Of viruses, disruptive stages and self love

Microscopic viruses various color and shape. Bacteria infection set. Cell illness, germs parasite icon, bacterium and microorganism. Vector illustration

Something within me broke, when I was shown an astral incident. Some people I had known in past lives, who I admittedly admired to the core…where not what they pretended to be. Neither was I what they might have thought I was. Then our worlds shattered, there was war, and finally all hope ended. Our worlds literally ended, and today many people keep going, chasing dreams and power. I am learning in greater depth about human motivation to seek hopes, dreams and power. Some people can have all that they want, and they might be happy, others might have it all and not value it.

Before the great quarantine, I did feel like I saw a brief dream that felt good enough come to an unexpected end. The more time alone I was forced to spend, I went deeper and deeper and saw that such dream served as a temporary remedy or a balm to ease an eternal pain I was carrying inside. Today, part of this pain became very accute and then became milder, when I saw threads of dark matter, appearing literally black, connecting me to those timelines of failure and broken dreams. Then I saw the faces of these beings, so full of power and promises, completely defeated, defenseless, and lost. Oh those beings…carrying broken wings.


One of them showed me a pair of fake white wings on his back. He said that this is what we usually get to see. His real wings were broken, and he eventually lost those magnificent broken limbs on his back. We humans do not have wings, so we have to create artificial means to fly. He fell down and said that he lost his value without his real wings, so now he wears fake white wings. And so did I try but mine, never got me above. I was too heavy to even fly with my attempt to carry fake wings.

The more I went deeper these weeks and put myself together even further, I recalled something a colleague told me about viruses. He said that somehow, viruses are neither alive nor death. They are like tiny zombies, carrying DNA that somehow managed to split apart from living organisms, like a form of mutation that now attacks living organisms.

It hit me hard that viruses are in essence part of us. They carry memories in their RNA about creation and evolution. They carry imprints of dark matter, and it is this dark matter what has the potential to attack people and even kill. Our DNA is damaged, that is a well recorded fact. Otherwise, our junk DNA would be fully activated. Like cancer cells, viruses are part of this entropy that can be healed within the collective of Earth.

If they are fabricated little monsters, they can still be defeated with our activated DNA. But the only way to activate it is to spend time, alone, without any distraction, overcoming the anxiety. Then, once you silence the desire to run away from this stillness, you go deeper, and feel deeper your inner voice. You start listening to the broken soul and broken heart, and start activating those pieces that got damaged during traumatic experiences, or for other artificial reasons.

The more you fill yourself with self love, the more you activate your DNA and the more you either protect yourself from the dark matter contained within viruses, or you incorporate back to yourself the RNA that might belong to you and transmute it to generate healthy cells.

Many Retrogrades In Your Natal Chart: More Than Just Mere Empathy/Sensitivity

The awakened individual is highly sensitive and empathic towards the immediate surroundings. The presence of other people around them might overwhelm them. But what if this form of sensitivity is not just a mere condition of the aura of the awakened and instead, the core reason is deeper than what is thought to be?

I am myself highly sensitive to my surroundings and to be around the presence of certain people can become an unbearable task that demands real strength. What is frustrating is that these people seem to be totally unaware of the discomfort “they” provoke or the type of connection that presents in front of their eyes. They appear cold as stone, unaware, or joyful of their linear lives.

Linear. That is the clue. That is how life happens for them, at least most of the time. If they struggle, their view of it is just a simple incidence of life and life just happens as a straight path, sometimes ambitious, sometimes comfortable. Meanwhile, we cringe, we writhe, we struggle, and think to ourselves that this is just a bad Cosmic joke and that this place is simply awful for our “aura” or our “highly sensitive” nature.

Yes, sometimes this is the truth. Sometimes the environment is simply too dense and we capture the electromagnetic emanations of echos of experiences and polarized collective struggle. But this is not as often the case as we might think.

The deeper reality of an apparently awakened individual can be the opposite of what might be thought of, especially if you have been indoctrinated over the years to think you are really the victim of a dense planetary reality and your purity cannot withstand the badness outside. If you use an astrological reference in the form of a natal chart, and discover that you have a few planets in retrograde, I have not so good news for you, dear reader.

You might be dealing with a difficult mission to deal with lifetimes of karmic experiences that are echoing in your aura and within the core of your DNA becoming constantly activated as you experience life in the measurement of your capabilities.

To me this is the sober reality of life. I am fully aware that I came in life with many planets in retrograde when I was born, and not only that. The Galactic Center shows as “retrograde” in my chart, which is not literally a fact, but what this means is that I came here to deal with as much karmic debts as possible in as many timelines as possible in one single lifetime. This situation has left me shattered over and over and over again while interacting with people and even in my long stages of solitude.

During these past weeks, the process of healing and integration have intensified to such an extent that, as soon as the weekend comes, I am left postrated on bed for hours, weeping uncontrollably and sick at my core after a week of physical interaction with ancestral connections that were, eons ago, a huge cause of my demise in countless past lives. It is impossible not to end up confused every time interactions go well, yet, the energies open up chapters of horror within my consciousness. We greet each other, work together in controlled doses. Sometimes circumstances will prevent at all costs interaction when the situation could magnify the discomforts, and who knows what could start happening.

Even worse, one time, one of my colleagues asked younger ones if they believed in past lives. Some were silent, and a young lady said no. The one who asked that first question asked if they had never felt somethimg towards certain places, as if they could remember something. Again, the lady said no, that she did not feel anything.

It really struck me that people who very likely have natal charts with less planets in retrograde are totally unaware of past lives, of spiritual realms, of so many things that the awakened individual is aware of. Not only that, those people do not feel anything being around others, unlike people with planets in retrograde. Their lives go easy. Meanwhile, I am left with horror just by being around them. I dream of them and recall ancient dramas and their energies feel like poison. Other times I feel a positive connection, and they are unaware.

After weeks of assimilating this aspect of reality, more and more answers come to me and I understand a bigger puzzle. I wonder now how many people who have been struggling with hypersensitivity have brought to themselves so much karma to be dealt with in the best way possible as to give permanent closure to ancient dramas.

It makes more sense as to why people with retrogrades in their natal charts are the ones who more easily recall ancestral realities either here on Earth or outside, in one way or another. Plus the fact that interaction with other people overwhelms them because they are more consciously processing karmic ties to the collective of Earth and to certain groups or individuals. So this is really not about being merely “sensitive” or “empathic” but there is a lot more than meets the eye.

Reflect on this and maybe it will make sense to you. If you do happen to have planets in retrograde, are you aware of what your own soul demands from you in relationship to Earth and her people?

Thermodynamics, Metaphysics and Ecology Applied to Cosmic Polarity

The Exploration of Separation and Disconnection from Unity

Within the minds of a group of ultracosmic beings, curiosity was not lacking. They were naturally space explorers and scientists. Not everything was known to them, yet their advanced knowledge about the workings of Cosmos was both intuitive and logical.

Evil was lacking in the hearts and minds of these beings, only growing awareness of experience. Communication was everlasting, base don heart to heart and mind to mind connection. If imbalances presented themselves in the life of these beings, eventually the natural progression of Cosmic life would bring forth new equilibriums.

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That is how natural evolution of species always was and is always meant to be. However, once a new unknown form of perturbation is created, results can be predicted and somehow foreseen in the minds of the advanced people, but trial and error is always existent where there is no complete information or knowing of consequences.

In the mind of an ancestral scientist, ideas abounded to boost new levels of growth and exploration. One particular idea involved the disconnection of the heart to heart and mind to mind streams of energetic flow that would perpetuate natural unity and empathy among beings.

The original idea was simply to explore contrasts, among a line of ideas that would aim to catalyze growth for other less evolved groups of beings, initiating the programs within the evolved group. Some of these fundamentals have been explained over time by several authors, be it in the form of channeled material or narrated directly from their own experiences.

Within the group, several agreements were made, including one that involved the reversal of the disconnection and separation programs. To the misfortune of the Cosmic players, including those groups affected directly and indirectly, the resolution of such distortion never came to be fully solved.

