Oneness and Egohood: The Other Side of the Coin

Broken Egohood

As a child, perhaps you tried to create a drawing to impress your parents. Then, you faced a certain form of neglectfulness. You saw your parents being distracted enough  with all kinds of responsibilities you would not understand as to pay attention to your newly created masterpiece.

A little older you became, and tried to earn the respect of your favorite teacher, only to find out that perhaps you did not excel in math class. Or your classmates not always felt sympathy for you. You began learning your first steps on how to cope with a world that is not always loving, or understanding of the needs of a child. Very likely you grew up telling to yourself that none of those things mattered that much, that you had to be strong and competitive.

As an adult, you stumbled upon the difficult boss who always complains about “something”. That “something” pertained your performance. You knew somehow you were doing your best effort, and it might not have been acknowledged.

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So has been life on Earth for too long. Deep within your subconsciousness you were taught that, in one way or another, you were not good enough for those who surrounded you, and eventually not even for yourself.

Finally, you reached the point in which you embraced the new age spiritual doctrines. What you found in them was that such part of your programming, the part in which you are told that you are not good enough, was reinforced. You were told that your ego is your worst enemy, your bad company, like your guardian devil.

Oh, that damn ego, that gets in your way, that tries to express something that feels negative. So you must encase it, tell it to shut up, to stop getting in the way of your ambitions. You must, at all costs, tell it to stop complaining when you feel discomfort, if someone acts in some way around you, or other situations.

The Road Less Taken

If you shrink your ego, you will reach enlightenment. For enlightenment leads to the feeling of ultimate Oneness. With Oneness, you will never ever feel alone again and you will feel like you found Home in a wave of vast bliss. You will no longer have to deal with a difficult ego, that demands something. Ego is a very bad thing, it is a very evil kid inside of you, or a monster. Or so you were told.

However, if you go very deep within you, and spend time with your ego, you might find that there is a gift that you have not heard too often about in your current spiritual doctrines. The gift is a new understanding of being authentic, of becoming whole within yourself and mostly, something that is rarely taught in the current spiritual movements: self compassion.

Without self compassion, no compassion for others can be born.

We tend to confuse lower levels of empathy for compassion. Refer to the article “Hypersensitivity confused for higher levels of empathy”.

Self compassion is a higher expression of self love. Self love is a journey, a long one that requires the values that we all would love to strive for in our lives to be applied to ourselves with gentleness. Patience is one of them. Think about, for a moment, how many times others were not patient towards you. How many times your own relatives have not been patient towards you.

It is in that lack of patience that the feeling of not being worthy is born. Lack of patience might be seen in the parent, partner, friend or colleague who is always upset or busy, who spends too much time using a technological gadget, or the one who is tired and swamped with homely responsibilities. Other times lack of patience is expressed as aggression.

Egohood as Human Individuality and Oneness as Temporary Relief

It is fundamental to understand that egohood, in a more formal definition, is not the exclusive traits of the individual personality that are perceived as negative, in one way or another. Egohood can be defined to incorporate the capacities and traits that make up the individual personality as a whole, including the ones perceived as positive. You can read wider definitions in the articles: The Concepts and Functions of Egohood and The Consensus Between the Higher Self and the Shadow Self.

First, take the notion on how a soul is born, described briefly in the article Misconceptions of Soulmate/Twin Flame Concepts in the New Age Movements:

The soul is made up of a mix of often unseen particles. These particles include antimatter and dark matter, which can be dissected to see emanations of photons, electrons and protons and other subatomic particles. Dark matter is the gel-like substance that has not yet been imprinted with soul memories because there have been no physical experiences. Antimatter, on the other hand, is the soul substance that has already been imprinted with experiences in physical. When you are born, you carry a piece of soul of previous incarnations and as you experience life in physical, your soul substance grows with imprinted information. Your aura expands. You can even bring from other lifetimes more soul substance already imprinted.

Your creators in physical are your parents or in bizarre cases those who have played with your DNA through genetic manipulation, while you are the creator of your own soul through your own experiences. As such, you are not only your own creator but also you are a whole individual.

You can see then why, not only is egohood of utmost importance to the growth of the human being in the material world, but also for the imprinting of the soul as an individual entity or being without a physical body.

As we grow up, we are taught to fill our minds and our hearts with self judgement. Self judgement comes as the expression of internal negative self talk and feelings of guilt, shame, being inadequate and not being acknowledged for our uniqueness.

The fractured parts of our soul that have left our energetic field during traumatic life situations, and negative imprinting since childhood, create a sense of lack of inner wholeness. Specifically,  lack of feeling of being at home, of being alienated from the rest of society, and not fitting anywhere are the consequences of soul fragmentation.

These traumatic situations are then replicated indefinitely over countless incarnations. At the moment of our passing from this material world to the non-material realities, the larger portion of our souls travel through multiple densities. Finally, a large portion of it reaches the highest lightest density in which the totality of the energy of the collective of Earth (and the collective of other spaces in Cosmos) resides in a completely enmeshed form.

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In this enmeshed form there is absolutely no sense of individual identity. All the soul particles vibrate at a very high frequency were only states of bliss or peace are perceived. In the highest state of peace there is a complete sense of nothingness.

Meanwhile, in the lower realms or lower octaves of non-phisical densities, the soul fragments of each individual soul reside. These are the layers that people perceive as the levels of hell or suffering.

These parts of the individual soul remain stuck indefinitely in these realms of trauma, unless these parts manage to ascend to the protective higher realms. In these states of consciousness the imprints of trauma become inactive and only feelings of wellness in any form are perceived. Then, if these same fragmented parts, for any reason, lower their frequency, the imprints of trauma reactivate.

During our interaction with physical reality, we can tap into the knowledge and state of consciousness of our non-incarnated aspects and fragments. In meditation, we become aware of the highest most merged levels of consciousness that people have often described as “enlightenment”. We retrieve some of that energy and the memory of the experience stays with us. We remove from the massive cloud of enmeshment that part that belongs to us and we become more whole, with a new understanding of existence.

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In order to achieve wholeness and the feeling of having found Home, the individual must retrieve all the soul energy from all dimensions, densities and octaves.

However, in many of the current spiritual teachings, along with our programming, we tend to avoid the pain of the parts of us that reside in the lower realms of trauma. We’d rather stick to those experiences that feel good, even blissful. We do not allow full mergings with as many parts of our soul as possible to integrate and heal within us in our current incarnation. As these parts continue staying in lower realms, then they continue bringing our attention in uncomfortable ways in each incarnation and we are unable to release fully our karmic ties to difficult situations. As consequence, we cannot free ourselves and others from the karmic wheel and we are not able to achieve wholeness and self acceptance of our humanity and our soul.

Sometimes, tapping into higher levels of consciousness not only brings the altered states that are often described by many as “enlightening”. Also, parts of us stuck in lower realms are forced to become integrated. This is not always the case, but at least partially, it is a natural process. Hence, the typical “ascension symptoms” and continuous mental, emotional and physical roller- coasters.

