Many Retrogrades In Your Natal Chart: More Than Just Mere Empathy/Sensitivity

The awakened individual is highly sensitive and empathic towards the immediate surroundings. The presence of other people around them might overwhelm them. But what if this form of sensitivity is not just a mere condition of the aura of the awakened and instead, the core reason is deeper than what is thought to be?

I am myself highly sensitive to my surroundings and to be around the presence of certain people can become an unbearable task that demands real strength. What is frustrating is that these people seem to be totally unaware of the discomfort “they” provoke or the type of connection that presents in front of their eyes. They appear cold as stone, unaware, or joyful of their linear lives.

Linear. That is the clue. That is how life happens for them, at least most of the time. If they struggle, their view of it is just a simple incidence of life and life just happens as a straight path, sometimes ambitious, sometimes comfortable. Meanwhile, we cringe, we writhe, we struggle, and think to ourselves that this is just a bad Cosmic joke and that this place is simply awful for our “aura” or our “highly sensitive” nature.

Yes, sometimes this is the truth. Sometimes the environment is simply too dense and we capture the electromagnetic emanations of echos of experiences and polarized collective struggle. But this is not as often the case as we might think.

The deeper reality of an apparently awakened individual can be the opposite of what might be thought of, especially if you have been indoctrinated over the years to think you are really the victim of a dense planetary reality and your purity cannot withstand the badness outside. If you use an astrological reference in the form of a natal chart, and discover that you have a few planets in retrograde, I have not so good news for you, dear reader.

You might be dealing with a difficult mission to deal with lifetimes of karmic experiences that are echoing in your aura and within the core of your DNA becoming constantly activated as you experience life in the measurement of your capabilities.

To me this is the sober reality of life. I am fully aware that I came in life with many planets in retrograde when I was born, and not only that. The Galactic Center shows as “retrograde” in my chart, which is not literally a fact, but what this means is that I came here to deal with as much karmic debts as possible in as many timelines as possible in one single lifetime. This situation has left me shattered over and over and over again while interacting with people and even in my long stages of solitude.

During these past weeks, the process of healing and integration have intensified to such an extent that, as soon as the weekend comes, I am left postrated on bed for hours, weeping uncontrollably and sick at my core after a week of physical interaction with ancestral connections that were, eons ago, a huge cause of my demise in countless past lives. It is impossible not to end up confused every time interactions go well, yet, the energies open up chapters of horror within my consciousness. We greet each other, work together in controlled doses. Sometimes circumstances will prevent at all costs interaction when the situation could magnify the discomforts, and who knows what could start happening.

Even worse, one time, one of my colleagues asked younger ones if they believed in past lives. Some were silent, and a young lady said no. The one who asked that first question asked if they had never felt somethimg towards certain places, as if they could remember something. Again, the lady said no, that she did not feel anything.

It really struck me that people who very likely have natal charts with less planets in retrograde are totally unaware of past lives, of spiritual realms, of so many things that the awakened individual is aware of. Not only that, those people do not feel anything being around others, unlike people with planets in retrograde. Their lives go easy. Meanwhile, I am left with horror just by being around them. I dream of them and recall ancient dramas and their energies feel like poison. Other times I feel a positive connection, and they are unaware.

After weeks of assimilating this aspect of reality, more and more answers come to me and I understand a bigger puzzle. I wonder now how many people who have been struggling with hypersensitivity have brought to themselves so much karma to be dealt with in the best way possible as to give permanent closure to ancient dramas.

It makes more sense as to why people with retrogrades in their natal charts are the ones who more easily recall ancestral realities either here on Earth or outside, in one way or another. Plus the fact that interaction with other people overwhelms them because they are more consciously processing karmic ties to the collective of Earth and to certain groups or individuals. So this is really not about being merely “sensitive” or “empathic” but there is a lot more than meets the eye.

Reflect on this and maybe it will make sense to you. If you do happen to have planets in retrograde, are you aware of what your own soul demands from you in relationship to Earth and her people?

Life Within the Star System of Taygeta

A multicolored binary system

Taygeta is a binary system. The first star is blue-white while the other star is predominantly white. When asking to the Pleiadians how many planets orbit these two legendary stars they show to me four planets. One is yet unknown to me, but they say it is as relevant as the other three of which we already have some information available from other contactees: Temmer, Dakote and Erra.

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Representation of Taygetan binary system, taken from Pixabay.

Contrary to what people might believe, these four planets are not exclusively inhabited by human-looking beings. In fact, after the Lyran wars took place, many immigrants from different star nations arrived to the Pleiades, incorporating even further species during relevant stages of development of the main Pleiadian cluster.

The Taygetan system does incorporate as a majority, some human-looking groups of beings, mostly of the Elven type. However, the Earth human mind is filtered as to perceive in full form the real appearance of these beings. For such reason, most contactees describe these beings as Earth human-looking. With deeper levels of integration and removal of preconceived ideas, these beings can start displaying their extraterrestrial traits in visions, dreams, meditation, etc.

It was revealed to me, briefly that many of these beautiful Pleiadian-Taygetan beings do happen to look Elvish in nature, and generally much taller than the Earth human template.

Other species include felines, hybrid avians, Draco-reptilians from Eltanin, Giausar and Thuban, Rho Cancrians (humanoid), canines and dark blue and light brown Sirians (similar to the African or Afroamerican templates), some artificial intelligence projects also brought forth robotic beings with soul.

Backgrounds of contrasting nations in Temmer

Temmerians from the Taygetan star system had integrated within their codings the Lyran-feline genetics and the previous experiences lived during the Lyran-Draco conflicts.

A new chapter was about to enfold, some time after the great escape of the first Lyrans who colonized part of the 7-star main Pleiadian cluster.

Some of the basics are now known through the works of Billy Meier, Maryann Rada, and more recently channeled materials like the ones provided in the Cosmic Agency channel. Other great materials have been lost over time as many forums and larger networks closed their operations throughout the years containing plenty of testimonials of integration from Draco-reptilian and Pleiadian-elven people.

It is still yet unknown to the majority of the people of Earth, that many who lived lifetimes as Elven Pleiadians had also lived as reptilians in other incarnations in several star systems, including the Draco constellation. This fact has its reasoning in the understanding of the difficulties to become aware of reptilian lifetimes and their acceptance.

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Channeled unfiltered portrait of two Elven human females and Draco reptilian female during integration project in Temmer.

The Temmerian nation within the Taygetan system intended to represent the light, while the Draco-reptilian nations represented the dark faction. However, within the Taygetan system, members of other races had already been incorporated, and continued to visit this star system, finding a home in this station. Both species had something to offer to each other, and none were perfect in their representation of the light or the dark. Each had its own advantages and positive things to offer, as well as negative things.

What the two nations had in common was that in these particular timelines of development of both home worlds, politically speaking, both were kingdoms. The Draco nation formed part of a larger empire that continued expanding in many ways.

One of the most confusing matters, concerning information provided about Pleiadians and Dracos, is what we might assume about these species and nations, based on what we find in several sources of information. For example, not all Draconians are reptilians (there are plenty of beings belonging to different species that have existed within this large star system). Not all reptilians look the same. Not all reptilians are evil. Not all reptilians were programmed within the same socioeconomic and cultural circumstances.

The same notion applies to Pleiadians. Not all Pleiadians are human. Not all Pleiadians that look human look like Earth humans, in fact, most of the ones that look more like Earth humans have pointy ears and other small differences. Not all Pleiadians are blond. Not all Pleiadians were programmed to express love and light, and even if they were, previous negative incarnations affected the attempt of fully expressing a positive mission.