Instead, an eternity of incarnations were created, as if all souls involved became stuck in time loops and oblivion. The love was forgotten over time and wars erupted from the soul fragmentation and forgetfulness that consequently manifested.

Background on  ecological and thermodynamics theories

In simple traditional ecology and thermodynamics theory, a closed system would tend to generate the same amount of energy that is introduced as input. Thus, energy behaves linearly and is not created nor transformed.

However, within an open system that is conformed of several subsystems within a large ecosystem, subject to be studied, the energy generated surpasses in much the energy received as input. The system is said to be efficient in its production of energy, as the interaction of all components generate greater amounts of energy and a balance is present. This does not mean that predatory behavior is inexistent but simply that all exists within the larger system in a state of balance, and all parts of the system and subsystems can coexist and evolve in such a way that the interconnections are strong.

These open systems will work on reducing entropy within the community and reject any form of outer entropy, or simply to repair entropy by removing that which is perturbating the efficient production of energy.

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If the conditions within the larger ecosystem are such that the connections between elements have weakened the energetic flows and there is entrophy then, the incorporation of a different species will perturbate the system and weaken it even further. This can lead to greater imbalances and disaster for several of the species inhabiting the ecosystem.

The polarity integration failures and lessons

With the previous theories in mind, now we can examine the practical circumstances that lead to failed experiments and incomplete lessons in our Cosmic past and the time loops that lead to reincarnation and forgetfullness.

If soul families decided to split up, in order to experience previously unexplored paths, the breaking down of a previous order will lead to different results, probably not when expected if such conditions were previously not explored.

This was often the case when souls decided to consciously separate from their loved ones and choose to represent either the “light” or the “dark” factions. Some of the goals of such agreements would be to transcend the differences, to understand the fundamentals of what love is and what love is not and create the reconnective links.

The real problem with such journeys was that the levels of soul fragmentation experienced along the way became so great that even at soul level, the loss of information increased.

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The soul records of the people who participated in such projects began shattering to the extent in which only in non-physical could some of this information be retrieved once again and a certain level of consciousnessof love could be recovered.

This was no longer the case in physical. As more and more souls began fragmenting further, it became imposible for many of the lessons and agreements to come to completion, leaving a trail of fragmented lifetimes and soul essence scattered across the explored sides of Cosmos.

Thus the reincarnation problem began, and the creation of space/time and time/space constrictions accentuated. The lifespans of beings decreased and hierarchies at all levels became darker. Predatory behavior became brutal in countless of Cosmic paradigms as a result of lack of remembrance and individual fragmentation, leading to darker cycles.

Not all was lost though. From each incarnation, each experience, much was gained about love, lack of love, healing, and different sets of values like forgiveness, acceptance, compassion, honor, dignity, integrity, etc.

Even so, the conditions were not fully met as to give closure to the reincarnation cycles in countless star systems. It was decreed by the ultracosmic beings that on Earth this seemingly endless cycle would end, at least gradually enough.

Application of the ecology and themodynamics theory to Cosmic cases

Imagine a scenario in which  a group that has reached a point of stability is now efficient enough to perpetuate a relative peace with Little enthropy. The community in itself is a open ecosystem.

Now imagine that the stability, relative peace and sets of values define the community as being a lighthearted space for growth and interaction. Sometimes these communities were labeled as communities of light (whether they really practiced their ideal or their definition still allowed for some forms of predatory behavior). Remember that, in ecology and thermodynamics of open systems combined, predatory behavior can exist.

The enjoyed and perceived stability and efficiency in the production of energy through interactions will create strong bonds and the desire and perceived need to perpetuate such condition.

When there are physical and non-physical agreements between soul groups and families to create a new paradigm based on polarity integration attempts, the incorporation of a set of elements, species or group of species will lead to at least two posible results: the succesful integration to  the community, leading to a peaceful enough outcome, or failure and disaster.

Naturally these scenarios apply to the core physical reality of soul fragmentation without remembrance of the love bond that exist between beings.

When a dark species or dark elements bring entrophy, if the light-hearted community attempts to incorporate the dark elements through healing means and love, eventually the experiment will prove to fail for several reasons. One reason is that the light hearted community has gained enough strength to perpetuate relative peace, without fully resolving the previous entrophic interactions of other timelines, leaving hidden scars that exist in non-physical in the realms of antimatter, dark matter and dark energy. In this case, ecological and thermodynamic theories must be complemented with the metaphysical notions of the invisible dynamics of space/time and time/space restrictions.

The other reason being that the light hearted community does not have the complete tools or understanding to uncover the whole reality previously experienced by the dark elements. The community might give enough love or not enough incentive exists to do an extra effort to heal the dark elements, but the depth of the scars of the dark elements will only bring further entropy, consuming the energy of the community.

The end result will be the expulsion (could also be imprisonment) or the gradual death of the incorporated species within the open ecosystem. This scenario took place in several timelines in countless of star systems, leaving the paradigms unconcluded and soul groups separated.

Since the light-hearted community is strong to create relative peace, yet not strong enough to be left undisturbed by the incorporation of dark elements, then the arrival and incorporation of these elements will perturbate the ecosystem even further, weakening all of its elements.

This is another scenario that took place in places like Earth where migratory issues tend to increase and the blending of different cultures and even starseed paradigms bring deterioration or difficulties for the polaried paradigms to be completed physically.

Simple is the mentioning of the following examples, yet complex was the reality lived and the fact that these paradigms still affect Earth:

-The ancestral angelic and demonic paradigms in planetary hells and heavens physically (these species were usually genetic blends of avian, feline, vampyr, naga, pan-goat and dragon species).

-The Lyran-Draco interactions leading to Sirian-Arcturian-Pleiadian-Draco-Orion conflicts.

-The Galactic Federation of Worlds and the failure of the Ashtar Command destroying Maldek.

-The difficulties and failures of the Christ community.

Within these paradigms, soul groups were separated into the sociopolitical groups and by genetic and environmental differences, leading to deep collective traumas, still not fully understood or resolved.

The incorporation of Self Love and Self Compassion for ultimate resolution

If a collective effort to help dark species and individuals heal from the conscious or unconscious decision to become extremely fragmented over countless of timelines proved to fail, what else could work?

In some timelines, sucessful projects were completed in which the adoption of traumatized souls born from difficult species could be raised with love since birth. However, these paradigms would have failed if all elements of the soul groups would have been incorporated, leading only to partial results.

Other paths were explored in which tools for self inner exploration were developed and applied by millions of soul from across the explored side of Cosmos. These programs included specialized training for Avatarian programs designed by the same group or groups that initiated the explorations of separation and contrast.

These programs yielded succesful results when the masters were induced to spend as much time alone as posible, while receiving some degree of guidance from non-physical aspects of their own souls or from their soul families. Other forms of guidance included the counseling from members of their groups.

However, not always could these programs yeild the desired results when much of what was integrated and healed was meant to be applied while interacting with the members who carried the darker codes.

The masters decided around the time of the Harmonic Convergence not to incarnate together anymore and to remain astrally available to humanity in order to complete a series of protocols for the Cosmic resolution.

The path of the starseed would bring about several dark nights of the soul for as many individuals as posible in order to create the necessary restrictions for the programs of forced understanding of self love and self compassion. This program would create enough pressure as to deal with the individual entropy created from the previous Cosmic wars and separations.

Many of these individuals have found themselves restricted and separated from several members of their soul families for the reasons mentioned above. It is a lonely path and one full of challenges, but one that has lead to better results as opposed to forced collective interactions that would weaken the communities intended to become integrated and healed.

Another important aspect of these resolution stages is the fact that in order to give closure to the ancient contracts, instead of gathering physically, many souls have gathered in the astral planes. While a starseed experiences conventional life lessons, there is conscious interaction with other beings in the non-physical planes, where dimensions converge and limitations of space/time and time/space are being lifted. Some of these lessons are not easy, but they are designed in such a way that resolution is now possible.

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On the other hand, aspects of soul family or soul group members accompany the incarnated individual throughout the journey of transformation in non-physical form. Communication is established in different ways.

