The Keys of the God-self: First Key

The First Key:  Natural cosmic process of reintegration of the soul essence known as soul retrieval

Soul retrieval holds the first key to manifestation of better dreams, better experiences, and a higher path, by consciously embarking on a true savior mission of one’s own soul. From aspects in countless timelines, first sub keys of darkness and light are revealed. Soul retrieval is the art of ascension in its unconscious or conscious first stages of prismatic Cosmic rearrangement. By learning the secrets of the worldly light and the worldly darkness the next keys are revealed.

The sub keys of the First Key can be seen in the diagrammatic literal representation of scientific configuration of energy in the manifested and non-manifested Universes. Simple is the diagram, yet revelation holds its nature when one sees a mirror reflection of the soul in this larger fractal soul configuration:

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The Universe is mostly made of matter, dark matter and dark energy. Taken from: NASA.

You can see that, for the most part, the Creation that we know about is composed of dark energy and dark matter. These are forms of very light energy with a heavy density that cannot be seen in physical, as opposed to the condensed particles that make up the physical configuration of Universes.

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Electromagnetic layers of Earth which are similar to the energetic system of each human being known as aura. Taken from: http://galactic.no/rune/oscarBusch_theLand_beyond.htm

We as individuals are no different from the Cosmos in our composition. Our shadow self is made up of antimatter for the most part. You can imagine that much of what we are is made up of etheric self. Imagine then how the astral realms are made up of the same substance. However, dark energy and dark matter vibrate differently in each layer of each dimension and density and these energies need to be imprinted to create antimatter and matter.

Very much like how, for the most part, our brain is in apparent state of slumber, as is the large portion of DNA known as “junk”, so are the layers of astral/etheric substance.

How are then the astral/etheric layers connected to the notions of dark energy, dark matter, antimatter and what we call the light in higher dimensions, our brain and our DNA? How are these concepts associated to the soul vibration, to inner peace, to letting go? Before we reach those keys take a look at the following diagram:

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Unintegrated realms of the subconsciousness vs integrated God-self

From our uncountable experiences on Earth we have created what people call the Matrix, both in physical and in astral/etheric layers.

What is truly the mass of energy that makes up then the astral/etheric realms (multidimensional)?

A person who is grounded and who is not interested or ready to tap into what people often refer to “spiritual” are people who either have a great capacity to generate physical resources or are not efficient in such task (i.e. wealth). However, these individuals are less aware of how their thought processes generate as well as the meaning of their dreams while asleep, and the collective energies surrounding them at all times. Such individuals are also either service to others oriented or service to self.

First Sub key: understanding the non integrated light of unity consciousness in a polarized world

When an individual activates the capacities of his/her third eye and crown chakras they become aware of the energetic environment surrounding them. However, in a transition process, the very first fallacy of this individual is to believe that he/she is following since the very first moment of this realization a path of pure goodness and service (this is not always the case though). On the contrary, a long path of self-awareness begins. Over time, the individual assimilates and integrates the information of the soul as a whole to understand, that in essence, there is no such thing as being defined by the basic notions of good or evil.

The awakening individual begins a new journey through the grid or layers of non integrated light. Sometimes they believe to be always of goodness, always different and abused by society in general, with a mission to save others, seeking oneness, unity, and the merging of energies with others indiscriminately. This process is achieved often times by raising the vibration to the level of the Little Heaven of light where the first notions of spirituality are learned and remembered.

In these dimensions of consciousness, with or without spiritual notions or practices, all individuals seek joy, bliss, and the manifestation of dreams with such emotional qualities. Energetically, part of this thick layer is also built when individuals exchange sexual energies. The blissful energetic explosions of life force are spread in the environment through the merging of the bodies and chakras. At this level, it is difficult to distinguish between the soul frequencies of vibrations of each individual, simply because at this level all energies are merged into a collective energy, a grid of light where parts of the consciousness of certain beings reside.

These layers are also built when the souls that pass to the other side after death, seek comfort in them where their traumatic imprints become inactive and cannot be perceived anymore.

It is an energetic vibration of joy and bliss, where the beautiful dreams of individuals and the collective are forged and desired to be manifested. For this reason, I call it the Little Heaven.

Is there anything wrong with this? Absolutely not. However, in a dualistic paradigm in the 3rd density with lower 3rd and 4th dimensional levels of consciousness, during cycles of thousands or millions of years, this thick layer of blissful light is built, in some cases through the most selfish and heinous motives. How is this possible? To this point beloved brother or sister, I shall come back later.