In the specific case of Draco-reptilians in Draco, they lived among people from other species inluding some blue Sirians and other species like devils (pan-goat-reptile), avians, reptilian avians, felines, insectoids, amphibians and some humans. The Giausarian nation in particular was not as technologically advanced as were other Draconian planets orbiting the other Draco stars. Dracos from Eltanin and Thuban had already touched Temmerian and Dakote grounds progressing further in the rehabilitation of their soul codes in the Pleiades. Temmerians had several technological advantages over this specific Giausarian Draconian nation, which was oppressed by other Draconian nations above them.

The reptilian people were programmed under very harsh conditioning, including violence, racism and classism (typical example of royalties that required for their offspring to have light scales, certain strengths, emotional toughness, in some cases, etc.) This would be the more typical programming that people feared in other star systems and on Earth. On the other hand, many Draco-reptilians could be flexible if they were shown with acceptance the loving paradigm offered by Taygetans. They could be patient and learn fast. If the Elven people managed to show them that they were not a threat to them and approached them fearlessly enough, then they would start healing their programming and opening their two hearts to the human warmth. Far from being cold creatures, their appearence was the only thing that was apparently hard, if the effort was done with enough patience.

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Temmer has vast grassfields and tropical areas.

Temmerians on the other hand were very accepting and very loving of all races, but they did establish certain limits and boundaries based on their fears of other threatening species. If there was an expression of what could be interpreted as racism, was based on the more ancestral feline and reptilian paradigms in conflict with each other, and other participating races.  However, this was not the case for Temmerians, except for some specific people who could not find acceptance in anything that looked reptilian. They developed several healing modalities, based on previous incarnations as Naga people, as other forms of reptilians who held some natural knowledge on healing, and their fierceness came from their feline-avian side. However, they were impatient, which proved to be a weakness during their interaction with the Dracos. If they could not find their inner strength to overcome their fear of what seemed to be different to them, the Draco reptilians could become aggressive as a reaction to perceived rejection. The Elven people had to show determination and courage to earn the respect of the Dracos.

Errans

Errans were predominantly human-elven but some major differences distinguised them from the other Taygetan nations. Their paradigm was light-hearted but at the same time many of these people would seem more detached compared to the Temmerians and Dakoteans.

A beautiful prosperous nation with a touch of an ancient empire resembling some of the Asian qualities of Earth, they used crystals not only for technological development but also for decorative purposes, even in buildings. These qualities would create an environment that resembled some Asian fairy tales.

However, Errans faced many social difficulties regarding cultural stigmas and the fear of inner acceptance of these factors. Temmerians were more open to such expressions. However, when Errans joined forces with Temmerians, Dakoteans and other Taygetans, an interesting balance in their sociocultural backgrounds could be achieved.

The middle point

As Draco-Reptilians and Elven-Pleiadians interacted to fullfill the next attempt for polarity integration, several lessons were learned. What scars were left as the end result of a perceived failure, is something that can only be embraced through the acceptance of both paradigms and what each had to offer, both positive and negative.

Through the Earth human template, the programming of all light and dark species is blended in discord and in harmony.

Through the understanding of constrasting paradigms in our daily lives, we can understand in which areas of our psyche the reptilian is lacking of acceptance, or where the human is fearful of failure.

The outer world provides a series of inputs for our integration. What challenges us is what reflects our Cosmic past. Such challenges might reflect what comes from the Elven Pleiadian heart and mindset and what comes from the Draco Reptilian programming.

The beautiful efforts of the Taygetan Pleiadians to incorporate many of the Dracos to their society proved to be highly effective in other timelines within the two planets in development.

In which areas of your psyche and your life do you have a reptilian that wants to be understood by the heart of a Pleiadian? Can you find the point where both can converge and heal each other?

Ultracosmic Paradigms Before The Separation Experiments

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Art by Reimund Bertrams

Before a small group of ultracosmic beings decided that a new paradigm of separation would trigger evolution of other species, everything operated based on natural Cosmic laws within the inhabited galaxies.

Extraterrestrial races evolved based on true empathy and an everlasting invisible connection from hearts to hearts and from minds to minds without being intrusive. All laws were felt and understood fully. None of these species resemble the Cosmic Earth human, except in some cases on a template based on a head, two limbs used as legs and two limbs used as arms. Others had more than two arms and/or more than two legs. Science fiction would give to us a better idea on Cosmic diversity than what the conscious mind can grasp in the form of astral adventures or other forms of inner realm communication.

Technologies were as ultra advanced as were the biologies of beings who could rejenerate themselves and live up to millions of years, shapeshifting or adapting at will in accordance to the environmental conditions of the worlds they explored. Death was unknown to them. In fact, death would not have been a natural process to them, but simply a glitch that resulted after polarization of a sector of Cosmos.

Peace and joy were natural, without being the constant, as any form of conflict that would arise was based only and purely on unsconsciousness but never as intentional harm. Evil was non-existent. Fear, to the extent that polarized races experience it, was not existent either to them. Pain did exist but it was seen as something milder in general terms and part of natural evolution.

However, creative minds would never lose wonder and amazement in the ideals of experimentation. Such forms of experimentation were different to what is known to Earth humans and even other Cosmic races through science.

Science was different and there was no incentive to aim for perfection. To us humans, these races would be seen as perfect though.

Even the most advanced of negative Draconian technologies, or the most sophisticated insectoid technologies would be no match for these beings. The highly advanced life forms existent within Arcturus would see these beings as ultragods. That is their level of knowledge and empathy for everything.

These beings do not even know what ethics or values like forgiveness are, because their pure empathy would not require for such concepts to be developed and applied.

Only after the great separation experiments initiated by a group of evolved beings, were such concepts created in order to solve the enigmas born as end result of creation of polarity.

These beings consider the known laws as part of the polarization paradigms, even the Law of One is an incomplete notion to them. The laws taught by several positive and negative species were all based on polarization.

Cosmos, is not a polarized playground as a whole, but one sector of Cosmos that underwent dramatic changes for an eternity did become polarized and new laws emerged from such changes in the structure of atomic and subatomic particles, which were originally different to what is known now.

Since these races are capable of transforming all forms of disharmony in almost the blink of an eye, they will not appear to most of humanity, as they know well how everything operates. The human race needs to revert the process of polarization that has taken literally an eternity to solve in linear terms. They observe, and love, but they know that we are capable of doing this and they will assist in some ways now that they are here. Humanity has a huge lesson to learn which is simply the acceptance of the inner polarity, before anything else.

They respect our laws and know that we are converging towards resolution, even if it is not evident in our limited eyes. To them, as a whole, we are still like babies, or better said like very fragmented versions of what they are. As we progress in our integration and healing, they can communicate more with us, but to them, removal of judgement and self judgement is important and transcendence of fear. Without the acceptance of the fragmented strands within the human DNA, it is harder for them to reach out to us and for them to reach out to us.

Part of that acceptance includes the healing of negative human and extraterrestrial patterns within the Earth human. Healing of incarnations as darker species, like negative pan-goat people, occult vampyrs, dark insectoid species, negative dracos and other less known species help us release the polarization within and outside. If there are such species within ourselves, then we can meditate and find acceptance of them in our hearts and minds and progress further towards the reparation of DNA and Cosmic home worlds.

Vril/Thule Societies: Elven? Reptilian? Taurian? Or?

The Fuel of all Conflicts

More than seven decades have passed since World War II broke out and there are still many unresolved mysteries surrounding the events. Much information has been disclosed during the last decades about the occult and even the extraterrestrial nature of some of the components of these tragic events that affected the collective of Earth.

One simplistic premise has always been the driving force behind all major conflicts: polarization of forces. Polarization covers ancestral paradigms that existed long before Earth was populated and up to this day, such paradigms are still present consciously and unconsciously in the mental and emotional grids of humanity.

The reality behind the series of events leading to the beginning of World War I and the culmination and end of World War II is much more complex than what it seems.

Often, people ask who is really at fault for what collectively went wrong?

Was it a single group, or perhaps several groups?

Who was good and who was bad?