Once a level of self love and self compassion is achieved, then the aura and DNA become repaired enough to hold as much love and light as necessary to bring about resolution of these paradigms in physical. While collective interaction with other soul family members will become more tangible in the future, the strenghthening of communities will not be based on the interaction and the bonds themselves, but the capacity of individuals to show resilience and inner strength from the assimilation of self love and self compassion.

Life Within the Star System of Taygeta

A multicolored binary system

Taygeta is a binary system. The first star is blue-white while the other star is predominantly white. When asking to the Pleiadians how many planets orbit these two legendary stars they show to me four planets. One is yet unknown to me, but they say it is as relevant as the other three of which we already have some information available from other contactees: Temmer, Dakote and Erra.

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Representation of Taygetan binary system, taken from Pixabay.

Contrary to what people might believe, these four planets are not exclusively inhabited by human-looking beings. In fact, after the Lyran wars took place, many immigrants from different star nations arrived to the Pleiades, incorporating even further species during relevant stages of development of the main Pleiadian cluster.

The Taygetan system does incorporate as a majority, some human-looking groups of beings, mostly of the Elven type. However, the Earth human mind is filtered as to perceive in full form the real appearance of these beings. For such reason, most contactees describe these beings as Earth human-looking. With deeper levels of integration and removal of preconceived ideas, these beings can start displaying their extraterrestrial traits in visions, dreams, meditation, etc.

It was revealed to me, briefly that many of these beautiful Pleiadian-Taygetan beings do happen to look Elvish in nature, and generally much taller than the Earth human template.

Other species include felines, hybrid avians, Draco-reptilians from Eltanin, Giausar and Thuban, Rho Cancrians (humanoid), canines and dark blue and light brown Sirians (similar to the African or Afroamerican templates), some artificial intelligence projects also brought forth robotic beings with soul.

Backgrounds of contrasting nations in Temmer

Temmerians from the Taygetan star system had integrated within their codings the Lyran-feline genetics and the previous experiences lived during the Lyran-Draco conflicts.

A new chapter was about to enfold, some time after the great escape of the first Lyrans who colonized part of the 7-star main Pleiadian cluster.

Some of the basics are now known through the works of Billy Meier, Maryann Rada, and more recently channeled materials like the ones provided in the Cosmic Agency channel. Other great materials have been lost over time as many forums and larger networks closed their operations throughout the years containing plenty of testimonials of integration from Draco-reptilian and Pleiadian-elven people.

It is still yet unknown to the majority of the people of Earth, that many who lived lifetimes as Elven Pleiadians had also lived as reptilians in other incarnations in several star systems, including the Draco constellation. This fact has its reasoning in the understanding of the difficulties to become aware of reptilian lifetimes and their acceptance.

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Channeled unfiltered portrait of two Elven human females and Draco reptilian female during integration project in Temmer.

The Temmerian nation within the Taygetan system intended to represent the light, while the Draco-reptilian nations represented the dark faction. However, within the Taygetan system, members of other races had already been incorporated, and continued to visit this star system, finding a home in this station. Both species had something to offer to each other, and none were perfect in their representation of the light or the dark. Each had its own advantages and positive things to offer, as well as negative things.

What the two nations had in common was that in these particular timelines of development of both home worlds, politically speaking, both were kingdoms. The Draco nation formed part of a larger empire that continued expanding in many ways.

One of the most confusing matters, concerning information provided about Pleiadians and Dracos, is what we might assume about these species and nations, based on what we find in several sources of information. For example, not all Draconians are reptilians (there are plenty of beings belonging to different species that have existed within this large star system). Not all reptilians look the same. Not all reptilians are evil. Not all reptilians were programmed within the same socioeconomic and cultural circumstances.

The same notion applies to Pleiadians. Not all Pleiadians are human. Not all Pleiadians that look human look like Earth humans, in fact, most of the ones that look more like Earth humans have pointy ears and other small differences. Not all Pleiadians are blond. Not all Pleiadians were programmed to express love and light, and even if they were, previous negative incarnations affected the attempt of fully expressing a positive mission.

In the specific case of Draco-reptilians in Draco, they lived among people from other species inluding some blue Sirians and other species like devils (pan-goat-reptile), avians, reptilian avians, felines, insectoids, amphibians and some humans. The Giausarian nation in particular was not as technologically advanced as were other Draconian planets orbiting the other Draco stars. Dracos from Eltanin and Thuban had already touched Temmerian and Dakote grounds progressing further in the rehabilitation of their soul codes in the Pleiades. Temmerians had several technological advantages over this specific Giausarian Draconian nation, which was oppressed by other Draconian nations above them.

The reptilian people were programmed under very harsh conditioning, including violence, racism and classism (typical example of royalties that required for their offspring to have light scales, certain strengths, emotional toughness, in some cases, etc.) This would be the more typical programming that people feared in other star systems and on Earth. On the other hand, many Draco-reptilians could be flexible if they were shown with acceptance the loving paradigm offered by Taygetans. They could be patient and learn fast. If the Elven people managed to show them that they were not a threat to them and approached them fearlessly enough, then they would start healing their programming and opening their two hearts to the human warmth. Far from being cold creatures, their appearence was the only thing that was apparently hard, if the effort was done with enough patience.

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Temmer has vast grassfields and tropical areas.

Temmerians on the other hand were very accepting and very loving of all races, but they did establish certain limits and boundaries based on their fears of other threatening species. If there was an expression of what could be interpreted as racism, was based on the more ancestral feline and reptilian paradigms in conflict with each other, and other participating races.  However, this was not the case for Temmerians, except for some specific people who could not find acceptance in anything that looked reptilian. They developed several healing modalities, based on previous incarnations as Naga people, as other forms of reptilians who held some natural knowledge on healing, and their fierceness came from their feline-avian side. However, they were impatient, which proved to be a weakness during their interaction with the Dracos. If they could not find their inner strength to overcome their fear of what seemed to be different to them, the Draco reptilians could become aggressive as a reaction to perceived rejection. The Elven people had to show determination and courage to earn the respect of the Dracos.

Errans

Errans were predominantly human-elven but some major differences distinguised them from the other Taygetan nations. Their paradigm was light-hearted but at the same time many of these people would seem more detached compared to the Temmerians and Dakoteans.

A beautiful prosperous nation with a touch of an ancient empire resembling some of the Asian qualities of Earth, they used crystals not only for technological development but also for decorative purposes, even in buildings. These qualities would create an environment that resembled some Asian fairy tales.

However, Errans faced many social difficulties regarding cultural stigmas and the fear of inner acceptance of these factors. Temmerians were more open to such expressions. However, when Errans joined forces with Temmerians, Dakoteans and other Taygetans, an interesting balance in their sociocultural backgrounds could be achieved.

The middle point

As Draco-Reptilians and Elven-Pleiadians interacted to fullfill the next attempt for polarity integration, several lessons were learned. What scars were left as the end result of a perceived failure, is something that can only be embraced through the acceptance of both paradigms and what each had to offer, both positive and negative.

Through the Earth human template, the programming of all light and dark species is blended in discord and in harmony.

Through the understanding of constrasting paradigms in our daily lives, we can understand in which areas of our psyche the reptilian is lacking of acceptance, or where the human is fearful of failure.

The outer world provides a series of inputs for our integration. What challenges us is what reflects our Cosmic past. Such challenges might reflect what comes from the Elven Pleiadian heart and mindset and what comes from the Draco Reptilian programming.

The beautiful efforts of the Taygetan Pleiadians to incorporate many of the Dracos to their society proved to be highly effective in other timelines within the two planets in development.

In which areas of your psyche and your life do you have a reptilian that wants to be understood by the heart of a Pleiadian? Can you find the point where both can converge and heal each other?

Ultracosmic Paradigms Before The Separation Experiments

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Art by Reimund Bertrams

Before a small group of ultracosmic beings decided that a new paradigm of separation would trigger evolution of other species, everything operated based on natural Cosmic laws within the inhabited galaxies.

