When outer guidance hinders soul growth

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You see the sun rising and wonder what new piece of the puzzle can be found behind your computer monitor, or the screen or your phone. Soon you discover one of your most cherished authors has released a new book, a new channeling, a new video. You add credit to your Amazon account for the next piece of your magnificent vault, or decide to purchase tickets for the new upcoming conference about the wonders of the past, or the promise of a new exciting future.

You look around and marvel at the sight of you collection of spiritual jewels, in your precious library, and feel a sense of accomplishment. Then, as you sit and take a sip of coffee and listen to the whispers of your beloved team of guides, if you opened up to a telepathic connection, or feel the message transpiring through your thought processes. You ask for several suggestions, that point to the next steps in your path.

Without hesitation you check for the latest news through your friends’ profiles and favorite pages. You wonder with a sense of distaste in which way will the decisions of certain groups in power affect your destiny. Perhaps they are developing a new weapon of fearful tools to control you, and such bad feeling is confirmed through the work of the conspiracy theorists you frequently follow.

Within the middle of these routines, little by little you feel that another voice wants to speak to you, in the most delicate and beautiful tone. You cannot hear exactly what this voice has to tell, what new story wishes to enfold in your path. The noises of your routine are so loud, so entertaining, and you just cannot miss what the famous speakers have to say about your collective path during the course of the coming days.

The almost unnoticeable voice comes from a corner, where you cannot see with your eyes any hint of a presence, yet unknown to you. The only resource that you could use to understand such significant presence is nothing more than your mirror. You gaze into your own eyes and if you allow yourself to see long enough, you might notice that your eyes are a portal to this powerful but gentle presence.

It is a part of yourself that for too long you have forgotten. A part of you that in silence has observed and wondered when you will allow it to make itself known to you. What this part of you really wants is a moment of true intimacy with you, in silence. Outside of your routines, and outside of what you cherish and consider valuable, more valuable than your own instinct, your gut feeling, your own opinion, your own sense of worth as a soul, beyond the perceived constraints of your human life.

The looks do not matter that much, unless you know how to interpret through your inner senses in which way this wise part of your soul wishes you to see it. It can take any form, one that you would appreciate for the rest of your existence, one that you do not comprehend, or one that you reject. It might look just like you, or maybe like a version of yourself when you were a child, or an incredibly amazing and powerful future version of yourself. Maybe it wants to let you know that there is a side of you that a long time ago was not human, but something else, and now you look for that form in the outer world of entertainment and distraction.

You cannot hear or see this part of you, because you got too used to listening to the opinion of other spiritual experts, and that might even include your own team of guides, who are not aspects of your soul but you know who, maybe some ascended master, or maybe some elegantly dressed and glowing ET, or maybe just an aspect of a beloved soulmate.

You forget then, that the opinion of your Higher Mind counts, at any given moment, for any circumstance. You hesitate to listen enough though. You forgot that you carry within you an entire Universe of personal experiences, incarnations, lessons, talents, etc. You forgot that you also have a heart, large enough to show to you the way back to itself, to the greatest love that you will find: self-love.

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Perhaps, in early stages of your life you were taught that the opinions and feelings of others were more valuable than yours, than your own needs. On top of that, you wonder if home was ever really home, or that if there is a place in this world that you can actually call home. So you seek for answers, and you find many, but you are still unsure if all that has been said so far is what you need. You do not know what is the fate of the collective, and you wait.

You might not even know that some beings need to be released from their roles as teachers and counselors, in order for your own soul embodiment to take place fully. You cannot access all your talents and your wisdom, when you are always listening to others. You think that to listen to your own thoughts, to your own feelings, to feel your own heart, is not enough. Maybe you do not feel that are good enough to become your own guide or your own master, because at some point you were taught such fallacy.

You think that you would need to be a good writer, or a good channeller, or an expert in other areas concerning ESP in order to connect to this part of your soul that awaits in a dark corner, somewhere within you and around you. You might stick to that routine that you are already familiar with, even if your limitations still bring a sense of incompleteness and lack of satisfaction. You say that you need new input, something to take you out of that state, of feeling like not always what you read or hear feels completely right for you. You hear the same stories over and over again, but you do not give yourself the opportunity to feed yourself with a new story, told by your own heart, your own I AM Presence.

There is always this question as to how you can do this for yourself and perhaps for others. Technology has its own ways to hold your hand and to keep your eyes on the screen for long periods of time. You know though, that there is something that feels right about disconnection and communion with yourself. You wonder then, if you will take the next step, and dismiss some old energies for release, so that they can guide others, or become an embodiment of sorts in physical, while you embody your own heart and soul substance, and allow that other group of well-known people to continue telling their ol’same ol stories.