Over time, the more we accept all parts of ourselves, including the ones that make up what people call “ego”, we allow ourselves to experience a smoother transition to a more dignifying life in physical. Our home becomes our inner sanctuary and we attract more loving situations.

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The more we retrieve our energies from the massive collective consciousness in higher realms and the more we embrace the difficult parts of us that suffer and need our love and acceptance, the more we can feel and express inner bliss in physical. There is less need to tap into temporary enlightening experiences. Tapping into such temporary bliss in which we feed ourselves with the energies of the collective at that level, only leave us wondering why, after feeling the Oneness, we end up feeling again incomplete, alone and alienated.

It is not always the massive enmeshment with the collective what we seek, even less to subjugate our individuality and personal will to become “egoless”. Instead, our soul as a whole craves our self acceptance as loving authentic balanced individuals. Once we achieve that inner wholeness with all parts of ourselves, in all timelines and spacelines, in all incarnations in the now moment, we become love and bliss itself in a physical body that radiates light by itself. Far from becoming egoless, we evolve into a state of healthy individual egohood, connected by loving threads of light to the hearts of other individuals and Earth itself. We know that we belong everywhere, any time and we feel it from inside.

Awakened Generations: Inner Balance and Self Love First.

The need for a global shift in consciousness

Around the time the harmonic convergence in 1987 took place, the seeds for an internal revolution where planted within the consciousness of thousands in nearly every country. An increasing interest in the adoption of spiritual practices, belief systems and concerns regarding the elements that defined the status quo are part of the essentials of this global movement.

A series of psychological, spiritual and practical traits have been used to define adults and children as indigos, crystals, millennials and to a lesser extent other similar categories. However, many of these traits can vary, turning these labels into positive and negative stigmas that might be coating a series of problems. These problems are not always addressed properly. As such, they are not treated with the adequate tools for the achievement of a fulfilling balanced life that can contribute to the greater good of society.

As a consequence of a global shift in consciousness, individuals in increasing numbers have been rethinking the values and belief systems that have shaped our civilization so far. Since the beginning of the Industrial Revolution, followed by the Green Revolution and the current Technological and Spiritual Revolutions, we have been facing a series of environmental, political, economical and social problems. There is a collective effort to bring forth the necessary tools to counteract them (without coming yet to permanent solutions).

The general definitions of indigos and crystals share in common the notion that these people are, to some extent, gifted and revolutionary. They question norms and the ways our global institutions function, bringing changes by providing alternatives to those practices that are harmful for the environment, and for society as a whole. They lean towards the adoption of spiritual values and practices like meditation, the awareness of energetic interconnectedness between all, alternative healing methods that replace the use of pharmaceutics, the emphasis on our relationship to nature and the importance of sharing knowledge using technological means. Bringing practical solutions is another common trait, if they manage to overcome many of their personal challenges.

Underlying problems of the revolutionary generations

The shadow side of these labels or categorizations is that certain conditions or traits, like being overly sensitive to the presence of other individuals or being an introvert might stem from certain imbalances that can be overcome if certain measures are applied.

If certain patterns are imprinted in a child by their parents and other relatives, then as the child grows up and develops as an adult, these patterns can create a negative impact throughout life. Additionally, children often face challenges in school, like bullying or having unique needs during their learning processes that are not always met. Factors like physical, emotional and even sexual abuse can create traumas that result in mild or severe form of detachment and lack of confidence.

The patterns that we carry from our ancestors as imprints in our DNA and the energies in the environment that we absorb from individual and collective traumas can create blocks in our electromagnetic field and energetic bodies. As we become more conscious of these patterns of fear and survival, we become more intolerant to any form of abuse. The abuse can be present at home or in the way our regional and global institutions operate.

As a consequence of this form of increasing awareness, more people become identified with terms such as indigos, crystals, millennials, rainbows, starseeds, lightworkers and blue rays as how they are defined by many. Our challenge is to find daily practices that can assist us in balancing our personal needs with the needs of society. We cannot be of assistance to this world if we cannot cope with our internal imbalances and healing needs.

Being talented in several disciplines, holding on to a spectrum of psychic abilities or being sensitive to our environmental conditions does not make us special, even less victimized by our surroundings. We are all unique as individuals and what really matters is to understand that we all have more in common than we might think or feel. Our uniqueness is something that we must value and acknowledge first. Once we find self love then we can be authentic in showing what we have to offer to our world.

Certain colors like soft blue and indigo represent specific vibrations in the spectrum of visible light. They are associated with the awareness of our spirituality and the expansion of our higher mind. If we operate from a space of imbalance, then our human and soul traumas interfere and we become ungrounded, unhappy in the world we live, feeling like we do not belong here or that we cannot cope with our physical reality. We need to ground ourselves and deal with all our suppressed emotions. It is as if literally we were lacking the presence of the other colors.

Striving for inner and outer balance

By finding genuine time for ourselves each day, through a meditation or healing practice, we can get in touch with our deepest emotions. Going outside and feeling our feet connected to this Earth and opening up to an inner dialogue without distraction can facilitate this process. Disconnecting ourselves during the day from the excessive use of technology can assist us even further as we discover more what our inner world is made up of.

Holding our inner child in a space of love and safety and understanding with compassion what we perceive as flaws in us can help increase our perception of self value and self love. Instead of judging ourselves, or what others call the ego, we can embrace and comprehend these aspects of our psyche and start to perceive the world differently.

We become less reactive and more proactive. The energies and material reality that we deal with each day no longer affect us or overwhelm us and a higher form of empathy based on compassion and mutual understanding is born within us. We achieve the much needed balance within us and live in harmony as unique individuals in a world of diversity where we all share much in common, and from that common ground we can share authentic love.

The Unknown Forest Sage vs the Shiny Elders

Highest levels of physical and spiritual authority are not necessarily a synonym of the highest levels of wisdom and compassion that can be manifested and expressed by the means of guidance.

It is precisely in the lack of the highest values expressed physically that throughout history we as a collective have witnessed disastrous results in the hands of those who guide and govern. It is a normal part of life and evolution to expect lack of perfection. Simply, no one is perfect and everyone learns by experience. Even those who have taken in their hands the selfless mission of guiding humanity have sometimes failed to express the highest will for themselves and the collective. By highest will in this case I refer to the most harmonious application of values in the form of guidance and governance.

When it comes to spirituality, politics and education, humanity has relied on public figures and those who they are directly connected to in the form of relatives, friends colleagues, and other contacts. The public nature of the leaders comes from a predetermined chosen role by the means of spiritual contracts prior to incarnation in many cases. In physical, this is manifested as a sometimes vague or illusory form of democracy, by nepotism, or in the best of cases by the means of climbing the ladders of power in any area through much hard work, creativity and a great deal of help from others.

If we rely on spiritual forces to guide us, it is not uncommon to come across certain beings that over eons have gained a considerable reputation. They do happen to bring guidance of the highest levels and genuine suggestions. However, not even these teachers can be perfect in their individual personas, because just like everyone else, it is through their own soul journey and life experiences in physical that they have amassed a great amount of knowledge.

