulhu Mythos.”1
Some of Lovecraft’s work was inspired by his own nightmares. His interest started from his childhood days when his grandfather would tell him Gothic horror stories.
Notice how it is mentioned that part of Lovecraft’s inspiration came from nightmares. Do you really know what is the substance of which nightmares are made up of? Dark matter and dark energy.
In dream state, you interact with the Universe in both symbolic and literal ways. There are millions of testimonials of the kinds of beings that one can encounter both in dream state, in meditation and in experiences such as OBEs and astral projection.
When you encounter a humanoid or non-human being of odd appearance, very likely you are seeing a being that carries etheric extraterrestrial DNA, or even DNA of species that existed here on Earth and are extinct. If you are aware of starseed codes and origins outside of Earth, then you might even tap into your etheric forms from an ancient heritage outside of Earth in physical.
This is the case of beings that have octopi appearances and some are even humanoid, which means that there were or are species of humanoid octopi that evolved over time to reach a level of intelligence and awareness that is superior to the well known species of octopi that inhabit our oceans.
Cthulhu, all credit goes to the artist, (unknown)
Some people say that they have seen him/them in the etheric layers of Earth. So one day…my curious mind asked…could it be that in some distant past…we lived in some planet inhabited by humanoid octopi? It turns out…YES. So true is this that I was partially able to integrate a DNA code of this species and shape-shift. What I saw was that literally from my mouth came out slimmy octopus parts. These arms are so long that they reach the ground, they are thin, just like how Cthulhu is recalled, somehow. Sorry, it seems I have some not nice looking aspects, but no worries, I will not scare you at night.
The good news is, the Cthulhu do not have wings or scaly bodies, and do not look as diabolical as they are portrayed, or so it seems, unless the DNA of this being is mixed with the DNA of another race and that can be easily done in those etheric layers. Cthulhu species did live in the ocean, but when I am more integrated…I will let you know more about this species. I am already working on a channeled drawing of my Cthulhu aspect.
by Karla Damarelya Segura
“For those who seek peace in times of unprecedented destruction and transformation.”
Exactly one year ago, by the end of 2015, I decided to let go and let God. When the apparent decisions of the light in my life were coming to fruition, the poison of darkness came as an echo of ancient trauma, thus bringing conflict to my consciousness.
To serve the light invites darkness to come from the most unexpected places. The war of ages begin in each corner of the planet and in the dusty figments of lost knowledge within the configuration of the human mind. I decide to leave once again, and enter introspection. It is time to face an ancient bomb of my own creation that travels within the fluid realms of astral and etheric layers.
Oriental dragon painting, taken from: http://fengshui-paintings.com
Locked in my quarantined space I ponder on the ancient knowledge of the Buddha, the avatar state of emptiness and eternal peace. From such ancient knowledge, I am being shown something that I had not felt or seen before.
Aspects of some beloved soul connections greet me in the spirit realms and excitement floods my being. One of my companions stare at me and then these cryptic words she pronounces:
“Distortions you hold in your mind of my nature dearest sister. Stop your outbursts of love and lower your vibration so that you are able to meet me in a state of more balance, only then can you see more of who I am.”
I breathe slowly, stop the flow of love from my heart and stare into her piercing eyes, feeling then the fear and the pain in our karmic contract, for you see, somewhere in this world she lives in a physical body. Most of her soul essence travels within the realms of light and dark in what we know as the astral/etheric world.
I feel the fear but slowly within my being a power is being reborn, slowly, very slowly, almost unnoticeable. As days pass, I am guided in what sometimes felt for days like a military and Asian training of sorts, based on the ancient knowledge of the Buddha and other Oriental practices.
“Soon must you let us go my dearest sister, thou shall no longer seek us, for only when you transcend all desires, will we appear in your physical reality. Many are we, yet vibration of the individual expression of the One is what you seek, your own soul vibration.”
To let go was more reasonable those days, sometimes reaching an overindulgence of it and its consequential peace, as opposed to other days of painful dreams. For you see, some keys have been shared with me, of the true meaning of letting go. Before I share them with you, dear beloved, dear brother, dear sister here is what I saw, unexpectedly one night:
After restless nights of incomprehensible energetic explosions in all bodies of the being, the greatest truth was revealed. How was this gift granted? After days of fasting of dreams, desires, longings, light explosions of the thirsty heart, and other glitches, moments of inner peace came.
Inner peace would then lead to another octave of being, integration and energetic fatigue, in the hyper mind trapped in a hyper body.
Magnificent came the feeling and the vision, of the greatest dream ever dreamt, but hardly understood at first sight and first touch of the soul. There were we, up above in some perception of a sky of golden hue with clouds of gold, many of us, holding hands with each other, inviting me to come and bathe in eternal balance and peace. There, in the circle of beloveds, I was sharing the metaphysical flow of the heart and the hands, with serious yet peaceful countenance. As my consciousness entered the holographic projection of my soul, what I felt can hardly in words be described.
I felt a power beyond words in full individual brilliance and expression, powerful beyond constraints and elegantly dark. There I stood, calm and in love, feeling first the flow of the hand of one of my beloveds and then of the others. What came next is the even hardest part to describe at first sight and touch.
The vibration of us all feels dark, tremendously high vibrationally dark, with a purity of wisdom and purity of heart, yet dark. Dark? How come this darkness that I feel is so full of peace and infinite love? I no longer feel the feeling of blissful merging of a kind of light that we have known for too long. This a different feeling of pure individual freedom, no merging of minds or hearts in a single vibration as if we are one energy but instead something higher and better. Perfectly suitable for individual expression of the soul but in communion with other souls.
My own vibration is strong, serene, yet powerful, wise and loving beyond words. So is the soul vibration of my beloveds. Their energies feel like the love of God, yet each has its own taste, so beautifully strong and spicy with power beyond what we consciously have known.
