Entangled we are all, in one way or another in our hearts and in our souls. Our inner world is very complex and more is the world of ideas. There are too many downsides to our new age of awakening. There is a good reason why some people say that the Age of Aquarius is the age of deception. Not all is deception of course, but information might not always be what it seems.
This year I am faced with another set of lessons, related to my personal position in this vast incomprehensible Cosmos. I retrieved very vivid memories of what felt like heavenly moments with certain individuals that I have never met, but who seemed to have been relevant to my soul journey. Other encounters were far from sweet. In many ways, what once was, is no more, but maybe at a level many of these connections will always stay in my heart and my soul. Even the conflicting ones are being transformed at the most human of levels, with love. But life on Earth sometimes demands that we move along in a very different direction to what once was a heaven of sorts, if it really was, and to leave behind all forms of ancestral hells.
So is the same for all starseeds. Every individual who explores their inner world might come across surprising facts about their origins and those they crossed paths with, for one reason or another. However, when there is an evident lack of self love, many of these intriguing facts might be magnified, distorted, and misunderstood, as if they could provide a new layer of ideas and definitions. This is a personal observation from too many explicit testimonials seen over the years in the vastness of sites and social media and some of my own detours.
We step a little further away from who we are, with each new layer of information and distortions, when we do not deal with these facts with a more objective perspective. A most typical case is a form of interaction in some other timeline with a certain famous personality. We only get to see a tip of the iceberg of who these people were or are, and what we truly are at all levels. But the idea, of maybe having been coated with the mantle of power and authority of someone else, sounds appealing to our bruised wounded self who is unacknowledged by ourselves and by others in several timelines. Evolution is, with all the honesty of my heart, brutal, with all and its natural laws and the synthetic paradigms.
The worst part might be that some of these interactions could have proven to be painful at some point, but such information is so out of reach. It is there, but our hearts and our minds are disconnected, so we prefer to stick to the eternal idea that we ourselves are that which we are not, or that we are important enough as to hold a form of power over another master being. Even worse, maybe we will spend the rest of our lives eternally worshiping the will of another and wanting to be in their image and likeness, sacrificing our own will and true joy.
If someone of authority tells you in the Now, “leave behind your ideals, and come to my temple and adore me…” very likely you will decline the offer and think to yourself that such person is nothing more than a narcissist. Yet, subconsciously, very likely we still hold on to that ancient program from a distant past, because we were like kids, and some patriarch or a matriarch told us that we had to follow their will for an eternity.
If someone tells you, “life is too crushing, so come to my temple and receive emotional and sexual healing…” very likely you will decline because you hold on to that which you love and you are not into the idea of sharing yourself to a stranger. Yet maybe, you were part of the masses who blindly believed that healing had to be this way, so you still carry attachments.
If someone tells you, “my nation must be perfected, and you are part of my nation, thus you must sacrifice yourself for it…” maybe you find the idea more appealing, or maybe not. It was not different from the past, and part of you is still looking for a home, built from an ideal of perfection.
And on and on it goes, the contamination at DNA level of what transpired in the past in the form of suppressive goals and idyllic paradigms that proved to fail many times. And the soul shards of another are still around you. So there you are, wanting to be adored by your masters, as much as you want to adore them. One thing is mutual respect, understanding and friendship. Another very different is oppressive ideals and relationships and codependency based on lack of self love.
Release your favorite masters and your tormentors with loving detachment. Release the idea of utopian realms and perfect societies. For a moment, forget that the world is shaped from the minds of the ancients and explore the jewels of your own creative potential.
Will you dare to change your programming a little further and love yourself just a little more and see yourself for your authenticity?
It is not easy, but yielding to the light of your own God-self, proves to be more appealing than any golden paradigm that might collapse, when there is a brick missing at the base of its structure.
Disappointment. Distraction. These two factors could block us from progressing further in our path towards finding ourselves, not just as precious jewels of Creation embodied in a human body, but as souls born directly from the essence of Source itself. You feel that there is no point anymore in thinking about having big dreams in your mind. Just think about how many things you do each day, that prevent you from spending time with yourself in silence. Yes you could say…but I have many responsibilities to attend to. So much to do in such little time. What about a few minutes before going to sleep? Or during the weekend? Are you 100% sure you do not have time?
Third key: The state of timelessness of the mind and zero point
Over the last years we have been reading and hearing that in order to ascend we need to reach zero point and step out of time. I suspect though, that so far, there has not been a clear recipe provided for such colossal mission. Do you have any idea how to step out of time?
It is not an easy task. That is for sure. Yet stepping out of time is a natural step towards becoming one with our Higher Mind and Higher Heart. We can help ourselves reach that beautiful godly state of peace and potential for the highest harmonious manifestation possibilities.
Time is not something that can be overcome just by switching from one modern calendar to an ancient one. It is a bit more complex than what we have been told. Meanwhile, we naturally approach such state of anchoring our consciousness in zero point as we become whole and we step out of suffering.
Going back to the previous parts of this essay, in summary, we must have in mind that these are the things that we need to let go:
Expectations on how things should be in our lives, in the lives of others, and the world in general, simply because we do not hold the greatest picture. Our information available is limited.
Expectations on when certain occurrences or situations should happen. This one is very much linked to the first point.
Any ideas we hold related to scarcity. If we focus for the most part in all the things that we wish we had, and all the things that we think we need but that we do not have, or the things that others should have, then we need to evaluate very deeply from where these scarcity perceptions come from in our subconscious.
Expectations on how others should behave. This one is often times a huge source of disappointment.
Our suppressed emotions.
All things that we think are threatening to us and to others. In other words, sometimes we need to surrender, and to understand that we are not always meant to fight huge fights, or even some smaller fights lead nowhere but to more cycles of suffering. Sometimes we need to let go the control, and to stop resisting the things that we perceive as dark. Fighting against what we think is dark might lead to further polarization and further disconnection from our Higher Mind and Higher Heart which perceives things as unified and who understands the greater picture.
The painful past. We cannot change the past, but we can accept what happened to us and to others. By understanding new depths of the past, we can heal what once seemed impossible to forgive.
The factors mentioned above contribute greatly in the creation of time in our consciousness. However, as we already know from the second key, these perceptions have their origin in suffering across many timelines of experience, including our current lives.
First sub key: understanding how the perception of time is created
The clock is ticking, and you feel that you might die, or maybe you are just wasting your life, or simply, you do not have enough time to do all the things that you want to do. You say that you wish that you could turn back in time to fix that problem that nags you, right?
Let us go back to the rumor-fact that when we ascend to a new density, with a new dimension of consciousness, that we will live in a state of timelessness or zero point. Before that, we simply feel that time is not enough, something is being lost…lost…lost…lost…lost.
That is how time was created in our minds, since the very first moment in some incarnation, a very long time ago, when we felt for the very first time that we lost something. Maybe even since the moment we are born, we come out of the cozy womb, and feel for the first time a certain coldness. That security we once had, is now lost. With this feeling came the first notion of time. Part of your consciousness left your being and got stuck in a lapse, when that something precious to you was lost.
So there you go, you now have an awareness from one point, to another, the point of the loss, to the point in which you live. Then, you lost more, and more, and more, and more. And now, you drive yourself nuts with all your loses at subconscious level, feeling as you vibrate higher, that you have less time to repair, what you lost. You are afraid that you will never have enough time to recover what you lost, a very long time ago. Something or someone, took that love away from your heart and your subconscious is stuck in a line of experiences or points, that you call linear time.
The more you heal then, the more you bring back your pieces, the less concerned you are about time, and you just flow with the flow. Yes the planets keep spinning, the Sun goes down, the moon goes up and so on…but you live in a less linear way, and you are more allowing, and you have more patience and you can wait for an eternity, because you are actually waiting less, and living more in the now, in the state of timelessness or zero point.
You even realize at some point, that the thing that you were waiting for, might have become somehow flawed once again if you had ventured in a humongous mission of looking for that thing that would make you happy. You had to find what was blocking you subconsciously and now that you see it with new lens, you prefer to slow down and start perceiving things differently and start doing things differently.
Remember then, always, that time begins since the first moment you feel something was lost.
Second sub key: training yourself to reach zero point
You get back home from having a stressful time with your boss or with some family member and maybe one of the first things you do is to turn on your computer or look in your phone and you start feeling bad because of the latest news on how the natural resources of Earth are being destroyed, the latest news on what some authorities did to perpetuate a war, or how there is an archon right beside you to take your potential peace away. So you rant and say to yourself that there is no hope for a better future.
You feel trapped, enslaved, imprisoned, out of place, burdened. You feel that inner child crying, because this world is not a safe place for you.
When you realize how much a great part of you cries and demands your attention, you seek the tools that you need. But often times you become distracted with what sounds promising and then you have to switch to other tools. Remember that you must listen to the depths of your broken heart. Know that you can do this, and only you can do it better for yourself than anyone else.
Disconnect now, from the outer world. Take a seat, and rest for a moment. Think for a few minutes how much time you spend thinking everyday about what burdens you. You see the minutes passing by. Think about all the things that bother you right now. The clock keeps ticking. Perhaps it is a lot? Maybe no longer as much of a burden as it was years ago? Maybe worse? Now start feeling the emotions.
Notice how many of the things that burden us and that we wish we could control and change create energy leaks in our system. Perhaps the problem even comes from giving energy to others who are not open to receiving our energy, so we leak and leak and leak.
Other times we are so blocked to receiving love that no matter how much love we are given, we simply do not feel it. We need to restructure our whole system and understand where the imbalances come from subconsciously. How can we do that then if we think that we do not have time? Maybe it is time to sacrifice some activities and the way we try to love others in our perception and start attending more to our own needs for a while.