The whole point is that if everything had been perfect, people would not have the need to constantly repeat certain lessons throughout their personal reincarnation cycles. As such, not necessarily all the beings that provide spiritual guidance in other realms have the most perfect suggestions for us in the given moment, even if they are well known for their knowledge and selfless work. Part of their role includes to test our ability to discern, and to make the best choices for ourselves. The way beings speak to us also depends on the need to heal previous interactions in physical, their own level of fragmentation (soul fragments as opposed to their more integrated forms residing in different densities).

If relationships with other people in physical and the circumstances we face can be difficult, sometimes the biases we come across in relationship to other people who hold or have hold key positions in society can cloud our capacity to discern what we see and what we receive.  If relationships can bring heart wrenching experiences that make us learn invaluable lessons, it might be more complicated to learn a deep personal lesson with an elder of sorts in physical. Especially if you hold a certain remembrance of this connection that has left you wondering what your self value is, if this figure carries the stigma of being known to carry wisdom of ages.

While dealing with a confusing personal situation with an elder with whom I signed some personal karmic contracts, I was given some clarity as to how to heal the karmic imprints and understand the lessons.

A beautiful old sweet man came to me in spirit form during meditation. I was sequestered in my vision into a breathtaking forest where this old man with ragged grey clothes inhabited. With such a tender tone he gave to me one of the most beautiful pieces of guidance and recommendations that I have heard from a spirit being. He showed to me a vision of a mortar where he crushed leaves, roots and spices for different purposes. He was so humble but wise. He said to me that when the presence of a known elder comes in order to heal a karmic contract, to put myself fully through the perspective of the emotional body without filters of my past incarnation in relationship to this being.

After doing this, the feelings guided me to understand the lesson, but it is not always easy to unlock the wounds. One tip to do this is to ask the past life about the feelings behind this karmic contract and imprint. The rest will come naturally.

The elder shared the importance to connect to the wisdom of nature, especially trees and to understand plants, in order to ground all the confusion and bring to the now a moment of peace for the past lives that feel overwhelmed with confusion.

The elder shared that sometimes we might think to ourselves too much about the relevance of other guides that show up in our lives and our relationship to them but what really matters during a moment of deep healing is our relationship to ourselves. Our relationship to our own past and the feelings that come with the integration or merging of timelines. Sometimes we might see some forms of guidance as the best because of the beings who offer the assistance. However, the old sage had such a brilliant mind and heart and said that no one would recognize him as such, but his job was to offer something very simple to anyone he contacted and then with joy he would let go the travelers that he ran into.

The nature of this old sage was purely selfless and never expected any form of recognition or for his name to be known. What was most impressive was the feeling of peace that I felt emanating from him.

 

 

 

Highest levels of empathy confused for hypersensitivity

How many people in this world identify themselves as empaths? In one way or another every single individual holds the capacity to be an empath, independently of their set of beliefs, soul age, the way in which they exert their spirituality, or in which way they are connected to the material reality.

Throughout the course of our life and from the perspective of soul growth (lifetimes), it is unavoidable to go through the process of soul fragmentation as a result of traumatic experiences. As children, we are energetically, mentally and emotionally like a sponge that absorbs knowledge in the form of experiences. Our early experiences determine in much how we assimilate our lessons as adults. A child that develops within the womb of the mother already begins to absorb the vibrations of the immediate environment in which the mother lives.

From the day we are born, we start receiving input and developing imprints in all the layers of our being, including the subtly traumatic ones and the life crushing ones. Depending on our capacity as human beings and souls to understand our environment and the experiences that enfold in our lives, is our capacity to heal and apply values and knowledge to the rest of our journey in physical.

Like a chain reaction, what we carry within our DNA as imprints of trauma and the health of our electromagnetic field or aura affects our lives. The DNA imprints come from our ancestry, from the early stages of evolution as any form of consciousness to the currently evolved human being. Our ancestry not only includes what our forefathers learned but also what we as individuals learned from lifetime to lifetime.

Imagine then for a moment, the nature of our aura and the structure, not only of our DNA in itself but our brain and capacity to react to our environmental conditions, which not only includes our relationship to nature in the form of ecosystems but also to every human being with interact with.

Our capacity to absorb information in the form of experiences and the energy from our surroundings is not fully blocked. Just like how when we were children, open to everything around us, as adults we still hold that capacity, to a level. However, when we become traumatized, our own fragmented energy or soul shards that have left our energetic bodies act like shields when we come across any form of input that is perceived as threatening. We learn not to trust in everything we see or hear or touch or in anyone who we interact with, thus blocking ourselves from the possibility of reliving a traumatic experience. We learn to defend ourselves. This process of learning from experiences is innate of every conscious being.

When we have suffered a great deal of traumatic experiences our auric system and energetic body looks fragmented and stained by the energetic soul fragments of other human beings and other life forms. Hence the horror stories about people carrying negative entities, demons and non-human life forms.

Through the gaps of our energetic bodies, other energetic forms that do not belong to our soul easily become attached to our being, bringing a wide range of discomforts, from physical diseases, to emotional and mental ailments. You are literally not whole within yourself and the energetic DNA imprints of other lifeforms create defective patches in your DNA sequence in physical. Those DNA imprints are literally made up of photons and other minute particles that carry the information of those lifeforms to which they belong.

As a traumatized human being and soul you become hypersensitive to your environmental conditions, sometimes to the point of incapacitating you to feel your own energy. You cannot feel as a realized human being with a well defined sense of identity. You merge too much with your surroundings and literally feel everything that attaches to your being and you are unable to protect yourself from all that energetic mess. Interacting with others can be so painful because you feel the emotions of others exponentially and sometimes you do not even know why you are feeling what you feel.

This is not the highest level of empathy that a human being can attain but instead a confusing form of empathy that stems from your own soul fragmentation and the gaps in your energetic system that has lost its capacity to protect itself. Protection is something that comes more naturally when you know how to establish healthy boundaries and create a self feeding energetic system based on your own wholeness and capacity to nurture yourself. You learn how to expel that which does not belong to you. As a whole being you do not need as much energy from other sources outside of yourself and you know well when to give your energy to others.

I have read many accounts from people in which they say they feel the pain of others without knowing the exact reasons. When the reasons are not understood, we must take into account that, under the premise of a fragmented energetic body and aura, these factors are important to understand:

  • The person who does not feel whole might consciously or unconsciously absorb the energies of other people through direct or indirect contact.
  • The energies become automatically attached when there is lack of self love (self feeding energetic system and healthy aura).
  • Through lifetimes of conflicting interactions the person has absorbed the energy of the other (karmic experiences), especially when the one experiencing the pain of another was the one to inflict the pain but does not understand in the present moment the reasons.
  • Attracting physical and non-physical (conscious beings or fragmented energies) relationships that reflect the repeating patterns based on trauma until the person has healed and no longer attracts such relationships that trigger the reliving or the original trauma.

In these cases a very limited form of empathy exists that is mostly based on being sensitive to the energies of others.