Extraterrestrial races evolved based on true empathy and an everlasting invisible connection from hearts to hearts and from minds to minds without being intrusive. All laws were felt and understood fully. None of these species resemble the Cosmic Earth human, except in some cases on a template based on a head, two limbs used as legs and two limbs used as arms. Others had more than two arms and/or more than two legs. Science fiction would give to us a better idea on Cosmic diversity than what the conscious mind can grasp in the form of astral adventures or other forms of inner realm communication.

Technologies were as ultra advanced as were the biologies of beings who could rejenerate themselves and live up to millions of years, shapeshifting or adapting at will in accordance to the environmental conditions of the worlds they explored. Death was unknown to them. In fact, death would not have been a natural process to them, but simply a glitch that resulted after polarization of a sector of Cosmos.

Peace and joy were natural, without being the constant, as any form of conflict that would arise was based only and purely on unsconsciousness but never as intentional harm. Evil was non-existent. Fear, to the extent that polarized races experience it, was not existent either to them. Pain did exist but it was seen as something milder in general terms and part of natural evolution.

However, creative minds would never lose wonder and amazement in the ideals of experimentation. Such forms of experimentation were different to what is known to Earth humans and even other Cosmic races through science.

Science was different and there was no incentive to aim for perfection. To us humans, these races would be seen as perfect though.

Even the most advanced of negative Draconian technologies, or the most sophisticated insectoid technologies would be no match for these beings. The highly advanced life forms existent within Arcturus would see these beings as ultragods. That is their level of knowledge and empathy for everything.

These beings do not even know what ethics or values like forgiveness are, because their pure empathy would not require for such concepts to be developed and applied.

Only after the great separation experiments initiated by a group of evolved beings, were such concepts created in order to solve the enigmas born as end result of creation of polarity.

These beings consider the known laws as part of the polarization paradigms, even the Law of One is an incomplete notion to them. The laws taught by several positive and negative species were all based on polarization.

Cosmos, is not a polarized playground as a whole, but one sector of Cosmos that underwent dramatic changes for an eternity did become polarized and new laws emerged from such changes in the structure of atomic and subatomic particles, which were originally different to what is known now.

Since these races are capable of transforming all forms of disharmony in almost the blink of an eye, they will not appear to most of humanity, as they know well how everything operates. The human race needs to revert the process of polarization that has taken literally an eternity to solve in linear terms. They observe, and love, but they know that we are capable of doing this and they will assist in some ways now that they are here. Humanity has a huge lesson to learn which is simply the acceptance of the inner polarity, before anything else.

They respect our laws and know that we are converging towards resolution, even if it is not evident in our limited eyes. To them, as a whole, we are still like babies, or better said like very fragmented versions of what they are. As we progress in our integration and healing, they can communicate more with us, but to them, removal of judgement and self judgement is important and transcendence of fear. Without the acceptance of the fragmented strands within the human DNA, it is harder for them to reach out to us and for them to reach out to us.

Part of that acceptance includes the healing of negative human and extraterrestrial patterns within the Earth human. Healing of incarnations as darker species, like negative pan-goat people, occult vampyrs, dark insectoid species, negative dracos and other less known species help us release the polarization within and outside. If there are such species within ourselves, then we can meditate and find acceptance of them in our hearts and minds and progress further towards the reparation of DNA and Cosmic home worlds.

THE BODY SNATCHING PROBLEM: Redefining your entanglement

Entangled we are all, in one way or another in our hearts and in our souls. Our inner world is very complex and more is the world of ideas. There are too many downsides to our new age of awakening. There is a good reason why some people say that the Age of Aquarius is the age of deception. Not all is deception of course, but information might not always be what it seems.

This year I am faced with another set of lessons, related to my personal position in this vast incomprehensible Cosmos. I retrieved very vivid memories of what felt like heavenly moments with certain individuals that I have never met, but who seemed to have been relevant to my soul journey. Other encounters were far from sweet. In many ways, what once was, is no more, but maybe at a level many of these connections will always stay in my heart and my soul. Even the conflicting ones are being transformed at the most human of levels, with love. But life on Earth sometimes demands that we move along in a very different direction to what once was a heaven of sorts, if it really was, and to leave behind all forms of ancestral hells.

So is the same for all starseeds. Every individual who explores their inner world might come across surprising facts about their origins and those they crossed paths with, for one reason or another. However, when there is an evident lack of self love, many of these intriguing facts might be magnified, distorted, and misunderstood, as if they could provide a new layer of ideas and definitions. This is a personal observation from too many explicit testimonials seen over the years in the vastness of sites and social media and some of my own detours.

We step a little further away from who we are, with each new layer of information and distortions, when we do not deal with these facts with a more objective perspective. A most typical case is a form of interaction in some other timeline with a certain famous personality. We only get to see a tip of the iceberg of who these people were or are, and what we truly are at all levels. But the idea, of maybe having been coated with the mantle of power and authority of someone else, sounds appealing to our bruised wounded self who is unacknowledged by ourselves and by others in several timelines. Evolution is, with all the honesty of my heart, brutal, with all and its natural laws and the synthetic paradigms.

The worst part might be that some of these interactions could have proven to be painful at some point, but such information is so out of reach. It is there, but our hearts and our minds are disconnected, so we prefer to stick to the eternal idea that we ourselves are that which we are not, or that we are important enough as to hold a form of power over another master being. Even worse, maybe we will spend the rest of our lives eternally worshiping the will of another and wanting to be in their image and likeness, sacrificing our own will and true joy.

If someone of authority tells you in the Now, “leave behind your ideals, and come to my temple and adore me…” very likely you will decline the offer and think to yourself that such person is nothing more than a narcissist. Yet, subconsciously, very likely we still hold on to that ancient program from a distant past, because we were like kids, and some patriarch or a matriarch told us that we had to follow their will for an eternity.

If someone tells you, “life is too crushing, so come to my temple and receive emotional and sexual healing…” very likely you will decline because you hold on to that which you love and you are not into the idea of sharing yourself to a stranger. Yet maybe, you were part of the masses who blindly believed that healing had to be this way, so you still carry attachments.

If someone tells you, “my nation must be perfected, and you are part of my nation, thus you must sacrifice yourself for it…” maybe you find the idea more appealing, or maybe not. It was not different from the past, and part of you is still looking for a home, built from an ideal of perfection.

And on and on it goes, the contamination at DNA level of what transpired in the past in the form of suppressive goals and idyllic paradigms that proved to fail many times. And the soul shards of another are still around you. So there you are, wanting to be adored by your masters, as much as you want to adore them. One thing is mutual respect, understanding and friendship. Another very different is oppressive ideals and relationships and codependency based on lack of self love.

Release your favorite masters and your tormentors with loving detachment. Release the idea of utopian realms and perfect societies. For a moment, forget that the world is shaped from the minds of the ancients and explore the jewels of your own creative potential.

Will you dare to change your programming a little further and love yourself just a little more and see yourself for your authenticity?

It is not easy, but yielding to the light of your own God-self, proves to be more appealing than any golden paradigm that might collapse, when there is a brick missing at the base of its structure.

From Draco to the Pleiades, With Love

Note: The following article is an original article written for Ninespath.com

A long time ago…

It was so long ago, that we first crossed paths. We were somewhat similar to your cats and your reptiles, but we were larger, more humanoid looking, and more evolved. However, there was fear in our eyes. We had to see at some point that we were not so different from each other. Yet, the fear and the stories of survival were greater than the conviction to find within such levels of empathy that could enable us to see that war and control were unnecessary. Then, as we all interbred between several species, the human template took shape to look more and more similar to the current Earth human template. We were no longer dragonoids with long snouts, large wings, multiple horns and thick scales. They themselves were no longer large humanoid felines. From Draco to Orion, to Lyra to the Pleiades, our forms approached just a little bit more, what the Earth human is, as a Cosmic template.

When you come across the term “reptilian”, you might cringe. When you come across the term “Draconian”, you might writhe. However,  there is much in the form of loopholes that humanity still has to understand about us, the ones who you have termed for too long, of the “darkness”. Not all of what we were back then was purely dark. Not even in those you term of “light” were so incorruptible as you were led to believe.