Perhaps the idea of a taste is not adequate and the term “dark” in itself is not accurate either because of the idea that we have about darkness. Is is not evil at all or negative. On the contrary, it is the energy of void but expressed individually. It is the pure integration of light and dark that creates something more magnificent.
In such perfect balance I was shown how just with the stare, or the holding of hands, or with the intention of the heart, subtle, yet powerful flows of energies travel from being to being, from heart to heart, from hand to hand, which reminds me of the bonding of molecules.
Molecules joined together create a greater substance.
Each atom keeps its own essence, its nucleus, yet it is in the sharing of electrons that the atoms sum up to create molecules and a greater force. Such is the flow of love and life force from being to being. The energy is shared from one heart to another and goes back and forth, returning to its owner and going to the other again and again and again but never losing individual power and expression or vibration. We do not merge as One. We remain individuals sharing One Love.
For days I ponder on this kind of vibration that feels better than the light that I know, the light that unifies in dimensions in one single apparent explosion of bliss, the one that we are being taught about sometimes. The one that feels like some sort of sexual passion of chakra merging, the kundalini merging that people crave and experience often in certain layers of astral/ethers and that feels like a complete dissolution into Source, where individual identity no longer exists.
This dark vibration is then not negative; it is the pure essence of the soul. It is not the darkness of the darkworker who hates and seeks separation and destruction, out of the deepest feelings of rejection and lack of acknowledgement and respect. Not the kind of darkness that, in such state of lack of love seeks to accumulate material wealth and dominates and seeks to control.
Instead, this is a beautiful elegant high-vibrational void energy that actually emits a certain new kind of light at will in perfect balance. I go insane, to taste my own soul vibration once again, and that of my beloveds.
So are then the words of my beloveds in their true soul vibration expression:
“Seek not at this time your true soul vibration or your true power, seek not to reach this state as long as attachments you hold towards us your beloveds. Your desire is not pure and as such the farther you are from thyself. Seek thyself first in synchronicity with timelessness, and seek us not. Let your soul vibration come back to you. Love will find its way to you.”
A Dark Knight by Jonathon E. Bowser, taken from: http://www.JonathonArt.com
Pondering further on this state of new integrated darkness with light, an image I see, as memories of ancient pasts come forth to reveal the truth of desires. Journeys of time travel each night and each day reveal one by one the nature of dreams, for dreams in astral layers are often forged through timelines of suffering and pain.
For many months, I had been seeing lots of positive futures with those beloveds in my inner perception. There was a limited awareness that those positive futures were in some way a desire and a dream to correct or give a positive closure to ancient timelines of pain, of suffering, of what in human terms we perceive as mistakes.
Is this not then, the calling of the Buddha, to watch out for our wildest dreams, longings and desires? Is this not then the space and the time in the mind where suffering and pain is born and then the decay of body manifests? Is this not then how reincarnation and karma are related to each other?
A whole year has passed since that strange experience of feeling the nature of my own individual soul vibration, and the soul of some of my loved ones. My mind continued generating dreams, desires and hopes for some possible near future. Such visions were based on previously lived experiences in other timelines with my loved ones.
As time passed, I could really see that there was something else behind these dreams, that lead to a certain waiting. It was a very uncomfortable process. These images and feelings flashing all the time were preventing me from seeing other essential aspects of life in the now moment. I could see how much I still needed to do to align myself more with the true will of my own soul.
From that point in time when I got to see that vision and feel that vibration within my soul, to this point by the end of 2016, a lot has changed in my perception. I had to go through a very intense process of letting go, so much, in order to see how far is the path in life to reach that vision. More than ever, it feels as far away as it can be, but the difference now is that other individual goals have been accomplished. So much healing has taken place to understand other painful scenes behind those old dreams. I swim deeper and deeper into the subterranean cave of uncertainty, and surrender to it, as uncomfortable as it feels.
The First Key: Natural cosmic process of reintegration of the soul essence known as soul retrieval.
Soul retrieval holds the first key to manifestation of better dreams, better experiences, and a higher path, by consciously embarking on a true savior mission of one’s own soul. From aspects in countless timelines, first sub keys of darkness and light are revealed. Soul retrieval is the art of ascension in its unconscious or conscious first stages of prismatic Cosmic rearrangement. By learning the secrets of the worldly light and the worldly darkness the next keys are revealed.
The sub keys of the First Key can be seen in the diagrammatic literal representation of scientific configuration of energy in the manifested and non-manifested Universes. Simple is the diagram, yet revelation holds its nature when one sees a mirror reflection of the soul in this larger fractal soul configuration:
The Universe is mostly made of matter, dark matter and dark energy. Taken from: NASA.
You can see that, for the most part, the Creation that we know about is composed of dark energy and dark matter. These are forms of very light energy with a heavy density that cannot be seen in physical, as opposed to the condensed particles that make up the physical configuration of Universes.
Electromagnetic layers of Earth which are similar to the energetic system of each human being known as aura. Taken from: http://galactic.no/rune/oscarBusch_theLand_beyond.htm
We as individuals are no different from the Cosmos in our composition. Our shadow self is made up of dark energy and dark matter. You can imagine that for the most part, we are made up of etheric self. Imagine then how the astral realms are made up of the same substance. However, dark energy and dark matter vibrate differently in each layer of each dimension and density.
Very much like how, for the most part, our brain is in apparent state of slumber, as is the large portion of DNA known as “junk”, so are the layers of astral/etheric substance.
How are then the astral/etheric layers connected to the notions of dark energy and dark matter and what we call the light in higher dimensions, our brain and our DNA? How are these concepts associated to the soul vibration, to inner peace, to letting go? Before we reach those keys take a look at the following diagram:
The subconscious mind stores the experiences of the soul in different timelines and creates dimensions of consciousness of light and dark in contrast with the space of integrated experiences within the highest expression of the soul.