When our levels of awareness increase and we start healing traumas and gaining knowledge, more refined forms of empathy begin to enfold. We start understanding in a more genuine way the feelings of others, their suffering and the end result is mutual understanding.

We understand why we can relate to the feelings of others, why others feel the way they feel and in which ways we attract the situations, people and energies that become attached to us. We understand fully our own pain and our reactions to our environmental circumstances and we start understanding the equal reactions and situations of others. We start to relate in a conscious way to others.

Before attaining mutual understanding and genuine empathy first we must seek self love and self compassion. Without the emergence of self compassion, genuine compassion for others cannot exist.

When we are blinded by our own pain and we absorb the pain of other conscious beings, there is no place for logic and intuition and no capacity to create healthy boundaries based on self respect and the innate ability to nurture ourselves without being selfish. Selfishness arises when we are unable to meet the fundamental needs of our inner child and adult persona.

Once we achieve a high level of integrity and dignity in our lives it becomes easier to develop the highest levels of empathy based on the understanding of the needs of individuals and society as a whole. We become less attached to the negative outcomes that we witness. We can relate to the suffering of others, having learned from our own suffering and having healed our own soul record of traumas. We no longer need to absorb the suffering of others or suffer excessively when we witness the brokenness of human life. We become less reactive and more proactive and act out of love. We are motivated to help selflessly but we respect the path of those who are still learning. We learn to balance wisdom with compassion and know when to act and when not to act. We know what to accept in our lives and what not to accept. We know how to protect ourselves and become our own source of light and nourishment.

 

Spirituality is Not Synonym of Applied Values or Morals

For many years I interacted in several social networks in which thousands identified themselves as starseeds, lightworkers, indigos, crystals, otherkin etc. The end result for me was devastating more than once, and one that left me with the desire to reprogram my mind and my heart to come out of these misunderstood labels. I also got to know a warmth of heart and love in many of the people that I met along the way. What I felt was not any of these labels or mutual interests, but the truth of the human heart. Everyone is beautiful in their unique way.

Where there is lack of love at home, feelings of loneliness and being misunderstood or not accepted pave the ground for greater problems in life. Mental illness is diagnosed and not treated properly with compassion and empathy, especially self compassion and self love because such notions are missing. Only we as individuals can seek them within ourselves and never fully outside of ourselves. However, we all can reflect back to each other that love which, in essence, we are. The love is there, no matter how much we all agree or disagree about reality as it presents itself to us.

We help each other, and as we learn, we help others by showing the way to them through experience and knowledge. Without the help of counselors, professionals and spiritual guides, the task of realizing the self love within would prove to be more difficult. There is a point in which only we can complete the whole task of looking within for our inner jewels.

Diagnoses of our inner problems are coated with the labels mentioned above, often leading to other series of problems like a different type of violence that often arises in social networks and leaves sometimes deeper scars. On top of that, victimhood creeps in where people feel they are being chased by all sorts of monsters like evil governments or reptiles and demons. Not that these creeps do not exist, for many of us have our own understanding of them as essentially polarized forces of nature. They are elements that show to us where we all as a collective have failed to provide self love where it is lacking. Where there is lack of self love and understanding of ourselves at the deepest level, we attract that which we fear or do not understand, or that which wants to teach us something about existence.

In some cases, newly met connections labeling each other as soulmates, twin flames, past life connections, etc. and love bombing each other only to realize that many times such connections, independently of being past life connections or not, can lead to more repeating patterns of mutual abuse and indifference. What sometimes starts as a loving bubble of apparent spiritual mutual interests, turns into a facade of lack of self love and a real nightmare of narcissistic connections that can turn awry, sooner than the ideal desire for long lasting loving friendships and romantic partnership. Again, such patterns should be addressed with self compassion and inner self discovery. Naturally not all connections fail to meet the needs of our human heart and soul, some are fulfilling, but others bring the opposite.

To make things more complicated, the one who seeks loving connection from people who share apparently similar spiritual interests ends up in a spiral of problems and when seeking for professional counseling, they meet with a series of conditions and distortions. Some of them include the typical argument like: “This is not your soulmate or your twin flame or you have demons and reptiles attached to you” in the inability of those professionals to address the real causes of deep rooted patterns and energies attached. Such energies present a greater picture of nothing more than a reincarnational cycle of lack of love at home. It starts from the behavior of parents and siblings towards children who grow up as adults diagnosed with problems like bipolar disorder, compulsions, Asperger, etc. The rest is just history of a continuum of evolution of species, from survival to often failed attempts to come out fully of survival mode and fear that starts with domestic violence.

In some cases, many of these individuals seek inner guidance and are able to work successfully on their patterns, but most often it is a very lengthy process that takes a lifetime to complete or even more. It is not easy to break free from the unloving environments explored through the soul journey, if a certain maturity and lack of distraction is achieved. In a world of social media and entertainment, perhaps most people are unable to healthily disconnect when required from such distractions that prevent a deep review and the acceptance of inner loneliness and the transformation of such feelings into self love and self respect.

Spiritual people that we might come across in life, directly as acquaintances or friends, or indirectly as teachers or counselors, might not be what they present themselves to be. There are important lessons to learn from everyone and the recognition of our humanity. Many of these people carry just the same issues that, in one way or another, we all carry. Some cases in which lack of values become evident, stem from domestic and collective violence lived since childhood, where there was never a solid basis of love. Such values include honesty, mostly self honesty, self respect, respect for the feelings of others, flexibility, humbleness and loyalty. If parents and other older figures fail to teach to us such values, then we are presented with the opportunity to learn them through the development of empathy and self love.

Would you dare to reflect upon the above notions with enough self honesty to break free from the Neptunian illusions of the New Age of Aquarius?

 

Deep Soul Retrieval II

You dig deeper and feel deeper your pain, your emotions feel more authentic and you feel that you liberate yourself from the chains of the past, the more you feel the hole in your heart and the more you shed heavy tears of loss and despair of a Cosmic journey.

Lifetimes of pain can be healed with a perfect symmetry and efficiency not known in the past when you are able to understand that what truly bothers you is not the chaos that you see in your outer world but the chaos of the seed of despair, betrayal and abandonment that was planted since the moment your own parents and other relatives could not be the perfect parents for you at all times. Maybe they even left you in one way or another since you were a very young innocent child.

The coldness grew in your soul and so you took off with your wings, and flew to unimaginable places seeking a place where you could establish your home. It might have happened that sometimes you found a soulmate, or many soulmates, who offered you a promise of love and a place that you could call Home.

It never happened that you could stay there, either they left you or you had to leave or you simply left the physical, because for one reason or the other you were not meant to stay. You faced battles, because you were offered such promise but the ones who taught you carried the same patterns of conflict within their very own DNA. The conflict of the parents who never loved enough, the brothers or sisters who were never fully there, the friends who left your side when you needed them the most, and the lover who turned a blind eye to you or who you lost to other forces.

You sought prosperity and a dignifying position in society only to find out that your masters and gods and politicians and institutions and bosses betrayed you because they did not reward you with the love that you felt that you deserved and there was no real recognition. You saw them fighting against each other and you learned their ways which mirrored the ways of the conflicts of each single family. Such is the chaos inherent to nature itself for nature is both orderly and chaotic. It changes, it learns and we all change and we all learn but we are all still confused because we forgot what we are looking for.