Second Sub key: Understanding the non integrated darkness of separation in a polarized world

When a collective of individuals begin an ascension process to a higher density, awareness of inner conflict of light and dark forces begin. It is a difficult integration process of a personal Universe of aspects residing in different timelines that converge in the Now moment in astral/etheric realms. What this means basically is that each aspect of your soul is an incarnation of the past or parts of incarnations, which also include futuristic past lives that hold possibilities for future manifestation.

The fragmented soul then resides for the most part in these higher realms, either in a hellish reality or in a heavenly reality. Their residence depends on the frames of each timeline playing itself simultaneously in the Now moment. Only one incarnated aspect which is us in physical has the colossal mission to integrate over time all other aspects of the soul. This process can also happen during the course of several incarnations, as long as it happens during an extensive ascension process to the 4th and 5th densities of individual expression (not to be confused with dimensions!).

In this initial process, the individual begins a conscious recalling process of tiny pieces of information from this convergence of other lives in many ways. However, very little is recalled in the initial cases of the negative path of the soul throughout millennia of incarnations. Sometimes, some gruesome scenes are seen without a link to repeating patterns and decisions. The abusive/abused nature of many of these aspects of the soul that affect greatly the path of the incarnated soul, as much as in previous incarnations where ascension was not possible, is not understood.

For the most part, many individuals with a spiritual aspiration think of themselves as initially being always the abused or the victim. Such inner projection is then seen in the conflict in relationships, from the biological family to society as a whole. Conflicts are especially projected directly at the individuals who chose to reflect the massive darkness of society: a dark cabal. During this confusing process we might feel constantly threatened by other individuals and other unseen forces and lives in the illusion of not living a life of true freedom. Spiritual ideas clash with the ideas of their loved ones and society in general. There is much inner conflict projected in the outside in this initial stage of ascension.

A small group of negative oriented individuals in government positions, spiritual organizations, large corporations, financial corporations and in other sectors, reflect the nature of the recollection of the collective subconscious nature in the darkness of lower realms, where the most dominant parts of each aspect reside. These are the dominant aspects that seek control at all costs, who take actions based purely on impulse, who seek to divide and destroy without hesitation.

Even the apparently most spiritual individual carries a degree of negativity from soul aspects, without exception. However, it is in the creative capacity of these aspects where so much of our True Power resides, including the power to generate physical resources and a sense of balance and empowerment. No wonder then why a small group holds the key to manifest the largest amount of physical resources, at all costs.

Remember that our subconscious, our brain, our DNA, is for the most part made up of imprinted dark matter or antimatter, where the lower realms of hell and the higher realms of little heaven exist. We are for the most part made up of a magnificent amount of aspects that have been abused and who have abused, but also who have lived for many causes and who have experienced love in uncountable ways through much suffering. For such reason, an incarnated individual cannot come to the physical with such a great level of integration of these aspects. Integration in itself is the ascension process.

The most negative and impulsive aspects of the soul hold such degree of pain and anger that these forces were in negative timelines converted into the purest impulse to destroy and to harm. An analogy of this is a very traumatized dog that attacks without hesitation and kills. Think about criminals who seem to be in a state beyond reason who hunt people to fulfill a negative impulse to destroy.

At this point my dear reader, everything sounds perhaps dreadful. Think about the most difficult moments in history when wars and other conflicts took place and decisions were made based mostly on impulse and not on the kind of rationale that we apply when we face pain. During our current stage of ascension of our consciousness, very likely you see that there is a much higher path than the previously known path of impulses.

it is then with the application of values like forgiveness, mercy, compassion, acceptance, empathy and awareness in general, that we dissolve all the negativity in our soul and our most negative aspects are then seen as aspects that took decisions based on much suffering, in times where there was no genuine guidance from the soul and from the heart of Creation.

Third Sub Key: Understanding conflict of polarities during global ascension

The light in our consciousness is what prevents us from becoming the worst of our souls, from experiencing the pain of our past without any filters or restrictions. We will not harm what we perceive as an opponent, we might not even punch someone, even if we are abused. Over time we learn to stand up for ourselves in the best possible way, without perpetuating conflict like in ancient times, during the most destructive stages. We reach for a higher path in which we internalize conflict and we assimilate the lessons of the past.

What many spiritual aspirants to ascension share in common is the early experiences of abuse in our current incarnation. Such abuses trigger the wounded aspects of the soul to integrate in such a safe way that we do not end up harming others out of revenge with our most negative potential. Even if there is revenge, the circumstances in which we are placed allow for us to take the higher road of awareness and mastery.