Learn to deal the best way you can with your emotions, but never suppress them. There are uncountable treatments, like natural medicines, meditation, inner dialogue, etc. What is important is to allow yourself to feel what you must feel and that way, the less we resist our own emotions, the less they will overwhelm us over time. The more we will be able to navigate them and turn them into energy that comes back to us.
As silly as it sounds, we often forget to breathe properly. Our brains might be dying each day of suffocation without us even being aware. Breathing is not just about providing our brains with the necessary daily doses of oxygen, but also our energy flows better and we allow our missing parts to come back energetically.
Learn to control your kundalini and not the other way around. In our current society we are taught that we must overindulge in sexual practices, even spiritual ones and that we must meditate to trigger intense kundalini experiences. If we cannot control our own energy, we cannot control the rest of our system.
Sometimes, without us becoming fully aware, kundalini is triggered by fragmented parts of other souls and I doubt you would want to share your sexual energy with any entity. Energetic exchanges between you and other entities is very real, so ask your subconscious mind and your heart why you are allowing these explosions to happen without control. You will be surprised to learn about this unexplored or misunderstood area. As blissful as merging might feel, learn to respect your energetic system as much as you want your physical body to be respected and treated like a sacred tool. Do not worry too much about entities, but learn to set healthy boundaries in the energetic planes of existence and treat entities with respect and compassion, establishing if needed a healing dialogue.
Learn to clear your negative thoughts not by suppressing them but by understanding where these patterns come from. Listen to these thoughts, and if needed bring all this broken energy down to the emotional system, to the level of the heart where you can safely get in touch with the wound and see how these thoughts disappear. You can do this with positive practices like art, exercise, meditation, inner dialogue and therapy.
Learn about nature itself, we are part of it. Our broken minds and hearts are like the exacerbated forces of water, fire, earth and wind. When we learn to navigate the elements within ourselves, we learn to flow with the natural forces of the Universe.
Disconnect each day from any source of distraction that prevents you from being intimate with yourself. By intimacy it is understood that you open up your heart to your soul, you learn to listen to yourself and you learn to communicate with your soul. Only then, we can learn to have true intimacy with others. Intimacy involves facing our deepest fears and embracing every part of ourselves with love, grace and compassion. We stop avoiding our pain. We stop distracting ourselves with any addictive pattern.
Once we manage to achieve the above points each day, then we learn to control our physical bodies. Our body starts regaining its functions of self regeneration and we become energized. We become efficient in all we do and we feel less scattered. We feel more anchored and we gain a new sense of physical and spiritual security. We feel that we have finally created a true home for ourselves in our inner world and in our physical homes.
Fourth key: approaching our god-self and inner peace
The more we spend time in communion with our souls without neglecting our chosen responsibilities in life, the more we recognize and feel nurtured by our own soul vibration or energetic signature. We become more whole and feel less need to fulfill our needs and expectations from outer energetic resources, but we accept the love that we receive.
We learn to navigate the challenges that life presents to us and we accept the gifts behind these challenges. We feel less worried about what we cannot touch in the outside, yet we add magic to that which we are allowed to touch. We shine light for ourselves, and others learn to see it.
The outer chaos of this world no longer consumes us, and instead we walk among chaotic nodes of global experience left untouched. We have created our safe space in our inner world and we have created our home in a physical space.
Others see that there is this radiance in you that emanates a peaceful energy. You have arrived to a station where you have reached the peace that you longed for, but that you could not even grasp. You thought it came in other forms that you craved for. You leave behind old dreams, and create new and better ones. You manifest better outcomes, based on inner fulfillment and no longer on outer scarcity. You feel confident about who you are, and you feel strength. You enjoy your creations a little more each day and time expands in front of you. Time stretches because for you, it is now an abundant resource. One that truly never existed.
The Second Key: Letting go is the road to Inner Peace
In the previous part of this essay, the first key and the nature of dreams were expounded. As I explore the gifts of my subconscious, I share with you the next keys. What exactly do we need to let go in order to align with the highest dreams of our soul? In which ways can we make peace with the apparent failure of the previous dreams explored throughout our journey that lead in the past to suffering? Do we have to conform to achieve less than what we wanted?
You see my beloved that there is a long road to follow towards inner peace but this journey ends up being one of true empowerment and one that you will never regret.
Going back to the first diagram, the ball named “God-self” is the state of inner peace in which we can feel our true soul vibration. It is the state that is for the most part clouded by our current fluctuations, while we integrate little pieces of perhaps hundreds of aspects. When we hold a daily practice of emotional control and allowance of the integration/healing process to take place with more grace and less resistance, it is easier to reach more consciously a higher vibration. This vibration transcends the illusions of the non integrated light and the non integrated darkness.
It is in a state of emptiness where we enter inner balance and we anchor ourselves in the now moment. We allow life to happen to us and we then truly BEcome. In a state of mental, emotional, physical, and spiritual balance, we affect with our stable energy our environment in ways we do not even imagine.
If you like to do art, think about this moment of communion in which you are so focused on what you do, centered in your heart, nothing disturbs this moment of inner peace. You create and you allow your intuition to guide you through the process. It is a beautiful moment of communion with your soul, with the desire to create something special, and maybe even to share it with another. Perhaps you do not even have a very clear idea of what you will create, you just do it. Or you have an idea but throughout the process you allow for the creation to be birthed from your deepest desire.
In order to let go, first you must align yourself with your inner light and your inner darkness. You evaluate so far what you have manifested, and what you currently perceive as lack. You must ask both sides of yourself why, perhaps, when you manifested a dream in the past it was not your perfect dream, your ideal scenario, one that was in your mind flawless or simply beautiful enough to fulfill you.
In which areas was your manifested dream far from perfect? Where there energetic leaks in your system that left you drained, unfulfilled, unhappy in some other way? Why, if so far you have put so much effort in this dream, is it not yet what you crave or is it draining you? Even worse, why what you have expected all your life is not there yet within your reach? Does your dream involve the active presence of other souls?
If your dream is related to a personal project, like for example a house, a job, a career, a business, maybe the tools are easier to reach than if these dreams involve the presence of other souls.
What is complicated about manifesting dreams when it involves your relationship to other individuals, is the fact that you expect these people to align their will to your own will. Very likely there are imbalances within you or/and them which prevents the energy between each other to flow. This also applies to collectives, for example a whole nation and its leaders. Those leaders can be present physically as role models or authorities, or perhaps even spiritual leaders or guides that have not yet manifested physically in your life.
At this point, it is clear that something has not been working and maybe it is not even related to your outer circumstances, or your resources, or other people, but there is something within yourself that is simply not flowing like a river of energetic potential blocked by rocks, thus preventing material reality from morphing.
It is then, when if we ask our heart, our soul, our Higher Self, and Source to guide us to understand what is not working, a process of more conscious exploration begins that allows us to get in touch more deeply with our subconscious.
One by one, we can then start making peace with those blocks, letting them go, and allowing space for inner peace to be born within us. Only then, in this void, can we tap into the true potential of our soul as a whole and we align our will to the will of Creation.
First sub key: dealing consciously with the wounds
Often times we hear that we are the ones creating our reality. But sometimes we might miss some fine details about such process. We carry within our subconscious, and around us, the ghosts of the past. No matter how much we desire to manifest a more positive reality for ourselves and for others, we come across uncountable death ends, or we end up feeling that we need to conform to something lesser than what we originally had in mind.
Ask yourself these questions:
From 2012 to this day, how much have your dreams, hopes and desires changed?
Do you feel disappointed about the way in which so far you have progressed in your spiritual development and your life in general?
Are you disappointed of your outer circumstances and the world in general?
Do you feel more empowered in some ways compared to how you felt a year ago, or many years ago?
Perhaps many times you reach the point in which you know that you have done a lot of inner work over the course of years. However, there is always something in your way that makes you feel that you are fighting. Perhaps the social, political and economic scenarios seem to be grim from some angles, or maybe the situation with your family is messy at the moment. Perhaps your job is not exactly what you wanted to accomplish in your professional life. There is always a challenge to face as we progress.
In many cases, it is very clear that when we make a list of the things that do not feel right about this physical reality, we can see that many of these situations are apparently out of our control. Actually, if we think about how others behave, there is very little we can do to control or change the situations.
Then, you start seeing how control, and the idea on how things should be or how others should act are the first things that you must let go, in one way or another. Easier said than done and very likely you have heard this before, elsewhere.
You can read all over again how we have to deal with our inner wounds and how we must let go control and any rigid ideas. But there is no way this process can take place if there are unexplored corners within our psyche, those sides of us that need the love of our heart, and that we decided to forget, because it was all too painful to face.
There are strong sides of us that might feel that other sides of us are too vulnerable. At a level we feel that our vulnerable sides can interfere in our life in many ways, so it is best not to face them. Often times, it is the abused sides of our soul what might makes us feel that we failed to stand up for ourselves, when we needed to be strong and wiser in our processes of decision making. We might then develop a stronger side, one that at times might be aggressive or that tries to avoid situations.
We might have achieved a level of spiritual maturity (our side of non integrated light) and try to convince ourselves that at soul level we chose our experiences. That we have infinite power to manifest. That we are sovereign individuals and that we do not need an outer force to act as an authority above us in detriment of our progress.
What we do not know is that sometimes we carry aspects within our subconscious and soul that act against our conscious will to manifest a higher path. This is true, especially if it involves the presence of other souls, which could also include a specific location. These parts of us that are denied by our conscious mind know something about these dreams that we are not aware of. As a consequence, they simply do not want for these dreams to become manifested in such a way that brings joy to ourselves and to others.