The fundamental problem for everyone was always the same: what we learn from nature itself, such as the lessons of survival of our ancestors and the fear of uncertainty or that we will never find what we are looking for. What we are lead to believe since we are children and the way we were treated since birth.

One day you feel vast like Cosmos itself, and that you can conquer the world with your love and your talents. You feel that you can change everything and do miracles and the most important quality is your feeling of adequacy and authenticity. Yet other times part of you feel like a Mr. Nobody or a Mrs. Nobody like everyone else, as if you were alienated from this world and not special at all for anyone. Maybe the feeling is not that dramatic but you have your worldly burdens and you feel so lost in the middle of the sea of struggling people who try so hard to find a loving position in such a large home.

So is your journey, as painful as it is for others, go back to the roots of all problems: your birth family, your parents, and then the rest follows. Take back your inner child and your wiser side that you call your Higher Self or your Greater Self and merge them in one heart for this is the true marriage, the true friendship, the true guidance that you most seek.

In meditation and devotion to your cause, seek that inner child that was misunderstood and neglected by the birth families in all timelines and let the Greater You hold that child and merge with your current you. One by own shed the layers of the past and understand why you attract the situations that you attract and the people and beings that you attract in physical and non-physical and connect the root patterns to all your stories.

Along the way you may recite to the world a corollary as such:

Forgive me for I knew not what I was looking for and you could not provide it for me, dear love. It was not your fault, and it was not my fault either, but it is up to me to find the flaw in my perception and my actions, and the rest is up to you.

Forgive me dear ancients for having joined you in your ideals and your promises of finding Home, when it was not you the ones who could provide it for me, and I left your side. It is up to me to recognize that you hold no such power over my destiny but I was not loyal to your beliefs and methods. It is up to you to fix your mistakes and recognize what you yourselves could not find in us and yourselves.

Forgive me Cosmos for despising you when I felt that you did not answer my call and my pledge to be rescued from my pain and my confusion. Please liberate me from your own indifference and spitefulness towards my being.

Forgive me dear Cosmos for not seeing that you provided solutions and your own loving ways and I could not take it with gratitude and a different attitude. It is up to you to see what I had to offer to you and all that love that I provided and that I felt was not taken or valued.

 

Deep Soul Retrieval I

When we think to ourselves that we have done enough healing work over the years, we find ourselves wrestling in a dose of discomfort once a trigger presents itself to us. We might have recovered certain troubling memories of our past that we had long forgotten and we know we did our job precisely because we remember now.

However, we notice that the more we remember that scene, the more we feel it as we progress in our journey towards wholeness. If we vaguely remember those disturbing moments, of our childhood, of our youth, and we haven’t had access to the feelings, then we might have missed something.

During a healing session, or a moment of meditation, pondering about those painful lapses in our life, we might be able to incorporate them where once there was a hole in our soul. We know that something happened back then, yet we forgot. We retrieve the soul fragment, place it there, where it should be, and now we have access to the memory.

What we might have missed all this time is the fact that once we retrieve a shattered piece of our soul, we need to bring down the energy to all the layers of our multidimensional self and multidensity self until it reaches the physical level within our DNA. What often happens during a soul retrieval session is that, in order to protect our mental, emotional and physical integrity, a traumatic experience might be retrieved and stored only on certain layers of our being. There is a sense of more wholeness, but there is still something missing, because we know the trauma is still there. The trauma becomes activated once something triggers it and it might even bring sickness at many levels.

It is not until we manage to complete the healing process of the traumatic events that we no longer feel triggered during certain situations or by certain individuals in a negative way that brings back to our awareness that same feeling that we felt during the traumatic event.

Usually, a trauma that is retrieved must be healed in stages, in such a way that we can handle the pain at all levels. This is especially true when we are talking about the most traumatic events during our earlier stages of human development that shape our beliefs, our attitudes and the ways in which we relate to others and to our environment.

Scars of abandonment, rejection, neglectfulness are not easy to heal when we gather a record of repeating situations that mirror the original wounds that have long been forgotten and hidden within a deep corner of our subconsciousness, outside of our auric range. It touches us, subtly, yet painfully, in the form of some monstrous dark entity that chases us, and reminds us how much this part of us needs our love and our welcoming embrace.

It is this energy, that once it is retrieved, might not be reflected in the deep healing that we long to feel, that can take us away from the cycle of suffering. We might have asked a skilled healer to help us with a touch of magic and expertise, only to find out that the problem persists.

It is then when you must ask yourself how much have you worked on this wound, how many angles and perspectives you tried, in order to bring it to full closure. Perhaps as much effort as you placed on healing this apparently eternal wound, you just have not been able to bring it down, to the level of your physical DNA, after moving down through the gates of the mental and emotional realms. Otherwise, you keep it there, stirred just above you, at a level you thought would bring wholeness to you, but it is still not placed where it should.

With some special exercises you can finish the work that you or someone else started for you during your retrieval process.  Some visualizations and conscious work with a tool like a crystal can assist you. Mostly, your persistence, your patience and determination will be your greatest tools to help you close those painful gaps within your etheric and physical template, activating all your potential for wholeness and joy.

Once you manage to come out of an oppressive situation, work on your patterns consciously to release their blueprints from all your layers.

If you are able to see the different layers of your etheric and auric system, then you might be able to see that there are small and large parts of your greater Cosmic soul stuck like shards outside and inside your system.

Imagine that each soul piece or shard carries pieces of traumatic moments that are being played over and over again as you walk through the labyrinths of life. You might have brought through a healing session or as a natural occurrence of transformation these soul pieces from some other space and time outside of your reach.

Visualize these soul pieces above your physical body and feel how they come back to you, down through all your layers and down to your physical body at DNA level. Do this for every part of your body, especially where disease or discomfort is present.

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You can intend to do a clearing of all your layers by visualizing the seven main basic layers of your etheric system connected to each chakra, along with the layers above these seven basic layers. Scan each layer and bring down the energies of traumas through each layer until you reach your physical layer.

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Intend to do this form of soul retrieval each day for at least 15 minutes and you will notice that you might start processing more repressed emotions and feeling clear from feelings of heaviness and blocks.

It is of utmost importance to do healing work with your inner child by allowing him/her to come back to your arms and your heart by giving to this part of yourself space, time and your protection. Play with him/her, let him/her know how much you care about him/her even if others close to you were not able to give to you all the love that you needed and that you deserved as a child. Work with your inner child and bring this part of you deeper into your soul and your heart with love and dedication.

By doing these daily exercises you will blend your currently incarnated aspect with your integrated aspects from other timelines and activate your capacities to heal yourself, feel your wholeness and to remove yourself from difficult situations with more ease, as new opportunities open up and you close the door to the pains of the past.