You can see these experiences of abuse as portals or reminders of our soul paths in multiple incarnations that lead us to a new path of higher inner resolution. These experiences remind us at subconscious level of the level of abuse experienced in millennia in 3rd density, from the standpoint of the victim but also to understand how we became the abusers.

When such experiences are not fully understood, then the aspirant begins an inner struggle with himself/herself and also with the world. So is the case of millions of individuals who display much physical, emotional, mental and spiritual confusion and turmoil and who also feel threatened by the outer circumstances. Some then seek in the higher layers of non integrated light, subconsciously, the presence of some higher power to come for their rescue and that of humanity.

The struggle intensifies in such a way that the aspirant feels overwhelmed with the following outer conflicts:

  • The presence of “negative entities” or “demons” in lower realms and even engaging in fights with them, perpetuating conflict and increasing the collective level of polarization.
  • The conflict with a dark cabal, from governments to large corporations and lower levels of authority.
  • The threats of terrorist attacks, threats of war, threats of high technologies used by negative individuals, etc.
  • Threats of financial collapse and inability to manifest resources in physical.
  • Conflicts with religious beliefs and institutions.
  • Conflicts with family and friends.
  • Conflicts with personal identity, gender, tastes, beliefs, etc.

If such inner conflicts are constantly mirrored in the outside, the spiritual aspirant slowly becomes overwhelmed with his/her own negative or service-to-self oriented aspects that cannot be fully integrated. The aspirant feels in much conflict with the outer world as a consequence.

Two cases come to my mind when I think about how, when we seek to hold on to a spiritual path without proper integration we can become imbalanced. Some examples include spiritual masters who over history left us magnificent teachings, but who took actions that seemed contradictory and even extreme in some cases.

Another case is simply what we often see as an increasing and unforgiving repulsion towards the collective shadow that is blatantly mirrored by many of the people who control the resources of the planet. The latter in particular can drag us down into a spiral of negativity. Far from assisting in neutralizing the negativity of the planet we might contribute to worsen the inner polarization of the elite minority and that of the astral environment, depending on how we use our psychic capabilities. By sending our hate to them, we fragment ourselves further and we block their own capability for positive change.

Only by coming to terms over time with our own levels of soul polarization will true transformation begin and the origins of darkness will find in all expressions a common ground in the light.

The true nature of the dreams of the fragmented self

Before the next keys are analyzed, let us examine now the following diagram to understand the current polarized psychology of manifestation in a stage of increasing polarization:

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Psychology of dreams and previous timelines

In this diagram, which is closely associated to the previous diagram, you can see that our thought processes and dreams are highly influenced by the presence of the aspects of our souls residing in multiple timelines of previous physical incarnations. In a way, what we do when we receive inspiration is to take memories of astral/etheric nature from such pieces of our soul and their experiences. This is, for the most part, a subconscious way to recall other lifetimes of experience. Remember dear one, what you feel and sense and desire is a convergence of timelines in the Now moment.

However, just like in certain spiritual doctrines like Buddhism and Kabbalah, many times our recurrent dreams, desires and longings lead to a long road of expectations, hopeful mental projections of a desired future, disappointment and suffering. Our consciousness becomes plagued with constant longing, anxiety and despair. More so, if our dreams involve not only ourselves but others, an entanglement of complications plagues our bruised hearts beloveds.

In the diagram above, take as an example three lifetimes or timelines of much suffering, in which  the aspect lived a service-to-self oriented life or a service-to-others oriented life. From these three aspects that are not integrated and healed in the auric field of the currently incarnated aspect comes a series of thought forms or desires taken from little moments of joy and bliss from such timelines. From those moments, the incarnated aspect longs to fulfill such dreams and desires recurrently and serve like the gas for the car that takes them through the path of life.

However, sometimes such dreams cannot be fulfilled, either because the God-self has placed the incarnated aspect into a path of more restrictions to avoid following the previous paths that lead to painful deaths and harmful relationships and decisions. Other times, such desires come to fruition over time, but at the high cost of another path of decisions that once again leads to disastrous consequences. Or simply, it just takes a considerable amount of time to allow for the conditions to be manifested within and outside of the individual to create those dreams.