From our uncountable experiences on Earth we have created what people call the Matrix, both in physical and in astral/etheric layers.
What is truly the mass of energy that makes up then the astral/etheric realms (multidimensional)?
A person who is grounded and who is not interested or ready to tap into what people often refer to “spiritual” are people who either have a great capacity to generate physical resources or are not efficient in such task (i.e. wealth). However, these individuals are less aware of how their thought processes generate as well as the meaning of their dreams while asleep, and the collective energies surrounding them at all times. Such individuals are also either service to others oriented or service to self.
First Sub key: understanding the non integrated light of unity consciousness in a polarized world.
When an individual activates the capacities of his/her third eye and crown chakras they become aware of the energetic environment surrounding them. However, in a transition process, the very first fallacy of this individual is to believe that he/she is following since the very first moment of this realization a path of pure goodness and service (this is not always the case though). On the contrary, a long path of self-awareness begins. Over time, the individual assimilates and integrates the information of the soul as a whole to understand, that in essence, there is no such thing as being defined by the basic notions of good or evil.
The awakening individual begins a new journey through the grid or layers of non integrated light. Sometimes they believe to be always of goodness, always different and abused by society in general, with a mission to save others, seeking oneness, unity, and the merging of energies with others indiscriminately. This process is achieved often times by raising the vibration to the level of the Little Heaven of light where the first notions of spirituality are learned and remembered.
In these dimensions of consciousness, with or without spiritual notions or practices, all individuals seek joy, bliss, and the manifestation of dreams with such emotional qualities. Energetically, part of this thick layer is also built when individuals exchange sexual energies. The blissful energetic explosions of life force are spread in the environment through the merging of the bodies and chakras. At this level, it is difficult to distinguish between the soul frequencies of vibrations of each individual, simply because at this level all energies are merged into a collective energy, a grid of light where parts of the consciousness of certain beings reside.
It is an energetic vibration of joy and bliss, where the beautiful dreams of individuals and the collective are forged and desired to be manifested. For this reason, I call it the Little Heaven.
Is there anything wrong with this? Absolutely not. However, in a dualistic paradigm in the 3rd density with lower 3rd and 4th dimensional levels of consciousness, during cycles of thousands or millions of years, this thick layer of blissful light is built, in some cases through the most selfish and heinous motives. How is this possible? To this point beloved brother or sister, I shall come back later.
Second Sub key: understanding the non integrated darkness of separation in a polarized world.
When a collective of individuals begin an ascension process to a higher density, awareness of inner conflict of light and dark forces begin. It is a difficult integration process of a personal Universe of aspects residing in different timelines that converge in the Now moment in astral/etheric realms. What this means basically is that each aspect of your soul is an incarnation of the past or parts of incarnations, which also include futuristic past lives that hold possibilities for future manifestation.
The fragmented soul then resides for the most part in these higher realms, either in a hellish reality or in a heavenly reality. Their residence depends on the frames of each timeline playing itself simultaneously in the Now moment. Only one incarnated aspect which is us in physical has the colossal mission to integrate over time all other aspects of the soul. This process can also happen during the course of several incarnations, as long as it happens during an extensive ascension process to the 4th and 5th densities of individual expression (not to be confused with dimensions!).
In this initial process, the individual begins a conscious recalling process of tiny pieces of information from this convergence of other lives in many ways. However, very little is recalled in the initial cases of the negative path of the soul throughout millennia of incarnations. Sometimes, some gruesome scenes are seen without a link to repeating patterns and decisions. The abusive/abused nature of many of these aspects of the soul that affect greatly the path of the incarnated soul, as much as in previous incarnations where ascension was not possible, is not understood.
For the most part, many individuals with a spiritual aspiration think of themselves as initially being always the abused or the victim. Such inner projection is then seen in the conflict in relationships, from the biological family to society as a whole. Conflicts are especially projected directly at the individuals who chose to reflect the massive darkness of society: a dark cabal. During this confusing process we might feel constantly threatened by other individuals and other unseen forces and lives in the illusion of not living a life of true freedom. Spiritual ideas clash with the ideas of their loved ones and society in general. There is much inner conflict projected in the outside in this initial stage of ascension.
A small group of negative oriented individuals in government positions, spiritual organizations, large corporations, financial corporations and in other sectors, reflect the nature of the recollection of the collective subconscious nature in the darkness of lower realms, where the most dominant parts of each aspect reside. These are the dominant aspects that seek control at all costs, who take actions based purely on impulse, who seek to divide and destroy without hesitation.
Even the apparently most spiritual individual carries a degree of negativity from soul aspects, without exception. However, it is in the creative capacity of these aspects where so much of our True Power resides, including the power to generate physical resources and a sense of balance and empowerment. No wonder then why a small group holds the key to manifest the largest amount of physical resources, at all costs.
Remember that our subconscious, our brain, our DNA, is for the most part made up of dark matter and dark energy, where the lower realms of hell and the higher realms of little heaven exist. We are for the most part made up of a magnificent amount of aspects that have been abused and who have abused, but also who have lived for many causes and who have experienced love in uncountable ways through much suffering. For such reason, an incarnated individual cannot come to the physical with such a great level of integration of these aspects. Integration in itself is the ascension process.
The most negative and impulsive aspects of the soul hold such degree of pain and anger that these forces were in negative timelines converted into the purest impulse to destroy and to harm. An analogy of this is a very traumatized dog that attacks without hesitation and kills. Think about criminals who seem to be in a state beyond reason who hunt people to fulfill a negative impulse to destroy.
At this point my dear reader, everything sounds perhaps dreadful. Think about the most difficult moments in history when wars and other conflicts took place and decisions were made based mostly on impulse and not on the kind of rationale that we apply when we face pain. During our current stage of ascension of our consciousness, very likely you see that there is a much higher path than the previously known path of impulses.
it is then with the application of values like forgiveness, mercy, compassion, acceptance, empathy and awareness in general, that we dissolve all the negativity in our soul and our most negative aspects are then seen as aspects that took decisions based on much suffering, in times where there was no genuine guidance from the soul and from the heart of Creation.