Harmonizing the collective energies of Earth during times of distress

A very long time ago, before we reached the point in the collective evolution of Cosmos where we stand, we were born of the basic elements, both in physical form and in spiritual form. For each experience, exploring the most basic levels of awareness in physical form, a new record in the realms of dark matter (ethers) was imprinted and permanently stored.

Over time, as the basic elements reached the complexity that gave birth to the first conscious beings, the first elemental beings emerged in spiritual form. Many of these elementals stayed in the spiritual realms, assisting in the creation of new worlds and shaping the already existing ones in harmonious and disharmonious ways.

Civilizations flourished and beings reached the capacity to understand their connection to each other, to nature itself in physical and to their elemental ancestors. Many of these elemental beings were soul aspects of each individual that lived within these complex communities.

During times when the levels of consciousness of people fell and imbalanced dependence on technological advancement became the norm, the conscious connection to nature and the elements was forgotten.

To make things more complicated, people forgot to spend time in solitude with their inner universe, their aspects, nature, their inner child, their own heart. Social and cultural standards, the pursuit of hedonistic values, along with all kinds of technological distractions, contributed to the suppression of a conscious connection to the emotional bodies of the currently incarnated aspect and the needs of other aspects that require integration and healing, coming from other timelines and realms.

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We all stand now, collectively, at this point of colossal global change, in front of a polarized world that needs to shift in harmony. Groups of awakening souls pledged allegiance to a sacred vow to shift together. What sometimes many of these awakening seeds forget is that shift needs to come individually first.

There is a natural order in Creation, and part of that order is the fractalized reality that exists both physically and spiritually. In order to exert an influence in the collective, there is a need to create an inner shift, individually.

When enough attention is placed on personal healing and integration, the changes in the auric field of each being contributes to the harmonization of the immediate surroundings and the global energetic grids and physical electromagnetic fields of Earth. The reason why inner change has great impact over the collective is because the polarity of each being is reduced, stabilized and harmonized and the discordant energies of each being that float in the collective fields disappear.

People of Earth forgot that we all are born of the elements, and as such, we carry in our personal universe or individual soul matrix of aspects, many of these elements. Even physically we are made up of water, minerals, metals and fire. Our emotions flow naturally like the water, the winds, and can be explosive like fire itself. When we suppress our deepest emotions and we do not face the need of expression of our discordant aspects, otherwise known as negative entities, demons, archons, dark beings, etc, these emotions block our natural flow of energy like rocks would block the path of the water that flows in the form of a river. Sometimes these aspects coming from other timelines might seem to act as our enemies.

shadow projectionA shadow collective projection involves the perception of several groups of people in which something or someone is seen and experienced as negative and disempowering. These forces can include groups of individuals that work against the harmonious interests of the collective, or destructive forces like discordant weather patterns and other phenomena.

Now imagine, with the current global polarization of ideas, goals, belief systems, and practices, how our fragmented aspects float within the layers of the densities of the Earth and create an influence in the global environment that can be reflected in discordant weather patterns, decisions of global leaders that carry the weight of the collective shadow, and turmoil within each household.

At some point, many awakening seeds forgot that the highest path is the one of seeking inner harmony in order to contribute to harmonious change and growth of Earth. As these basic notions were forgotten, disharmony is mirrored through all the things that now are perceived as threatening and power is constantly given away to the polarized forces that would seem to act against the collective.

The human being has the capacity to heal and integrate their currently incarnated soul aspect and their other aspects that reside in other realms, who at some point existed in physical realms. By doing so, the global polarization is reduced and the auric field of the awakening seed is empowered, harmonized and it radiates love and light that can help harmonize other discordant energies.

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By integrating and healing individual energies or aspects, the collective tension is dispersed and reduced, creating personal empowerment for those who internalize and harmonize conflict.

At this time, we face many challenges like difficult weather phenomena, political, economical and social conflicts, conflicts with close soulmate connections and the impression of negative astral forces as the consequence of lack of proper integration and healing.

In order to bring back a long lost peaceful paradigm of people of different races with spiritual aspects from different species, elements and civilizations coexisting in harmony with each other, first we need to create inner harmony. By disconnecting as much as possible from the dramas beheld outside, and spending time in solitude we can embrace all our suppressed emotions, the mind can find rest from the constant chatter, the body can regain its physical strength and health and our aspects can find a home within our hearts.

Many souls who find greater inner strength, harmony and peace of mind can overcome even the most challenging technological advancements, apparently unreachable global conflicts, and other situations that reflect the global polarization. By opening up to our inner disharmony and healing it, the ones who are connected to us are then forced to face their own disharmony even further, creating a ripple effect.

When we place our attention to specific goals that can further perpetuate the illusions of separation and conflict, we feed the global polarization. When we believe that those who reflect back to us darkness are truly our enemies, we miss the opportunity to detach from them, and instead attend to the needs of our own feelings and our own heart. When we support certain movements, we might actually contribute to the polarization of our world even further.

When we are intellectually convinced that certain groups in physical, beings in spiritual form, or even parts of our own soul need to be eradicated, suppressed, destroyed, dissolved or ignored, then, as a Cosmic attempt to reach a balance, these aspects of Creation will only knock on our doors more loudly and the polarization within and outside increases. Think of this process as an equation.

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If instead, we go back to our inner space, without outer distraction, and we ask ourselves honestly why these factors are affecting our lives and the lives of other loved ones we care about, and the collective, then we might be able to open up to new perspectives. We can acknowledge all our feelings and bring them from the lost mental planes above us, down to the emotional planes and down to the physical. The spiritual, mental, emotional and physical bodies are washed with the light of lost aspects and lost fragments of our individual universal soul matrix. The lost aspects and fragments that reside in the collective planetary layers that create disharmony come back to us and we assist ourselves and the planet as a whole.

Seek a meditation practice in which you can sit and spend time with your inner universe, bringing back all discordant energies that affect you and the collective of Earth. When certain situations in your own life and the planet as a whole bring distress to you, ask your Higher Self, your shadow self, your aspects, your team of guides, to help you bring these energies from the spiritual realms, down to the mental, emotional and physical planes, especially intend to open up to all emotions. The ones that do not belong to you will leave your energetic space.

While you meditate on these beliefs, thought patterns and emotions, breathe constantly, ground yourself and open up to the experience. Place yourself in a space of neutrality, not favoring anything that might be part of the collective polarization. For example, do not intend to fight against any particular being, group of beings, paradigm, etc, but acknowledge your feelings towards anything that bring discomfort in any way.

Remember how you are part of everything, yet you are unique, and as such you are part of a world that seeks harmony, balance, and respect for anything that represents forms of individual expression, group expressions and global expressions. If there are expressions of this world that you support, know that by holding the rest in a space of neutrality, instead of working against them, you do not renounce to that which you feel defines you as an individual. Contrary to that, you empower yourself, embrace the rest with love and become more proactive in positive creative ways.

When outer guidance hinders soul growth

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You see the sun rising and wonder what new piece of the puzzle can be found behind your computer monitor, or the screen or your phone. Soon you discover one of your most cherished authors has released a new book, a new channeling, a new video. You add credit to your Amazon account for the next piece of your magnificent vault, or decide to purchase tickets for the new upcoming conference about the wonders of the past, or the promise of a new exciting future.