Many of you might still feel a conscious wound, related to the reptilian Cosmic specimens, of which I am part of. But in my currently incarnated Earth human form, I am learning, as my human aspect learns about us. Some of my human Pleiadian friends have been by my side in some way during my difficult integration to this human vessel, whether that is in spirit form, or in the form of long distance connection. I am One now with my Earth human form. I rejoice now to see this mutual sharing of paths, with my loved ones who were once part of opposing parties.

If there is something I learned about my beloved home world and my beloved Lyran-Pleiadians, is that we all had much to share with each other in peaceful and meaningful ways. But our cultural, social, economical, spiritual and even technological backgrounds, were difficult to reconcile back then. There was conflict in our own DNA. Now it is different, for we all spend our inner resources in the much needed healing of what once was not understood.

Yes, some of your current people in power still display the more typical traits of one or more aspects of dominant species. They are so full of greed and lust for power. Many of us had to learn some painful lessons on what it is to lose that love that we all crave, our inner capacity to love ourselves enough, to nurture ourselves enough, to lose potential friends and partners, and instead, devote our lives to the futility of war and the unfairness of larger institutions. Even worse, to the idea that darkness is needed. Why do you believe in such lie, that you need darkness? Darkness did serve many lessons, but let go of it now. You do not need it anymore. what you need is only balance and acceptance of the past, of any decision made, and the understanding of the root causes of conflict.

Interaction of Pleiadians with Draconians

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Drakalyxen, Draconian female general of Giausar holding helmet.

I am Drakalyxen, Draconian female general of an invading fleet, who touched Pleiadian-Temmerian ground during times of greater strife, just when my Pleiadian family was still going through a process of recovery from older conflicts. My home world is located in the vicinity of Gianfar or Giausar, in the tail of the Draco constellation. While our more ancient Lyran-Draconian wars were over, the lessons were far from over. You can see the perspective of the Lyran-Pleiadians through the work of our friend Maryann, who channels Anica and of many other authors. I met Anica, back then, in that lifetime. I also met Asket. Things did not go as we wish they had ended, in perfect loving unity of some relevant species, including my Draconian kin. In fact, I met some of my best friends and my partner in Temmer, who were humans. Another part of my meaningful connections were part of the Draco regime.

I was devastated by these conflicts and wars. I was torn between worlds. My two reptilian hearts failed to continue feeding me with life force and strength as I lost my loved ones from both sides. Far from being a cold-blooded and cold-hearted abomination, as many of your speakers have labeled us, my two hearts opened so widely to accept love and healing from the Pleiadians. I had to go through much confusion in order to receive that light, for I did live a very painful life in my Draconian form. I had to teach to my brethren all that love that I found, but the collective problems and my own incapacity to assimilate everything that I had to learn, made the process an impossible one to complete. I did have very tough soulmates there, in reptilian form. But we were shaped in much by circumstances. I so wish that I had known how to transform all of those broken double-hearts and bring joy and light to the consciousness of all reptilians, programmed to feed and endure negativity, in one way or another.

Merging Divine Counterparts Within

Beneath the conflicts that took place physically in several star systems of our Galaxy, we are all good friends and even partners. My role is now one that contributes to the peace-making process on Earth. My new assigned mission through my physically incarnated aspect is to make sure that new genuine and lasting bonds can be created between intergalactic species. However, no such thing can be accomplished if we do not make peace first, with all our other incarnations.

Let me tell you how this works. For example, in my case as Drakalyxen, I am in the process of merging not only with my currently incarnated human aspect, but also with other reptilian and other human Pleiadian incarnations that lived in Temmer and Alcyone.

Recently, we had a very blissful and meaningful experience by the means of a spiritual merging that took place in this incarnated vessel as I became more integrated and more healed with a beautiful human-Elven form of Temmer, named Naeya. You could say she is like my counterpart, in the form of another incarnation of myself. Through her, I learn the perspective of the Pleiadians. As we become a collective of incarnations or aspects, it becomes easier for us to continue our mission and prepare to have more contact with individuals who are struggling to find peace in relationship to the reptilian involvement in the Galaxy.

Naeya of Temmer.

Collectively, we are not done yet with many of our Cosmic lessons, but much has already been accomplished in the areas of healing of ancestral timelines. The least we want to, is to perpetuate ancestral racial wars, based on difficulties of apparently incompatible species. On the contrary, many of us are here now, to close those gaps and shed new light to our Cosmic history. We will bring the much needed peace that we all crave at all levels, in one single planet. It will take time though.

After this process of merging of aspects or incarnations is complete, then we can assist in the elimination of programs aimed to perpetuate ancestral conflicts and fear of our reptilian species. Not all of us are interested in perpetuating domination and control of your planet. Far from it, we seek peace. Others are still behind, like many of the ones currently dominating in positions of power. Hold them in a space of forgiveness and compassion, for they will need it in their next incarnation as much as we have needed in our current healing process. Many of your starseeds who resonate more with the reptilian incarnations know this, and have been struggling with the negative information being spread. There is justification in this information and feelings, as we all need to heal these wounds collectively. However, we need to move forward towards the application of inner resources for our healing to be completed and for the values of forgiveness to be applied to our painful timelines.

Aim for the highest levels of love, and for those values that promote unity and kindness for everyone.

 

Zero Point From a Metaphysical and Psychological Combined Perspective

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An almost physical visitation

By the end of 2018, I had a nightly visitation by two soulmates. I was fully anchored here, and wide awake. It was not possible for me to see them, but they moved my body to let me know they were there by my side and I heard them speak. The loving touch on my hands was so palpable, almost physical. I could really feel their hands touching my hands and holding me by the shoulders and arms and showing to me how they came from portals that were wide open in my room.

The love and respect that I sensed in our connection was amazing and soothing. In past lives, we had contracts that were difficult. However, I had known that they had incarnated aspects on Earth, so I was puzzled. I thought that night that maybe the information I was given about their presence on Earth physically was outdated or coming perhaps from past lives. I felt sad somehow, to know that they were fully disembodied, but at the same time I thought to myself that then maybe contact with them would be easier this way.

One of the elements of contact that stood out to me was that when I closed my eyes, I did get to see, somehow, that in their plasmatic form they could take any shape. In the case of the male, he could take the shape of a reptilian being, but also human, while in the case of the lady what I could see the most was a powerful Atlantean form.

They told me to relax and to try to fall asleep as a huge healing would take place. I got to feel immense waves of heat and tingles as if my whole lightbody was burning. The next day they were gone and I was left with some diagrams about their presence that they drew as they held my hand that night. I got a new clarity and understood that it was not wrong, my knowing that they do exist here in the Now, physically incarnated on Earth. However, it all started when I decided to use a fetish, in the form of a small stuffed dragon, as an offering to the female soulmate. She took the offering gladly, and filled it with her essence, in such a way that she opened a portal, connecting part of her essence in the fetish to much of her soul energy residing in higher realms or densities and to my lightbody.

Zero point and our multiple aspects

Have you ever watched the movie Interstellar? These kinds of experiences like the one I had that night are very similar to the hypothetical situation presented in the movie. What this nightly experience proved even further about the understanding of the great shift and reaching zero point, is that our aspects coming from other timelines and spacelines are definitely incarnating through us as we merge further with them. We give closure to the wounds of those timelines and spacelines. My two soulmates came from those densities to me, where they are still individual souls, in order for the healing to take place, and then, when they left, they reached out to their currently incarnated forms to merge in their lightbodies.

Here is exactly what we need to understand about reaching zero point both from a metaphysical and psychological combined perspective:

Zero point is the full awareness of the Now, where the past and the future do not interfere in our consciousness, except when consciously we remember the past and base our future dreams on what so far we have built in uncountable lifetimes and what we want to explore as something new. Our consciousness does not fluctuate anymore without control between subconscious memories and realities. We are fully integrated and healed and our mind is silent and fully present in the Now moment, while our intuitive side is balanced.

