Is Earth the embodiment of a single Motherly Goddess? Or more than one soul?

The story of the ancient explorers and the female Logos

Long before the arrival of the Nibiruans, ancient explorers came to Earth to establish their colonies and nations. Some of them resembled hybrids with reptilian and avian traits. Many were the missions of these groups, from mere observers to bringers of structures and institutions and terraforming projects.

Among the ancients who arrived, a young woman was assigned the role of female planetary Logos for the governance and management of Earth. She was well known for her skills in such matters, so the great council knew that their decision was sound. Back then, many of the ancient goddesses were still known as great mothers or Great Mother, with a political and community-based connotation. Goddesses were assigned the roles of being teachers and caretakers of their own communities and for whomever wanted to learn from them and who were assigned to them.

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Gaia was the name of such Great Mother and the new female planetary Logos of Earth. After she fulfilled her role, others followed, and others had already come to implement governance on Earth, such as Lord Jehovah. None of these ancients resembled the modern human template. They were all humanoid, but their appearance was not always as human looking as we might think. Some of them were closer to reptilians, avians, felines, vampires or pan people for the most part.

Originally, Gaia came from a lineage of reptilian-avian hybrids. However, as humanity blended more and more and the genetic combinations gave birth to the current Cosmic human template, in subsequent incarnations, these gods and goddesses participated in important projects in civilizations like Ancient Greece, where Gaia was once again present.

The spiritual and physical nature of Earth

Civilizations were birthed, and then fell apart. Throughout this process, the name of Gaia was replaced for Earth, as a more formal means to label the planetary sphere that would hold one of the greatest biodiversity projects of Cosmos.

When some people mention that Gaia is the soul of Earth, this statement is only partially correct. Gaia does happen to hold a very large mass of etheric soul essence. Her soul travels through the astral realms of Earth and has access to any node through portals. She still has a relevant role in the Cosmic matters on Earth and matters pertaining to Earth itself. One of her ancient functions is to preserve the environmental integrity of Earth and the sound management of resources.

As for the rest of what Earth is made up of as a soul, the planetary sphere holds billions of individual entities. Each one of us as Cosmic human beings are part of the great soul of Earth, and as such has the responsibility to be the caretakers of the planetary sphere. However, we still live in times of oblivion, and a large portion of humanity is unaware of how interconnected life on Earth is, and how every decision affects the whole.

Even within some awakened communities, there is still a degree of unawareness of our power to affect the resources of Earth through our decisions and our vibration. It is mostly through the disharmony in our soul record that we can perpetuate imbalances on Earth, aside from our physical responsibilities. Meanwhile, thousands of awakened souls have been handling the balance of Earth for a long time, and more people are becoming increasingly aware of the current imbalances taking place. When we use our inner resources to connect to the spiritual nature of Earth, we can restore the planetary balance. This process is further explained in the article Harmonizing the collective energies of Earth during times of distress.

During our modern times, the first man to propose openly that Earth is a system of interconnected components and a living entity as a whole was James Lovelock. He formulated the Gaia Hypothesis:

“The Gaia hypothesis (/ˈɡ.ə/, /ˈɡ.ə/, /ˈɡˈʌ/), also known as the Gaia theory or the Gaia principle, proposes that living organisms interact with their inorganic surroundings on Earth to form a synergistic and self-regulating, complex system that helps to maintain and perpetuate the conditions for life on the planet.”

The Gaia Hypothesis was named after Goddess Gaia, the ancient planetary Logos.

Our Cosmic Earth abounds with spiritual beings from different star systems and even galaxies. Many of these beings carry within themselves the ancestral codes of the ancient times when people in physical knew how to work consciously with the elements and do miracles. That capacity has been mostly lost. For such reason, spiritual beings still assist humanity and the planet as a whole with their own power to move the elements from their current residence in the higher planes of Earth. Gaia is one prominent soul, among the vastness of souls who once held in their hands the fate of the planet in physical.

Reference:

Gaia Hypothesis: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gaia_hypothesis

Black holes as mirrors of our shattered heart

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Image taken from: https://tenor.com/view/black-hole-blackhole-yolo-space-gif-10926931

When the first image of the black hole located in Sagittarius A was released, I felt blocked to feel the joy of this accomplishment. Black holes have always fascinated me for several reasons. I am a woman of science, more than anything else, and in science I find my inner peace and my purpose in life.