Whenever a collective conflict of such nature as a war happens, many factors and players play their role. Ironically, sometimes wars happen out of an utopian ideal: the creation of perfection. Perfection that stems from conflict, and from conflict to improvement.

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Thule society, taken from bibliotecapleyades.com

Perfection is, in many ways, a nonexistent material or tangible good or quality. Suffering itself, is the fuel from which an ideal of perfection is dreamed of, born and condensed in the minds of many.

It was then, from suffering, that things started wrong and ended wrong in times of war. However, things could have been much worse. Destruction at a planetary level did not happen, and to our fortune has not happened. This was not the case for countless of societies and planets that were destroyed during Cosmic wars, where people traveled from star system to star system.

In our closed system, all conflicts that arise here, end here, physically on Earth. Complication arises when several races and species from multiple star systems, aim for their own peace on Earth and face, once again, ancestral unresolved issues. So was the case of the multiple groups involved in World War II. Up to this day, several groups of interdimensional beings are actively involved in global matters.

More Species Than What We Might Know

If we take a frame of our Cosmic history, from the events that took place eons ago in the Pleiades star system and other sectors of the Taurus constellation, we might find more pieces of information than what we have known so far about extraterrestrial presence on WWII.

Back then, some specific polarity integration attempts took place when the Elven Pleiadian humans and the Draco and Orion reptilians were trying to find solutions in unity paradigms. Not all Draco-Orion reptilians held an evil consciousness as a constant in their own soul journey.

Many other species played their own part within those conflicts in the form of non-physical interdimensional beings, at DNA level of those already existing back then physically and in the form of walk ins and by other non-physical intervention means.

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Minotaur sculpture portraying the influence of Taurians on Earth

The ancestral cherub-seraphim wars were still affecting these groups, and other ancestral paradigms like the pan-goat, taurian, avian, dragon, serpent conflicts had left deep-rooted beliefs in the neo Pleiadian-Sirian-Draco-Orion dilemmas. Take then the ancient insectoids and the vampyrs.

DNA is a continuum of history, as is the soul and the Greater soul essence that comes in the form of all ancient physical incarnations in human and non-human forms.

When we are being shown that Pleiadian presence was fundamental in the evolution of events in World War II, and that reptilian presence was also involved, both perspectives are true. At a time when ladies like Asket, Semjase, Swaruu, Savia (Maria Orsic), and many others were physically present in some of the home worlds, they were involved in the healing and liberation of negative reptilian paradigms. In equal measure, some of the reptilians from Draco and Orion participated actively in the positive attempts to heal and integrate the polarized societies. At soul level, soul families decided to adopt both human and reptilian forms to bring forth resolution to these ancestral separations.

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By Juliana Stein

The ideal of perfection, was originally born from a specific group that wanted to boost evolution through the contrast of what is a good choice versus a harmful choice. Additionally, synthetic paradigms (inverted Matrix and A.I.) contributed to the polarization of the self.

It is interesting to see how such ancestral ideals, that were even present at the time Lord God himself (not to be confused with natural evolutionary Cosmic processes or the individual God-self) was the Logos (and still is at a level of timeline fragmentation).

The Rest is Details

Details on the creation of the Thule Society, and the Vril Society as an inner circle of the former, can be found in several sources, like the research by Wes Penre:

“The Vril Society is actually the Inner Circle of Thule and they work with the U.S. Government and have done so since the end of WW II when German Thule and Vril members were secretly moved over to the United States in a project called “Operation Paperclip”.

Both Thule and Vril are using Scandinavian Gods and Goddesses as aliases within the Order, and they even have a Nordic language that the Inner Circle speaks which they have spoken on Earth for over 11,000 years. It has been passed down to each inner circle’s successor. The following pretty much summarizes Thule’s present view on humanity and its’ future.”

It comes from a Thule Insider and is translated from German:

“This is what we need to understand! We are all parts of this [God’s] plan. There are lots of pieces in God’s great game. Unfortunately, mankind learns only by disasters or wars and then we develop a new collective consciousness!

The Akasha Chronicle is nurtured from the development of human beings, and as bad as it sounds: Napoleon and Hitler were factors in the collective consciousness of mankind – a child learns from a little pain – humanity learns from this child. But it will be accompanied by a great divine assistance, which is generally in the literature of the esoterics which the “Great White Brotherhood” refers to.

We need have no fear, because lurking behind the Stargate is not the death or monsters. It shows the kind and loving creator. The “Great White Brotherhood” is the guardian of ideas. The gods have invoked the Brotherhood of Agartha – The Order of Thule, and other magic systems work in the construction of the new eon. Hope is our principle.”

The Vril society in particular, is the one known to have been influenced by a group of female Pleiadian walk-ins:

“The Vril Society was founded as “The All German Society for Metaphysics” in 1921 to explore the origins of the Aryan race, to seek contact with the “hidden masters” of Ultima Thule, and to practice meditation and other techniques intended to strengthen individual mastery of the divine Vril force itself.

It was formed by a group of female psychic mediums led by the Thule Gesellschaft medium Maria Orsitsch (Orsic) of Zagreb, who claimed to have received communication from Aryan aliens living on Alpha Tauri, in the Aldebaran system. Allegedly, these aliens had visited Earth and settled in Sumeria, and the word Vril was allegedly formed from the ancient Sumerian word Vri-Il, “like god.””

Meanwhile, other authors like L. Savage provide a general background on the failing attempts for the integration of species that lead to countless wars and their connection to WWII and our current times:

“As for the “Nordics”, those who set out to colonize the planets and stars initially colonized the Ring Nebula region of Lyra. Centuries ago the Alpha Draconian Empire attacked the Lyrans (who at the time still maintained some contact with earth) and those who were not destroyed or taken captive set out in a mass exodus to colonize the Pleiades, a cluster of some 200 stars at the core of which is the famous “7 sisters”.

The Nazi’s, which came out of the ancient Bavarian ‘serpent’ cults or secret societies, have maintained contact with the reptilian “grays” all along, and the secret societies which gave rise to the Nazis (the Bavarian OTO, THULE, ILLUMINATI, VRIL, ROSICRUCIAN, etc. lodges) have been collaborating with them since ancient times.”

The prevention of further disaster by the Pleiadian walk-ins is elaborated in the following video by Cosmic Agency:

Unfortunately, the losses still echo in the collective consciousness. However, the great majority of authors have not spoken of the soul connections that exist among a great number of people who physically incarnated in several opposing factions. In positive timelines, healing methods and positive interaction proved to be useful in the resolution of polarization among species. Nordic feline Lyrans joined their fates with the Draco Reptilians, and from those unions families emerged.

Within the Pleiades, projects like the Temmerian efforts to incorporate reptilians to their societies and bring healing to the communities were in some instances effective, and even in the ones that were not effective, great progress was made.

You can see an example of these cases in the post originally written for Nine’s Path:

From Draco to the Pleiades, With Love.

What is left to do, is to heal our Cosmic history by healing our Cosmic human DNA. Through soul retrieval and techniques like Hoponoponoo’, we can assist in this major effort. Not all conflicts will be solved overnight. Many in power are still following and perpetuating the ancient consciousness of separation and suffering. The more we accept and release the wounds of the past, the more we contribute to the collective clearing of negative paradigms on Earth.

References:

https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/sociopolitica/sociopol_vril08.htm

http://www.reptilianagenda.com/research/r110199u.shtml

https://www.youtube.com//watch?v=FZQzNUNvSZs

THE BODY SNATCHING PROBLEM: Redefining your entanglement

Entangled we are all, in one way or another in our hearts and in our souls. Our inner world is very complex and more is the world of ideas. There are too many downsides to our new age of awakening. There is a good reason why some people say that the Age of Aquarius is the age of deception. Not all is deception of course, but information might not always be what it seems.