In every lifetime, you create a copy of yourself with certain variations in the form of a soul. Every copy of yourself undergoes a level of soul fragmentation/wounding. These soul shards affect you from lifetime to lifetime, creating the perceptions of spiraling time and linear time in physical and non-physical realms. Unconsciously, you are tapping into the experiences of your aspects or copies and you cannot ground yourself in the Now moment. You bounce back and forth from the past to the present to the potential future. Your mind races and your emotions fluctuate too much, even without physical catalysts. Or experiences trigger these aspects to influence you.

The more you merge with your past lives/potential futures or selves, the more your consciousness can become grounded in the Now and is not affected by the past wounding and separation. You have control of your mind and your heart. You embody all of your selves from all timelines and spacelines in this present moment.

The Keys of the God-self: Third and Fourth Keys

Disappointment. Distraction. These two factors could block us from progressing further in our path towards finding ourselves, not just as precious jewels of Creation embodied in a human body, but as souls born directly from the essence of Source itself. You feel that there is no point anymore in thinking about having big dreams in your mind. Just think about how many things you do each day, that prevent you from spending time with yourself in silence. Yes you could say…but I have many responsibilities to attend to. So much to do in such little time. What about a few minutes before going to sleep? Or during the weekend? Are you 100% sure you do not have time?

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As we progress in our reconnection process with our soul, the notion of time dissolves. Taken from: tribunahoje.com

Third key: The state of timelessness of the mind and zero point

Over the last years we have been reading and hearing that in order to ascend we need to reach zero point and step out of time. I suspect though, that so far, there has not been a clear recipe provided for such colossal mission. Do you have any idea how to step out of time?

It is not an easy task. That is for sure. Yet stepping out of time is a natural step towards becoming one with our Higher Mind and Higher Heart. We can help ourselves reach that beautiful godly state of peace and potential for the highest harmonious manifestation possibilities.

Time is not something that can be overcome just by switching from one modern calendar to an ancient one. It is a bit more complex than what we have been told. Meanwhile, we naturally approach such state of anchoring our consciousness in zero point as we become whole and we step out of suffering.

Going back to the previous parts of this essay, in summary, we must have in mind that these are the things that we need to let go:

  • Expectations on how things should be in our lives, in the lives of others, and the world in general, simply because we do not hold the greatest picture. Our information available is limited.
  • Expectations on when certain occurrences or situations should happen. This one is very much linked to the first point.
  • Any ideas we hold related to scarcity. If we focus for the most part in all the things that we wish we had, and all the things that we think we need but that we do not have, or the things that others should have, then we need to evaluate very deeply from where these scarcity perceptions come from in our subconscious.
  • Expectations on how others should behave. This one is often times a huge source of disappointment.
  • Our suppressed emotions.
  • All things that we think are threatening to us and to others. In other words, sometimes we need to surrender, and to understand that we are not always meant to fight huge fights, or even some smaller fights lead nowhere but to more cycles of suffering. Sometimes we need to let go the control, and to stop resisting the things that we perceive as dark. Fighting against what we think is dark might lead to further polarization and further disconnection from our Higher Mind and Higher Heart which perceives things as unified and who understands the greater picture.
  • The painful past. We cannot change the past, but we can accept what happened to us and to others. By understanding new depths of the past, we can heal what once seemed impossible to forgive.

The factors mentioned above contribute greatly in the creation of time in our consciousness. However, as we already know from the second key, these perceptions have their origin in suffering across many timelines of experience, including our current lives.

First sub key: understanding how the perception of time is created

The clock is ticking, and you feel that you might die, or maybe you are just wasting your life, or simply, you do not have enough time to do all the things that you want to do. You say that you wish that you could turn back in time to fix that problem that nags you, right?

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Soft Watch at the First Moment of Time Explosion By Salvador Dali

Let us go back to the rumor-fact that when we ascend to a new density, with a new dimension of consciousness, that we will live in a state of timelessness or zero point. Before that, we simply feel that time is not enough, something is being lost…lost…lost…lost…lost.

That is how time was created in our minds, since the very first moment in some incarnation, a very long time ago, when we felt for the very first time that we lost something. Maybe even since the moment we are born, we come out of the cozy womb, and feel for the first time a certain coldness. That security we once had, is now lost. With this feeling came the first notion of time. Part of your consciousness left your being and got stuck in a lapse, when that something precious to you was lost.

So there you go, you now have an awareness from one point, to another, the point of the loss, to the point in which you live. Then, you lost more, and more, and more, and more. And now, you drive yourself nuts with all your loses at subconscious level, feeling as you vibrate higher, that you have less time to repair, what you lost. You are afraid that you will never have enough time to recover what you lost, a very long time ago. Something or someone, took that love away from your heart and your subconscious is stuck in a line of experiences or points, that you call linear time.

The more you heal then, the more you bring back your pieces, the less concerned you are about time, and you just flow with the flow. Yes the planets keep spinning, the Sun goes down, the moon goes up and so on…but you live in a less linear way, and you are more allowing, and you have more patience and you can wait for an eternity, because you are actually waiting less, and living more in the now, in the state of timelessness or zero point.

You even realize at some point, that the thing that you were waiting for, might have become somehow flawed once again if you had ventured in a humongous mission of looking for that thing that would make you happy. You had to find what was blocking you subconsciously and now that you see it with new lens, you prefer to slow down and start perceiving things differently and start doing things differently.

Remember then, always, that time begins since the first moment you feel something was lost.

Second sub key: training yourself to reach zero point

You get back home from having a stressful time with your boss or with some family member and maybe one of the first things you do is to turn on your computer or look in your phone and you start feeling bad because of the latest news on how the natural resources of Earth are being destroyed, the latest news on what some authorities did to perpetuate a war, or how there is an archon right beside you to take your potential peace away. So you rant and say to yourself that there is no hope for a better future.

You feel trapped, enslaved, imprisoned, out of place, burdened. You feel that inner child crying, because this world is not a safe place for you.

When you realize how much a great part of you cries and demands your attention, you seek the tools that you need. But often times you become distracted with what sounds promising and then you have to switch to other tools. Remember that you must listen to the depths of your broken heart. Know that you can do this, and only you can do it better for yourself than anyone else.

Disconnect now, from the outer world. Take a seat, and rest for a moment. Think for a few minutes how much time you spend thinking everyday about what burdens you. You see the minutes passing by. Think about all the things that bother you right now. The clock keeps ticking. Perhaps it is a lot? Maybe no longer as much of a burden as it was years ago? Maybe worse? Now start feeling the emotions.

Notice how many of the things that burden us and that we wish we could control and change create energy leaks in our system. Perhaps the problem even comes from giving energy to others who are not open to receiving our energy, so we leak and leak and leak.

Other times we are so blocked to receiving love that no matter how much love we are given, we simply do not feel it. We need to restructure our whole system and understand where the imbalances come from subconsciously. How can we do that then if we think that we do not have time? Maybe it is time to sacrifice some activities and the way we try to love others in our perception and start attending more to our own needs for a while.

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Leaking sculpture by Fredrik Linge.

Learn to deal the best way you can with your emotions, but never suppress them. There are uncountable treatments, like natural medicines, meditation, inner dialogue, etc. What is important is to allow yourself to feel what you must feel and that way, the less we resist our own emotions, the less they will overwhelm us over time. The more we will be able to navigate them and turn them into energy that comes back to us.

As silly as it sounds, we often forget to breathe properly. Our brains might be dying each day of suffocation without us even being aware. Breathing is not just about providing our brains with the necessary daily doses of oxygen, but also our energy flows better and we allow our missing parts to come back energetically.

Learn to control your kundalini and not the other way around. In our current society we are taught that we must overindulge in sexual practices, even spiritual ones and that we must meditate to trigger intense kundalini experiences. If we cannot control our own energy, we cannot control the rest of our system.