Third Sub Key: understanding conflict of polarities during global ascension.
The light in our consciousness is what prevents us from becoming the worst of our souls, from experiencing the pain of our past without any filters or restrictions. We will not harm what we perceive as an opponent, we might not even punch someone, even if we are abused. Over time we learn to stand up for ourselves in the best possible way, without perpetuating conflict like in ancient times, during the most destructive stages. We reach for a higher path in which we internalize conflict and we assimilate the lessons of the past.
What many spiritual aspirants to ascension share in common is the early experiences of abuse in our current incarnation. Such abuses trigger the wounded aspects of the soul to integrate in such a safe way that we do not end up harming others out of revenge with our most negative potential. Even if there is revenge, the circumstances in which we are placed allow for us to take the higher road of awareness and mastery.
You can see these experiences of abuse as portals or reminders of our soul paths in multiple incarnations that lead us to a new path of higher inner resolution. These experiences remind us at subconscious level of the level of abuse experienced in millennia in 3rd density, from the standpoint of the victim but also to understand how we became the abusers.
When such experiences are not fully understood, then the aspirant begins an inner struggle with himself/herself and also with the world. So is the case of millions of individuals who display much physical, emotional, mental and spiritual confusion and turmoil and who also feel threatened by the outer circumstances. Some then seek in the higher layers of non integrated light, subconsciously, the presence of some higher power to come for their rescue and that of humanity.
The struggle intensifies in such a way that the aspirant feels overwhelmed with the following outer conflicts:
-The presence of “negative entities” or “demons” in lower realms and even engaging in fights with them, perpetuating conflict and increasing the collective level of polarization.
-The conflict with a dark cabal, from governments to large corporations and lower levels of authority.
-The threats of terrorist attacks, threats of war, threats of high technologies used by negative individuals, etc.
-Threats of financial collapse and inability to manifest resources in physical.
-Conflicts with religious beliefs and institutions.
-Conflicts with family and friends.
-Conflicts with personal identity, gender, tastes, beliefs, etc.
If such inner conflicts are constantly mirrored in the outside, the spiritual aspirant slowly becomes overwhelmed with his/her own negative or service-to-self oriented aspects that cannot be fully integrated. The aspirant feels in much conflict with the outer world as a consequence.
Two cases come to my mind when I think about how, when we seek to hold on to a spiritual path without proper integration we can become imbalanced. Some examples include spiritual masters who over history left us magnificent teachings, but who took actions that seemed contradictory and even extreme in some cases.
Another case is simply what we often see as an increasing and unforgiving repulsion towards the collective shadow that is blatantly mirrored by many of the people who control the resources of the planet. The latter in particular can drag us down into a spiral of negativity. Far from assisting in neutralizing the negativity of the planet we might contribute to worsen the inner polarization of the elite minority and that of the astral environment, depending on how we use our psychic capabilities. By sending our hate to them, we fragment ourselves further and we block their own capability for positive change.
Only by coming to terms over time with our own levels of soul polarization will true transformation begin and the origins of darkness will find in all expressions a common ground in the light.
The true nature of the dreams of the fragmented self
Before the next keys are analyzed, let us examine now the following diagram to understand the current polarized psychology of manifestation in a stage of increasing polarization:
Positive dreams come from small figments of experience.
In this diagram, which is closely associated to the previous diagram, you can see that our thought processes and dreams are highly influenced by the presence of the aspects of our souls residing in multiple timelines of previous physical incarnations. In a way, what we do when we receive inspiration is to take memories of astral/etheric nature from such pieces of our soul and their experiences. This is, for the most part, a subconscious way to recall other lifetimes of experience. Remember dear one, what you feel and sense and desire is a convergence of timelines in the Now moment.
However, just like in certain spiritual doctrines like Buddhism and Kabbalah, many times our recurrent dreams, desires and longings lead to a long road of expectations, hopeful mental projections of a desired future, disappointment and suffering. Our consciousness becomes plagued with constant longing, anxiety and despair. More so, if our dreams involve not only ourselves but others, an entanglement of complications plagues our bruised hearts beloveds.
In the diagram above, take as an example three lifetimes or timelines of much suffering, in which the aspect lived a service-to-self oriented life or a service-to-others oriented life. From these three aspects that are not integrated and healed in the auric field of the currently incarnated aspect comes a series of thought forms or desires taken from little moments of joy and bliss from such timelines. From those moments, the incarnated aspect longs to fulfill such dreams and desires recurrently and serve like the gas for the car that takes them through the path of life.
However, sometimes such dreams cannot be fulfilled, either because the God-self has placed the incarnated aspect into a path of more restrictions to avoid following the previous paths that lead to painful deaths and harmful relationships and decisions. Other times, such desires come to fruition over time, but at the high cost of another path of decisions that once again leads to disastrous consequences. Or simply, it just takes a considerable amount of time to allow for the conditions to be manifested within and outside of the individual to create those dreams.
Take as an example the vision of a happy couple with children in a peaceful place. The aspirant then has a goal to fulfill such desire. However, imagine that in such timelines the aspirant had for the most part a very painful life with the partner and the children, or that such union was a consequence of the destruction of a previous family. Perhaps such visions of the past or thought forms of desire are based on a selfish desire. Maybe, outer circumstances made the life of the family an impossible one to bring to a joyful outcome. If, in the first case the relationship with such family must be healed, it might take a very long and tedious road of awareness and healing to repair such timelines to manifest a peaceful outcome.
In such cases it is then when dreams, desires and longings come from places of suffering and destruction in the subconscious mind of the one who seeks to manifest a higher path towards inner peace.