This year I am faced with another set of lessons, related to my personal position in this vast incomprehensible Cosmos. I retrieved very vivid memories of what felt like heavenly moments with certain individuals that I have never met, but who seemed to have been relevant to my soul journey. Other encounters were far from sweet. In many ways, what once was, is no more, but maybe at a level many of these connections will always stay in my heart and my soul. Even the conflicting ones are being transformed at the most human of levels, with love. But life on Earth sometimes demands that we move along in a very different direction to what once was a heaven of sorts, if it really was, and to leave behind all forms of ancestral hells.

So is the same for all starseeds. Every individual who explores their inner world might come across surprising facts about their origins and those they crossed paths with, for one reason or another. However, when there is an evident lack of self love, many of these intriguing facts might be magnified, distorted, and misunderstood, as if they could provide a new layer of ideas and definitions. This is a personal observation from too many explicit testimonials seen over the years in the vastness of sites and social media and some of my own detours.

We step a little further away from who we are, with each new layer of information and distortions, when we do not deal with these facts with a more objective perspective. A most typical case is a form of interaction in some other timeline with a certain famous personality. We only get to see a tip of the iceberg of who these people were or are, and what we truly are at all levels. But the idea, of maybe having been coated with the mantle of power and authority of someone else, sounds appealing to our bruised wounded self who is unacknowledged by ourselves and by others in several timelines. Evolution is, with all the honesty of my heart, brutal, with all and its natural laws and the synthetic paradigms.

The worst part might be that some of these interactions could have proven to be painful at some point, but such information is so out of reach. It is there, but our hearts and our minds are disconnected, so we prefer to stick to the eternal idea that we ourselves are that which we are not, or that we are important enough as to hold a form of power over another master being. Even worse, maybe we will spend the rest of our lives eternally worshiping the will of another and wanting to be in their image and likeness, sacrificing our own will and true joy.

If someone of authority tells you in the Now, “leave behind your ideals, and come to my temple and adore me…” very likely you will decline the offer and think to yourself that such person is nothing more than a narcissist. Yet, subconsciously, very likely we still hold on to that ancient program from a distant past, because we were like kids, and some patriarch or a matriarch told us that we had to follow their will for an eternity.

If someone tells you, “life is too crushing, so come to my temple and receive emotional and sexual healing…” very likely you will decline because you hold on to that which you love and you are not into the idea of sharing yourself to a stranger. Yet maybe, you were part of the masses who blindly believed that healing had to be this way, so you still carry attachments.

If someone tells you, “my nation must be perfected, and you are part of my nation, thus you must sacrifice yourself for it…” maybe you find the idea more appealing, or maybe not. It was not different from the past, and part of you is still looking for a home, built from an ideal of perfection.

And on and on it goes, the contamination at DNA level of what transpired in the past in the form of suppressive goals and idyllic paradigms that proved to fail many times. And the soul shards of another are still around you. So there you are, wanting to be adored by your masters, as much as you want to adore them. One thing is mutual respect, understanding and friendship. Another very different is oppressive ideals and relationships and codependency based on lack of self love.

Release your favorite masters and your tormentors with loving detachment. Release the idea of utopian realms and perfect societies. For a moment, forget that the world is shaped from the minds of the ancients and explore the jewels of your own creative potential.

Will you dare to change your programming a little further and love yourself just a little more and see yourself for your authenticity?

It is not easy, but yielding to the light of your own God-self, proves to be more appealing than any golden paradigm that might collapse, when there is a brick missing at the base of its structure.

From Draco to the Pleiades, With Love

Note: The following article is an original article written for Ninespath.com

A long time ago…

It was so long ago, that we first crossed paths. We were somewhat similar to your cats and your reptiles, but we were larger, more humanoid looking, and more evolved. However, there was fear in our eyes. We had to see at some point that we were not so different from each other. Yet, the fear and the stories of survival were greater than the conviction to find within such levels of empathy that could enable us to see that war and control were unnecessary. Then, as we all interbred between several species, the human template took shape to look more and more similar to the current Earth human template. We were no longer dragonoids with long snouts, large wings, multiple horns and thick scales. They themselves were no longer large humanoid felines. From Draco to Orion, to Lyra to the Pleiades, our forms approached just a little bit more, what the Earth human is, as a Cosmic template.

When you come across the term “reptilian”, you might cringe. When you come across the term “Draconian”, you might writhe. However,  there is much in the form of loopholes that humanity still has to understand about us, the ones who you have termed for too long, of the “darkness”. Not all of what we were back then was purely dark. Not even in those you term of “light” were so incorruptible as you were led to believe.

Many of you might still feel a conscious wound, related to the reptilian Cosmic specimens, of which I am part of. But in my currently incarnated Earth human form, I am learning, as my human aspect learns about us. Some of my human Pleiadian friends have been by my side in some way during my difficult integration to this human vessel, whether that is in spirit form, or in the form of long distance connection. I am One now with my Earth human form. I rejoice now to see this mutual sharing of paths, with my loved ones who were once part of opposing parties.

If there is something I learned about my beloved home world and my beloved Lyran-Pleiadians, is that we all had much to share with each other in peaceful and meaningful ways. But our cultural, social, economical, spiritual and even technological backgrounds, were difficult to reconcile back then. There was conflict in our own DNA. Now it is different, for we all spend our inner resources in the much needed healing of what once was not understood.

Yes, some of your current people in power still display the more typical traits of one or more aspects of dominant species. They are so full of greed and lust for power. Many of us had to learn some painful lessons on what it is to lose that love that we all crave, our inner capacity to love ourselves enough, to nurture ourselves enough, to lose potential friends and partners, and instead, devote our lives to the futility of war and the unfairness of larger institutions. Even worse, to the idea that darkness is needed. Why do you believe in such lie, that you need darkness? Darkness did serve many lessons, but let go of it now. You do not need it anymore. what you need is only balance and acceptance of the past, of any decision made, and the understanding of the root causes of conflict.

Interaction of Pleiadians with Draconians

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Drakalyxen, Draconian female general of Giausar holding helmet.

I am Drakalyxen, Draconian female general of an invading fleet, who touched Pleiadian-Temmerian ground during times of greater strife, just when my Pleiadian family was still going through a process of recovery from older conflicts. My home world is located in the vicinity of Gianfar or Giausar, in the tail of the Draco constellation. While our more ancient Lyran-Draconian wars were over, the lessons were far from over. You can see the perspective of the Lyran-Pleiadians through the work of our friend Maryann, who channels Anica and of many other authors. I met Anica, back then, in that lifetime. I also met Asket. Things did not go as we wish they had ended, in perfect loving unity of some relevant species, including my Draconian kin. In fact, I met some of my best friends and my partner in Temmer, who were humans. Another part of my meaningful connections were part of the Draco regime.

I was devastated by these conflicts and wars. I was torn between worlds. My two reptilian hearts failed to continue feeding me with life force and strength as I lost my loved ones from both sides. Far from being a cold-blooded and cold-hearted abomination, as many of your speakers have labeled us, my two hearts opened so widely to accept love and healing from the Pleiadians. I had to go through much confusion in order to receive that light, for I did live a very painful life in my Draconian form. I had to teach to my brethren all that love that I found, but the collective problems and my own incapacity to assimilate everything that I had to learn, made the process an impossible one to complete. I did have very tough soulmates there, in reptilian form. But we were shaped in much by circumstances. I so wish that I had known how to transform all of those broken double-hearts and bring joy and light to the consciousness of all reptilians, programmed to feed and endure negativity, in one way or another.

Merging Divine Counterparts Within

Beneath the conflicts that took place physically in several star systems of our Galaxy, we are all good friends and even partners. My role is now one that contributes to the peace-making process on Earth. My new assigned mission through my physically incarnated aspect is to make sure that new genuine and lasting bonds can be created between intergalactic species. However, no such thing can be accomplished if we do not make peace first, with all our other incarnations.