Take as an example the vision of a happy couple with children in a peaceful place. The aspirant then has a goal to fulfill such desire. However, imagine that in such timelines the aspirant had for the most part a very painful life with the partner and the children, or that such union was a consequence of the destruction of a previous family. Perhaps such visions of the past or thought forms of desire are based on a selfish desire. Maybe, outer circumstances made the life of the family an impossible one to bring to a joyful outcome. If, in the first case the relationship with such family must be healed, it might take a very long and tedious road of awareness and healing to repair such timelines to manifest a peaceful outcome.

In such cases it is then when dreams, desires and longings come from places of suffering and destruction in the subconscious mind of the one who seeks to manifest a higher path towards inner peace.

Deep Soul Retrieval II

You dig deeper and feel deeper your pain, your emotions feel more authentic and you feel that you liberate yourself from the chains of the past, the more you feel the hole in your heart and the more you shed heavy tears of loss and despair of a Cosmic journey.

Lifetimes of pain can be healed with a perfect symmetry and efficiency not known in the past when you are able to understand that what truly bothers you is not the chaos that you see in your outer world but the chaos of the seed of despair, betrayal and abandonment that was planted since the moment your own parents and other relatives could not be the perfect parents for you at all times. Maybe they even left you in one way or another since you were a very young innocent child.

The coldness grew in your soul and so you took off with your wings, and flew to unimaginable places seeking a place where you could establish your home. It might have happened that sometimes you found a soulmate, or many soulmates, who offered you a promise of love and a place that you could call Home.

It never happened that you could stay there, either they left you or you had to leave or you simply left the physical, because for one reason or the other you were not meant to stay. You faced battles, because you were offered such promise but the ones who taught you carried the same patterns of conflict within their very own DNA. The conflict of the parents who never loved enough, the brothers or sisters who were never fully there, the friends who left your side when you needed them the most, and the lover who turned a blind eye to you or who you lost to other forces.

You sought prosperity and a dignifying position in society only to find out that your masters and gods and politicians and institutions and bosses betrayed you because they did not reward you with the love that you felt that you deserved and there was no real recognition. You saw them fighting against each other and you learned their ways which mirrored the ways of the conflicts of each single family. Such is the chaos inherent to nature itself for nature is both orderly and chaotic. It changes, it learns and we all change and we all learn but we are all still confused because we forgot what we are looking for.

The fundamental problem for everyone was always the same: what we learn from nature itself, such as the lessons of survival of our ancestors and the fear of uncertainty or that we will never find what we are looking for. What we are lead to believe since we are children and the way we were treated since birth.

One day you feel vast like Cosmos itself, and that you can conquer the world with your love and your talents. You feel that you can change everything and do miracles and the most important quality is your feeling of adequacy and authenticity. Yet other times part of you feel like a Mr. Nobody or a Mrs. Nobody like everyone else, as if you were alienated from this world and not special at all for anyone. Maybe the feeling is not that dramatic but you have your worldly burdens and you feel so lost in the middle of the sea of struggling people who try so hard to find a loving position in such a large home.

So is your journey, as painful as it is for others, go back to the roots of all problems: your birth family, your parents, and then the rest follows. Take back your inner child and your wiser side that you call your Higher Self or your Greater Self and merge them in one heart for this is the true marriage, the true friendship, the true guidance that you most seek.

In meditation and devotion to your cause, seek that inner child that was misunderstood and neglected by the birth families in all timelines and let the Greater You hold that child and merge with your current you. One by own shed the layers of the past and understand why you attract the situations that you attract and the people and beings that you attract in physical and non-physical and connect the root patterns to all your stories.

Along the way you may recite to the world a corollary as such:

Forgive me for I knew not what I was looking for and you could not provide it for me, dear love. It was not your fault, and it was not my fault either, but it is up to me to find the flaw in my perception and my actions, and the rest is up to you.

Forgive me dear ancients for having joined you in your ideals and your promises of finding Home, when it was not you the ones who could provide it for me, and I left your side. It is up to me to recognize that you hold no such power over my destiny but I was not loyal to your beliefs and methods. It is up to you to fix your mistakes and recognize what you yourselves could not find in us and yourselves.

Forgive me Cosmos for despising you when I felt that you did not answer my call and my pledge to be rescued from my pain and my confusion. Please liberate me from your own indifference and spitefulness towards my being.

Forgive me dear Cosmos for not seeing that you provided solutions and your own loving ways and I could not take it with gratitude and a different attitude. It is up to you to see what I had to offer to you and all that love that I provided and that I felt was not taken or valued.