The Second Key: Letting go is the road to Inner Peace
In the previous part of this essay, the first key and the nature of dreams were expounded. As I explore the gifts of my subconscious, I share with you the next keys. What exactly do we need to let go in order to align with the highest dreams of our soul? In which ways can we make peace with the apparent failure of the previous dreams explored throughout our journey that lead in the past to suffering? Do we have to conform to achieve less than what we wanted?
You see my beloved that there is a long road to follow towards inner peace but this journey ends up being one of true empowerment and one that you will never regret.
Going back to the first diagram, the ball named “God-self” is the state of inner peace in which we can feel our true soul vibration. It is the state that is for the most part clouded by our current fluctuations, while we integrate little pieces of perhaps hundreds of aspects. When we hold a daily practice of emotional control and allowance of the integration/healing process to take place with more grace and less resistance, it is easier to reach more consciously a higher vibration. This vibration transcends the illusions of the non integrated light and the non integrated darkness.
It is in a state of emptiness where we enter inner balance and we anchor ourselves in the now moment. We allow life to happen to us and we then truly BEcome. In a state of mental, emotional, physical, and spiritual balance, we affect with our stable energy our environment in ways we do not even imagine.
If you like to do art, think about this moment of communion in which you are so focused on what you do, centered in your heart, nothing disturbs this moment of inner peace. You create and you allow your intuition to guide you through the process. It is a beautiful moment of communion with your soul, with the desire to create something special, and maybe even to share it with another. Perhaps you do not even have a very clear idea of what you will create, you just do it. Or you have an idea but throughout the process you allow for the creation to be birthed from your deepest desire.
In order to let go, first you must align yourself with your inner light and your inner darkness. You evaluate so far what you have manifested, and what you currently perceive as lack. You must ask both sides of yourself why, perhaps, when you manifested a dream in the past it was not your perfect dream, your ideal scenario, one that was in your mind flawless or simply beautiful enough to fulfill you.
In which areas was your manifested dream far from perfect? Where there energetic leaks in your system that left you drained, unfulfilled, unhappy in some other way? Why, if so far you have put so much effort in this dream, is it not yet what you crave or is it draining you? Even worse, why what you have expected all your life is not there yet within your reach? Does your dream involve the active presence of other souls?
If your dream is related to a personal project, like for example a house, a job, a career, a business, maybe the tools are easier to reach than if these dreams involve the presence of other souls.
What is complicated about manifesting dreams when it involves your relationship to other individuals, is the fact that you expect these people to align their will to your own will. Very likely there are imbalances within you or/and them which prevents the energy between each other to flow. This also applies to collectives, for example a whole nation and its leaders. Those leaders can be present physically as role models or authorities, or perhaps even spiritual leaders or guides that have not yet manifested physically in your life.
At this point, it is clear that something has not been working and maybe it is not even related to your outer circumstances, or your resources, or other people, but there is something within yourself that is simply not flowing like a river of energetic potential blocked by rocks, thus preventing material reality from morphing.
It is then, when if we ask our heart, our soul, our Higher Self, and Source to guide us to understand what is not working, a process of more conscious exploration begins that allows us to get in touch more deeply with our subconscious.
One by one, we can then start making peace with those blocks, letting them go, and allowing space for inner peace to be born within us. Only then, in this void, can we tap into the true potential of our soul as a whole and we align our will to the will of Creation.
First sub key: dealing consciously with the wounds
Often times we hear that we are the ones creating our reality. But sometimes we might miss some fine details about such process. We carry within our subconscious, and around us, the ghosts of the past. No matter how much we desire to manifest a more positive reality for ourselves and for others, we come across uncountable death ends, or we end up feeling that we need to conform to something lesser than what we originally had in mind.
Ask yourself these questions:
From 2012 to this day, how much have your dreams, hopes and desires changed?
-Do you feel disappointed about the way in which so far you have progressed in your spiritual development and your life in general?
-Are you disappointed of your outer circumstances and the world in general?
-Do you feel more empowered in some ways compared to how you felt a year ago, or many years ago?
Perhaps many times you reach the point in which you know that you have done a lot of inner work over the course of years. However, there is always something in your way that makes you feel that you are fighting. Perhaps the social, political and economic scenarios seem to be grim from some angles, or maybe the situation with your family is messy at the moment. Perhaps your job is not exactly what you wanted to accomplish in your professional life. There is always a challenge to face as we progress.
In many cases, it is very clear that when we make a list of the things that do not feel right about this physical reality, we can see that many of these situations are apparently out of our control. Actually, if we think about how others behave, there is very little we can do to control or change the situations.
Then, you start seeing how control, and the idea on how things should be or how others should act are the first things that you must let go, in one way or another. Easier said than done and very likely you have heard this before, elsewhere.
You can read all over again how we have to deal with our inner wounds and how we must let go control and any rigid ideas. But there is no way this process can take place if there are unexplored corners within our psyche, those sides of us that need the love of our heart, and that we decided to forget, because it was all too painful to face.
There are strong sides of us that might feel that other sides of us are too vulnerable. At a level we feel that our vulnerable sides can interfere in our life in many ways, so it is best not to face them. Often times, it is the abused sides of our soul what might makes us feel that we failed to stand up for ourselves, when we needed to be strong and wiser in our processes of decision making. We might then develop a stronger side, one that at times might be aggressive or that tries to avoid situations.
We might have achieved a level of spiritual maturity (our side of non integrated light) and try to convince ourselves that at soul level we chose our experiences. That we have infinite power to manifest. That we are sovereign individuals and that we do not need an outer force to act as an authority above us in detriment of our progress.
What we do not know is that sometimes we carry aspects within our subconscious and soul that act against our conscious will to manifest a higher path. This is true, especially if it involves the presence of other souls, which could also include a specific location. These parts of us that are denied by our conscious mind know something about these dreams that we are not aware of. As a consequence, they simply do not want for these dreams to become manifested in such a way that brings joy to ourselves and to others.