You look around and marvel at the sight of you collection of spiritual jewels, in your precious library, and feel a sense of accomplishment. Then, as you sit and take a sip of coffee and listen to the whispers of your beloved team of guides, if you opened up to a telepathic connection, or feel the message transpiring through your thought processes. You ask for several suggestions, that point to the next steps in your path.

Without hesitation you check for the latest news through your friends’ profiles and favorite pages. You wonder with a sense of distaste in which way will the decisions of certain groups in power affect your destiny. Perhaps they are developing a new weapon of fearful tools to control you, and such bad feeling is confirmed through the work of the conspiracy theorists you frequently follow.

Within the middle of these routines, little by little you feel that another voice wants to speak to you, in the most delicate and beautiful tone. You cannot hear exactly what this voice has to tell, what new story wishes to enfold in your path. The noises of your routine are so loud, so entertaining, and you just cannot miss what the famous speakers have to say about your collective path during the course of the coming days.

The almost unnoticeable voice comes from a corner, where you cannot see with your eyes any hint of a presence, yet unknown to you. The only resource that you could use to understand such significant presence is nothing more than your mirror. You gaze into your own eyes and if you allow yourself to see long enough, you might notice that your eyes are a portal to this powerful but gentle presence.

It is a part of yourself that for too long you have forgotten. A part of you that in silence has observed and wondered when you will allow it to make itself known to you. What this part of you really wants is a moment of true intimacy with you, in silence. Outside of your routines, and outside of what you cherish and consider valuable, more valuable than your own instinct, your gut feeling, your own opinion, your own sense of worth as a soul, beyond the perceived constraints of your human life.

The looks do not matter that much, unless you know how to interpret through your inner senses in which way this wise part of your soul wishes you to see it. It can take any form, one that you would appreciate for the rest of your existence, one that you do not comprehend, or one that you reject. It might look just like you, or maybe like a version of yourself when you were a child, or an incredibly amazing and powerful future version of yourself. Maybe it wants to let you know that there is a side of you that a long time ago was not human, but something else, and now you look for that form in the outer world of entertainment and distraction.

You cannot hear or see this part of you, because you got too used to listening to the opinion of other spiritual experts, and that might even include your own team of guides, who are not aspects of your soul but you know who, maybe some ascended master, or maybe some elegantly dressed and glowing ET, or maybe just an aspect of a beloved soulmate.

You forget then, that the opinion of your Higher Mind counts, at any given moment, for any circumstance. You hesitate to listen enough though. You forgot that you carry within you an entire Universe of personal experiences, incarnations, lessons, talents, etc. You forgot that you also have a heart, large enough to show to you the way back to itself, to the greatest love that you will find: self-love.

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Perhaps, in early stages of your life you were taught that the opinions and feelings of others were more valuable than yours, than your own needs. On top of that, you wonder if home was ever really home, or that if there is a place in this world that you can actually call home. So you seek for answers, and you find many, but you are still unsure if all that has been said so far is what you need. You do not know what is the fate of the collective, and you wait.

You might not even know that some beings need to be released from their roles as teachers and counselors, in order for your own soul embodiment to take place fully. You cannot access all your talents and your wisdom, when you are always listening to others. You think that to listen to your own thoughts, to your own feelings, to feel your own heart, is not enough. Maybe you do not feel that are good enough to become your own guide or your own master, because at some point you were taught such fallacy.

You think that you would need to be a good writer, or a good channeller, or an expert in other areas concerning ESP in order to connect to this part of your soul that awaits in a dark corner, somewhere within you and around you. You might stick to that routine that you are already familiar with, even if your limitations still bring a sense of incompleteness and lack of satisfaction. You say that you need new input, something to take you out of that state, of feeling like not always what you read or hear feels completely right for you. You hear the same stories over and over again, but you do not give yourself the opportunity to feed yourself with a new story, told by your own heart, your own I AM Presence.

There is always this question as to how you can do this for yourself and perhaps for others. Technology has its own ways to hold your hand and to keep your eyes on the screen for long periods of time. You know though, that there is something that feels right about disconnection and communion with yourself. You wonder then, if you will take the next step, and dismiss some old energies for release, so that they can guide others, or become an embodiment of sorts in physical, while you embody your own heart and soul substance, and allow that other group of well-known people to continue telling their ol’same ol stories.

The Inner And Outer Balance Between Aspects In Our Current Time Of Global Transition…Part 3

Have you ever had a dream in which you felt like you were the same person as you are in waking life, but with a different personality? Perhaps darker? Perhaps lighter? More carefree? Just different, yet you, somehow?

The world of the subconscious says much about all the roads we have taken over lifetimes. At the core, there is always something that connects all those experiences and aspects of the soul.

Sometimes when people realize they want to start a new path, incorporating certain spiritual notions in their path, they might ask themselves many questions. “Who am I as a soul? What has my journey brought to me so far? Was I something bigger than my current self at some other point in time? Where am I heading to? Why do I feel so uneasy, like I do not fit into the standards of society? Was another place in my journey more significant to me than the current place where I stand?”

Too many questions to ask in such little time and too much confusion. As the Schuman resonance of Earth increases, such inner confusion increases but also a certain clarity about our path. Clarity comes from knowing that we are more than human beings: vast souls that incorporate consciously or subconsciously many aspects. Then, as this process enfolds, we incorporate our experiences and soul mass into our daily lives.

At some point, we think that the whole world is wrong, that we are different from the rest of the people, that we are misunderstood, and that only because others speak about labels, species, realms, other worlds, missions, dark cabals, that then those people understand us.

In my journey, I realized that none of these things were really part of what I was looking for. It was like a maze of scattered pieces that apparently built something greater within the souls of each individual who felt alienated. There was much more than bringing forth apparently unrelated and different aspects coming from a bunch of scattered timelines. There was a set of experiences in my current life that brought forth many aspects of my soul to my consciousness.

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Otherkin emblem created by Kaltezar

You are a precious human being with capacities and talents that are not always valued enough. Since we are born, we grow up in environments in which our relatives and other acquaintances teach us about conditions. Conditions that are placed in our psyche, and conditions that then we learn to place within ourselves. Conditions on how we think that we should be, and what kind of society we wish we could build and ultimately conditions on how we should relate to others.

If the core of our discomforts is not understood, then we see the turmoil increasing around us, in our lives, and ultimately within us.

Timelines collapse in the now moment, and with our illusions we accelerate time. It is not time what accelerates but it is our rhythm, our inner imbalances and our daily routines what feeds such illusion. Collectively we are accelerating the notion of time because we try to function in a world that is vibrating at a higher rate, but our modus operandi is dysfunctional.

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As the inner polarization increases, then the polarization of the soul in all timelines become evident, and other broken aspects of our soul come forth faster to demand our attention, and a space in our etheric vessel.

We might perceive these aspects of our soul as a source of positive guidance, of more wholeness when in our current incarnation, we are not capable of conciliating our painful experiences. Other times we might perceive these aspects as being of demonic threat to our existence. Then we think that we are being deceived.