 

Harmonizing the collective energies of Earth during times of distress

A very long time ago, before we reached the point in the collective evolution of Cosmos where we stand, we were born of the basic elements, both in physical form and in spiritual form. For each experience, exploring the most basic levels of awareness in physical form, a new record in the realms of dark matter (ethers) was imprinted and permanently stored.

Over time, as the basic elements reached the complexity that gave birth to the first conscious beings, the first elemental beings emerged in spiritual form. Many of these elementals stayed in the spiritual realms, assisting in the creation of new worlds and shaping the already existing ones in harmonious and disharmonious ways.

Civilizations flourished and beings reached the capacity to understand their connection to each other, to nature itself in physical and to their elemental ancestors. Many of these elemental beings were soul aspects of each individual that lived within these complex communities.

During times when the levels of consciousness of people fell and imbalanced dependence on technological advancement became the norm, the conscious connection to nature and the elements was forgotten.

To make things more complicated, people forgot to spend time in solitude with their inner universe, their aspects, nature, their inner child, their own heart. Social and cultural standards, the pursuit of hedonistic values, along with all kinds of technological distractions, contributed to the suppression of a conscious connection to the emotional bodies of the currently incarnated aspect and the needs of other aspects that require integration and healing, coming from other timelines and realms.

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We all stand now, collectively, at this point of colossal global change, in front of a polarized world that needs to shift in harmony. Groups of awakening souls pledged allegiance to a sacred vow to shift together. What sometimes many of these awakening seeds forget is that shift needs to come individually first.

There is a natural order in Creation, and part of that order is the fractalized reality that exists both physically and spiritually. In order to exert an influence in the collective, there is a need to create an inner shift, individually.

When enough attention is placed on personal healing and integration, the changes in the auric field of each being contributes to the harmonization of the immediate surroundings and the global energetic grids and physical electromagnetic fields of Earth. The reason why inner change has great impact over the collective is because the polarity of each being is reduced, stabilized and harmonized and the discordant energies of each being that float in the collective fields disappear.

People of Earth forgot that we all are born of the elements, and as such, we carry in our personal universe or individual soul matrix of aspects, many of these elements. Even physically we are made up of water, minerals, metals and fire. Our emotions flow naturally like the water, the winds, and can be explosive like fire itself. When we suppress our deepest emotions and we do not face the need of expression of our discordant aspects, otherwise known as negative entities, demons, archons, dark beings, etc, these emotions block our natural flow of energy like rocks would block the path of the water that flows in the form of a river. Sometimes these aspects coming from other timelines might seem to act as our enemies.

shadow projectionA shadow collective projection involves the perception of several groups of people in which something or someone is seen and experienced as negative and disempowering. These forces can include groups of individuals that work against the harmonious interests of the collective, or destructive forces like discordant weather patterns and other phenomena.

Now imagine, with the current global polarization of ideas, goals, belief systems, and practices, how our fragmented aspects float within the layers of the densities of the Earth and create an influence in the global environment that can be reflected in discordant weather patterns, decisions of global leaders that carry the weight of the collective shadow, and turmoil within each household.

At some point, many awakening seeds forgot that the highest path is the one of seeking inner harmony in order to contribute to harmonious change and growth of Earth. As these basic notions were forgotten, disharmony is mirrored through all the things that now are perceived as threatening and power is constantly given away to the polarized forces that would seem to act against the collective.

The human being has the capacity to heal and integrate their currently incarnated soul aspect and their other aspects that reside in other realms, who at some point existed in physical realms. By doing so, the global polarization is reduced and the auric field of the awakening seed is empowered, harmonized and it radiates love and light that can help harmonize other discordant energies.

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By integrating and healing individual energies or aspects, the collective tension is dispersed and reduced, creating personal empowerment for those who internalize and harmonize conflict.

At this time, we face many challenges like difficult weather phenomena, political, economical and social conflicts, conflicts with close soulmate connections and the impression of negative astral forces as the consequence of lack of proper integration and healing.

In order to bring back a long lost peaceful paradigm of people of different races with spiritual aspects from different species, elements and civilizations coexisting in harmony with each other, first we need to create inner harmony. By disconnecting as much as possible from the dramas beheld outside, and spending time in solitude we can embrace all our suppressed emotions, the mind can find rest from the constant chatter, the body can regain its physical strength and health and our aspects can find a home within our hearts.

Many souls who find greater inner strength, harmony and peace of mind can overcome even the most challenging technological advancements, apparently unreachable global conflicts, and other situations that reflect the global polarization. By opening up to our inner disharmony and healing it, the ones who are connected to us are then forced to face their own disharmony even further, creating a ripple effect.