How is this possible? Why would a part of our soul want to act against an apparently positive intention?
The simple answer is that these aspects reside in a dimension of denial, in one way or another. It is not uncommon to feel that we have left behind much pain, and that we can even hardly remember certain painful stages of our lives, especially childhood and other earlier stages. We cannot blame ourselves for keeping these aspects in the lower realms of trauma. It is simply not an easy task to align them with our heart and to heal them. Healing them involves facing their pain in one way or another, and sometimes it really does not have to be that painful to make peace with our suffering.
For example, think about times in which we faced any forms of abuse during childhood, or even in other timelines in which our hearts were open and vulnerable and we faced deep traumas without little awareness of the nature of our soul. How do you explain to a child that there is a purpose in everything and that we are made of pure spiritual essence at a higher level?
A child is vulnerable and dependent of their families, teachers, and other soul companions and often times has partial or absolutely no awareness of a higher spiritual purpose and soul path. Therefore, if a child has been severely imprinted with deep traumatic experiences, this part of us has become disconnected from the new spiritual mature adult.
This child that is disconnected from our conscious mind, resides in lower realms of ether. They are wandering like a ghost, observing how life happens to us, and touching us in such a way that affects our daily experiences and perceptions. Perhaps the child comes in the form of a traumatized teenager. Or a martyr coming from another timeline. Or simply, the child that you were in your current incarnation.
You are in the process of manifesting a dream with enthusiasm, and maybe at first things are going well, until you start facing those patterns. You come across people who are not in alignment with your intention, or the dream collapses for other reasons. You leave behind a trail of disappointment along the way. Even worse, that which you wait for is not coming to meet you, yet.
You do not understand why the world is as it is, why there is so much unfairness and why as a collective we do not seem to progress yet towards that reality where there is peace and a more genuine sense of connection among people. The repulsive forces within ourselves and the world in general continue to bring chaos into our lives.
Even in Kabbalah, the concept of Satan is one in which the Universal force of repulsion and absorption acts against the light side of Creation that unites and gives love. It absorbs without having the capacity to love The denied side of us, far from attracting the big dream, uses its repulsive force to avoid more pain, ironically causing in us deep disappointment.
It is then, when you can start working more consciously with the part of us that resides in the lower realms through any means that you can find. You ask for assistance and somehow, you will receive the guidance needed to align yourself to the will of your higher mind.
I have faced in my own life the disappointment of asking many times for assistance to deal with the part of myself that has been denied, only to come across some strange circumstances in which I was given many times things that I perceived as things that I did not need. I was blocking myself from seeing love been given to me in lots of ways. It had been in my life a repeating pattern, and a sense of being upset would grow over time.
Second sub key to letting go the pain: only you can fully know what you need
From this difficult experience came the notion that not only was I always been given the necessary assistance in spirit form each time I asked and could not find the most suitable tools in physical. Also, I was lead to understand that in this world, absolutely no one will ever know more what are our own needs than ourselves. No one will help us more to reach a state of balance and inner peace than ourselves. We can come across lots of tools, in one way or another, that help us greatly. Even so, it is our task to be the ones to rescue those parts of ourselves that have been forgotten and denied, by others and by ourselves.
You might be able to connect this sub key to the sober experience of not having the leaders or authorities that we wish in our hearts that we could see in our physical reality. If we cannot know in full depth what the needs of our subconscious world are, then how can we expect that the world can have honest leaders that can provide to us what we need? The perfect partner? The perfect family? Perfect friends? Perfect students or teachers? Perfect jobs? Etc.?
How can we know then how much we have suppressed and denied and how much we need to provide to ourselves?
By asking our subconscious. By getting in touch with our own darkness. By truly disconnecting ourselves for at least a moment each day, from the rivers of information and stimuli we expose ourselves to, and ponder about those difficult stages in our lives that we rather forget, and ask the individual that we were in such times, the simple questions:
How do you feel?
What can I do for you?
What is it that you want to tell me?
What can you offer to me and what can you offer to me?
Sometimes, only by listening to these parts of us, the pain starts dissolving. Sometimes we might find ourselves crying lots of things we could not face before. And then, the miracle of seeing our world turning upside down and seeing our beliefs fall apart happen.
It might be a very uncomfortable process but at the same time, you feel how the power of your soul starts flowing. It is worth it.
Third sub key to letting go the pain: redefining our own value and what we deserve in life
When you have seeing more clearly what exactly are your needs as a human being and when you see in which miraculous ways you can truly provide for yourself the first resources that you need, by claiming back the parts of you that are denied, then you can take the next steps.
The next steps involve to think very deeply and often in which ways do you feel that others have defined your value and sense of self worth as a human being. These people include your parents, your siblings, your friends, your colleagues, your partner or ex partners, and many others.
You can then see how much you value yourself or what exactly is for you the concept of value according to your experiences and perceptions. Perhaps you find yourself thinking that you deserve better than what you have or what you have gone through, but you still find yourself going through tough experiences. Others who find themselves and the world less valuable make you feel uncomfortable, even if you know they have their own patterns and issues.
Based on the previous notion of value comes the notion of deserving. What do you think and what do you feel do you deserve in life? Are you sure that you deserve only the best? What if those parts of you that reside in lower realms think otherwise? Perhaps part of you feels guilty for previous decisions? Perhaps others made you feel over time that you do not deserve?
These are important questions that one needs to ask oneself often.
The more we get in touch with the non integrated part of our soul that has been traumatized over time, we will start feeling that we are providing ourselves with the first and most important need. That need is to listen to our shadow self or aspects that exist in the lower dimensions of consciousness. By establishing an inner dialogue with our soul we can face these deep wounds in several timelines and we can then start creating a safe haven for ourselves in this constant inner dialogue.
If we cannot get to know ourselves and remember those times when we suffered greatly, such as the moments during childhood when our family could not give to us the confidence that we need, then the world will seem to be a dangerous place that is not safe for us or for others. It is true that bad things happen to lots of individuals and groups each day, but we must remember that very likely we cannot control those situations.
Before anything else we need to feed ourselves with the love of our heart and our soul to make space for the denied aspects of the psyche to come forth and feel that we are finally safe. We can let them know that we have unmeasurable value, and that we really do deserve the best. Maybe you think that others have value and that they deserve the best, but it is up to them to do their part and see this for themselves.
We cannot judge others fully for their actions more than we can judge ourselves. It is an act of humbleness to say to ourselves and to others that we no longer can say who should exist and who should not (think about how many people desire for the elitist groups to disappear from Earth without understanding their real purpose and their value as souls).
Over time, you can then establish a solid foundation in love with yourself, with your soul, with your heart and you can become confident seeing that all your efforts are worthwhile. You can feel that you value yourself enough to deserve better as you progress in life.
Only then, you can start attracting better situations and better resources, while you let go pain, old ideas, old expectations, old hopes, and you redefine your dreams and your desires. You desire less things that you previously desired based on the perceptions of scarcity. Your dreams are more genuine and aligned with the will of your soul and the will of other souls and Universal consciousness.
Peace starts to flood your being a little more each day. You have established an inner sense of confidence. You are safe, and you are loved by the brightness of your soul. You find more peace in the Now moment, and you worry less about that which you cannot change. You know that change is the only true constant.
The First Key: Natural cosmic process of reintegration of the soul essence known as soul retrieval
Soul retrieval holds the first key to manifestation of better dreams, better experiences, and a higher path, by consciously embarking on a true savior mission of one’s own soul. From aspects in countless timelines, first sub keys of darkness and light are revealed. Soul retrieval is the art of ascension in its unconscious or conscious first stages of prismatic Cosmic rearrangement. By learning the secrets of the worldly light and the worldly darkness the next keys are revealed.
The sub keys of the First Key can be seen in the diagrammatic literal representation of scientific configuration of energy in the manifested and non-manifested Universes. Simple is the diagram, yet revelation holds its nature when one sees a mirror reflection of the soul in this larger fractal soul configuration:
You can see that, for the most part, the Creation that we know about is composed of dark energy and dark matter. These are forms of very light energy with a heavy density that cannot be seen in physical, as opposed to the condensed particles that make up the physical configuration of Universes.
We as individuals are no different from the Cosmos in our composition. Our shadow self is made up of antimatter for the most part. You can imagine that much of what we are is made up of etheric self. Imagine then how the astral realms are made up of the same substance. However, dark energy and dark matter vibrate differently in each layer of each dimension and density and these energies need to be imprinted to create antimatter and matter.
Very much like how, for the most part, our brain is in apparent state of slumber, as is the large portion of DNA known as “junk”, so are the layers of astral/etheric substance.
How are then the astral/etheric layers connected to the notions of dark energy, dark matter, antimatter and what we call the light in higher dimensions, our brain and our DNA? How are these concepts associated to the soul vibration, to inner peace, to letting go? Before we reach those keys take a look at the following diagram:
From our uncountable experiences on Earth we have created what people call the Matrix, both in physical and in astral/etheric layers.
What is truly the mass of energy that makes up then the astral/etheric realms (multidimensional)?
A person who is grounded and who is not interested or ready to tap into what people often refer to “spiritual” are people who either have a great capacity to generate physical resources or are not efficient in such task (i.e. wealth). However, these individuals are less aware of how their thought processes generate as well as the meaning of their dreams while asleep, and the collective energies surrounding them at all times. Such individuals are also either service to others oriented or service to self.