How is this possible? Why would a part of our soul want to act against an apparently positive intention?
The simple answer is that these aspects reside in a dimension of denial, in one way or another. It is not uncommon to feel that we have left behind much pain, and that we can even hardly remember certain painful stages of our lives, especially childhood and other earlier stages. We cannot blame ourselves for keeping these aspects in the lower realms of trauma. It is simply not an easy task to align them with our heart and to heal them. Healing them involves facing their pain in one way or another, and sometimes it really does not have to be that painful to make peace with our suffering.
For example, think about times in which we faced any forms of abuse during childhood, or even in other timelines in which our hearts were open and vulnerable and we faced deep traumas without little awareness of the nature of our soul. How do you explain to a child that there is a purpose in everything and that we are made of pure spiritual essence at a higher level?
Denied aspects lead to suffering. Untitled by Karla Segura
A child is vulnerable and dependent of their families, teachers, and other soul companions and often times has partial or absolutely no awareness of a higher spiritual purpose and soul path. Therefore, if a child has been severely imprinted with deep traumatic experiences, this part of us has become disconnected from the new spiritual mature adult.
This child that is disconnected from our conscious mind, resides in lower realms of ether. They are wandering like a ghost, observing how life happens to us, and touching us in such a way that affects our daily experiences and perceptions. Perhaps the child comes in the form of a traumatized teenager. Or a martyr coming from another timeline. Or simply, the child that you were in your current incarnation.
You are in the process of manifesting a dream with enthusiasm, and maybe at first things are going well, until you start facing those patterns. You come across people who are not in alignment with your intention, or the dream collapses for other reasons. You leave behind a trail of disappointment along the way. Even worse, that which you wait for is not coming to meet you, yet.
You do not understand why the world is as it is, why there is so much unfairness and why as a collective we do not seem to progress yet towards that reality where there is peace and a more genuine sense of connection among people. The repulsive forces within ourselves and the world in general continue to bring chaos into our lives.
Even in Kabbalah, the concept of Satan is one in which the Universal force of repulsion and absorption acts against the light side of Creation that unites and gives love. It absorbs without having the capacity to love The denied side of us, far from attracting the big dream, uses its repulsive force to avoid more pain, ironically causing in us deep disappointment.
It is then, when you can start working more consciously with the part of us that resides in the lower realms through any means that you can find. You ask for assistance and somehow, you will receive the guidance needed to align yourself to the will of your higher mind.
I have faced in my own life the disappointment of asking many times for assistance to deal with the part of myself that has been denied, only to come across some strange circumstances in which I was given many times things that I perceived as things that I did not need. I was blocking myself from seeing love been given to me in lots of ways. It had been in my life a repeating pattern, and a sense of being upset would grow over time.
Second sub key to letting go the pain: only you can fully know what you need
From this difficult experience came the notion that not only was I always been given the necessary assistance in spirit form each time I asked and could not find the most suitable tools in physical. Also, I was lead to understand that in this world, absolutely no one will ever know more what are our own needs than ourselves. No one will help us more to reach a state of balance and inner peace than ourselves. We can come across lots of tools, in one way or another, that help us greatly. Even so, it is our task to be the ones to rescue those parts of ourselves that have been forgotten and denied, by others and by ourselves.
You might be able to connect this sub key to the sober experience of not having the leaders or authorities that we wish in our hearts that we could see in our physical reality. If we cannot know in full depth what the needs of our subconscious world are, then how can we expect that the world can have honest leaders that can provide to us what we need? The perfect partner? The perfect family? Perfect friends? Perfect students or teachers? Perfect jobs? Etc.?
How can we know then how much we have suppressed and denied and how much we need to provide to ourselves?
By asking our subconscious. By getting in touch with our own darkness. By truly disconnecting ourselves for at least a moment each day, from the rivers of information and stimuli we expose ourselves to, and ponder about those difficult stages in our lives that we rather forget, and ask the individual that we were in such times, the simple questions:
-How do you feel?
-What can I do for you?
-What is it that you want to tell me?
-What can you offer to me and what can you offer to me?
Sometimes, only by listening to these parts of us, the pain starts dissolving. Sometimes we might find ourselves crying lots of things we could not face before. And then, the miracle of seeing our world turning upside down and seeing our beliefs fall apart happen.
It might be a very uncomfortable process but at the same time, you feel how the power of your soul starts flowing. It is worth it.
Third sub key to letting go the pain: redefining our own value and what we deserve in life
When you have seeing more clearly what exactly are your needs as a human being and when you see in which miraculous ways you can truly provide for yourself the first resources that you need, by claiming back the parts of you that are denied, then you can take the next steps.
The next steps involve to think very deeply and often in which ways do you feel that others have defined your value and sense of self worth as a human being. These people include your parents, your siblings, your friends, your colleagues, your partner or ex partners, and many others.
You can then see how much you value yourself or what exactly is for you the concept of value according to your experiences and perceptions. Perhaps you find yourself thinking that you deserve better than what you have or what you have gone through, but you still find yourself going through tough experiences. Others who find themselves and the world less valuable make you feel uncomfortable, even if you know they have their own patterns and issues.
Based on the previous notion of value comes the notion of deserving. What do you think and what do you feel do you deserve in life? Are you sure that you deserve only the best? What if those parts of you that reside in lower realms think otherwise? Perhaps part of you feels guilty for previous decisions? Perhaps others made you feel over time that you do not deserve?
These are important questions that one needs to ask oneself often.
The more we get in touch with the non integrated part of our soul that has been traumatized over time, we will start feeling that we are providing ourselves with the first and most important need. That need is to listen to our shadow self or aspects that exist in the lower dimensions of consciousness. By establishing an inner dialogue with our soul we can face these deep wounds in several timelines and we can then start creating a safe haven for ourselves in this constant inner dialogue.