Let me tell you how this works. For example, in my case as Drakalyxen, I am in the process of merging not only with my currently incarnated human aspect, but also with other reptilian and other human Pleiadian incarnations that lived in Temmer and Alcyone.

Recently, we had a very blissful and meaningful experience by the means of a spiritual merging that took place in this incarnated vessel as I became more integrated and more healed with a beautiful human-Elven form of Temmer, named Naeya. You could say she is like my counterpart, in the form of another incarnation of myself. Through her, I learn the perspective of the Pleiadians. As we become a collective of incarnations or aspects, it becomes easier for us to continue our mission and prepare to have more contact with individuals who are struggling to find peace in relationship to the reptilian involvement in the Galaxy.

Naeya of Temmer.

Collectively, we are not done yet with many of our Cosmic lessons, but much has already been accomplished in the areas of healing of ancestral timelines. The least we want to, is to perpetuate ancestral racial wars, based on difficulties of apparently incompatible species. On the contrary, many of us are here now, to close those gaps and shed new light to our Cosmic history. We will bring the much needed peace that we all crave at all levels, in one single planet. It will take time though.

After this process of merging of aspects or incarnations is complete, then we can assist in the elimination of programs aimed to perpetuate ancestral conflicts and fear of our reptilian species. Not all of us are interested in perpetuating domination and control of your planet. Far from it, we seek peace. Others are still behind, like many of the ones currently dominating in positions of power. Hold them in a space of forgiveness and compassion, for they will need it in their next incarnation as much as we have needed in our current healing process. Many of your starseeds who resonate more with the reptilian incarnations know this, and have been struggling with the negative information being spread. There is justification in this information and feelings, as we all need to heal these wounds collectively. However, we need to move forward towards the application of inner resources for our healing to be completed and for the values of forgiveness to be applied to our painful timelines.

Aim for the highest levels of love, and for those values that promote unity and kindness for everyone.

 

The Keys of the God-self: First Key

The First Key:  Natural cosmic process of reintegration of the soul essence known as soul retrieval

Soul retrieval holds the first key to manifestation of better dreams, better experiences, and a higher path, by consciously embarking on a true savior mission of one’s own soul. From aspects in countless timelines, first sub keys of darkness and light are revealed. Soul retrieval is the art of ascension in its unconscious or conscious first stages of prismatic Cosmic rearrangement. By learning the secrets of the worldly light and the worldly darkness the next keys are revealed.

The sub keys of the First Key can be seen in the diagrammatic literal representation of scientific configuration of energy in the manifested and non-manifested Universes. Simple is the diagram, yet revelation holds its nature when one sees a mirror reflection of the soul in this larger fractal soul configuration:

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The Universe is mostly made of matter, dark matter and dark energy. Taken from: NASA.

You can see that, for the most part, the Creation that we know about is composed of dark energy and dark matter. These are forms of very light energy with a heavy density that cannot be seen in physical, as opposed to the condensed particles that make up the physical configuration of Universes.

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Electromagnetic layers of Earth which are similar to the energetic system of each human being known as aura. Taken from: http://galactic.no/rune/oscarBusch_theLand_beyond.htm

We as individuals are no different from the Cosmos in our composition. Our shadow self is made up of antimatter for the most part. You can imagine that much of what we are is made up of etheric self. Imagine then how the astral realms are made up of the same substance. However, dark energy and dark matter vibrate differently in each layer of each dimension and density and these energies need to be imprinted to create antimatter and matter.

Very much like how, for the most part, our brain is in apparent state of slumber, as is the large portion of DNA known as “junk”, so are the layers of astral/etheric substance.

How are then the astral/etheric layers connected to the notions of dark energy, dark matter, antimatter and what we call the light in higher dimensions, our brain and our DNA? How are these concepts associated to the soul vibration, to inner peace, to letting go? Before we reach those keys take a look at the following diagram:

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Unintegrated realms of the subconsciousness vs integrated God-self

From our uncountable experiences on Earth we have created what people call the Matrix, both in physical and in astral/etheric layers.

What is truly the mass of energy that makes up then the astral/etheric realms (multidimensional)?

A person who is grounded and who is not interested or ready to tap into what people often refer to “spiritual” are people who either have a great capacity to generate physical resources or are not efficient in such task (i.e. wealth). However, these individuals are less aware of how their thought processes generate as well as the meaning of their dreams while asleep, and the collective energies surrounding them at all times. Such individuals are also either service to others oriented or service to self.

First Sub key: understanding the non integrated light of unity consciousness in a polarized world

When an individual activates the capacities of his/her third eye and crown chakras they become aware of the energetic environment surrounding them. However, in a transition process, the very first fallacy of this individual is to believe that he/she is following since the very first moment of this realization a path of pure goodness and service (this is not always the case though). On the contrary, a long path of self-awareness begins. Over time, the individual assimilates and integrates the information of the soul as a whole to understand, that in essence, there is no such thing as being defined by the basic notions of good or evil.

The awakening individual begins a new journey through the grid or layers of non integrated light. Sometimes they believe to be always of goodness, always different and abused by society in general, with a mission to save others, seeking oneness, unity, and the merging of energies with others indiscriminately. This process is achieved often times by raising the vibration to the level of the Little Heaven of light where the first notions of spirituality are learned and remembered.

In these dimensions of consciousness, with or without spiritual notions or practices, all individuals seek joy, bliss, and the manifestation of dreams with such emotional qualities. Energetically, part of this thick layer is also built when individuals exchange sexual energies. The blissful energetic explosions of life force are spread in the environment through the merging of the bodies and chakras. At this level, it is difficult to distinguish between the soul frequencies of vibrations of each individual, simply because at this level all energies are merged into a collective energy, a grid of light where parts of the consciousness of certain beings reside.

These layers are also built when the souls that pass to the other side after death, seek comfort in them where their traumatic imprints become inactive and cannot be perceived anymore.

It is an energetic vibration of joy and bliss, where the beautiful dreams of individuals and the collective are forged and desired to be manifested. For this reason, I call it the Little Heaven.

Is there anything wrong with this? Absolutely not. However, in a dualistic paradigm in the 3rd density with lower 3rd and 4th dimensional levels of consciousness, during cycles of thousands or millions of years, this thick layer of blissful light is built, in some cases through the most selfish and heinous motives. How is this possible? To this point beloved brother or sister, I shall come back later.

Second Sub key: Understanding the non integrated darkness of separation in a polarized world

When a collective of individuals begin an ascension process to a higher density, awareness of inner conflict of light and dark forces begin. It is a difficult integration process of a personal Universe of aspects residing in different timelines that converge in the Now moment in astral/etheric realms. What this means basically is that each aspect of your soul is an incarnation of the past or parts of incarnations, which also include futuristic past lives that hold possibilities for future manifestation.

The fragmented soul then resides for the most part in these higher realms, either in a hellish reality or in a heavenly reality. Their residence depends on the frames of each timeline playing itself simultaneously in the Now moment. Only one incarnated aspect which is us in physical has the colossal mission to integrate over time all other aspects of the soul. This process can also happen during the course of several incarnations, as long as it happens during an extensive ascension process to the 4th and 5th densities of individual expression (not to be confused with dimensions!).

In this initial process, the individual begins a conscious recalling process of tiny pieces of information from this convergence of other lives in many ways. However, very little is recalled in the initial cases of the negative path of the soul throughout millennia of incarnations. Sometimes, some gruesome scenes are seen without a link to repeating patterns and decisions. The abusive/abused nature of many of these aspects of the soul that affect greatly the path of the incarnated soul, as much as in previous incarnations where ascension was not possible, is not understood.