First Sub key: understanding the non integrated light of unity consciousness in a polarized world
When an individual activates the capacities of his/her third eye and crown chakras they become aware of the energetic environment surrounding them. However, in a transition process, the very first fallacy of this individual is to believe that he/she is following since the very first moment of this realization a path of pure goodness and service (this is not always the case though). On the contrary, a long path of self-awareness begins. Over time, the individual assimilates and integrates the information of the soul as a whole to understand, that in essence, there is no such thing as being defined by the basic notions of good or evil.
The awakening individual begins a new journey through the grid or layers of non integrated light. Sometimes they believe to be always of goodness, always different and abused by society in general, with a mission to save others, seeking oneness, unity, and the merging of energies with others indiscriminately. This process is achieved often times by raising the vibration to the level of the Little Heaven of light where the first notions of spirituality are learned and remembered.
In these dimensions of consciousness, with or without spiritual notions or practices, all individuals seek joy, bliss, and the manifestation of dreams with such emotional qualities. Energetically, part of this thick layer is also built when individuals exchange sexual energies. The blissful energetic explosions of life force are spread in the environment through the merging of the bodies and chakras. At this level, it is difficult to distinguish between the soul frequencies of vibrations of each individual, simply because at this level all energies are merged into a collective energy, a grid of light where parts of the consciousness of certain beings reside.
These layers are also built when the souls that pass to the other side after death, seek comfort in them where their traumatic imprints become inactive and cannot be perceived anymore.
It is an energetic vibration of joy and bliss, where the beautiful dreams of individuals and the collective are forged and desired to be manifested. For this reason, I call it the Little Heaven.
Is there anything wrong with this? Absolutely not. However, in a dualistic paradigm in the 3rd density with lower 3rd and 4th dimensional levels of consciousness, during cycles of thousands or millions of years, this thick layer of blissful light is built, in some cases through the most selfish and heinous motives. How is this possible? To this point beloved brother or sister, I shall come back later.
Second Sub key: Understanding the non integrated darkness of separation in a polarized world
When a collective of individuals begin an ascension process to a higher density, awareness of inner conflict of light and dark forces begin. It is a difficult integration process of a personal Universe of aspects residing in different timelines that converge in the Now moment in astral/etheric realms. What this means basically is that each aspect of your soul is an incarnation of the past or parts of incarnations, which also include futuristic past lives that hold possibilities for future manifestation.
The fragmented soul then resides for the most part in these higher realms, either in a hellish reality or in a heavenly reality. Their residence depends on the frames of each timeline playing itself simultaneously in the Now moment. Only one incarnated aspect which is us in physical has the colossal mission to integrate over time all other aspects of the soul. This process can also happen during the course of several incarnations, as long as it happens during an extensive ascension process to the 4th and 5th densities of individual expression (not to be confused with dimensions!).
In this initial process, the individual begins a conscious recalling process of tiny pieces of information from this convergence of other lives in many ways. However, very little is recalled in the initial cases of the negative path of the soul throughout millennia of incarnations. Sometimes, some gruesome scenes are seen without a link to repeating patterns and decisions. The abusive/abused nature of many of these aspects of the soul that affect greatly the path of the incarnated soul, as much as in previous incarnations where ascension was not possible, is not understood.
For the most part, many individuals with a spiritual aspiration think of themselves as initially being always the abused or the victim. Such inner projection is then seen in the conflict in relationships, from the biological family to society as a whole. Conflicts are especially projected directly at the individuals who chose to reflect the massive darkness of society: a dark cabal. During this confusing process we might feel constantly threatened by other individuals and other unseen forces and lives in the illusion of not living a life of true freedom. Spiritual ideas clash with the ideas of their loved ones and society in general. There is much inner conflict projected in the outside in this initial stage of ascension.
A small group of negative oriented individuals in government positions, spiritual organizations, large corporations, financial corporations and in other sectors, reflect the nature of the recollection of the collective subconscious nature in the darkness of lower realms, where the most dominant parts of each aspect reside. These are the dominant aspects that seek control at all costs, who take actions based purely on impulse, who seek to divide and destroy without hesitation.
Even the apparently most spiritual individual carries a degree of negativity from soul aspects, without exception. However, it is in the creative capacity of these aspects where so much of our True Power resides, including the power to generate physical resources and a sense of balance and empowerment. No wonder then why a small group holds the key to manifest the largest amount of physical resources, at all costs.
Remember that our subconscious, our brain, our DNA, is for the most part made up of imprinted dark matter or antimatter, where the lower realms of hell and the higher realms of little heaven exist. We are for the most part made up of a magnificent amount of aspects that have been abused and who have abused, but also who have lived for many causes and who have experienced love in uncountable ways through much suffering. For such reason, an incarnated individual cannot come to the physical with such a great level of integration of these aspects. Integration in itself is the ascension process.
The most negative and impulsive aspects of the soul hold such degree of pain and anger that these forces were in negative timelines converted into the purest impulse to destroy and to harm. An analogy of this is a very traumatized dog that attacks without hesitation and kills. Think about criminals who seem to be in a state beyond reason who hunt people to fulfill a negative impulse to destroy.
At this point my dear reader, everything sounds perhaps dreadful. Think about the most difficult moments in history when wars and other conflicts took place and decisions were made based mostly on impulse and not on the kind of rationale that we apply when we face pain. During our current stage of ascension of our consciousness, very likely you see that there is a much higher path than the previously known path of impulses.
it is then with the application of values like forgiveness, mercy, compassion, acceptance, empathy and awareness in general, that we dissolve all the negativity in our soul and our most negative aspects are then seen as aspects that took decisions based on much suffering, in times where there was no genuine guidance from the soul and from the heart of Creation.
Third Sub Key: Understanding conflict of polarities during global ascension
The light in our consciousness is what prevents us from becoming the worst of our souls, from experiencing the pain of our past without any filters or restrictions. We will not harm what we perceive as an opponent, we might not even punch someone, even if we are abused. Over time we learn to stand up for ourselves in the best possible way, without perpetuating conflict like in ancient times, during the most destructive stages. We reach for a higher path in which we internalize conflict and we assimilate the lessons of the past.
What many spiritual aspirants to ascension share in common is the early experiences of abuse in our current incarnation. Such abuses trigger the wounded aspects of the soul to integrate in such a safe way that we do not end up harming others out of revenge with our most negative potential. Even if there is revenge, the circumstances in which we are placed allow for us to take the higher road of awareness and mastery.
You can see these experiences of abuse as portals or reminders of our soul paths in multiple incarnations that lead us to a new path of higher inner resolution. These experiences remind us at subconscious level of the level of abuse experienced in millennia in 3rd density, from the standpoint of the victim but also to understand how we became the abusers.
When such experiences are not fully understood, then the aspirant begins an inner struggle with himself/herself and also with the world. So is the case of millions of individuals who display much physical, emotional, mental and spiritual confusion and turmoil and who also feel threatened by the outer circumstances. Some then seek in the higher layers of non integrated light, subconsciously, the presence of some higher power to come for their rescue and that of humanity.
The struggle intensifies in such a way that the aspirant feels overwhelmed with the following outer conflicts:
The presence of “negative entities” or “demons” in lower realms and even engaging in fights with them, perpetuating conflict and increasing the collective level of polarization.
The conflict with a dark cabal, from governments to large corporations and lower levels of authority.
The threats of terrorist attacks, threats of war, threats of high technologies used by negative individuals, etc.
Threats of financial collapse and inability to manifest resources in physical.
Conflicts with religious beliefs and institutions.
Conflicts with family and friends.
Conflicts with personal identity, gender, tastes, beliefs, etc.
If such inner conflicts are constantly mirrored in the outside, the spiritual aspirant slowly becomes overwhelmed with his/her own negative or service-to-self oriented aspects that cannot be fully integrated. The aspirant feels in much conflict with the outer world as a consequence.
Two cases come to my mind when I think about how, when we seek to hold on to a spiritual path without proper integration we can become imbalanced. Some examples include spiritual masters who over history left us magnificent teachings, but who took actions that seemed contradictory and even extreme in some cases.
Another case is simply what we often see as an increasing and unforgiving repulsion towards the collective shadow that is blatantly mirrored by many of the people who control the resources of the planet. The latter in particular can drag us down into a spiral of negativity. Far from assisting in neutralizing the negativity of the planet we might contribute to worsen the inner polarization of the elite minority and that of the astral environment, depending on how we use our psychic capabilities. By sending our hate to them, we fragment ourselves further and we block their own capability for positive change.
Only by coming to terms over time with our own levels of soul polarization will true transformation begin and the origins of darkness will find in all expressions a common ground in the light.
The true nature of the dreams of the fragmented self
Before the next keys are analyzed, let us examine now the following diagram to understand the current polarized psychology of manifestation in a stage of increasing polarization:
In this diagram, which is closely associated to the previous diagram, you can see that our thought processes and dreams are highly influenced by the presence of the aspects of our souls residing in multiple timelines of previous physical incarnations. In a way, what we do when we receive inspiration is to take memories of astral/etheric nature from such pieces of our soul and their experiences. This is, for the most part, a subconscious way to recall other lifetimes of experience. Remember dear one, what you feel and sense and desire is a convergence of timelines in the Now moment.
However, just like in certain spiritual doctrines like Buddhism and Kabbalah, many times our recurrent dreams, desires and longings lead to a long road of expectations, hopeful mental projections of a desired future, disappointment and suffering. Our consciousness becomes plagued with constant longing, anxiety and despair. More so, if our dreams involve not only ourselves but others, an entanglement of complications plagues our bruised hearts beloveds.