In the end, no matter how these aspects come to us for integration and healing, they are part of ourselves as a whole and some are parts of other people that in the past we interacted with. You might reject your current experiences and say to yourself that you want to become that aspect which now merges in your consciousness and energetic field. You might say that the home of such aspect was your real home. You might even want to physically look like how such aspect looked like when that aspect lived in a physical construct, perhaps eons ago.

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St. Christopher – The Chariot

Such is then the current reality lived by thousands of people who became aware of the non-physical presence of aspects of their own soul and of the soul of others. An attempt to explain the world of starseeds, lightworkers, otherkin, therian and spiritually evolved people was described in thousands of sites, books, conferences. However, many of these sources still hold a polarized vision of existence as consequence of the inner polarization of the ones who teach and bring knowledge.

In the best cases, the importance of the material world is addressed and the incorporation of the spiritual nature of the soul is then merged with the material experiences.

It is through the best tools of healing, meditation, psychotherapy, inner guidance, contemplation, that such balance can be achieved and timelines can be closed down for good.

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Integration of human and non-human aspects within the auric or energetic system of the currently incarnated human aspect.

One day you might recover a certain memory of a time in which you existed in a place, far away and too different from your current homeland, in a flesh suit too different from what you have known so far. Maybe there is no memory yet to retrieve, but with your extrasensory perception you sense in your etheric or non-physical mass aspects that feel different to the human being you are. The more your extrasensory perception is developed, the more you can see and feel yourself as a different aspect or aspects compared to your physical human self.

On top of that, in increasing numbers, more and more young people claim to be of a different gender in contrast with their biological gender with which they were born, and the polarity that their physical bodies express.

The shadow side of awakening to the soul potential

We live in a society were distractions abound, and most people are not really prepared to guide the younger generations in their awakening to the collapse of their soul in the now moment into multiple aspects coming in for descension. Unlike the concept of ascension handled in new age spiritual literature, the goal of such aspects coming for integration and healing is to achieve soul wholeness through their descension from multiple non-physical planes. If such process is handled properly by the individual, then the entire consciousness can ascend to higher levels without leaving the physical body.

Unfortunately at this time, soul integration is too overwhelming, after the individual has experienced a set of traumatic experiences in their current incarnation since childhood. Then the individual is unable to bring balance and healing to these incoming aspects as the timelines collapse. The incoming aspects are traumatized to a degree, some more than others.

The end result is a collective confusion of personal identity, unable to cope with the daily difficulties in the physical reality. The walk-in phenomenon becomes prominent in those whose current human consciousness is replaced by the consciousness of other aspects.

In the worst cases, the fractured consciousness of the young or older human individual is replaced by a new personality, that is part of an aspect or aspects coming from different lapses existing in time/space (non-physical). When there is little spiritual awareness of why this phenomenon happens, examples like the ones presented in the following article become more evident in our current global society:

https://www.vice.com/sv/article/from-dragons-to-foxes-the-otherkin-community-believes-you-can-be-whatever-you-want-to-be

On top of that, people who suffer all sorts of conditions that range from OCD, bipolar disorder, and many others, do not receive the proper guidance they need to navigate their healing process and instead come across a hostile world online of people who try to share their common experiences. In their failed attempts they create further lack of trust and deeper wounding. Such difficulties accentuate the incoming aspects that need healing and balance and the confusion of identity.

An individual can lose himself or herself completely to other aspects, with other personalities, with other etherical appearances. True inner balance is not achieved. In the search for an incomplete form of spirituality, which distracts them from learning how to incorporate past lessons from their current incarnation, they seek outside of their inner radar and gut. Then you have wonderful unrealistic stories of what is to come, of who will come, of what will come knocking on their doors. Others tell them they are threatened by dark forces that come to deceive them, without a proper understanding on why these forces present themselves.

Conspiracy theories have brought much understanding of the global problems that we face, but a true spiritual teacher does not instill fear and disempower groups of individuals who seek inner freedom, balance, and the true knowledge of manifestation and empowerment in one’s life.

On top of that, media offers materials such as cartoons, comics and other entertainment sources that are mixed up with the knowledge and discovery of such etheric aspects. These sources of entertainment are particularly harmful for the confused younger generations. The younger confused ones are special targets for these industries.

The importance of inner child work and shadow work

The only way in which the problem of timelines collapsing within the soul can be solved is through proper healing and harmonious growth in life. Without healing, this collapse brings disharmony and confusion. It is necessary to avoid distraction that can misguide us further from grounding and living a dignified life as much as possible and start a deep healing process on a regular basis.

A constant practice like meditation for healing purposes, conscious soul retrieval, hypnosis, professional psychotheraphy in physical or with the help of more evolved aspects or spiritual guides, and other forms of conscious healing can bring balance to all aspects of the soul.

All aspects share in common certain wounds. Most often these wounds involve abandonment, rejection, loneliness and social fears stemming from severe traumas experienced during childhood and other early stages in life. It does not matter in which way they present themselves. The wounds are hidden, but can be brought to the surface. Then, harmonious achievement of unity consciousness of the soul or soul group consciousness is achieved while the currently incarnated aspect closes the gap of unlearned lessons from other lifetimes and permanent healing to ancient wounds.

A lack of a solid love basis within a family can bring tremendous problems throughout life. Such wounds bring forth mental and emotional instability and recurrent physical diseases. Aspects become active within the psyche and can bring further problems in life.

Within each soul exists the potential to express the most fundamental spiritual qualities of the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine, Motherhood and Fatherhood and the true Inner Child. With discipline and proper guidance, such qualities can be developed and expressed and used for the highest good to bring permanent healing to deep scars.

Shadow work involves establishing a deep dialogue with those parts of ourselves that we deny or that we do not understand and see as a threat. We might perceive these aspects as a fierce animal, a shadow person, a dragon, a reptilian, a difficult version of ourselves, a demon, a loving angel, a Pleiadian,  an elf, etc.

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Over time DNA activation occurs with the positive and balanced integration of aspects of our soul

Over time we can regain our mental, emotional and physical balance and health. The parts of our DNA that have been damaged through our traumatic experiences can become activated and we can reach our highest potential.

By understanding over time why these aspects affect our consciousness and we perceive them in visions, nightmares, and other experiences, we are able to heal them and reincorporate them into our current human lives. We become the drivers of our entire energetic system and we establish a friendly connection with each part of our souls. We do not lose in any way these aspects. On the contrary, they become one with us bringing wholeness and a deeper understanding of existence in physical.

If in physical we are unable to find the help that we truly need, then what we are left with is with our own ability to establish such deep inner and honest dialogue and understand the needs of our soul.

As a world collective, we witness more and more polarization and very few people are truly able to understand how the integration and healing process can be properly done to bring closure to ancient timelines. The younger generations suffer greatly, but hopefully many will be able to overcome their internal chaos and identity confusion.

As more people figure their way out of soul fragmentation and collective distraction and chaos, the more the possibility for balance in the areas mentioned in Part 1 of this article will be brought forward in physical.