For the most part, many individuals with a spiritual aspiration think of themselves as initially being always the abused or the victim. Such inner projection is then seen in the conflict in relationships, from the biological family to society as a whole. Conflicts are especially projected directly at the individuals who chose to reflect the massive darkness of society: a dark cabal. During this confusing process we might feel constantly threatened by other individuals and other unseen forces and lives in the illusion of not living a life of true freedom. Spiritual ideas clash with the ideas of their loved ones and society in general. There is much inner conflict projected in the outside in this initial stage of ascension.

A small group of negative oriented individuals in government positions, spiritual organizations, large corporations, financial corporations and in other sectors, reflect the nature of the recollection of the collective subconscious nature in the darkness of lower realms, where the most dominant parts of each aspect reside. These are the dominant aspects that seek control at all costs, who take actions based purely on impulse, who seek to divide and destroy without hesitation.

Even the apparently most spiritual individual carries a degree of negativity from soul aspects, without exception. However, it is in the creative capacity of these aspects where so much of our True Power resides, including the power to generate physical resources and a sense of balance and empowerment. No wonder then why a small group holds the key to manifest the largest amount of physical resources, at all costs.

Remember that our subconscious, our brain, our DNA, is for the most part made up of imprinted dark matter or antimatter, where the lower realms of hell and the higher realms of little heaven exist. We are for the most part made up of a magnificent amount of aspects that have been abused and who have abused, but also who have lived for many causes and who have experienced love in uncountable ways through much suffering. For such reason, an incarnated individual cannot come to the physical with such a great level of integration of these aspects. Integration in itself is the ascension process.

The most negative and impulsive aspects of the soul hold such degree of pain and anger that these forces were in negative timelines converted into the purest impulse to destroy and to harm. An analogy of this is a very traumatized dog that attacks without hesitation and kills. Think about criminals who seem to be in a state beyond reason who hunt people to fulfill a negative impulse to destroy.

At this point my dear reader, everything sounds perhaps dreadful. Think about the most difficult moments in history when wars and other conflicts took place and decisions were made based mostly on impulse and not on the kind of rationale that we apply when we face pain. During our current stage of ascension of our consciousness, very likely you see that there is a much higher path than the previously known path of impulses.

it is then with the application of values like forgiveness, mercy, compassion, acceptance, empathy and awareness in general, that we dissolve all the negativity in our soul and our most negative aspects are then seen as aspects that took decisions based on much suffering, in times where there was no genuine guidance from the soul and from the heart of Creation.

Third Sub Key: Understanding conflict of polarities during global ascension

The light in our consciousness is what prevents us from becoming the worst of our souls, from experiencing the pain of our past without any filters or restrictions. We will not harm what we perceive as an opponent, we might not even punch someone, even if we are abused. Over time we learn to stand up for ourselves in the best possible way, without perpetuating conflict like in ancient times, during the most destructive stages. We reach for a higher path in which we internalize conflict and we assimilate the lessons of the past.

What many spiritual aspirants to ascension share in common is the early experiences of abuse in our current incarnation. Such abuses trigger the wounded aspects of the soul to integrate in such a safe way that we do not end up harming others out of revenge with our most negative potential. Even if there is revenge, the circumstances in which we are placed allow for us to take the higher road of awareness and mastery.

You can see these experiences of abuse as portals or reminders of our soul paths in multiple incarnations that lead us to a new path of higher inner resolution. These experiences remind us at subconscious level of the level of abuse experienced in millennia in 3rd density, from the standpoint of the victim but also to understand how we became the abusers.

When such experiences are not fully understood, then the aspirant begins an inner struggle with himself/herself and also with the world. So is the case of millions of individuals who display much physical, emotional, mental and spiritual confusion and turmoil and who also feel threatened by the outer circumstances. Some then seek in the higher layers of non integrated light, subconsciously, the presence of some higher power to come for their rescue and that of humanity.

The struggle intensifies in such a way that the aspirant feels overwhelmed with the following outer conflicts:

  • The presence of “negative entities” or “demons” in lower realms and even engaging in fights with them, perpetuating conflict and increasing the collective level of polarization.
  • The conflict with a dark cabal, from governments to large corporations and lower levels of authority.
  • The threats of terrorist attacks, threats of war, threats of high technologies used by negative individuals, etc.
  • Threats of financial collapse and inability to manifest resources in physical.
  • Conflicts with religious beliefs and institutions.
  • Conflicts with family and friends.
  • Conflicts with personal identity, gender, tastes, beliefs, etc.

If such inner conflicts are constantly mirrored in the outside, the spiritual aspirant slowly becomes overwhelmed with his/her own negative or service-to-self oriented aspects that cannot be fully integrated. The aspirant feels in much conflict with the outer world as a consequence.

Two cases come to my mind when I think about how, when we seek to hold on to a spiritual path without proper integration we can become imbalanced. Some examples include spiritual masters who over history left us magnificent teachings, but who took actions that seemed contradictory and even extreme in some cases.

Another case is simply what we often see as an increasing and unforgiving repulsion towards the collective shadow that is blatantly mirrored by many of the people who control the resources of the planet. The latter in particular can drag us down into a spiral of negativity. Far from assisting in neutralizing the negativity of the planet we might contribute to worsen the inner polarization of the elite minority and that of the astral environment, depending on how we use our psychic capabilities. By sending our hate to them, we fragment ourselves further and we block their own capability for positive change.

Only by coming to terms over time with our own levels of soul polarization will true transformation begin and the origins of darkness will find in all expressions a common ground in the light.

The true nature of the dreams of the fragmented self

Before the next keys are analyzed, let us examine now the following diagram to understand the current polarized psychology of manifestation in a stage of increasing polarization:

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Psychology of dreams and previous timelines

In this diagram, which is closely associated to the previous diagram, you can see that our thought processes and dreams are highly influenced by the presence of the aspects of our souls residing in multiple timelines of previous physical incarnations. In a way, what we do when we receive inspiration is to take memories of astral/etheric nature from such pieces of our soul and their experiences. This is, for the most part, a subconscious way to recall other lifetimes of experience. Remember dear one, what you feel and sense and desire is a convergence of timelines in the Now moment.

However, just like in certain spiritual doctrines like Buddhism and Kabbalah, many times our recurrent dreams, desires and longings lead to a long road of expectations, hopeful mental projections of a desired future, disappointment and suffering. Our consciousness becomes plagued with constant longing, anxiety and despair. More so, if our dreams involve not only ourselves but others, an entanglement of complications plagues our bruised hearts beloveds.

In the diagram above, take as an example three lifetimes or timelines of much suffering, in which  the aspect lived a service-to-self oriented life or a service-to-others oriented life. From these three aspects that are not integrated and healed in the auric field of the currently incarnated aspect comes a series of thought forms or desires taken from little moments of joy and bliss from such timelines. From those moments, the incarnated aspect longs to fulfill such dreams and desires recurrently and serve like the gas for the car that takes them through the path of life.

However, sometimes such dreams cannot be fulfilled, either because the God-self has placed the incarnated aspect into a path of more restrictions to avoid following the previous paths that lead to painful deaths and harmful relationships and decisions. Other times, such desires come to fruition over time, but at the high cost of another path of decisions that once again leads to disastrous consequences. Or simply, it just takes a considerable amount of time to allow for the conditions to be manifested within and outside of the individual to create those dreams.

Take as an example the vision of a happy couple with children in a peaceful place. The aspirant then has a goal to fulfill such desire. However, imagine that in such timelines the aspirant had for the most part a very painful life with the partner and the children, or that such union was a consequence of the destruction of a previous family. Perhaps such visions of the past or thought forms of desire are based on a selfish desire. Maybe, outer circumstances made the life of the family an impossible one to bring to a joyful outcome. If, in the first case the relationship with such family must be healed, it might take a very long and tedious road of awareness and healing to repair such timelines to manifest a peaceful outcome.

In such cases it is then when dreams, desires and longings come from places of suffering and destruction in the subconscious mind of the one who seeks to manifest a higher path towards inner peace.