In the diagram above, take as an example three lifetimes or timelines of much suffering, in which the aspect lived a service-to-self oriented life or a service-to-others oriented life. From these three aspects that are not integrated and healed in the auric field of the currently incarnated aspect comes a series of thought forms or desires taken from little moments of joy and bliss from such timelines. From those moments, the incarnated aspect longs to fulfill such dreams and desires recurrently and serve like the gas for the car that takes them through the path of life.
However, sometimes such dreams cannot be fulfilled, either because the God-self has placed the incarnated aspect into a path of more restrictions to avoid following the previous paths that lead to painful deaths and harmful relationships and decisions. Other times, such desires come to fruition over time, but at the high cost of another path of decisions that once again leads to disastrous consequences. Or simply, it just takes a considerable amount of time to allow for the conditions to be manifested within and outside of the individual to create those dreams.
Take as an example the vision of a happy couple with children in a peaceful place. The aspirant then has a goal to fulfill such desire. However, imagine that in such timelines the aspirant had for the most part a very painful life with the partner and the children, or that such union was a consequence of the destruction of a previous family. Perhaps such visions of the past or thought forms of desire are based on a selfish desire. Maybe, outer circumstances made the life of the family an impossible one to bring to a joyful outcome. If, in the first case the relationship with such family must be healed, it might take a very long and tedious road of awareness and healing to repair such timelines to manifest a peaceful outcome.
In such cases it is then when dreams, desires and longings come from places of suffering and destruction in the subconscious mind of the one who seeks to manifest a higher path towards inner peace.
“For those who seek peace in times of unprecedented destruction and transformation.”
By the end of 2015, I decided to let go and let God. When the apparent decisions of the light in my life were coming to fruition, the poison of darkness came as an echo of ancient trauma, thus bringing conflict to my consciousness.
To serve the light invites darkness to come from the most unexpected places. The war of ages begins in each corner of the planet and in the dusty figments of lost knowledge within the configuration of the human mind. I decide to leave once again, and enter introspection. It is time to face an ancient bomb of my own creation that travels within the fluid realms of astral and etheric layers.
Locked in my quarantined space I ponder on the ancient knowledge of the Buddha, the avatar state of emptiness and eternal peace. From such ancient knowledge, I am being shown something that I had not felt or seen before.
Aspects of some beloved soul connections greet me in the spirit realms and excitement floods my being. One of my companions stare at me and then these cryptic words she pronounces:
“Distortions you hold in your mind of my nature dearest sister. Stop your outbursts of love and lower your vibration so that you are able to meet me in a state of more balance, only then can you see more of who I am.”
I breathe slowly, stop the flow of love from my heart and stare into her piercing eyes, feeling then the fear and the pain in our karmic contract. Somewhere in this world she lives in a physical body. Most of her soul essence travels within the realms of light and dark in what we know as the astral/etheric world.
I feel the fear but slowly within my being a power is being reborn, slowly, very slowly, almost unnoticeable. As days pass, I am guided in what sometimes felt for days like a military and Asian training of sorts, based on the ancient knowledge of the Buddha and other Oriental practices.
“Soon must you let us go my dearest sister, thou shall no longer seek us, for only when you transcend all desires, will we appear in your physical reality. Many are we, yet vibration of the individual expression of the One is what you seek, your own soul vibration.”
To let go was more reasonable those days, sometimes reaching an overindulgence of it and its consequential peace, as opposed to other days of painful dreams. For you see, some keys have been shared with me, of the true meaning of letting go. Before I share them with you, dear beloved, dear brother, dear sister here is what I saw, unexpectedly one night:
After restless nights of incomprehensible energetic explosions in all bodies of the being, the greatest truth was revealed. How was this gift granted? After days of fasting of dreams, desires, longings, light explosions of the thirsty heart, and other glitches, moments of inner peace came.
Inner peace would then lead to another octave of being, integration and energetic fatigue, in the hyper mind trapped in a hyper body.
Magnificent came the feeling and the vision, of the greatest dream ever dreamt, but hardly understood at first sight and first touch of the soul. There were we, up above in some perception of a sky of golden hue with clouds of gold, many of us, holding hands with each other, inviting me to come and bathe in eternal balance and peace. There, in the circle of beloveds, I was sharing the metaphysical flow of the heart and the hands, with serious yet peaceful countenance. As my consciousness entered the holographic projection of my soul, what I felt can hardly in words be described.
I felt a power beyond words in full individual brilliance and expression, powerful beyond constraints and elegantly dark. There I stood, calm and in love, feeling first the flow of the hand of one of my beloveds and then of the others. What came next is the even hardest part to describe at first sight and touch.
The vibration of us all feels dark, tremendously high vibrationally dark, with a purity of wisdom and purity of heart, yet dark. Dark? How come this darkness that I feel is so full of peace and infinite love? I no longer feel the feeling of blissful merging of a kind of light that we have known for too long. This a different feeling of pure individual freedom, no merging of minds or hearts in a single vibration as if we are one energy but instead something higher and better. Perfectly suitable for individual expression of the soul but in communion with other souls.
My own vibration is strong, serene, yet powerful, wise and loving beyond words. So is the soul vibration of my beloveds. Their energies feel like the love of Cosmos itself. Yet each has its own taste, so beautifully strong and spicy with power beyond what we consciously have known.
Perhaps the idea of a taste is not adequate and the term “dark” in itself is not accurate either because of the idea that we have about darkness. Is is not evil at all or negative. On the contrary, it is the energy of void but expressed individually. It is the pure integration of light and dark that creates something more magnificent.
In such perfect balance I was shown how just with the stare, or the holding of hands, or with the intention of the heart, subtle, yet powerful flows of energies travel from being to being, from heart to heart, from hand to hand, which reminds me of the bonding of molecules.
Each atom keeps its own essence, its nucleus, yet it is in the sharing of electrons that the atoms sum up to create molecules and a greater force. Such is the flow of love and life force from being to being. The energy is shared from one heart to another and goes back and forth, returning to its owner and going to the other again and again and again but never losing individual power and expression or vibration. We do not merge as One. We remain individuals sharing One Love.
For days I ponder on this kind of vibration that feels better than the light that I know, the light that unifies in dimensions in one single apparent explosion of bliss, the one that we are being taught about sometimes. The one that feels like some sort of sexual passion of chakra merging, the kundalini merging that people crave and experience often in certain layers of astral/ethers and that feels like a complete dissolution into Source, where individual identity no longer exists.
This dark vibration is then not negative; it is the pure essence of the soul. It is not the darkness of the darkworker who hates and seeks separation and destruction, out of the deepest feelings of rejection and lack of acknowledgement and respect. Not the kind of darkness that, in such state of lack of love seeks to accumulate material wealth and dominates and seeks to control.
Instead, this is a beautiful elegant high-vibrational void energy that actually emits a certain new kind of light at will in perfect balance. I go insane, to taste my own soul vibration once again, and that of my beloveds.
So are then the words of my beloveds in their true soul vibration expression:
“Seek not at this time your true soul vibration or your true power, seek not to reach this state as long as attachments you hold towards us your beloveds. Your desire is not pure and as such the farther you are from thyself. Seek thyself first in synchronicity with timelessness, and seek us not. Let your soul vibration come back to you. Love will find its way to you.”
Pondering further on this state of new integrated darkness with light, an image I see, as memories of ancient pasts come forth to reveal the truth of desires. Journeys of time travel each night and each day reveal one by one the nature of dreams, for dreams in astral layers are often forged through timelines of suffering and pain.
For many months, I had been seeing lots of positive futures with those beloveds in my inner perception. There was a limited awareness that those positive futures were in some way a desire and a dream to correct or give a positive closure to ancient timelines of pain, of suffering, of what in human terms we perceive as mistakes.
Is this not then, the calling of the Buddha, to watch out for our wildest dreams, longings and desires? Is this not then the space and the time in the mind where suffering and pain is born and then the decay of body manifests? Is this not then how reincarnation and karma are related to each other?
A whole year passed since that strange experience of feeling the nature of my own individual soul vibration, and the soul of some of my loved ones. My mind continued generating dreams, desires and hopes for some possible near future. Such visions were based on previously lived experiences in other timelines with my loved ones.
As time passed, I could really see that there was something else behind these dreams, that lead to a certain waiting. It was a very uncomfortable process. These images and feelings flashing all the time were preventing me from seeing other essential aspects of life in the now moment. I could see how much I still needed to do to align myself more with the true will of my own soul.
From that point in time when I got to see that vision and feel that vibration within my soul, to this point by the end of 2016, a lot changed in my perception. I had to go through a very intense process of letting go, so much, in order to see how far is the path in life to reach that vision. More than ever, it feels as far away as it can be, but the difference now is that other individual goals have been accomplished. So much healing has taken place to understand other painful scenes behind those old dreams. I swim deeper and deeper into the subterranean cave of uncertainty, and surrender to it, as uncomfortable as it feels.
As a child, perhaps you tried to create a drawing to impress your parents. Then, you faced a certain form of neglectfulness. You saw your parents being distracted enough with all kinds of responsibilities you would not understand as to pay attention to your newly created masterpiece.
A little older you became, and tried to earn the respect of your favorite teacher, only to find out that perhaps you did not excel in math class. Or your classmates not always felt sympathy for you. You began learning your first steps on how to cope with a world that is not always loving, or understanding of the needs of a child. Very likely you grew up telling to yourself that none of those things mattered that much, that you had to be strong and competitive.
As an adult, you stumbled upon the difficult boss who always complains about “something”. That “something” pertained your performance. You knew somehow you were doing your best effort, and it might not have been acknowledged.
So has been life on Earth for too long. Deep within your subconsciousness you were taught that, in one way or another, you were not good enough for those who surrounded you, and eventually not even for yourself.