When we place our attention to specific goals that can further perpetuate the illusions of separation and conflict, we feed the global polarization. When we believe that those who reflect back to us darkness are truly our enemies, we miss the opportunity to detach from them, and instead attend to the needs of our own feelings and our own heart. When we support certain movements, we might actually contribute to the polarization of our world even further.

When we are intellectually convinced that certain groups in physical, beings in spiritual form, or even parts of our own soul need to be eradicated, suppressed, destroyed, dissolved or ignored, then, as a Cosmic attempt to reach a balance, these aspects of Creation will only knock on our doors more loudly and the polarization within and outside increases. Think of this process as an equation.

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If instead, we go back to our inner space, without outer distraction, and we ask ourselves honestly why these factors are affecting our lives and the lives of other loved ones we care about, and the collective, then we might be able to open up to new perspectives. We can acknowledge all our feelings and bring them from the lost mental planes above us, down to the emotional planes and down to the physical. The spiritual, mental, emotional and physical bodies are washed with the light of lost aspects and lost fragments of our individual universal soul matrix. The lost aspects and fragments that reside in the collective planetary layers that create disharmony come back to us and we assist ourselves and the planet as a whole.

Seek a meditation practice in which you can sit and spend time with your inner universe, bringing back all discordant energies that affect you and the collective of Earth. When certain situations in your own life and the planet as a whole bring distress to you, ask your Higher Self, your shadow self, your aspects, your team of guides, to help you bring these energies from the spiritual realms, down to the mental, emotional and physical planes, especially intend to open up to all emotions. The ones that do not belong to you will leave your energetic space.

While you meditate on these beliefs, thought patterns and emotions, breathe constantly, ground yourself and open up to the experience. Place yourself in a space of neutrality, not favoring anything that might be part of the collective polarization. For example, do not intend to fight against any particular being, group of beings, paradigm, etc, but acknowledge your feelings towards anything that bring discomfort in any way.

Remember how you are part of everything, yet you are unique, and as such you are part of a world that seeks harmony, balance, and respect for anything that represents forms of individual expression, group expressions and global expressions. If there are expressions of this world that you support, know that by holding the rest in a space of neutrality, instead of working against them, you do not renounce to that which you feel defines you as an individual. Contrary to that, you empower yourself, embrace the rest with love and become more proactive in positive creative ways.

When outer guidance hinders soul growth

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You see the sun rising and wonder what new piece of the puzzle can be found behind your computer monitor, or the screen or your phone. Soon you discover one of your most cherished authors has released a new book, a new channeling, a new video. You add credit to your Amazon account for the next piece of your magnificent vault, or decide to purchase tickets for the new upcoming conference about the wonders of the past, or the promise of a new exciting future.

You look around and marvel at the sight of you collection of spiritual jewels, in your precious library, and feel a sense of accomplishment. Then, as you sit and take a sip of coffee and listen to the whispers of your beloved team of guides, if you opened up to a telepathic connection, or feel the message transpiring through your thought processes. You ask for several suggestions, that point to the next steps in your path.

Without hesitation you check for the latest news through your friends’ profiles and favorite pages. You wonder with a sense of distaste in which way will the decisions of certain groups in power affect your destiny. Perhaps they are developing a new weapon of fearful tools to control you, and such bad feeling is confirmed through the work of the conspiracy theorists you frequently follow.

Within the middle of these routines, little by little you feel that another voice wants to speak to you, in the most delicate and beautiful tone. You cannot hear exactly what this voice has to tell, what new story wishes to enfold in your path. The noises of your routine are so loud, so entertaining, and you just cannot miss what the famous speakers have to say about your collective path during the course of the coming days.

The almost unnoticeable voice comes from a corner, where you cannot see with your eyes any hint of a presence, yet unknown to you. The only resource that you could use to understand such significant presence is nothing more than your mirror. You gaze into your own eyes and if you allow yourself to see long enough, you might notice that your eyes are a portal to this powerful but gentle presence.

It is a part of yourself that for too long you have forgotten. A part of you that in silence has observed and wondered when you will allow it to make itself known to you. What this part of you really wants is a moment of true intimacy with you, in silence. Outside of your routines, and outside of what you cherish and consider valuable, more valuable than your own instinct, your gut feeling, your own opinion, your own sense of worth as a soul, beyond the perceived constraints of your human life.