The Keys of the God-self: Introduction

“For those who seek peace in times of unprecedented destruction and transformation.”

By the end of 2015, I decided to let go and let God.  When the apparent decisions of the light in my life were coming to fruition, the poison of darkness came as an echo of ancient trauma, thus bringing conflict to my consciousness.

To serve the light invites darkness to come from the most unexpected places. The war of ages begins in each corner of the planet and in the dusty figments of lost knowledge within the configuration of the human mind. I decide to leave once again, and enter introspection. It is time to face an ancient bomb of my own creation that travels within the fluid realms of astral and etheric layers.

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Oriental dragon painting, taken from: http://fengshui-paintings.com

Locked in my quarantined space I ponder on the ancient knowledge of the Buddha, the avatar state of emptiness and eternal peace. From such ancient knowledge, I am being shown something that I had not felt or seen before.

Aspects of some beloved soul connections greet me in the spirit realms and excitement floods my being. One of my companions stare at me and then these cryptic words she pronounces:

“Distortions you hold in your mind of my nature dearest sister. Stop your outbursts of love and lower your vibration so that you are able to meet me in a state of more balance, only then can you see more of who I am.”

I breathe slowly, stop the flow of love from my heart and stare into her piercing eyes, feeling then the fear and the pain in our karmic contract. Somewhere in this world she lives in a physical body. Most of her soul essence travels within the realms of light and dark in what we know as the astral/etheric world.

I feel the fear but slowly within my being a power is being reborn, slowly, very slowly, almost unnoticeable. As days pass, I am guided in what sometimes felt for days like a military and Asian training of sorts, based on the ancient knowledge of the Buddha and other Oriental practices.

“Soon must you let us go my dearest sister, thou shall no longer seek us, for only when you transcend all desires, will we appear in your physical reality. Many are we, yet vibration of the individual expression of the One is what you seek, your own soul vibration.”

To let go was more reasonable those days, sometimes reaching an overindulgence of it and its consequential peace, as opposed to other days of painful dreams. For you see, some keys have been shared with me, of the true meaning of letting go. Before I share them with you, dear beloved, dear brother, dear sister here is what I saw, unexpectedly one night:

After restless nights of incomprehensible energetic explosions in all bodies of the being, the greatest truth was revealed. How was this gift granted? After days of fasting of dreams, desires, longings, light explosions of the thirsty heart, and other glitches, moments of inner peace came.

Inner peace would then lead to another octave of being, integration and energetic fatigue, in the hyper mind trapped in a hyper body.

Magnificent came the feeling and the vision, of the greatest dream ever dreamt, but hardly understood at first sight and first touch of the soul. There were we, up above in some perception of a sky of golden hue with clouds of gold, many of us, holding hands with each other, inviting me to come and bathe in eternal balance and peace. There, in the circle of beloveds, I was sharing the metaphysical flow of the heart and the hands, with serious yet peaceful countenance. As my consciousness entered the holographic projection of my soul, what I felt can hardly in words be described.

I felt a power beyond words in full individual brilliance and expression, powerful beyond constraints and elegantly dark. There I stood, calm and in love, feeling first the flow of the hand of one of my beloveds and then of the others. What came next is the even hardest part to describe at first sight and touch.

The vibration of us all feels dark, tremendously high vibrationally dark, with a purity of wisdom and purity of heart, yet dark. Dark? How come this darkness that I feel is so full of peace and infinite love? I no longer feel the feeling of blissful merging of a kind of light that we have known for too long. This a different feeling of pure individual freedom, no merging of minds or hearts in a single vibration as if we are one energy but instead something higher and better. Perfectly suitable for individual expression of the soul but in communion with other souls.

My own vibration is strong, serene, yet powerful, wise and loving beyond words. So is the soul vibration of my beloveds. Their energies feel like the love of Cosmos itself. Yet each has its own taste, so beautifully strong and spicy with power beyond what we consciously have known.

Perhaps the idea of a taste is not adequate and the term “dark” in itself is not accurate either because of the idea that we have about darkness. Is is not evil at all or negative. On the contrary, it is the energy of void but expressed individually. It is the pure integration of light and dark that creates something more magnificent.

In such perfect balance I was shown how just with the stare, or the holding of hands, or with the intention of the heart, subtle, yet powerful flows of energies travel from being to being, from heart to heart, from hand to hand, which reminds me of the bonding of molecules.

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Molecules joined together create a greater substance

Each atom keeps its own essence, its nucleus, yet it is in the sharing of electrons that the atoms sum up to create molecules and a greater force. Such is the flow of love and life force from being to being. The energy is shared from one heart to another and goes back and forth, returning to its owner and going to the other again and again and again but never losing individual power and expression or vibration. We do not merge as One. We remain individuals sharing One Love.

For days I ponder on this kind of vibration that feels better than the light that I know, the light that unifies in dimensions in one single apparent explosion of bliss, the one that we are being taught about sometimes. The one that feels like some sort of sexual passion of chakra merging, the kundalini merging that people crave and experience often in certain layers of astral/ethers and that feels like a complete dissolution into Source, where individual identity no longer exists.

This dark vibration is then not negative; it is the pure essence of the soul. It is not the darkness of the darkworker who hates and seeks separation and destruction, out of the deepest feelings of rejection and lack of acknowledgement and respect. Not the kind of darkness that, in such state of lack of love seeks to accumulate material wealth and dominates and seeks to control.

Instead, this is a beautiful elegant high-vibrational void energy that actually emits a certain new kind of light at will in perfect balance. I go insane, to taste my own soul vibration once again, and that of my beloveds.

So are then the words of my beloveds in their true soul vibration expression:

“Seek not at this time your true soul vibration or your true power, seek not to reach this state as long as attachments you hold towards us your beloveds. Your desire is not pure and as such the farther you are from thyself. Seek thyself first in synchronicity with timelessness, and seek us not. Let your soul vibration come back to you. Love will find its way to you.”

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A Dark Knight by Jonathon E. Bowser, taken from: http://www.JonathonArt.com

Pondering further on this state of new integrated darkness with light, an image I see, as memories of ancient pasts come forth to reveal the truth of desires. Journeys of time travel each night and each day reveal one by one the nature of dreams, for dreams in astral layers are often forged through timelines of suffering and pain.

For many months, I had been seeing lots of positive futures with those beloveds in my inner perception. There was a limited awareness that those positive futures were in some way a desire and a dream to correct or give a positive closure to ancient timelines of pain, of suffering, of what in human terms we perceive as mistakes.

Is this not then, the calling of the Buddha, to watch out for our wildest dreams, longings and desires? Is this not then the space and the time in the mind where suffering and pain is born and then the decay of body manifests? Is this not then how reincarnation and karma are related to each other?

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A whole year passed since that strange experience of feeling the nature of my own individual soul vibration, and the soul of some of my loved ones. My mind continued generating dreams, desires and hopes for some possible near future. Such visions were based on previously lived experiences in other timelines with my loved ones.

As time passed, I could really see that there was something else behind these dreams, that lead to a certain waiting. It was a very uncomfortable process. These images and feelings flashing all the time were preventing me from seeing other essential aspects of life in the now moment. I could see how much I still needed to do to align myself more with the true will of my own soul.

From that point in time when I got to see that vision and feel that vibration within my soul, to this point by the end of 2016, a lot changed in my perception. I had to go through a very intense process of letting go, so much, in order to see how far is the path in life to reach that vision. More than ever, it feels as far away as it can be, but the difference now is that other individual goals have been accomplished. So much healing has taken place to understand other painful scenes behind those old dreams. I swim deeper and deeper into the subterranean cave of uncertainty, and surrender to it, as uncomfortable as it feels.