Finally, you reached the point in which you embraced the new age spiritual doctrines. What you found in them was that such part of your programming, the part in which you are told that you are not good enough, was reinforced. You were told that your ego is your worst enemy, your bad company, like your guardian devil.
Oh, that damn ego, that gets in your way, that tries to express something that feels negative. So you must encase it, tell it to shut up, to stop getting in the way of your ambitions. You must, at all costs, tell it to stop complaining when you feel discomfort, if someone acts in some way around you, or other situations.
The Road Less Taken
If you shrink your ego, you will reach enlightenment. For enlightenment leads to the feeling of ultimate Oneness. With Oneness, you will never ever feel alone again and you will feel like you found Home in a wave of vast bliss. You will no longer have to deal with a difficult ego, that demands something. Ego is a very bad thing, it is a very evil kid inside of you, or a monster. Or so you were told.
However, if you go very deep within you, and spend time with your ego, you might find that there is a gift that you have not heard too often about in your current spiritual doctrines. The gift is a new understanding of being authentic, of becoming whole within yourself and mostly, something that is rarely taught in the current spiritual movements: self compassion.
Without self compassion, no compassion for others can be born.
Self compassion is a higher expression of self love. Self love is a journey, a long one that requires the values that we all would love to strive for in our lives to be applied to ourselves with gentleness. Patience is one of them. Think about, for a moment, how many times others were not patient towards you. How many times your own relatives have not been patient towards you.
It is in that lack of patience that the feeling of not being worthy is born. Lack of patience might be seen in the parent, partner, friend or colleague who is always upset or busy, who spends too much time using a technological gadget, or the one who is tired and swamped with homely responsibilities. Other times lack of patience is expressed as aggression.
Egohood as Human Individuality and Oneness as Temporary Relief
It is fundamental to understand that egohood, in a more formal definition, is not the exclusive traits of the individual personality that are perceived as negative, in one way or another. Egohood can be defined to incorporate the capacities and traits that make up the individual personality as a whole, including the ones perceived as positive. You can read wider definitions in the articles: The Concepts and Functions of Egohood and The Consensus Between the Higher Self and the Shadow Self.
“The soul is made up of a mix of often unseen particles. These particles include antimatter and dark matter, which can be dissected to see emanations of photons, electrons and protons and other subatomic particles. Dark matter is the gel-like substance that has not yet been imprinted with soul memories because there have been no physical experiences. Antimatter, on the other hand, is the soul substance that has already been imprinted with experiences in physical. When you are born, you carry a piece of soul of previous incarnations and as you experience life in physical, your soul substance grows with imprinted information. Your aura expands. You can even bring from other lifetimes more soul substance already imprinted.
Your creators in physical are your parents or in bizarre cases those who have played with your DNA through genetic manipulation, while you are the creator of your own soul through your own experiences. As such, you are not only your own creator but also you are a whole individual.“
You can see then why, not only is egohood of utmost importance to the growth of the human being in the material world, but also for the imprinting of the soul as an individual entity or being without a physical body.
As we grow up, we are taught to fill our minds and our hearts with self judgement. Self judgement comes as the expression of internal negative self talk and feelings of guilt, shame, being inadequate and not being acknowledged for our uniqueness.
The fractured parts of our soul that have left our energetic field during traumatic life situations, and negative imprinting since childhood, create a sense of lack of inner wholeness. Specifically, lack of feeling of being at home, of being alienated from the rest of society, and not fitting anywhere are the consequences of soul fragmentation.
These traumatic situations are then replicated indefinitely over countless incarnations. At the moment of our passing from this material world to the non-material realities, the larger portion of our souls travel through multiple densities. Finally, a large portion of it reaches the highest lightest density in which the totality of the energy of the collective of Earth (and the collective of other spaces in Cosmos) resides in a completely enmeshed form.
In this enmeshed form there is absolutely no sense of individual identity. All the soul particles vibrate at a very high frequency were only states of bliss or peace are perceived. In the highest state of peace there is a complete sense of nothingness.
Meanwhile, in the lower realms or lower octaves of non-phisical densities, the soul fragments of each individual soul reside. These are the layers that people perceive as the levels of hell or suffering.
These parts of the individual soul remain stuck indefinitely in these realms of trauma, unless these parts manage to ascend to the protective higher realms. In these states of consciousness the imprints of trauma become inactive and only feelings of wellness in any form are perceived. Then, if these same fragmented parts, for any reason, lower their frequency, the imprints of trauma reactivate.
During our interaction with physical reality, we can tap into the knowledge and state of consciousness of our non-incarnated aspects and fragments. In meditation, we become aware of the highest most merged levels of consciousness that people have often described as “enlightenment”. We retrieve some of that energy and the memory of the experience stays with us. We remove from the massive cloud of enmeshment that part that belongs to us and we become more whole, with a new understanding of existence.
In order to achieve wholeness and the feeling of having found Home, the individual must retrieve all the soul energy from all dimensions, densities and octaves.
However, in many of the current spiritual teachings, along with our programming, we tend to avoid the pain of the parts of us that reside in the lower realms of trauma. We’d rather stick to those experiences that feel good, even blissful. We do not allow full mergings with as many parts of our soul as possible to integrate and heal within us in our current incarnation. As these parts continue staying in lower realms, then they continue bringing our attention in uncomfortable ways in each incarnation and we are unable to release fully our karmic ties to difficult situations. As consequence, we cannot free ourselves and others from the karmic wheel and we are not able to achieve wholeness and self acceptance of our humanity and our soul.
Sometimes, tapping into higher levels of consciousness not only brings the altered states that are often described by many as “enlightening”. Also, parts of us stuck in lower realms are forced to become integrated. This is not always the case, but at least partially, it is a natural process. Hence, the typical “ascension symptoms” and continuous mental, emotional and physical roller- coasters.
Over time, the more we accept all parts of ourselves, including the ones that make up what people call “ego”, we allow ourselves to experience a smoother transition to a more dignifying life in physical. Our home becomes our inner sanctuary and we attract more loving situations.
The more we retrieve our energies from the massive collective consciousness in higher realms and the more we embrace the difficult parts of us that suffer and need our love and acceptance, the more we can feel and express inner bliss in physical. There is less need to tap into temporary enlightening experiences. Tapping into such temporary bliss in which we feed ourselves with the energies of the collective at that level, only leave us wondering why, after feeling the Oneness, we end up feeling again incomplete, alone and alienated.
It is not always the massive enmeshment with the collective what we seek, even less to subjugate our individuality and personal will to become “egoless”. Instead, our soul as a whole craves our self acceptance as loving authentic balanced individuals. Once we achieve that inner wholeness with all parts of ourselves, in all timelines and spacelines, in all incarnations in the now moment, we become love and bliss itself in a physical body that radiates light by itself. Far from becoming egoless, we evolve into a state of healthy individual egohood, connected by loving threads of light to the hearts of other individuals and Earth itself. We know that we belong everywhere, any time and we feel it from inside.
For many years I interacted in several social networks in which thousands identified themselves as starseeds, lightworkers, indigos, crystals, otherkin etc. The end result for me was devastating more than once, and one that left me with the desire to reprogram my mind and my heart to come out of these misunderstood labels. I also got to know a warmth of heart and love in many of the people that I met along the way. What I felt was not any of these labels or mutual interests, but the truth of the human heart. Everyone is beautiful in their unique way.
Where there is lack of love at home, feelings of loneliness and being misunderstood or not accepted pave the ground for greater problems in life. Mental illness is diagnosed and not treated properly with compassion and empathy, especially self compassion and self love because such notions are missing. Only we as individuals can seek them within ourselves and never fully outside of ourselves. However, we all can reflect back to each other that love which, in essence, we are. The love is there, no matter how much we all agree or disagree about reality as it presents itself to us.
We help each other, and as we learn, we help others by showing the way to them through experience and knowledge. Without the help of counselors, professionals and spiritual guides, the task of realizing the self love within would prove to be more difficult. There is a point in which only we can complete the whole task of looking within for our inner jewels.
Diagnoses of our inner problems are coated with the labels mentioned above, often leading to other series of problems like a different type of violence that often arises in social networks and leaves sometimes deeper scars. On top of that, victimhood creeps in where people feel they are being chased by all sorts of monsters like evil governments or reptiles and demons. Not that these creeps do not exist, for many of us have our own understanding of them as essentially polarized forces of nature. They are elements that show to us where we all as a collective have failed to provide self love where it is lacking. Where there is lack of self love and understanding of ourselves at the deepest level, we attract that which we fear or do not understand, or that which wants to teach us something about existence.
In some cases, newly met connections labeling each other as soulmates, twin flames, past life connections, etc. and love bombing each other only to realize that many times such connections, independently of being past life connections or not, can lead to more repeating patterns of mutual abuse and indifference. What sometimes starts as a loving bubble of apparent spiritual mutual interests, turns into a facade of lack of self love and a real nightmare of narcissistic connections that can turn awry, sooner than the ideal desire for long lasting loving friendships and romantic partnership. Again, such patterns should be addressed with self compassion and inner self discovery. Naturally not all connections fail to meet the needs of our human heart and soul, some are fulfilling, but others bring the opposite.
To make things more complicated, the one who seeks loving connection from people who share apparently similar spiritual interests ends up in a spiral of problems and when seeking for professional counseling, they meet with a series of conditions and distortions. Some of them include the typical argument like: “This is not your soulmate or your twin flame or you have demons and reptiles attached to you” in the inability of those professionals to address the real causes of deep rooted patterns and energies attached. Such energies present a greater picture of nothing more than a reincarnational cycle of lack of love at home. It starts from the behavior of parents and siblings towards children who grow up as adults diagnosed with problems like bipolar disorder, compulsions, Asperger, etc. The rest is just history of a continuum of evolution of species, from survival to often failed attempts to come out fully of survival mode and fear that starts with domestic violence.