The looks do not matter that much, unless you know how to interpret through your inner senses in which way this wise part of your soul wishes you to see it. It can take any form, one that you would appreciate for the rest of your existence, one that you do not comprehend, or one that you reject. It might look just like you, or maybe like a version of yourself when you were a child, or an incredibly amazing and powerful future version of yourself. Maybe it wants to let you know that there is a side of you that a long time ago was not human, but something else, and now you look for that form in the outer world of entertainment and distraction.

You cannot hear or see this part of you, because you got too used to listening to the opinion of other spiritual experts, and that might even include your own team of guides, who are not aspects of your soul but you know who, maybe some ascended master, or maybe some elegantly dressed and glowing ET, or maybe just an aspect of a beloved soulmate.

You forget then, that the opinion of your Higher Mind counts, at any given moment, for any circumstance. You hesitate to listen enough though. You forgot that you carry within you an entire Universe of personal experiences, incarnations, lessons, talents, etc. You forgot that you also have a heart, large enough to show to you the way back to itself, to the greatest love that you will find: self-love.

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Perhaps, in early stages of your life you were taught that the opinions and feelings of others were more valuable than yours, than your own needs. On top of that, you wonder if home was ever really home, or that if there is a place in this world that you can actually call home. So you seek for answers, and you find many, but you are still unsure if all that has been said so far is what you need. You do not know what is the fate of the collective, and you wait.

You might not even know that some beings need to be released from their roles as teachers and counselors, in order for your own soul embodiment to take place fully. You cannot access all your talents and your wisdom, when you are always listening to others. You think that to listen to your own thoughts, to your own feelings, to feel your own heart, is not enough. Maybe you do not feel that are good enough to become your own guide or your own master, because at some point you were taught such fallacy.

You think that you would need to be a good writer, or a good channeller, or an expert in other areas concerning ESP in order to connect to this part of your soul that awaits in a dark corner, somewhere within you and around you. You might stick to that routine that you are already familiar with, even if your limitations still bring a sense of incompleteness and lack of satisfaction. You say that you need new input, something to take you out of that state, of feeling like not always what you read or hear feels completely right for you. You hear the same stories over and over again, but you do not give yourself the opportunity to feed yourself with a new story, told by your own heart, your own I AM Presence.

There is always this question as to how you can do this for yourself and perhaps for others. Technology has its own ways to hold your hand and to keep your eyes on the screen for long periods of time. You know though, that there is something that feels right about disconnection and communion with yourself. You wonder then, if you will take the next step, and dismiss some old energies for release, so that they can guide others, or become an embodiment of sorts in physical, while you embody your own heart and soul substance, and allow that other group of well-known people to continue telling their ol’same ol stories.

The Inner and Outer Balance Between Aspects in our Current Time of Global Transition…Part 1

Sometimes it is hard to see or to even imagine how globally the human collective will reach a peaceful balance in which everyone can live harmoniously with their needs perfectly met. Theoretically, at soul level, everyone has their needs already met in their own individual scheme of desired experiences and explored lessons to approach the eternal knowing of love.

More than a year ago I was shown in a vision something that I felt could be reached on the long term at a global scale, with a dose of doubt as to what I was shown. I rather not soak my mind in the sea of possibilities that provide the necessary fuel in the creation of specific predictions. However, I think this vision is worth mentioning for several reasons.

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The vision in itself is something that already exists in our physical reality but the only difference between the vision and the current manifestation of such vision is the imbalance of the present paradigm.

The shadow of Oneness vs the shadow of individual expression

In the first part of this vision, I was shown how there is this dark spot within the human collective where the power is or was concentrated as a consequence of a subconscious desire of the collective for Oneness in a state of entropy. In this chaotic state, deep wounds determine the movement of such dark spot. The dark spot is not necessarily fixed but is expressed as the collective thought form that only a small single group of individuals retain the power of manifestation of the collective in physical. In this way, the illusion that only this single group owns the power of the collective exists and is perpetuated.

Not long ago it would seem as if, as part of the balancing process, the collective of people who desired Oneness was in some way subconsciously feeding the idea of a New World Order in which, in one way or another, dominant belief systems would be established and this single dark spot would make the decisions. Even if consciously people did not intend for such outcome to be manifested, it was the collection of individual subconscious wounds what was feeding this outcome.

Currently this tide has been reversed in such a way that now we see how in many regions of the planet certain nationalist movements in the political arena are expanding, which are less supportive of the original idea of a unique culture, a unique system without boundaries where only the single spot would govern this uniform society. The current focus is more on placing barriers to prevent an imbalanced Oneness to take over.