Sometimes, without us becoming fully aware, kundalini is triggered by fragmented parts of other souls and I doubt you would want to share your sexual energy with any entity. Energetic exchanges between you and other entities is very real, so ask your subconscious mind and your heart why you are allowing these explosions to happen without control. You will be surprised to learn about this unexplored or misunderstood area. As blissful as merging might feel, learn to respect your energetic system as much as you want your physical body to be respected and treated like a sacred tool. Do not worry too much about entities, but learn to set healthy boundaries in the energetic planes of existence and treat entities with respect and compassion, establishing if needed a healing dialogue.

Learn to clear your negative thoughts not by suppressing them but by understanding where these patterns come from.  Listen to these thoughts, and if needed bring all this broken energy down to the emotional system, to the level of the heart where you can safely get in touch with the wound and see how these thoughts disappear. You can do this with positive practices like art, exercise, meditation, inner dialogue and therapy.

Learn about nature itself, we are part of it. Our broken minds and hearts are like the exacerbated forces of water, fire, earth and wind. When we learn to navigate the elements within ourselves, we learn to flow with the natural forces of the Universe.

Disconnect each day from any source of distraction that prevents you from being intimate with yourself. By intimacy it is understood that you open up your heart to your soul, you learn to listen to yourself and you learn to communicate with your soul. Only then, we can learn to have true intimacy with others. Intimacy involves facing our deepest fears and embracing every part of ourselves with love, grace and compassion. We stop avoiding our pain. We stop distracting ourselves with any addictive pattern.

Once we manage to achieve the above points each day, then we learn to control our physical bodies. Our body starts regaining its functions of self regeneration and we become energized. We become efficient in all we do and we feel less scattered. We feel more anchored and we gain a new sense of physical and spiritual security. We feel that we have finally created a true home for ourselves in our inner world and in our physical homes.

Fourth key: approaching our god-self and inner peace

The more we spend time in communion with our souls without neglecting our chosen responsibilities in life, the more we recognize and feel nurtured by our own soul vibration or energetic signature. We become more whole and feel less need to fulfill our needs and expectations from outer energetic resources, but we accept the love that we receive.

We learn to navigate the challenges that life presents to us and we accept the gifts behind these challenges. We feel less worried about what we cannot touch in the outside, yet we add magic to that which we are allowed to touch. We shine light for ourselves, and others learn to see it.

The outer chaos of this world no longer consumes us, and instead we walk among chaotic nodes of global experience left untouched. We have created our safe space in our inner world and we have created our home in a physical space.

Others see that there is this radiance in you that emanates a peaceful energy. You have arrived to a station where you have reached the peace that you longed for, but that you could not even grasp. You thought it came in other forms that you craved for. You leave behind old dreams, and create new and better ones. You manifest better outcomes, based on inner fulfillment and no longer on outer scarcity. You feel confident about who you are, and you feel strength. You enjoy your creations a little more each day and time expands in front of you. Time stretches because for you, it is now an abundant resource. One that truly never existed.

The Keys of the God-self: Second Key

The Second Key: Letting go is the road to Inner Peace

In the previous part of this essay, the first key and the nature of dreams were expounded. As I explore the gifts of my subconscious, I share with you the next keys. What exactly do we need to let go in order to align with the highest dreams of our soul? In which ways can we make peace with the apparent failure of the previous dreams explored throughout our journey that lead in the past to suffering? Do we have to conform to achieve less than what we wanted?

You see my beloved that there is a long road to follow towards inner peace but this journey ends up being one of true empowerment and one that you will never regret.

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Unintegrated realms of the subconsciousness vs integrated God-self

Going back to the first diagram, the ball named “God-self” is the state of inner peace in which we can feel our true soul vibration. It is the state that is for the most part clouded by our current fluctuations, while we integrate little pieces of perhaps hundreds of aspects. When we hold a daily practice of emotional control and allowance of the integration/healing process to take place with more grace and less resistance, it is easier to reach more consciously a higher vibration. This vibration transcends the illusions of the non integrated light and the non integrated darkness.

It is in a state of emptiness where we enter inner balance and we anchor ourselves in the now moment. We allow life to happen to us and we then truly BEcome. In a state of mental, emotional, physical, and spiritual balance, we affect with our stable energy our environment in ways we do not even imagine.

If you like to do art, think about this moment of communion in which you are so focused on what you do, centered in your heart, nothing disturbs this moment of inner peace. You create and you allow your intuition to guide you through the process. It is a beautiful moment of communion with your soul, with the desire to create something special, and maybe even to share it with another. Perhaps you do not even have a very clear idea of what you will create, you just do it. Or you have an idea but throughout the process you allow for the creation to be birthed from your deepest desire.

In order to let go, first you must align yourself with your inner light and your inner darkness. You evaluate so far what you have manifested, and what you currently perceive as lack. You must ask both sides of yourself why, perhaps, when you manifested a dream in the past it was not your perfect dream, your ideal scenario, one that was in your mind flawless or simply beautiful enough to fulfill you.

In which areas was your manifested dream far from perfect? Where there energetic leaks in your system that left you drained, unfulfilled, unhappy in some other way? Why, if so far you have put so much effort in this dream, is it not yet what you crave or is it draining you? Even worse, why what you have expected all your life is not there yet within your reach? Does your dream involve the active presence of other souls?

If your dream is related to a personal project, like for example a house, a job, a career, a business, maybe the tools are easier to reach than if these dreams involve the presence of other souls.

What is complicated about manifesting dreams when it involves your relationship to other individuals, is the fact that you expect these people to align their will to your own will. Very likely there are imbalances within you or/and them which prevents the energy between each other to flow. This also applies to collectives, for example a whole nation and its leaders. Those leaders can be present physically as role models or authorities, or perhaps even spiritual leaders or guides that have not yet manifested physically in your life.

At this point, it is clear that something has not been working and maybe it is not even related to your outer circumstances, or your resources, or other people, but there is something within yourself that is simply not flowing like a river of energetic potential blocked by rocks, thus preventing material reality from morphing.

It is then, when if we ask our heart, our soul, our Higher Self, and Source to guide us to understand what is not working, a process of more conscious exploration begins that allows us to get in touch more deeply with our subconscious.

One by one, we can then start making peace with those blocks, letting them go, and allowing space for inner peace to be born within us. Only then, in this void, can we tap into the true potential of our soul as a whole and we align our will to the will of Creation.

First sub key: dealing consciously with the wounds

Often times we hear that we are the ones creating our reality. But sometimes we might miss some fine details about such process. We carry within our subconscious, and around us, the ghosts of the past. No matter how much we desire to manifest a more positive reality for ourselves and for others, we come across uncountable death ends, or we end up feeling that we need to conform to something lesser than what we originally had in mind.

Ask yourself these questions:

From 2012 to this day, how much have your dreams, hopes and desires changed?

  • Do you feel disappointed about the way in which so far you have progressed in your spiritual development and your life in general?
  • Are you disappointed of your outer circumstances and the world in general?
  • Do you feel more empowered in some ways compared to how you felt a year ago, or many years ago?

Perhaps many times you reach the point in which you know that you have done a lot of inner work over the course of years. However, there is always something in your way that makes you feel that you are fighting. Perhaps the social, political and economic scenarios seem to be grim from some angles, or maybe the situation with your family is messy at the moment. Perhaps your job is not exactly what you wanted to accomplish in your professional life. There is always a challenge to face as we progress.

In many cases, it is very clear that when we make a list of the things that do not feel right about this physical reality, we can see that many of these situations are apparently out of our control. Actually, if we think about how others behave, there is very little we can do to control or change the situations.

Then, you start seeing how control, and the idea on how things should be or how others should act are the first things that you must let go, in one way or another. Easier said than done and very likely you have heard this before, elsewhere.

You can read all over again how we have to deal with our inner wounds and how we must let go control and any rigid ideas. But there is no way this process can take place if there are unexplored corners within our psyche, those sides of us that need the love of our heart, and that we decided to forget, because it was all too painful to face.

There are strong sides of us that might feel that other sides of us are too vulnerable. At a level we feel that our vulnerable sides can interfere in our life in many ways, so it is best not to face them. Often times, it is the abused sides of our soul what might makes us feel that we failed to stand up for ourselves, when we needed to be strong and wiser in our processes of decision making. We might then develop a stronger side, one that at times might be aggressive or that tries to avoid situations.