If we cannot get to know ourselves and remember those times when we suffered greatly, such as the moments during childhood when our family could not give to us the confidence that we need, then the world will seem to be a dangerous place that is not safe for us or for others. It is true that bad things happen to lots of individuals and groups each day, but we must remember that very likely we cannot control those situations.
Before anything else we need to feed ourselves with the love of our heart and our soul to make space for the denied aspects of the psyche to come forth and feel that we are finally safe. We can let them know that we have unmeasurable value, and that we really do deserve the best. Maybe you think that others have value and that they deserve the best, but it is up to them to do their part and see this for themselves.
We cannot judge others fully for their actions more than we can judge ourselves. It is an act of humbleness to say to ourselves and to others that we no longer can say who should exist and who should not (think about how many people desire for the elitist groups to disappear from Earth without understanding their real purpose and their value as souls).
Over time, you can then establish a solid foundation in love with yourself, with your soul, with your heart and you can become confident seeing that all your efforts are worthwhile. You can feel that you value yourself enough to deserve better as you progress in life.
Only then, you can start attracting better situations and better resources, while you let go pain, old ideas, old expectations, old hopes, and you redefine your dreams and your desires. You desire less things that you previously desired based on the perceptions of scarcity. Your dreams are more genuine and aligned with the will of your soul and the will of other souls and Universal consciousness.
Peace starts to flood your being a little more each day. You have established an inner sense of confidence. You are safe, and you are loved by the brightness of your soul. You find more peace in the Now moment, and you worry less about that which you cannot change. You know that change is the only true constant.
Disappointment. Distraction. These two factors could block us from progressing further in our path towards finding ourselves, not just as precious jewels of Creation embodied in a human body, but as souls born directly from the essence of Source itself. You feel that there is no point anymore in thinking about having big dreams in your mind. Just think about how many things you do each day, that prevent you from spending time with yourself in silence. Yes you could say…but I have many responsibilities to attend to. So much to do in such little time. What about a few minutes before going to sleep? Or during the weekend? Are you 100% sure you do not have time?
As we progress in our reconnection process with our soul, the notion of time dissolves. Taken from: tribunahoje.com
Third key: The state of timelessness of the mind and zero point
Over the last years we have been reading and hearing that in order to ascend we need to reach zero point and step out of time. I suspect though, that so far, there has not been a clear recipe provided for such colossal mission. Do you have any idea how to step out of time?
It is not an easy task. That is for sure. Yet stepping out of time is a natural step towards becoming one with our Higher Mind and Higher Heart. We can help ourselves reach that beautiful godly state of peace and potential for the highest harmonious manifestation possibilities.
Time is not something that can be overcome just by switching from one modern calendar to an ancient one. It is a bit more complex than what we have been told. Meanwhile, we naturally approach such state of anchoring our consciousness in zero point as we become whole and we step out of suffering.
Going back to the previous parts of this essay, in summary, we must have in mind that these are the things that we need to let go:
-Expectations on how things should be in our lives, in the lives of others, and the world in general, simply because we do not hold the greatest picture. Our information available is limited.
-Expectations on when certain occurrences or situations should happen. This one is very much linked to the first point.
-Any ideas we hold related to scarcity. If we focus for the most part in all the things that we wish we had, and all the things that we think we need but that we do not have, or the things that others should have, then we need to evaluate very deeply from where these scarcity perceptions come from in our subconscious.
-Expectations on how others should behave. This one is often times a huge source of disappointment.
-Our suppressed emotions.
-All things that we think are threatening to us and to others. In other words, sometimes we need to surrender, and to understand that we are not always meant to fight huge fights, or even some smaller fights lead nowhere but to more cycles of suffering. Sometimes we need to let go the control, and to stop resisting the things that we perceive as dark. Fighting against what we think is dark might lead to further polarization and further disconnection from our Higher Mind and Higher Heart which perceives things as unified and who understands the greater picture.
-The painful past. We cannot change the past, but we can accept what happened to us and to others. By understanding new depths of the past, we can heal what once seemed impossible to forgive.
The factors mentioned above contribute greatly in the creation of time in our consciousness. However, as we already know from the second key, these perceptions have their origin in suffering across many timelines of experience, including our current lives.
First sub key: understanding how the perception of time is created
The clock is ticking, and you feel that you might die, or maybe you are just wasting your life, or simply, you do not have enough time to do all the things that you want to do. You say that you wish that you could turn back in time to fix that problem that nags you, right?
Soft Watch at the First Moment of Time Explosion By Salvador Dali
Let us go back to the rumor-fact that when we ascend to a new density, with a new dimension of consciousness, that we will live in a state of timelessness or zero point. Before that, we simply feel that time is not enough, something is being lost…lost…lost…lost…lost.
That is how time was created in our minds, since the very first moment in some incarnation, a very long time ago, when we felt for the very first time that we lost something. Maybe even since the moment we are born, we come out of the cozy womb, and feel for the first time a certain coldness. That security we once had, is now lost. With this feeling came the first notion of time. Part of your consciousness left your being and got stuck in a lapse, when that something precious to you was lost.
So there you go, you now have an awareness from one point, to another, the point of the loss, to the point in which you live. Then, you lost more, and more, and more, and more. And now, you drive yourself nuts with all your loses at subconscious level, feeling as you vibrate higher, that you have less time to repair, what you lost. You are afraid that you will never have enough time to recover what you lost, a very long time ago. Something or someone, took that love away from your heart and your subconscious is stuck in a line of experiences or points, that you call linear time.
The more you heal then, the more you bring back your pieces, the less concerned you are about time, and you just flow with the flow. Yes the planets keep spinning, the Sun goes down, the moon goes up and so on…but you live in a less linear way, and you are more allowing, and you have more patience and you can wait for an eternity, because you are actually waiting less, and living more in the now, in the state of timelessness or zero point.