In some cases, many of these individuals seek inner guidance and are able to work successfully on their patterns, but most often it is a very lengthy process that takes a lifetime to complete or even more. It is not easy to break free from the unloving environments explored through the soul journey, if a certain maturity and lack of distraction is achieved. In a world of social media and entertainment, perhaps most people are unable to healthily disconnect when required from such distractions that prevent a deep review and the acceptance of inner loneliness and the transformation of such feelings into self love and self respect.
Spiritual people that we might come across in life, directly as acquaintances or friends, or indirectly as teachers or counselors, might not be what they present themselves to be. There are important lessons to learn from everyone and the recognition of our humanity. Many of these people carry just the same issues that, in one way or another, we all carry. Some cases in which lack of values become evident, stem from domestic and collective violence lived since childhood, where there was never a solid basis of love. Such values include honesty, mostly self honesty, self respect, respect for the feelings of others, flexibility, humbleness and loyalty. If parents and other older figures fail to teach to us such values, then we are presented with the opportunity to learn them through the development of empathy and self love.
Would you dare to reflect upon the above notions with enough self honesty to break free from the Neptunian illusions of the New Age of Aquarius?
You dig deeper and feel deeper your pain, your emotions feel more authentic and you feel that you liberate yourself from the chains of the past, the more you feel the hole in your heart and the more you shed heavy tears of loss and despair of a Cosmic journey.
Lifetimes of pain can be healed with a perfect symmetry and efficiency not known in the past when you are able to understand that what truly bothers you is not the chaos that you see in your outer world but the chaos of the seed of despair, betrayal and abandonment that was planted since the moment your own parents and other relatives could not be the perfect parents for you at all times. Maybe they even left you in one way or another since you were a very young innocent child.
The coldness grew in your soul and so you took off with your wings, and flew to unimaginable places seeking a place where you could establish your home. It might have happened that sometimes you found a soulmate, or many soulmates, who offered you a promise of love and a place that you could call Home.
It never happened that you could stay there, either they left you or you had to leave or you simply left the physical, because for one reason or the other you were not meant to stay. You faced battles, because you were offered such promise but the ones who taught you carried the same patterns of conflict within their very own DNA. The conflict of the parents who never loved enough, the brothers or sisters who were never fully there, the friends who left your side when you needed them the most, and the lover who turned a blind eye to you or who you lost to other forces.
You sought prosperity and a dignifying position in society only to find out that your masters and gods and politicians and institutions and bosses betrayed you because they did not reward you with the love that you felt that you deserved and there was no real recognition. You saw them fighting against each other and you learned their ways which mirrored the ways of the conflicts of each single family. Such is the chaos inherent to nature itself for nature is both orderly and chaotic. It changes, it learns and we all change and we all learn but we are all still confused because we forgot what we are looking for.
The fundamental problem for everyone was always the same: what we learn from nature itself, such as the lessons of survival of our ancestors and the fear of uncertainty or that we will never find what we are looking for. What we are lead to believe since we are children and the way we were treated since birth.
One day you feel vast like Cosmos itself, and that you can conquer the world with your love and your talents. You feel that you can change everything and do miracles and the most important quality is your feeling of adequacy and authenticity. Yet other times part of you feel like a Mr. Nobody or a Mrs. Nobody like everyone else, as if you were alienated from this world and not special at all for anyone. Maybe the feeling is not that dramatic but you have your worldly burdens and you feel so lost in the middle of the sea of struggling people who try so hard to find a loving position in such a large home.
So is your journey, as painful as it is for others, go back to the roots of all problems: your birth family, your parents, and then the rest follows. Take back your inner child and your wiser side that you call your Higher Self or your Greater Self and merge them in one heart for this is the true marriage, the true friendship, the true guidance that you most seek.
In meditation and devotion to your cause, seek that inner child that was misunderstood and neglected by the birth families in all timelines and let the Greater You hold that child and merge with your current you. One by own shed the layers of the past and understand why you attract the situations that you attract and the people and beings that you attract in physical and non-physical and connect the root patterns to all your stories.
Along the way you may recite to the world a corollary as such:
Forgive me for I knew not what I was looking for and you could not provide it for me, dear love. It was not your fault, and it was not my fault either, but it is up to me to find the flaw in my perception and my actions, and the rest is up to you.
Forgive me dear ancients for having joined you in your ideals and your promises of finding Home, when it was not you the ones who could provide it for me, and I left your side. It is up to me to recognize that you hold no such power over my destiny but I was not loyal to your beliefs and methods. It is up to you to fix your mistakes and recognize what you yourselves could not find in us and yourselves.
Forgive me Cosmos for despising you when I felt that you did not answer my call and my pledge to be rescued from my pain and my confusion. Please liberate me from your own indifference and spitefulness towards my being.
Forgive me dear Cosmos for not seeing that you provided solutions and your own loving ways and I could not take it with gratitude and a different attitude. It is up to you to see what I had to offer to you and all that love that I provided and that I felt was not taken or valued.
You see the sun rising and wonder what new piece of the puzzle can be found behind your computer monitor, or the screen or your phone. Soon you discover one of your most cherished authors has released a new book, a new channeling, a new video. You add credit to your Amazon account for the next piece of your magnificent vault, or decide to purchase tickets for the new upcoming conference about the wonders of the past, or the promise of a new exciting future.
You look around and marvel at the sight of you collection of spiritual jewels, in your precious library, and feel a sense of accomplishment. Then, as you sit and take a sip of coffee and listen to the whispers of your beloved team of guides, if you opened up to a telepathic connection, or feel the message transpiring through your thought processes. You ask for several suggestions, that point to the next steps in your path.
Without hesitation you check for the latest news through your friends’ profiles and favorite pages. You wonder with a sense of distaste in which way will the decisions of certain groups in power affect your destiny. Perhaps they are developing a new weapon of fearful tools to control you, and such bad feeling is confirmed through the work of the conspiracy theorists you frequently follow.
Within the middle of these routines, little by little you feel that another voice wants to speak to you, in the most delicate and beautiful tone. You cannot hear exactly what this voice has to tell, what new story wishes to enfold in your path. The noises of your routine are so loud, so entertaining, and you just cannot miss what the famous speakers have to say about your collective path during the course of the coming days.
The almost unnoticeable voice comes from a corner, where you cannot see with your eyes any hint of a presence, yet unknown to you. The only resource that you could use to understand such significant presence is nothing more than your mirror. You gaze into your own eyes and if you allow yourself to see long enough, you might notice that your eyes are a portal to this powerful but gentle presence.
It is a part of yourself that for too long you have forgotten. A part of you that in silence has observed and wondered when you will allow it to make itself known to you. What this part of you really wants is a moment of true intimacy with you, in silence. Outside of your routines, and outside of what you cherish and consider valuable, more valuable than your own instinct, your gut feeling, your own opinion, your own sense of worth as a soul, beyond the perceived constraints of your human life.
The looks do not matter that much, unless you know how to interpret through your inner senses in which way this wise part of your soul wishes you to see it. It can take any form, one that you would appreciate for the rest of your existence, one that you do not comprehend, or one that you reject. It might look just like you, or maybe like a version of yourself when you were a child, or an incredibly amazing and powerful future version of yourself. Maybe it wants to let you know that there is a side of you that a long time ago was not human, but something else, and now you look for that form in the outer world of entertainment and distraction.
You cannot hear or see this part of you, because you got too used to listening to the opinion of other spiritual experts, and that might even include your own team of guides, who are not aspects of your soul but you know who, maybe some ascended master, or maybe some elegantly dressed and glowing ET, or maybe just an aspect of a beloved soulmate.
You forget then, that the opinion of your Higher Mind counts, at any given moment, for any circumstance. You hesitate to listen enough though. You forgot that you carry within you an entire Universe of personal experiences, incarnations, lessons, talents, etc. You forgot that you also have a heart, large enough to show to you the way back to itself, to the greatest love that you will find: self-love.
Perhaps, in early stages of your life you were taught that the opinions and feelings of others were more valuable than yours, than your own needs. On top of that, you wonder if home was ever really home, or that if there is a place in this world that you can actually call home. So you seek for answers, and you find many, but you are still unsure if all that has been said so far is what you need. You do not know what is the fate of the collective, and you wait.
You might not even know that some beings need to be released from their roles as teachers and counselors, in order for your own soul embodiment to take place fully. You cannot access all your talents and your wisdom, when you are always listening to others. You think that to listen to your own thoughts, to your own feelings, to feel your own heart, is not enough. Maybe you do not feel that are good enough to become your own guide or your own master, because at some point you were taught such fallacy.
You think that you would need to be a good writer, or a good channeller, or an expert in other areas concerning ESP in order to connect to this part of your soul that awaits in a dark corner, somewhere within you and around you. You might stick to that routine that you are already familiar with, even if your limitations still bring a sense of incompleteness and lack of satisfaction. You say that you need new input, something to take you out of that state, of feeling like not always what you read or hear feels completely right for you. You hear the same stories over and over again, but you do not give yourself the opportunity to feed yourself with a new story, told by your own heart, your own I AM Presence.
There is always this question as to how you can do this for yourself and perhaps for others. Technology has its own ways to hold your hand and to keep your eyes on the screen for long periods of time. You know though, that there is something that feels right about disconnection and communion with yourself. You wonder then, if you will take the next step, and dismiss some old energies for release, so that they can guide others, or become an embodiment of sorts in physical, while you embody your own heart and soul substance, and allow that other group of well-known people to continue telling their ol’same ol stories.