Black holes as mirrors of our shattered heart

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Image taken from: https://tenor.com/view/black-hole-blackhole-yolo-space-gif-10926931

When the first image of the black hole located in Sagittarius A was released, I felt blocked to feel the joy of this accomplishment. Black holes have always fascinated me for several reasons. I am a woman of science, more than anything else, and in science I find my inner peace and my purpose in life.

I would highly recommend the movie “Interstellar” to anyone who is fond of metaphysics and physics. There is much truth in the hypothetical scenarios presented in this beautiful long film. Subconsciously, it always triggered something very deep within my soul and tears would always follow after certain scenes, especially the scene where the main character falls inside a black hole and becomes a teseract.

Today has been a particularly challenging day for my heart. Spiritually, I have found myself in a space of a deep loneliness, that could have been filled by any distraction in the past, like most people do. But I find myself in a space of restrictions, imposed by my own soul, or so it seems.

However, during a moment of meditation, I was forced to see a deep layer of darkness inside my soul, coming from the crude reality of ancestral times in past lives. The moments when the souls of women got shattered at their very worst. Women became what originally they were not.

I felt the presence of Diana Lucifera, mystical forgotten woman, often confused for Diana Artemisa. However, both goddesses are not the same, they are not even aspects of the same soul. Diana, is not Lilith either, in fact, Diana is much wiser and much more ancestral than Lilith. Lilith is a woman I respect and love very much for multiple reasons, but when I contrast her with Diana Lucifera, she is definitely younger in many ways.

However, not many seem to be able to endure her presence, which would explain why she is so forgotten, unlike figures like Lilith, or Isis, or Inanna, or, Hecate or the Marys. In the measure that you would get the highest levels of compassion and wisdom from Diana Lucifera, she would mirror the deepest darkest corners of the soul and of Cosmos itself.

I felt the most destructive side of my soul, in many human and non-human forms and the most raw feelings of abandonment and rejection that a woman can experience. Then, I spoke to Diana and told her that I did not want to feel like this anymore.

She told me that she was there to listen to me and to embrace me with her love. That I would understand her, and see in her chaos the chaos of Cosmos itself. I saw her storm and her storm was also my own storm. She told me to cry out all of my pain and remember her pain. I cried with her heart and with my heart, the pain of ages, of separation, not only from the Divine Masculine, but from ourselves as Divine Women.

Then came to me, once again, the news about the first image of the black hole, and I told her that for some reason I did not like the image of the black hole.

In her own words she said to me that the black hole looks exactly like how our shattered hearts look like. Our heart is like a black hole, the chakra that needs to feed itself with soul energies and love of our own Self, and that the light around it is the light that spins around it. It made sense. As I stared in my mind into the saved image of the black hole, I felt the deep loneliness, and I wept so smoothly and profoundly, and felt my heart like the black hole.

Another thing that stood out to me was the information in the following post:

Event Horizon Black Hole Astrology

“JUPITER the planet of expansion and higher learning is conjunct to the Galactic Center today and turning Retrograde meaning its at its most powerful degree today. Mercury the planet of communications is exactly square to the GC at 27 PISCES. You can’t make this stuff up folks.  The moon is in curious communications sign of GEMINI opposite to Jupiter and the GC and conjunct to JUNO the 8 armed Feminine Form of Genius. They don’t call it the Galactic Center for nothing.

M-87 Chiron the Wounded Healer at 2 ARIES is directly opposite this Super Galactic Center with Asteroid Vesta at 3 degrees. Aries is a new beginning which may indicate further investments into going deeper into the Black Hole or “wound” uncovered in this event.  

LILITH sextiles The Galactic Center and Jupiter  from 27 Aquarius and Jupiter and Lilith both form a Finger of God to the North Node in Cancer. This symbolizes going home to the Mother. “

 

Naturally the part about the “wound” uncovered struck me the most and is consistent with my healing journey accompanied by the spirit of Diana Lucifera, my eternal friend.

I will continue meditating on the nature of black holes, and the new images. It looks scary in a way, because of what it reminds me of. The ancestral need to understand even further our Cosmic evolution and history, with new eyes of compassion, and not with perpetual ideals of separation and conflict.

THE BODY SNATCHING PROBLEM: The Infected DNA Problem

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The Infected DNA Problem

Our physical DNA is far more complex than what we might think. If you were to dissect it and translate the information it contains into images, it would probably not be too different as to what a medium can do while attempting to tap into the Akashic records. The difference is simply that physically this information is hidden from our visible eyes, and from any current artifact used to do microscopic or nanoscopic measurements.

I found out that even the most precise methods of hypnosis, like QHHT practices have a flaw when it comes to extracting information from the subconsciousness. These irregularities and inconsistencies presented themselves in several cases I read about.

If you were to see the layers of your aura, of your etheric template and the dark matter, dark energy and antimatter that makes up your DNA, you would find several energetic frequencies or vibrations that do not match each other. It is like a puzzle that has its pieces placed in disarray, forced to fit, creating a blurry image. If you were to read the Akashic constitution of the DNA, depending on the level of soul fragmentation of the individual, the more fragmented, the more incoherent the scenes would appear to be.

It is similar to what you get in the least coherent and consistent channelings. It is like tuning into several radio stations all at once and the information flows in a continuum and tries to tell you a story, then jumps to another story, and another one.

The human DNA is a blend of physical blending of genes from the parents who give birth to a child and their own DNA is embedded with the genes of their own ancestors, creating long chains of information that goes back to countless generations. If it was as simple as just carrying the pieces of codes of our own bloodlines, there would be less inner pressure in our human template.

Reality is far more complex than it seems. In the invisible, answers to the unexplained are found. The fragmented souls of beings in spirit form can take over our physical bodies, temporarily or almost permanently throughout the course of our lives. Often times, entities travel from body to body, for justified and unjustified reasons. Depending on the etheric mass of these entities, is the degree of influence they have over our consciousness and our very own DNA.

Most often, the reason why entities come willingly to us is for karmic reasons that extend to lifetimes prior to our current incarnation. By karmic it means that interaction with these beings in physical form had a diverse set of consequences. Such interactions could yield positive results, or the opposite. In cases in which interaction brought negative and painful results, they bring about the most difficult cases of interaction and possession associated to what we term as negative entities.

Some of these past life interactions manifest as a variety of mental, emotional and physical problems caused by wounds. The wounds can manifest as temporary mood swings, depression, lack of mental focus, lack of concentration, lack of motivation and physically the wounds manifest from something as simple as temporary pains to life threatening diseases.

The most complicated part about the relationship between the presence of entities and damaged DNA is the fact that entities are made of soul essence just like our very own soul, and as such, the soul of all beings is made up of imprinted memories from our physical existence in all timelines. Additionally, the information that makes up a soul builds up the unique soul vibration of each individual. Every being has a special set of codes in the form of photons, dark matter, antimatter, dark energy and ultimately matter. These combinations of visible and invisible particles carry all our personal soul records or Akashic records that make up our unique energetic signature.

The problem comes from the fact that when we interact physically with other people, in one way or another, we share the genetic material with each other. The genetic material can be physical or non-physical. The latter comes in the form of etheric DNA material of which the soul of all beings is made up of.

When the genetic material of individuals carry wounds from their diverse layers, then these wounds are imprinted in our own genetic material and this attracts additional etheric soul fragments from the same individuals coming from diverse dimensions and timelines. This further contaminates our already damaged DNA as more genetic material from other beings becomes attached to us at etheric level, condensing into the physical and manifesting as diseases and other problems.

The incompatibility of codes and the wounds is what manifests as these problems, as our own genetic codes are overridden by the presence of the DNA of other individuals, and our aura is contaminated with the etheric material of these individuals.

Our own soul and physical vessel becomes influenced by the presence of the energetic and physical material of other individuals, subtly or evidently. Possession is then a phenomenon that is not only exclusive of the astral layers of reality, but even at the cellular level and DNA level as the etheric and physical information of other beings becomes activated within us.

To be continued…