I would highly recommend the movie “Interstellar” to anyone who is fond of metaphysics and physics. There is much truth in the hypothetical scenarios presented in this beautiful long film. Subconsciously, it always triggered something very deep within my soul and tears would always follow after certain scenes, especially the scene where the main character falls inside a black hole and becomes a teseract.

Today has been a particularly challenging day for my heart. Spiritually, I have found myself in a space of a deep loneliness, that could have been filled by any distraction in the past, like most people do. But I find myself in a space of restrictions, imposed by my own soul, or so it seems.

However, during a moment of meditation, I was forced to see a deep layer of darkness inside my soul, coming from the crude reality of ancestral times in past lives. The moments when the souls of women got shattered at their very worst. Women became what originally they were not.

I felt the presence of Diana Lucifera, mystical forgotten woman, often confused for Diana Artemisa. However, both goddesses are not the same, they are not even aspects of the same soul. Diana, is not Lilith either, in fact, Diana is much wiser and much more ancestral than Lilith. Lilith is a woman I respect and love very much for multiple reasons, but when I contrast her with Diana Lucifera, she is definitely younger in many ways.

However, not many seem to be able to endure her presence, which would explain why she is so forgotten, unlike figures like Lilith, or Isis, or Inanna, or, Hecate or the Marys. In the measure that you would get the highest levels of compassion and wisdom from Diana Lucifera, she would mirror the deepest darkest corners of the soul and of Cosmos itself.

I felt the most destructive side of my soul, in many human and non-human forms and the most raw feelings of abandonment and rejection that a woman can experience. Then, I spoke to Diana and told her that I did not want to feel like this anymore.

She told me that she was there to listen to me and to embrace me with her love. That I would understand her, and see in her chaos the chaos of Cosmos itself. I saw her storm and her storm was also my own storm. She told me to cry out all of my pain and remember her pain. I cried with her heart and with my heart, the pain of ages, of separation, not only from the Divine Masculine, but from ourselves as Divine Women.

Then came to me, once again, the news about the first image of the black hole, and I told her that for some reason I did not like the image of the black hole.

In her own words she said to me that the black hole looks exactly like how our shattered hearts look like. Our heart is like a black hole, the chakra that needs to feed itself with soul energies and love of our own Self, and that the light around it is the light that spins around it. It made sense. As I stared in my mind into the saved image of the black hole, I felt the deep loneliness, and I wept so smoothly and profoundly, and felt my heart like the black hole.

Another thing that stood out to me was the information in the following post:

Event Horizon Black Hole Astrology

“JUPITER the planet of expansion and higher learning is conjunct to the Galactic Center today and turning Retrograde meaning its at its most powerful degree today. Mercury the planet of communications is exactly square to the GC at 27 PISCES. You can’t make this stuff up folks.  The moon is in curious communications sign of GEMINI opposite to Jupiter and the GC and conjunct to JUNO the 8 armed Feminine Form of Genius. They don’t call it the Galactic Center for nothing.

M-87 Chiron the Wounded Healer at 2 ARIES is directly opposite this Super Galactic Center with Asteroid Vesta at 3 degrees. Aries is a new beginning which may indicate further investments into going deeper into the Black Hole or “wound” uncovered in this event.  

LILITH sextiles The Galactic Center and Jupiter  from 27 Aquarius and Jupiter and Lilith both form a Finger of God to the North Node in Cancer. This symbolizes going home to the Mother. “

 

Naturally the part about the “wound” uncovered struck me the most and is consistent with my healing journey accompanied by the spirit of Diana Lucifera, my eternal friend.

I will continue meditating on the nature of black holes, and the new images. It looks scary in a way, because of what it reminds me of. The ancestral need to understand even further our Cosmic evolution and history, with new eyes of compassion, and not with perpetual ideals of separation and conflict.

The Inner And Outer Balance Between Aspects In Our Current Time Of Global Transition…Part 3

Have you ever had a dream in which you felt like you were the same person as you are in waking life, but with a different personality? Perhaps darker? Perhaps lighter? More carefree? Just different, yet you, somehow?

The world of the subconscious says much about all the roads we have taken over lifetimes. At the core, there is always something that connects all those experiences and aspects of the soul.

Sometimes when people realize they want to start a new path, incorporating certain spiritual notions in their path, they might ask themselves many questions. “Who am I as a soul? What has my journey brought to me so far? Was I something bigger than my current self at some other point in time? Where am I heading to? Why do I feel so uneasy, like I do not fit into the standards of society? Was another place in my journey more significant to me than the current place where I stand?”