Case # 14: Where the experiences of the Universe fully expected by Source and all individual beings?

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Usually when we think about the end result of this Universal polarity game we wonder if something ever went wrong or if all is always well and everything that we see around us was fully expected to be the outcome of this game.

Is everything that we see something that God/Goddess itself envisioned a very long time ago?

Are some beings so corrupted beyond repair as some people say?

The answer to the first question is yes and no.

Here is a story I was given by the Alpha and the Omega beings of our Universe.

At some point, after many angles of love were explored by all beings and Source, completion came and harmony was brought back, Source had the idea of exploring love based on contrast. So the request was given by him to the first group who provide the first codes that can then be replicated by the rest of Creation once these codes are run by the team and expanded.

There are beings in the Universe who have the function of starting games and who then expand the game based on such codes.

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It is then well known that Lucifer and Lucifera (Lilith) are the first ones to start certain games while their brothers and sisters expand such codes, and finally among the brothers and sisters there are beings who give closure to such codes and based on termination codes other beings expand them at the end of long cycles. Among the beings who bring closure to this game are Emeyraldia (Mary) and Emeyalriz (Raphael). Then, through another series of codes we have the ones who combine all codes of virtues such as Jesus and Mary Magdalene, and all beings in general who over time have been able to learn such codes and can now apply them in bigger numbers by the end of the long cycle. Every being carries very specific codes.

When God/Goddess asked for the first request to be put into play of a game of contrasts, not even it knew exactly how the game would play out, even less the individual beings. However, it was known that in this game of trial and errors, by the end of it, things would go well because the ending codes would be applied, along with a wave of energetic infusions that cycles itself magically. The end codes are like a form of Universal insurance.

The magical wave that comes back to us all in the form of photonic/dark matter/dark energy of high vibrational nature comes through Universal gates like our Sun. So we are constantly infused now by higher emotions of Cosmic rays which we can see as solar storms and other waves. Translation of these movements can also be seen in the behavior of planetary and star configurations such as astrological placements that specify in which ways the collective and individual consciousness moves to give closure to this long game.

As the game expanded, no one really had any idea of how things would be, how negative or how beautiful this game would be. There is always conflict when we refer to the term of free will. There are three levels of free will and paradoxically, depending on the dimension or level of consciousness, we can tune in, into these concepts:

-Free will of the fragmented mind: all decisions and actions that stem from the consciousness of the fragmented individual self in each incarnation.

-Free will of the soul: the highest possible decisions and actions taken from the integrated soul based on its core codes which are the chosen and assigned codes for the individuated higher mind and higher heart of the soul at the highest dimensional level in tune with God/Goddess.

-Will of God/Goddess: the highest level of surrender in which we can be fully guided and moved by this pure and perfect loving Divine Cosmic Will and by which everything moves in perfect harmony. We are apparently disconnected by this Will through the perception of the fragmented self and we move freely without awareness of the Divine Will of Cosmos during the long cycles of disconnection.

By the end of the long cycles of suffering, then it is known and perceived by Creation in itself that it does not matter how things played out even based on trial and error because the end codes are applied in such a way that absolutely everything at some point is brought back  to wholeness and harmony and individuals can regain fully their awareness of connection between each other and love.

The end codes always involve the assimilation of the large energetic flows of highest vibrational energy through the portals or gates like the Sun which triggers reintegration of the soul through our physical and etheric vessels and the application of the highest virtues learned over the course of experiences, such as compassion, understanding, true empathy, forgiveness and acceptance. The end codes are basically what we would call the healing methods.

At soul level yes, we all applied for this game and accepted, but we did not know how things would play out over time. But we knew that by the end of this game we would celebrate and forget all the pain once we are brought back to wholeness and love. The problem comes then when we believe that at all times we accept the results of this game between the time it all started and by the time it ends. So here is mostly where the conflict in our perception comes from. In between, especially at the time we are incarnated, we think to ourselves that we never chose any of this or that we should blame others for enslaving us. But we get the glimpse of the love of our soul and the love of Creation in between incarnations, yet not even at this point do we know the very end result.

So no matter how uncertain things were in the beginning,  and how dark things seem at times, everything has a beginning and an ending. There is no such thing as permanent loss or beyond repair. Our limited perception makes us believe something cannot be repaired because we do not have the whole picture and during previous experiences we faced tremendous loss that would seem non redeemable.

The clue as to how everything is healed and bring back to wholeness is to understand the causes of conflict and not to direct the focus on the consequences (example: violence). It is in the application of end codes over the causes that all is repaired. Unfortunately for our human perception, when we focus on the consequences, we would think that all is lost.

May you remember your core codes dear one, have sweet Universal dreams.