Have you ever had a dream in which you felt like you were the same person as you are in waking life, but with a different personality? Perhaps darker? Perhaps lighter? More carefree? Just different, yet you, somehow?
The world of the subconscious says much about all the roads we have taken over lifetimes. At the core, there is always something that connects all those experiences and aspects of the soul.
Sometimes when people realize they want to start a new path, incorporating certain spiritual notions in their path, they might ask themselves many questions. “Who am I as a soul? What has my journey brought to me so far? Was I something bigger than my current self at some other point in time? Where am I heading to? Why do I feel so uneasy, like I do not fit into the standards of society? Was another place in my journey more significant to me than the current place where I stand?”
Too many questions to ask in such little time and too much confusion. As the Schuman resonance of Earth increases, such inner confusion increases but also a certain clarity about our path. Clarity comes from knowing that we are more than human beings: vast souls that incorporate consciously or subconsciously many aspects. Then, as this process enfolds, we incorporate our experiences and soul mass into our daily lives.
At some point, we think that the whole world is wrong, that we are different from the rest of the people, that we are misunderstood, and that only because others speak about labels, species, realms, other worlds, missions, dark cabals, that then those people understand us.
In my journey, I realized that none of these things were really part of what I was looking for. It was like a maze of scattered pieces that apparently built something greater within the souls of each individual who felt alienated. There was much more than bringing forth apparently unrelated and different aspects coming from a bunch of scattered timelines. There was a set of experiences in my current life that brought forth many aspects of my soul to my consciousness.
Otherkin emblem created by Kaltezar
You are a precious human being with capacities and talents that are not always valued enough. Since we are born, we grow up in environments in which our relatives and other acquaintances teach us about conditions. Conditions that are placed in our psyche, and conditions that then we learn to place within ourselves. Conditions on how we think that we should be, and what kind of society we wish we could build and ultimately conditions on how we should relate to others.
If the core of our discomforts is not understood, then we see the turmoil increasing around us, in our lives, and ultimately within us.
Timelines collapse in the now moment, and with our illusions we accelerate time. It is not time what accelerates but it is our rhythm, our inner imbalances and our daily routines what feeds such illusion. Collectively we are accelerating the notion of time because we try to function in a world that is vibrating at a higher rate, but our modus operandi is dysfunctional.
Integrated aspects within the energetic system and the current incarnated human aspect as the driver of the soul group
As the inner polarization increases, then the polarization of the soul in all timelines become evident, and other broken aspects of our soul come forth faster to demand our attention, and a space in our etheric vessel.
We might perceive these aspects of our soul as a source of positive guidance, of more wholeness when in our current incarnation, we are not capable of conciliating our painful experiences. Other times we might perceive these aspects as being of demonic threat to our existence. Then we think that we are being deceived.
In the end, no matter how these aspects come to us for integration and healing, they are part of ourselves as a whole and some are parts of other people that in the past we interacted with. You might reject your current experiences and say to yourself that you want to become that aspect which now merges in your consciousness and energetic field. You might say that the home of such aspect was your real home. You might even want to physically look like how such aspect looked like when that aspect lived in a physical construct, perhaps eons ago.
St. Christopher – The Chariot
Such is then the current reality lived by thousands of people who became aware of the non-physical presence of aspects of their own soul and of the soul of others. An attempt to explain the world of starseeds, lightworkers, otherkin, therian and spiritually evolved people was described in thousands of sites, books, conferences. However, many of these sources still hold a polarized vision of existence as consequence of the inner polarization of the ones who teach and bring knowledge.
In the best cases, the importance of the material world is addressed and the incorporation of the spiritual nature of the soul is then merged with the material experiences.
It is through the best tools of healing, meditation, psychotherapy, inner guidance, contemplation, that such balance can be achieved and timelines can be closed down for good.
Integration of human and non-human aspects within the auric or energetic system of the currently incarnated human aspect.
One day you might recover a certain memory of a time in which you existed in a place, far away and too different from your current homeland, in a flesh suit too different from what you have known so far. Maybe there is no memory yet to retrieve, but with your extrasensory perception you sense in your etheric or non-physical mass aspects that feel different to the human being you are. The more your extrasensory perception is developed, the more you can see and feel yourself as a different aspect or aspects compared to your physical human self.
On top of that, in increasing numbers, more and more young people claim to be of a different gender in contrast with their biological gender with which they were born, and the polarity that their physical bodies express.
The shadow side of awakening to the soul potential
We live in a society were distractions abound, and most people are not really prepared to guide the younger generations in their awakening to the collapse of their soul in the now moment into multiple aspects coming in for descension. Unlike the concept of ascension handled in new age spiritual literature, the goal of such aspects coming for integration and healing is to achieve soul wholeness through their descension from multiple non-physical planes. If such process is handled properly by the individual, then the entire consciousness can ascend to higher levels without leaving the physical body.
Unfortunately at this time, soul integration is too overwhelming, after the individual has experienced a set of traumatic experiences in their current incarnation since childhood. Then the individual is unable to bring balance and healing to these incoming aspects as the timelines collapse. The incoming aspects are traumatized to a degree, some more than others.
The end result is a collective confusion of personal identity, unable to cope with the daily difficulties in the physical reality. The walk-in phenomenon becomes prominent in those whose current human consciousness is replaced by the consciousness of other aspects.
In the worst cases, the fractured consciousness of the young or older human individual is replaced by a new personality, that is part of an aspect or aspects coming from different lapses existing in time/space (non-physical). When there is little spiritual awareness of why this phenomenon happens, examples like the ones presented in the following article become more evident in our current global society:
On top of that, people who suffer all sorts of conditions that range from OCD, bipolar disorder, and many others, do not receive the proper guidance they need to navigate their healing process and instead come across a hostile world online of people who try to share their common experiences. In their failed attempts they create further lack of trust and deeper wounding. Such difficulties accentuate the incoming aspects that need healing and balance and the confusion of identity.
An individual can lose himself or herself completely to other aspects, with other personalities, with other etherical appearances. True inner balance is not achieved. In the search for an incomplete form of spirituality, which distracts them from learning how to incorporate past lessons from their current incarnation, they seek outside of their inner radar and gut. Then you have wonderful unrealistic stories of what is to come, of who will come, of what will come knocking on their doors. Others tell them they are threatened by dark forces that come to deceive them, without a proper understanding on why these forces present themselves.
Conspiracy theories have brought much understanding of the global problems that we face, but a true spiritual teacher does not instill fear and disempower groups of individuals who seek inner freedom, balance, and the true knowledge of manifestation and empowerment in one’s life.
On top of that, media offers materials such as cartoons, comics and other entertainment sources that are mixed up with the knowledge and discovery of such etheric aspects. These sources of entertainment are particularly harmful for the confused younger generations. The younger confused ones are special targets for these industries.
The importance of inner child work and shadow work
The only way in which the problem of timelines collapsing within the soul can be solved is through proper healing and harmonious growth in life. Without healing, this collapse brings disharmony and confusion. It is necessary to avoid distraction that can misguide us further from grounding and living a dignified life as much as possible and start a deep healing process on a regular basis.
A constant practice like meditation for healing purposes, conscious soul retrieval, hypnosis, professional psychotheraphy in physical or with the help of more evolved aspects or spiritual guides, and other forms of conscious healing can bring balance to all aspects of the soul.
All aspects share in common certain wounds. Most often these wounds involve abandonment, rejection, loneliness and social fears stemming from severe traumas experienced during childhood and other early stages in life. It does not matter in which way they present themselves. The wounds are hidden, but can be brought to the surface. Then, harmonious achievement of unity consciousness of the soul or soul group consciousness is achieved while the currently incarnated aspect closes the gap of unlearned lessons from other lifetimes and permanent healing to ancient wounds.
A lack of a solid love basis within a family can bring tremendous problems throughout life. Such wounds bring forth mental and emotional instability and recurrent physical diseases. Aspects become active within the psyche and can bring further problems in life.
Within each soul exists the potential to express the most fundamental spiritual qualities of the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine, Motherhood and Fatherhood and the true Inner Child. With discipline and proper guidance, such qualities can be developed and expressed and used for the highest good to bring permanent healing to deep scars.
Shadow work involves establishing a deep dialogue with those parts of ourselves that we deny or that we do not understand and see as a threat. We might perceive these aspects as a fierce animal, a shadow person, a dragon, a reptilian, a difficult version of ourselves, a demon, a loving angel, a Pleiadian, an elf, etc.
Over time DNA activation occurs with the positive and balanced integration of aspects of our soul
Over time we can regain our mental, emotional and physical balance and health. The parts of our DNA that have been damaged through our traumatic experiences can become activated and we can reach our highest potential.
By understanding over time why these aspects affect our consciousness and we perceive them in visions, nightmares, and other experiences, we are able to heal them and reincorporate them into our current human lives. We become the drivers of our entire energetic system and we establish a friendly connection with each part of our souls. We do not lose in any way these aspects. On the contrary, they become one with us bringing wholeness and a deeper understanding of existence in physical.
If in physical we are unable to find the help that we truly need, then what we are left with is with our own ability to establish such deep inner and honest dialogue and understand the needs of our soul.
As a world collective, we witness more and more polarization and very few people are truly able to understand how the integration and healing process can be properly done to bring closure to ancient timelines. The younger generations suffer greatly, but hopefully many will be able to overcome their internal chaos and identity confusion.
As more people figure their way out of soul fragmentation and collective distraction and chaos, the more the possibility for balance in the areas mentioned in Part 1 of this article will be brought forward in physical.