Too many questions to ask in such little time and too much confusion. As the Schuman resonance of Earth increases, such inner confusion increases but also a certain clarity about our path. Clarity comes from knowing that we are more than human beings: vast souls that incorporate consciously or subconsciously many aspects. Then, as this process enfolds, we incorporate our experiences and soul mass into our daily lives.

At some point, we think that the whole world is wrong, that we are different from the rest of the people, that we are misunderstood, and that only because others speak about labels, species, realms, other worlds, missions, dark cabals, that then those people understand us.

In my journey, I realized that none of these things were really part of what I was looking for. It was like a maze of scattered pieces that apparently built something greater within the souls of each individual who felt alienated. There was much more than bringing forth apparently unrelated and different aspects coming from a bunch of scattered timelines. There was a set of experiences in my current life that brought forth many aspects of my soul to my consciousness.

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Otherkin emblem created by Kaltezar

You are a precious human being with capacities and talents that are not always valued enough. Since we are born, we grow up in environments in which our relatives and other acquaintances teach us about conditions. Conditions that are placed in our psyche, and conditions that then we learn to place within ourselves. Conditions on how we think that we should be, and what kind of society we wish we could build and ultimately conditions on how we should relate to others.

If the core of our discomforts is not understood, then we see the turmoil increasing around us, in our lives, and ultimately within us.

Timelines collapse in the now moment, and with our illusions we accelerate time. It is not time what accelerates but it is our rhythm, our inner imbalances and our daily routines what feeds such illusion. Collectively we are accelerating the notion of time because we try to function in a world that is vibrating at a higher rate, but our modus operandi is dysfunctional.

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As the inner polarization increases, then the polarization of the soul in all timelines become evident, and other broken aspects of our soul come forth faster to demand our attention, and a space in our etheric vessel.

We might perceive these aspects of our soul as a source of positive guidance, of more wholeness when in our current incarnation, we are not capable of conciliating our painful experiences. Other times we might perceive these aspects as being of demonic threat to our existence. Then we think that we are being deceived.

In the end, no matter how these aspects come to us for integration and healing, they are part of ourselves as a whole and some are parts of other people that in the past we interacted with. You might reject your current experiences and say to yourself that you want to become that aspect which now merges in your consciousness and energetic field. You might say that the home of such aspect was your real home. You might even want to physically look like how such aspect looked like when that aspect lived in a physical construct, perhaps eons ago.

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St. Christopher – The Chariot

Such is then the current reality lived by thousands of people who became aware of the non-physical presence of aspects of their own soul and of the soul of others. An attempt to explain the world of starseeds, lightworkers, otherkin, therian and spiritually evolved people was described in thousands of sites, books, conferences. However, many of these sources still hold a polarized vision of existence as consequence of the inner polarization of the ones who teach and bring knowledge.

In the best cases, the importance of the material world is addressed and the incorporation of the spiritual nature of the soul is then merged with the material experiences.

It is through the best tools of healing, meditation, psychotherapy, inner guidance, contemplation, that such balance can be achieved and timelines can be closed down for good.

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Integration of human and non-human aspects within the auric or energetic system of the currently incarnated human aspect.

One day you might recover a certain memory of a time in which you existed in a place, far away and too different from your current homeland, in a flesh suit too different from what you have known so far. Maybe there is no memory yet to retrieve, but with your extrasensory perception you sense in your etheric or non-physical mass aspects that feel different to the human being you are. The more your extrasensory perception is developed, the more you can see and feel yourself as a different aspect or aspects compared to your physical human self.

On top of that, in increasing numbers, more and more young people claim to be of a different gender in contrast with their biological gender with which they were born, and the polarity that their physical bodies express.

The shadow side of awakening to the soul potential

We live in a society were distractions abound, and most people are not really prepared to guide the younger generations in their awakening to the collapse of their soul in the now moment into multiple aspects coming in for descension. Unlike the concept of ascension handled in new age spiritual literature, the goal of such aspects coming for integration and healing is to achieve soul wholeness through their descension from multiple non-physical planes. If such process is handled properly by the individual, then the entire consciousness can ascend to higher levels without leaving the physical body.

Unfortunately at this time, soul integration is too overwhelming, after the individual has experienced a set of traumatic experiences in their current incarnation since childhood. Then the individual is unable to bring balance and healing to these incoming aspects as the timelines collapse. The incoming aspects are traumatized to a degree, some more than others.