We might have achieved a level of spiritual maturity (our side of non integrated light) and try to convince ourselves that at soul level we chose our experiences. That we have infinite power to manifest. That we are sovereign individuals and that we do not need an outer force to act as an authority above us in detriment of our progress.

What we do not know is that sometimes we carry aspects within our subconscious and soul that act against our conscious will to manifest a higher path. This is true, especially if it involves the presence of other souls, which could also include a specific location. These parts of us that are denied by our conscious mind know something about these dreams that we are not aware of. As a consequence, they simply do not want for these dreams to become manifested in such a way that brings joy to ourselves and to others.

How is this possible? Why would a part of our soul want to act against an apparently positive intention?

The simple answer is that these aspects reside in a dimension of denial, in one way or another. It is not uncommon to feel that we have left behind much pain, and that we can even hardly remember certain painful stages of our lives, especially childhood and other earlier stages. We cannot blame ourselves for keeping these aspects in the lower realms of trauma. It is simply not an easy task to align them with our heart and to heal them. Healing them involves facing their pain in one way or another, and sometimes it really does not have to be that painful to make peace with our suffering.

For example, think about times in which we faced any forms of abuse during childhood, or even in other timelines in which our hearts were open and vulnerable and we faced deep traumas without little awareness of the nature of our soul. How do you explain to a child that there is a purpose in everything and that we are made of pure spiritual essence at a higher level?

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Denied aspects lead to suffering. Untitled by Karla Crystalika

A child is vulnerable and dependent of their families, teachers, and other soul companions and often times has partial or absolutely no awareness of a higher spiritual purpose and soul path. Therefore, if a child has been severely imprinted with deep traumatic experiences, this part of us has become disconnected from the new spiritual mature adult.

This child that is disconnected from our conscious mind, resides in lower realms of ether. They are wandering like a ghost, observing how life happens to us, and touching us in such a way that affects our daily experiences and perceptions. Perhaps the child comes in the form of a traumatized teenager. Or a martyr coming from another timeline. Or simply, the child that you were in your current incarnation.

You are in the process of manifesting a dream with enthusiasm, and maybe at first things are going well, until you start facing those patterns. You come across people who are not in alignment with your intention, or the dream collapses for other reasons. You leave behind a trail of disappointment along the way. Even worse, that which you wait for is not coming to meet you, yet.

You do not understand why the world is as it is, why there is so much unfairness and why as a collective we do not seem to progress yet towards that reality where there is peace and a more genuine sense of connection among people. The repulsive forces within ourselves and the world in general continue to bring chaos into our lives.

Even in Kabbalah, the concept of Satan is one in which the Universal force of repulsion and absorption acts against the light side of Creation that unites and gives love. It absorbs without having the capacity to love The denied side of us, far from attracting the big dream, uses its repulsive force to avoid more pain, ironically causing in us deep disappointment.

It is then, when you can start working more consciously with the part of us that resides in the lower realms through any means that you can find. You ask for assistance and somehow, you will receive the guidance needed to align yourself to the will of your higher mind.

I have faced in my own life the disappointment of asking many times for assistance to deal with the part of myself that has been denied, only to come across some strange circumstances in which I was given many times things that I perceived as things that I did not need. I was blocking myself from seeing love been given to me in lots of ways. It had been in my life a repeating pattern, and a sense of being upset would grow over time.

Second sub key to letting go the pain: only you can fully know what you need

From this difficult experience came the notion that not only was I always been given the necessary assistance in spirit form each time I asked and could not find the most suitable tools in physical. Also, I was lead to understand that in this world, absolutely no one will ever know more what are our own needs than ourselves. No one will help us more to reach a state of balance and inner peace than ourselves. We can come across lots of tools, in one way or another, that help us greatly. Even so, it is our task to be the ones to rescue those parts of ourselves that have been forgotten and denied, by others and by ourselves.

You might be able to connect this sub key to the sober experience of not having the leaders or authorities that we wish in our hearts that we could see in our physical reality. If we cannot know in full depth what the needs of our subconscious world are, then how can we expect that the world can have honest leaders that can provide to us what we need? The perfect partner? The perfect family? Perfect friends? Perfect students or teachers? Perfect jobs? Etc.?

How can we know then how much we have suppressed and denied and how much we need to provide to ourselves?

By asking our subconscious. By getting in touch with our own darkness. By truly disconnecting ourselves for at least a moment each day, from the rivers of information and stimuli we expose ourselves to, and ponder about those difficult stages in our lives that we rather forget, and ask the individual that we were in such times, the simple questions:

  • How do you feel?
  • What can I do for you?
  • What is it that you want to tell me?
  • What can you offer to me and what can you offer to me?

Sometimes, only by listening to these parts of us, the pain starts dissolving. Sometimes we might find ourselves crying lots of things we could not face before. And then, the miracle of seeing our world turning upside down and seeing our beliefs fall apart happen.

It might be a very uncomfortable process but at the same time, you feel how the power of your soul starts flowing. It is worth it.

Third sub key to letting go the pain: redefining our own value and what we deserve in life

When you have seeing more clearly what exactly are your needs as a human being and when you see in which miraculous ways you can truly provide for yourself the first resources that you need, by claiming back the parts of you that are denied, then you can take the next steps.

The next steps involve to think very deeply and often in which ways do you feel that others have defined your value and sense of self worth as a human being. These people include your parents, your siblings, your friends,  your colleagues, your partner or ex partners, and many others.

You can then see how much you value yourself or what exactly is for you the concept of value according to your experiences and perceptions. Perhaps you find yourself thinking that you deserve better than what you have or what you have gone through, but you still find yourself going through tough experiences. Others who find themselves and the world less valuable make you feel uncomfortable, even if you know they have their own patterns and issues.

Based on the previous notion of value comes the notion of deserving. What do you think and what do you feel do you deserve in life? Are you sure that you deserve only the best? What if those parts of you that reside in lower realms think otherwise? Perhaps part of you feels guilty for previous decisions? Perhaps others made you feel over time that you do not deserve?

These are important questions that one needs to ask oneself often.

The more we get in touch with the non integrated part of our soul that has been traumatized over time, we will start feeling that we are providing ourselves with the first and most important need. That need is to listen to our shadow self or aspects that exist in the lower dimensions of consciousness. By establishing an inner dialogue with our soul we can face these deep wounds in several timelines and we can then start creating a safe haven for ourselves in this constant inner dialogue.

If we cannot get to know ourselves and remember those times when we suffered greatly, such as the moments during childhood when our family could not give to us the confidence that we need, then the world will seem to be a dangerous place that is not safe for us or for others. It is true that bad things happen to lots of individuals and groups each day, but we must remember that very likely we cannot control those situations.

Before anything else we need to feed ourselves with the love of our heart and our soul to make space for the denied aspects of the psyche to come forth and feel that we are finally safe. We can let them know that we have unmeasurable value, and that we really do deserve the best. Maybe you think that others have value and that they deserve the best, but it is up to them to do their part and see this for themselves.

We cannot judge others fully for their actions more than we can judge ourselves. It is an act of humbleness to say to ourselves and to others that we no longer can say who should exist and who should not (think about how many people desire for the elitist groups to disappear from Earth without understanding their real purpose and their value as souls).

Over time, you can then establish a solid foundation in love with yourself, with your soul, with your heart and you can become confident seeing that all your efforts are worthwhile. You can feel that you value yourself enough to deserve better as you progress in life.

Only then, you can start attracting better situations and better resources, while you let go pain, old ideas, old expectations, old hopes, and you redefine your dreams and your desires. You desire less things that you previously desired based on the perceptions of scarcity. Your dreams are more genuine and aligned with the will of your soul and the will of other souls and Universal consciousness.

Peace starts to flood your being a little more each day. You have established an inner sense of confidence. You are safe, and you are loved by the brightness of your soul. You find more peace in the Now moment, and you worry less about that which you cannot change. You know that change is the only true constant.