What this all means is that collectively we are fluctuating between old timelines and paradigms in which we are basically trying to find a new balance between Oneness and individual expression.Such process brings forth the subsequent set of problems related to the still prevailing lack of mutual understanding between the needs of groups who desire to preserve certain cultural, social, religious and economic paradigms, the fight for resources and defining territory as the needed homeland. The root of such problems extend back in time to societies outside of Earth.

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Before a new balance can be reached, a certain degree of collective and individual healing is still required to reach a consensus between how much people desire to:

-Share physical resources through different economic, social, religious and cultural means.

-Share ideals, beliefs, doctrines both in their individual lives and collectively.

-Allow for small regions, countries and continents to continue cultivating hybrid systems and reach more uniformity or instead to preserve the uniqueness that defines such regions, countries and continents.

-End conflicts by reaching a higher understanding of the mutual needs of apparently different groups and step out of blaming games.

-Redefine consumer patterns and production means through individual and collective balance.

I personally see a great potential that goes beyond the unique desires of each individual to focus or to stick to certain life styles, ideas, belief systems and even physical and non-physical manifestation potentials.

There is instead the potential to acknowledge Oneness while at the same time being respectful of differences in life styles, economic wants and needs, culture, philosophies, belief systems and acceptance among groups with unique DNA configuration. We often fear what we do not understand or what we think might threaten our existence.

When we think that something has to be eradicated instead of being brought to balance and to acknowledge any positive aspect of it, then we contribute further to the chaos and imbalance that exists in our world.

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Going back to the vision, in the second part I was shown how reality is fractalized in such a way that taking as an example food markets, a possible scenario of peaceful balance could be manifested:

Major retail stores as we already know them selling and promoting more natural products coming from diverse regions of the world, expanding the supply. Fair prices and fair conditions for sellers and employees. Beautiful modern designs in such major stores with elegant natural concepts making the buying experience a very pleasant one like visiting a museum. Some places already exist but there would be more expansion of such food markets to other regions where they are non existent and where people have less access to such products and less income.

Beautiful balance in small food stores fortifying local markets and good logistics, not in conflict with the major retail stores.

No more problems with harmful chemicals in agricultural products or unfair treatment towards animals, no unfair commerce and more cleanliness.

Major companies can then coexist with smaller business with the goal of becoming the larger cultural, social and economic expressions for the collective while respecting the smaller regions and producers and creating balance between products of diverse countries.

Currently it is difficult to approach such vision when there is so much work to do to bring peace and balance to this world. More and more this vision is manifesting in several places though, at least in steps.

Hybrid systems are being created that allow for people to use more diversified digital/virtual forms of money, but in a world where the needs of people are very diverse then physical mediums of exchange are not sacrificed to bring forth fully such systems that are not applicable to certain places, especially very poor regions. Others find new solutions in fair barter. More balance in the economy and in the lives of people.

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The splendor of Earth is the possibility for different physical manifestation potentials to coexist peacefully without the eradication of any aspect or paradigm that can contribute in positive ways to the collective.

What prevents us as a collective society to reach such balance in which Oneness is not in conflict with individual expression?

Our feelings of inadequacy, of not being valuable enough, of not being understood or feeling like our voice is not powerful enough. That others have more power over us or that our decisions do not affect the collective. That we are not loved enough, or accepted for who we are. That we are always different from the rest of the world in such a way that we cannot fit. That we wish sometimes that we were not different or that we wish that we could be the best of ourselves with our unique differences.

Elevate these feelings to the collective level and see then why there is not always a consensus or harmony between families, regions, countries and ultimately as a planet. Even those people that you label as dark ones carry such feelings within and are not acknowledged to be human beings with the potential for change within their hearts.

Now let me tell you something else. Go back to the notion of a dark spot or a global group of control and think how everyday people project their feelings of disempowerment towards this group of groups and how the individual shadows of people feed this dark spot further and further. People do not even know exactly how many individuals make up this dark spot or if the people from ancient times who were labelled as the dark ones still have an influence. It is in my understanding that many of these ancient people are not even holding any power positions and some are even going through healing and fulfilling positive roles but the ancient wounds remain.

Redistribute this power in such a way that each individual becomes fully responsible for their own creations, their own feelings, their own thoughts and in some way or another can open up new paths for better individual expression. A burden would then be lifted from the dark spot, shrinking it and allowing for more balance to happen.

In the next part of this essay, the current healing, integration and merging of aspects of each individual is explored in the context of ascension.