You even realize at some point, that the thing that you were waiting for, might have become somehow flawed once again if you had ventured in a humongous mission of looking for that thing that would make you happy. You had to find what was blocking you subconsciously and now that you see it with new lens, you prefer to slow down and start perceiving things differently and start doing things differently.
Remember then, always, that time begins since the first moment you feel something was lost.
Second sub key: training yourself to reach zero point
You get back home from having a stressful time with your boss or with some family member and maybe one of the first things you do is to turn on your computer or look in your phone and you start feeling bad because of the latest news on how the natural resources of Earth are being destroyed, the latest news on what some authorities did to perpetuate a war, or how there is an archon right beside you to take your potential peace away. So you rant and say to yourself that there is no hope for a better future.
You feel trapped, enslaved, imprisoned, out of place, burdened. You feel that inner child crying, because this world is not a safe place for you.
When you realize how much a great part of you cries and demands your attention, you seek the tools that you need. But often times you become distracted with what sounds promising and then you have to switch to other tools. Remember that you must listen to the depths of your broken heart. Know that you can do this, and only you can do it better for yourself than anyone else.
Disconnect now, from the outer world. Take a seat, and rest for a moment. Think for a few minutes how much time you spend thinking everyday about what burdens you. You see the minutes passing by. Think about all the things that bother you right now. The clock keeps ticking. Perhaps it is a lot? Maybe no longer as much of a burden as it was years ago? Maybe worse? Now start feeling the emotions.
Notice how many of the things that burden us and that we wish we could control and change create energy leaks in our system. Perhaps the problem even comes from giving energy to others who are not open to receiving our energy, so we leak and leak and leak.
Other times we are so blocked to receiving love that no matter how much love we are given, we simply do not feel it. We need to restructure our whole system and understand where the imbalances come from subconsciously. How can we do that then if we think that we do not have time? Maybe it is time to sacrifice some activities and the way we try to love others in our perception and start attending more to our own needs for a while.
Leaking sculpture by Fredrik Linge.
Learn to deal the best way you can with your emotions, but never suppress them. There are uncountable treatments, like natural medicines, meditation, inner dialogue, etc. What is important is to allow yourself to feel what you must feel and that way, the less we resist our own emotions, the less they will overwhelm us over time. The more we will be able to navigate them and turn them into energy that comes back to us.
As silly as it sounds, we often forget to breathe properly. Our brains might be dying each day of suffocation without us even being aware. Breathing is not just about providing our brains with the necessary daily doses of oxygen, but also our energy flows better and we allow our missing parts to come back energetically.
Learn to control your kundalini and not the other way around. In our current society we are taught that we must overindulge in sexual practices, even spiritual ones and that we must meditate to trigger intense kundalini experiences. If we cannot control our own energy, we cannot control the rest of our system.
Sometimes, without us becoming fully aware, kundalini is triggered by fragmented parts of other souls and I doubt you would want to share your sexual energy with any entity. Energetic exchanges between you and other entities is very real, so ask your subconscious mind and your heart why you are allowing these explosions to happen without control. You will be surprised to learn about this unexplored or misunderstood area. As blissful as merging might feel, learn to respect your energetic system as much as you want your physical body to be respected and treated like a sacred tool. Do not worry too much about entities, but learn to set healthy boundaries in the energetic planes of existence and treat entities with respect and compassion, establishing if needed a healing dialogue.
Learn to clear your negative thoughts not by suppressing them but by understanding where these patterns come from. Listen to these thoughts, and if needed bring all this broken energy down to the emotional system, to the level of the heart where you can safely get in touch with the wound and see how these thoughts disappear. You can do this with positive practices like art, exercise, meditation, inner dialogue and therapy.
Learn about nature itself, we are part of it. Our broken minds and hearts are like the exacerbated forces of water, fire, earth and wind. When we learn to navigate the elements within ourselves, we learn to flow with the natural forces of the Universe.
Disconnect each day from any source of distraction that prevents you from being intimate with yourself. By intimacy it is understood that you open up your heart to your soul, you learn to listen to yourself and you learn to communicate with your soul. Only then, we can learn to have true intimacy with others. Intimacy involves facing our deepest fears and embracing every part of ourselves with love, grace and compassion. We stop avoiding our pain. We stop distracting ourselves with any addictive pattern.
Once we manage to achieve the above points each day, then we learn to control our physical bodies. Our body starts regaining its functions of self regeneration and we become energized. We become efficient in all we do and we feel less scattered. We feel more anchored and we gain a new sense of physical and spiritual security. We feel that we have finally created a true home for ourselves in our inner world and in our physical homes.
Fourth key: approaching our god-self and inner peace
The more we spend time in communion with our souls without neglecting our chosen responsibilities in life, the more we recognize and feel nurtured by our own soul vibration or energetic signature. We become more whole and feel less need to fulfill our needs and expectations from outer energetic resources, but we accept the love that we receive.
We learn to navigate the challenges that life presents to us and we accept the gifts behind these challenges. We feel less worried about what we cannot touch in the outside, yet we add magic to that which we are allowed to touch. We shine light for ourselves, and others learn to see it.
The outer chaos of this world no longer consumes us, and instead we walk among chaotic nodes of global experience left untouched. We have created our safe space in our inner world and we have created our home in a physical space.
Others see that there is this radiance in you that emanates a peaceful energy. You have arrived to a station where you have reached the peace that you longed for, but that you could not even grasp. You thought it came in other forms that you craved for. You leave behind old dreams, and create new and better ones. You manifest better outcomes, based on inner fulfillment and no longer on outer scarcity. You feel confident about who you are, and you feel strength. You enjoy your creations a little more each day and time expands in front of you. Time stretches because for you, it is now an abundant resource. One that truly never existed.
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