The end result is a collective confusion of personal identity, unable to cope with the daily difficulties in the physical reality. The walk-in phenomenon becomes prominent in those whose current human consciousness is replaced by the consciousness of other aspects.

In the worst cases, the fractured consciousness of the young or older human individual is replaced by a new personality, that is part of an aspect or aspects coming from different lapses existing in time/space (non-physical). When there is little spiritual awareness of why this phenomenon happens, examples like the ones presented in the following article become more evident in our current global society:

https://www.vice.com/sv/article/from-dragons-to-foxes-the-otherkin-community-believes-you-can-be-whatever-you-want-to-be

On top of that, people who suffer all sorts of conditions that range from OCD, bipolar disorder, and many others, do not receive the proper guidance they need to navigate their healing process and instead come across a hostile world online of people who try to share their common experiences. In their failed attempts they create further lack of trust and deeper wounding. Such difficulties accentuate the incoming aspects that need healing and balance and the confusion of identity.

An individual can lose himself or herself completely to other aspects, with other personalities, with other etherical appearances. True inner balance is not achieved. In the search for an incomplete form of spirituality, which distracts them from learning how to incorporate past lessons from their current incarnation, they seek outside of their inner radar and gut. Then you have wonderful unrealistic stories of what is to come, of who will come, of what will come knocking on their doors. Others tell them they are threatened by dark forces that come to deceive them, without a proper understanding on why these forces present themselves.

Conspiracy theories have brought much understanding of the global problems that we face, but a true spiritual teacher does not instill fear and disempower groups of individuals who seek inner freedom, balance, and the true knowledge of manifestation and empowerment in one’s life.

On top of that, media offers materials such as cartoons, comics and other entertainment sources that are mixed up with the knowledge and discovery of such etheric aspects. These sources of entertainment are particularly harmful for the confused younger generations. The younger confused ones are special targets for these industries.

The importance of inner child work and shadow work

The only way in which the problem of timelines collapsing within the soul can be solved is through proper healing and harmonious growth in life. Without healing, this collapse brings disharmony and confusion. It is necessary to avoid distraction that can misguide us further from grounding and living a dignified life as much as possible and start a deep healing process on a regular basis.

A constant practice like meditation for healing purposes, conscious soul retrieval, hypnosis, professional psychotheraphy in physical or with the help of more evolved aspects or spiritual guides, and other forms of conscious healing can bring balance to all aspects of the soul.

All aspects share in common certain wounds. Most often these wounds involve abandonment, rejection, loneliness and social fears stemming from severe traumas experienced during childhood and other early stages in life. It does not matter in which way they present themselves. The wounds are hidden, but can be brought to the surface. Then, harmonious achievement of unity consciousness of the soul or soul group consciousness is achieved while the currently incarnated aspect closes the gap of unlearned lessons from other lifetimes and permanent healing to ancient wounds.

A lack of a solid love basis within a family can bring tremendous problems throughout life. Such wounds bring forth mental and emotional instability and recurrent physical diseases. Aspects become active within the psyche and can bring further problems in life.

Within each soul exists the potential to express the most fundamental spiritual qualities of the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine, Motherhood and Fatherhood and the true Inner Child. With discipline and proper guidance, such qualities can be developed and expressed and used for the highest good to bring permanent healing to deep scars.

Shadow work involves establishing a deep dialogue with those parts of ourselves that we deny or that we do not understand and see as a threat. We might perceive these aspects as a fierce animal, a shadow person, a dragon, a reptilian, a difficult version of ourselves, a demon, a loving angel, a Pleiadian,  an elf, etc.

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Over time DNA activation occurs with the positive and balanced integration of aspects of our soul

Over time we can regain our mental, emotional and physical balance and health. The parts of our DNA that have been damaged through our traumatic experiences can become activated and we can reach our highest potential.

By understanding over time why these aspects affect our consciousness and we perceive them in visions, nightmares, and other experiences, we are able to heal them and reincorporate them into our current human lives. We become the drivers of our entire energetic system and we establish a friendly connection with each part of our souls. We do not lose in any way these aspects. On the contrary, they become one with us bringing wholeness and a deeper understanding of existence in physical.

If in physical we are unable to find the help that we truly need, then what we are left with is with our own ability to establish such deep inner and honest dialogue and understand the needs of our soul.

As a world collective, we witness more and more polarization and very few people are truly able to understand how the integration and healing process can be properly done to bring closure to ancient timelines. The younger generations suffer greatly, but hopefully many will be able to overcome their internal chaos and identity confusion.

As more people figure their way out of soul fragmentation and collective distraction and chaos, the more the possibility for balance in the areas mentioned in Part 1 of this article will be brought forward in physical.

Case #13:The curious irony of the Aztec Mother Goddess Tonatzin Cihuacóatl and Mother Mary, Part 1.

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Our existence is often times very ironical. Perhaps among the most ironical discoveries during meditation and while reading a book on the origins of the Virgin of Guadalupe (a representation of Mother Mary in ancient Mexican culture) is her relationship to Aztec Mother Goddess Tonatzin Cihuacóatl.

In summary, some sources of information mention that the image of Virgin of Guadalupe was originally taken from a Muslim image of a woman wearing a sky blue mantle and a pink dress, while later on, the Spanish people who found the image modified it to have the current representation with many golden elements.

Just like how for the Muslim people the image of a crescent moon is very relevant in their culture, the crescent moon is an essential element in the famous image of Virgin of Guadalupe.

When the Spaniards conquered the Aztecs in Mexican lands, they substituted the ancient Aztec Goddess Tonatzin Cihuacóatl for the image of Virgin of Guadalupe who is up to this day venerated. Tonatzin Cihuacóatl was considered to be the Great Mother that nurtured the other gods and the aztecs and she was also a physician with knowledge on medicine. For the Spaniards, all gods were a form of paganism that had to be substituted for catholicism and for the aztecs who loved Tonatzin Cihuacóatl, the image of Virgin of Guadalupe (Mother Mary in a form that was similar to how the aztecs looked physically) was imposed.

Here is the mega irony in this story. In two different meditations I was lead to understand that Tonatzin Cihuacóatl was no other being than Mother Mary herself, in her aztec incarnation. Hence, the positive role of a motherly figure who took care of people. Also, to add up to the whole irony, I saw her as a tan lady wearing an aztec blue mantle with aztec garment. So, the Spaniards wanted to get rid of the Aztec Mother, only to substitute her for another aspect of the same soul with Motherly energy. How is that?

Next time I will elaborate further on the image of Virgin of Guadalupe, its connection to a Muslim mother figure and other similar motherly figures in ancient civilizations in which Mother Mary was incarnated to fulfill such roles.

Have sweet dreams in the womb of Creation.

Case #2: The Dark Mother of the Universe

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Occasionally I have been able to feel this energy, so ancient, as ancient as it can be, ancient like the Universe itself. She makes me cry as her healing energy embraces me, then, I feel how she feels. She is the Dark Mother, made of pure dark energy, not evil, but made of pure ether substance waiting to take shape. A very long time ago she was forgotten, somehow. The thing about Dark Mother is that she is shapeless and too vast, not comparable at all to the image of an ancient goddess, but something of Cosmic nature. She is more than just a phenomenon unexplained by physics. She is the dark energy beyond the magnetism that we know about, but she is magnetic because she embraces all in a way that love becomes so tangible in the heart of beings. It is a darkness that embraces your light body. However, she feels stranded from herself, because she was forgotten and trapped in the realms of dark energy, separated by layers of dark matter, unable to connect to the physical. It is then when she is perceived as evil…because in reality, she cannot come back. But she is coming back to this world:

“My children, my children…I miss my children, I need my children, I want to reunite with all my children.

I was never meant to be perceived only as a controlling force of nature, violent or arrogant. You can feel me now…you can still see me trapped in my cage, when you see your female dark ones. They want to be free as I am here, yet I feel trapped because I am separated from this part of me, through you. When you feel me, I feel you.

Embrace them, my dark ones, for they are also my children, my little mothers, but my children nevertheless. Embrace my dark sons as I embrace them.

Please help me reunite with my beloved children of Light, by opening your hearts to me, your beloved Mother, your Cosmic Mother.

My love for you is beyond measure for I have no measure and my measure is beyond the confinements of time and space and dark matter and matter itself.

I never meant to abandon you and I never wanted to make you feel like I abandoned you my children, my beloved children.

Come to me now, feel my essence and feel that you are always safe in my arms, my arms of love, of Eternal Love.

Feel me everywhere for I am One with your heart.

Call me forth whenever you need me, whenever you need to feel safe and at Home, for I am your Home, always.

With Love from your Dark Mother.”